INDEFINITE HIATUS.

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[middlelahey-archive]

what are your other blogs for those of us who want to stay in touch with you?

whelp, i have this one that i just started with my friend, britt and then i have my personal. plus, i also have kik & skype upon request !

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alright, i just wanna make this quick: i love you all & it’s been hella great & i wish you loves all the best in your lives & i might see you soon. my whole “goodbye” to this account is on my blog & you can read it there. feel free to unfollow, because as of tomorrow this account will slowly become inactive. if you wanna say last goodbyes, i’l be on here to answer ANY messages til i go to bed. bye bean sprouts. 

[middlelahey-archive]

so? now your gonna make people feel bad about shipping with you?? that's low

that wasn’t the point. i love all the ships that i have. it wasn’t my plan to have people feel bad about wanting to ship with elijah & it’s not everyone that i now have developed ships with that i’m talking about. i’m talking about the ones that don’t get the hint. the ones that continuously pressure me into shipping after i’ve told them no, time & time again. y’know, it’s people like you that make people like me feel bad. 

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are you really thinking about leaving elijah??

who told you ?? aha ! uhm, yeah ‘nonnie, i am. i feel like i’ve had my run on elijah & i feel like it’s time to put the claws away, y’know ?? i don’t know, i just don’t feel like i can be on here anymore, unless i’m shoving him down other peoples throats. i don’t think people really understand that i’m not just here to ship ??? that i’m here to come up with headcanons & here to develop relationships that make my character question his decisions, his thought process. not just to fall in love & act like the charming prince that so many people want him to become. i just feel like, me, as a writer am not achieving elijah’s full potential, & that’s my fault. i, obviously, haven’t been serious enough with expressing myself which is why people run all over me on here, & that sucks, but again, it’s my fault, y’know ??? i don’t know if i’m gonna seriously put him on indefinite hiatus or if i’m gonna just deactivate him all together. whichever i decide to do, i know that its gonna be hard for me to let go of him, because i’ve invested time into him & i can’t just part from him without feeling some kind of remorse or regret or just any emotion for that matter. but whenever i do decide what i’m gonna do, i know that i’ll be leaving behind memories that i’ve created with people that i will always remember & care about, & i think that’s gonna be the hardest part of the whole thing. letting it go & it’s funny, because i’m actually tearing up as i’m writing this, which means that i genuinely care, that i actually have a soul, lol ! but, ‘nonnie, i am thinking about leaving, giving away, getting rid of, etc. elijah, because i think i need to work on me, & get my sanity back to where i can tolerate people & be strong enough to stand up for myself…  any who, i’ve made this incredibly long & stupid, & i’m sorry about that, but just know: i will make a public statement about what i will decide, so keep watch for that, lovely. 

[middlelahey-archive]

come catch me here, while i live blog teen wolf a bit. i’m gonna delete this when the show is over.

[naragun-deactivated20161113]

I highly recommend you follow the person I reblogged this from.

[middlelahey-archive]

i'm pissed because i said i wouldn't ship kolvina but i'm shipping it and it hasn't even started yet

[rpfunstuff]

Writing can be hard sometimes (due to lack of muse, mental illness, busy schedule, and other real life situations) and it’s really important that you don’t bash someone who is taking their time. You have no idea what they could be dealing with and the best thing to do is be supportive (let them know you’ll still be there for them regardless of what they’re dealing with, remind them that their health and real life things are more important than RPing, or simply tell them you understand if they need to take a break and wish them well. Supporting someone doesn’t mean you have to be their therapist) but if you no longer wish to RP with them, politely tell them instead of being passive aggressive.

tl;dr Not everyone can use writing as a coping mechanism, don’t make people feel guilty for taking their time.

[reactoringisarchived-deactivate]

team “rhodey better be alive or so help me god”

[middlelahey-archive]

“ i can see your underwear. ”

send in a five word sentence / @sarcasticallyincliined / accepting

                ❛ they don’t look too bad do they? then again, you ripped them off of without hesitation, so. ❜

[middlelahey-archive]

daniel sharman’s beautiful face has graced my face once again, ah !!

[middlelahey-archive]

❛ OFCLEAVAGE

elise’s nose scrunched up when it was bopped, her eyebrows knitting together in an adorable frown as she did so. “it means that she’s queen mommy,” the toddler reasoned. “but she hasn’t found a king yet…” the words trailed off, as the small blonde looked between her mother and the man whose lap she was in, clearly thinking, until a lightbulb went off. “why don’t you become her king?” she exclaimed, clapping her hands. “yes! you should be mommy’s king, because she’s pretty. don’t you think my mommy’s pretty?” her eyes looked up and elijah expectantly.

in that moment, erica was at a loss for words. this could not be happening right now. and she wouldn’t mind the ground swallowing her whole. if only her daughter knew how badly erica wanted elijah to be her king. what she’d give to have the perfect little family, but she knew she’d fucked that up three years ago, when she left without saying goodbye. “elli, don’t,” she said in a stern voice, giving the girl a look just as stern, and the small blonde dropped her head. “sorry mommy.”

but when eli agreed to push her on the swing, the sadness was easily forgotten, and she jumped up and down, tugging at his hand.

