Λ. α΅α΅ κ°Unexpected Interactionκ±ft. Anton (Lee Chanyoung) Part 1
PAIRING idol!anton β‘ best friend!male reader
To the world, Anton is RIIZE's famous maknae, but to you, heβs just your long-distance friend. That is, until an unexpected mistake of yours shifts the dynamic between you two
Warnings: Heavy emotional angst, toxic relationship elements (Wonbin), Sexual Assault / Non-consensual sexual behavior, Heavy angst, toxic and manipulative behavior, panic, and intense guilt.
You and Anton have always been friends and all your loved ones know this. His soft spoken voice and your captivating behaviour has always matched both of you personalities.
He has always shown you his affection however not necessarily in a romantic way. His relationship with you never changed not since he came out to you as bisexual. Since that moment you noticed that he stopped sending you those flirty message's that kept you overthinking all night.
You spent some days thinking why he stopped with the cringe flirty messages until you figured it out. Looking back it all made sense he probably lost interest in you because you just ignored him or smiled awkardly but I'm afraid to say that the reason why he gave up was because you started dating someone else, Wonbin.
You and Anton haven't seen each other for months, he overall has mantained busy with his idol schedule and you didn't felt ready share to the news with him not until now. You messaged him to meet and your local cafe, the apartment where he lives with his members is on the same street of your house, both of you shared a lot of memories there but it was time to actually tell him. He answered as flirty as always and of course he had to send one of his silly dad jokes. "I was feeling depresso until you invited me out for a date. Now Iβm a latte happier!" You usually never laughed at these but you did for this one. You felt guilty for not telling him earlier and somehow you are scared to hurt him. Even though you were dating Wonbin he still remained the most important boy in your life.
While getting ready to meet Anton you focused on looking the best for him for the last time, In reality you and him weren't a thing but it was the least thing you could do for him. You wore that shirt he gave you as your seventeenth birthday and that hat his grandmother taught him to make for a gift exchange for christmas. While doing your hair you were thinking the amazing person he is and why you didn't deserve him. "I'm terrified of losing him" you said to yourself in your small lonely apartment where only your parents, Anton and his parent have stepped in. You stepped outside the doorway and headed toward the cafe. As you got closer you could already see him standing outside of the cafe waiting for you, After all he was really tall so it was never a challenge to see him. He approached you to give you his usal spin-around-hug as he always does. Afterward the two of you went inside and ordered your drinks. Once both of you were seated, he kept talking about his members saying how much he loves them but complaining about how messy they are. "I'm used to our life style, both of us can live together without constantly cleaning but it gets to a point there's no choice but to grab the mop and clean. You laughed at him and told him that's the idol lifestyle and he would soon get used to it. The conversation was warm as it always used to be, Anton never judged you for weird conversation topics or for talking about how you felt about politics. For him everything was all right because it was you. Out of the sudden you annouced him the terrifying news and begged him to take it as best as he could
When you just told him that the two of you were officially dating he was surprised at the news but as the minutes passed he started to space out and show his "I'm not affected" grumpy faces. He never acted like this, his reaction caught you completely off-guard "I thought that your type was different?" he said, and thinking about it he had a point. You had always been attracted to someone way taller than Wonbin and with more masculine features but you never had the opportunity to date anyone so you took the chance and ran with it.
"I guess that he isn't my type at all but I love him. He acts like a gentleman around me and before we started dating I wanted someone masculine by my side" you nervously answered. "So was I never enough?" he said softly but sounded deeply hurt. "Anton please stop this, you're way more important to me than a boyfriend" He just stood up and stepped out the door. I'm pretty sure he though last words from my mouth to him were nothing but lies. You never wanted thing to go this. You did the same as him; you stood up; paid and then ran away crying with your guilt. When you arrived home you received a bank transferation from him with a message: "Sorry for making things weird, let's give each other some space". You were too afraid to answer so you just let it be and moved forward.
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It's been six months since that catastrophe happened. After the incident you started spending time with your boyfriend, who's also a kpop idol in the same label as Anton. The first days you remained worried for your man because Anton could go into the practice rooms and start to beat Wonbin up getting him into serious problems but then you eventually stopped freaking out beucase Anton could never do such a thing. After all you're still more worried about him than Wonbin. You used to stalk Riize's TikTok page for making sure he was alright. I mean isn't it obvious of course he'll look all happy in all those videos, big companies hide this type of things perfectly however I was happy to see him updating us with his videos. Moreover he actually showed you sings of life by liking your instagram posts through his private account which was nice. You were glad neither of you were hurt by the incident but you still mourn the good old days with him.
Your relationship with your partner had gone completely downhill. One night Wonbin showed up at your apartment, you didn't expect him there, he actually wanted to open up to you and share a perspective of him that you had never seen. You remained silent as he spoke. Since he was a teenager he didn't have any restriction with pornografy, his dad passed away since a young age and this lead him to get obsessed with such a thing. He wanted to apologise in advance if he semt any weird texts and he asked you if you were down to do it, something quick. You completely understand his obsession, you still were a virgin and you've never used to practise that type of things so you declined his offer.
He clearly seemed upset by this but at the same time looked like if he was turned on, thats when you saw this "new side of him" he mentioned before. He insisted and approached you into bed however you clearly pushed him away. Your words of declination meant nothing to him;he seemed clearly unbothered of your words and he progressed to undress himself by slowly taking off his shirt while sliding his hand in your thights.
You could remain calm, you thougth that sleeping with him was a matter of time but you didn't expect him today. You couldn't do anything about his hand you felt weak, he slowly aproached you and was on top of you heading to your lips to passionately kiss you like a 80's porn film, you were disgusted;crying;terrified. He was serious about it, he wanted you to give him head or in other words suck his dick, you've never did this or neither knew how to do this, what if you fucked up? he was so aggresive he could perfectly beat up your face. He might saw this passionate or sensational like those porn film he might watch but you weren't enjoying it, you thought sex was about uniting two prepared souls to make one but you weren't ready and you felt like it'll never will. This pain could be for evermore. He was hitting his dick with my face waiting for me inpatiently to suck it, I didn't want to but thank god I had a miracle, I receive a call from Anton even in this type situation or losing track of each other he still saved me. Wonbin quickly saw the call and he looked completely annoyed, he grab me from my throat and said lucky of me to cheat on him. He processed to dress up and leave I picked up Anton's call: "Are you free right now, I want to meet you again, this time without any type of intentions I know you have a boyfriend but I think I deserve to see you" he directly went for it, I was moved by his words and simply answered him a "Of course you can, Anton". I remained sitting in my bed almost undressed waiting patiently for him. 15 minutes passed by and finally he arrived. he rings your frontdoor and you go straight forward to open the door for him. When he saw you he looks at you head to toes and he unexpectly smirks saying "Is everything alright?" you just stayed and silent so he found outs that something happened here.
Comments: Hi the author here! I'm not really familiarized with this but I wanted to make my story. I'll try to upload part 2 soon if this actually gets supported. If not I'll just accept I'm horrible at writting. I want to apologise If you see any type or misspelling english isn't my first language so I hope you understand love YALL!!
