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I'm not going to kill myself

I feel like dying

no one matters more than him

being alive is so embarrassing

I dont have any other choice

hate it, and I hate you, I don't need it

stop it, I don't wanna have to go repeat it

do it all the time, but I don't even want it

did you like me better when I wasn't myself?

you want me to fix something that isn't broken

when I think about it, I get so overwhelmed

hate that today is sunny,

hate that the next is coming

why is it always me

I wish I could do it already

I wish I didn't care all the time

where do i belong

I can't lose more sleep over you now

i am a miserable person to be around, and there's nothing i can do about it.

no one would miss me

I am not okay

I love you

this is misery not knowing if i will ever feel, or taste, or know you. desperate enough that if you would grant me, once,

just one time,

a glimpse

of what it's like to be loved by you. id be satisfied.

i want nothing more than one kiss, one touch. id never ask for anything more.

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