“this way, eli. this way!” she said, dragging him over to the swing set.

“can you push me all the way to the sky? pleaseee? mommy won’t ever let me swing that high because she’s afraid i might fall.”

        chuckling softly, the male watched as the toddler’s nose scrunched together. it was safe to say that it was probably one of the most adorable things he had ever seen before. an eyebrow raised as he listens to her speak to him, ❛ me? become your mommy’s king, huh? ❜ he started, carefully crafting every thought before he let them out. ❛ your mommy deserves a much better king than me, little one. ❜ his voice was soft as blue eyes met another pair of blue eyes. a soft laugh and a nod of his head occurs, ❛ of course i think your mother is pretty. she’s beautiful actually. ❜

          a shake of head comes from the beta, as he looks over at the other blonde. ❛ it’s okay. she means no harm. ❜ his eyes locked with that of erica’s as he looks back down at his child. ❛ your mommy deserves the best king in the world, and that’s not me. but she will eventually find one who is completely worth of being her king. ❜ the words slipped off his tongue the moment he raised the chin of the tiny child, kissing the top of her head.

          softly laughing, he stands up, taking her hand, following behind her over to the swings. ❛ eh, i don’t know, little princess. i don’t want you to get hurt. ❜

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cool blog: [follows me]

me: ok but are u aware that i am a massive fucking disappointment

[sandcvstles]

five-word sentences.

“ please just let me forget. ”

“ c'mon try to guess what. ”

“ just leave me alone already. ”

“ no, i’m not going to. ”

“ you can’t change my mind. ”

“ my mind is made up. ”

“ i’m not gonna let you. ”

“ don’t do that to me. ”

“ think about what you’re doing. ”

“ why aren’t you listening now? ”

“ i want to sleep forever. ”

“ you need to leave now. ”

“ i’ll always have your back. ”

“ now there’s no going back. ”

“ the view really is spectacular. ”

“ i didn’t think you’d care. ”

“ why can’t you trust me? ”

“ don’t even bother with clothes. ”

“ i don’t love you anymore. ”

“ i am a great person. ”

“ you are a tolerable drunk. ”

“ exactly, why are you awake? ”

“ i’m gonna ignore you now. ”

“ how is that not hilarious? ”

“ please just calm down now. ” 

“ i was already calm, asshole. ”

“ i can see your underwear. ”

“ i’m afraid you’ll replace me. ”

“ please stop losing your temper. ”

“ you can cry if needed. ”

“ you have to run away. ”

“ i just wanna be yours. ”

“ ashes, we all fall down. ”

“ i’m hoping you’ll understand me. ”

[ohmyaranea]

send a ‘✖‘ along with why you’re hesitant to roleplay/talk to me.

either on anon or not. 

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❛ OFCLEAVAGE

elise rolled her eyes, but clapped her hands as elijah introduced himself. with a smile, she flipped her elsa braid over her shoulder. “it’s a pleasure,” she said, giving him a toothy smile. “but you can call me princess elli. my mommy calls me that,” she added, pointing to her mother who was seated next to them, before her giggles sounded across the playground when she was being tickles. “no no stop top please stop,” she squealed, kicking her feet and trying to squirm out of his grasp. “mommy please help!”

but erica shook her head, and allowed her daughter to bond with her father. in that moment, with the sun on her face, her daughter completely happy, and elijah next to her, and things felt completely perfect. but she didn’t want to kid herself. he was engaged to be married to another woman. he wasn’t hers, and he wouldn’t be. the way he laughed once more made her heart skip a beat. “let me know if you change your mind,” she said, her eyes casting away.

elise took that as her cue to shove her empty capri sun back into her mother’s hand, jumping out of elijah’s arms. putting her hands on her hips she looked up at the male, and gave him her best puppy eyes.

“will you push me on the swing, please?”

       a laugh beckons the atmosphere of the park, as he held the little one in his lap. nodding his head in compliance, he smiles, ❛ princess elli. i think your mommy is a smart woman. considering that it fits you. ❜ the male bops her nose with his finger. the little girl’s laughter is like music to the new father’s ears as he continues to tickle the rowdy toddler in his lap. his laughter mixed with her own, was something that the male never expected to hear. 

       this feeling. it was weird. he never expected to be a father this soon. especially considering what he had went through. kids were never the first thing for the wolf, considering that never thought he’d be a good enough father. but there he was, a smile dazzling his face, as he held his own daughter in his arms. the only thing that would’ve been better was if there wasn’t as much tension between him and her mother. he never expected this, to be this... at war... with erica. he cared about her, deeply, and it pained him to have things like this between the two of them. a light sigh comes from the male, as he nods, his eyes slowly peeling off of the blonde. 

          shaking his head, another of elijah’s booming laugh occurs. his moves to the edge of the bench, the famous puppy eyes that he had seen too much on her mother’s face, made him smile. slightly tilting his head, he nods in agreement. 

                                        ❛ of course, little princess. you lead the way. ❜

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THE FIRST HAYLIJAH KISS AND HE JUST LEAVES HER. WHAT. THE. FUCK.