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hey so who’s writing me a wonbin or anton smut about sex with a plus sized girl who’s insecure about herself, but he’s loving and caring? cause i need to be on that rn.
mama’s boy | park wonbin
Summary: when your son starts to cling to you, your husband Wonbin becomes jealous. later that night, he fucks you hard to prove that you belong only to him.
Genre: domestic au, boy dad!wonbin, fluffy and smutty, jealous and possessive wonbin, marking, cum play, fingering, p in v (lots of it)
Word count: 4k
You were relaxing in the bathtub after a long, hard day at work. The lights were dim and the sweet jasmine scent of the soap wafted in the air. You swirled your hand around the thick layer of bubbles on the surface of the water, utterly at peace.
You heard a low voice.
“Hey, baby. Missed you today.”
Your husband Wonbin came into the bathroom and perched on the edge of the tub.
Wonbin was dressed casually, wearing only a white vest and sweatpants. Despite having spent the whole day at home looking after your four-year-old son, he looked fresh and alert.
Your eyes roamed over Wonbin’s tight, muscled body. His skin, a warm brown, was smooth and glowing. You wanted to run your tongue over the grooves of his muscles and hear those soft, sexy grunts leave his lips when you did.
“Missed you, too,” you said, smiling. “I missed both of my boys today.”
Wonbin looked at your body through the bubbles. His pink tongue flashed across his plump lips.
“Like what you see?” you said, swirling the foam around with your fingers.
You lifted one wet leg out of the water and placed it on Wonbin’s lap. You could feel the heat radiate from his firm thighs. The fabric of his sweatpants was soft on your skin.
Wonbin didn’t mind that you were dripping all over him. He took your soapy foot into his hands and began to massage it. He pressed his thick fingers into the sole of your foot, kneading hard.
You let your eyes slip shut, enjoying the feeling of being taken care of by your husband.
“I put Robin to sleep early tonight,” Wonbin said, still massaging your foot. “So I was thinking… you and I could have some wine and then fuck hard.”
Your eyes shot open.
Wonbin had a lot of strengths, but subtlety was not one of them.
His mouth was open in a grin as he watched you.
When you had first started dating, Wonbin was so incredibly shy that he couldn’t even mouth the word ‘sex’ without blushing. Now that you were married and he was more comfortable with you, he had gone the complete opposite way.
“How romantic,” you giggled. “But yes. God yes, let’s do that.”
Wonbin let go of your foot, letting you slide it back into the water. Smiling to himself, he leaned close and captured your lips in a kiss.
His soft, plump lips brushed against yours, and soon, his tongue entered your mouth. Wonbin was a good kisser. He guided your lips with a gentle power. You felt warm tingles run down your stomach to your pussy as he kissed you.
“Let me get into the bath with you,” Wonbin murmured against your lips.
You shook your head. “I like you better out there, daddy.”
Wonbin smiled. “I forgot you don’t like to share.”
“Maybe you can still… help me out,” you said, between kisses.
Understanding your meaning, Wonbin reached his hand through the bubbles and into the bathwater.
His long, bony fingers slipped up your thighs and brushed against the sensitive curves of your pussy lips. He twisted his fingers through the curls of hair around your pussy, making you jolt.
He continued to kiss you whilst he pushed two of his fingers deep into your pussy.
You moaned into his mouth, bucking your hips up to match the timing of his thrusting fingers. The bathwater wobbled and splashed around, but you couldn’t give a damn. The pleasure was already starting to build in your core - with a hot husband like Wonbin around, you were always on the edge.
Just then, you heard the soft padding of feet on carpet in the hallway. The sound was getting louder, as the tiny culprit drew closer to the bathroom.
Wonbin discreetly removed his fingers from your pussy and pulled his hand out of the water. Instead, he cupped your cheek, and kept kissing you passionately.
“Dadda what you doing? Get off mama!”
You heard the unmistakable squeal of your son, Robin. You gently pushed Wonbin off you and looked towards the bathroom door.
Robin, who was still so tiny that his head didn’t reach the door handle, was standing at the door, staring at you both. He was wearing his purple kuromi pyjama set, his curly black hair sticking up in all directions. His round eyes and big, wide nose made him the spitting image of his father.
But right now, his little brown cheeks were flushed red, and he was frowning.
“Dadda, no kiss mama,” he said, pouting. “Only I kiss mama!”
You chuckled.
Robin ran over towards you. He used his chubby little hands to physically push Wonbin off the edge of the bathtub, away from you. He planted his tiny feet down onto the floor, standing in-between the bathtub and Wonbin, shielding you from Wonbin’s eyes.
“Hi, baby bear,” you said, running your hand through his messy curls. “Why are you up past your bedtime, huh? Did you miss mommy too much?”
Robin clapped his hands and squealed with delight when you tickled his little belly.
“Mama kiss!” he said, pushing his pink lips out into an adorable pout.
Smiling, you leant your body out of the tub and pressed a kiss onto your son’s lips. Robin gripped your face with his little hands as he giggled with glee.
Robin turned to his father and stuck out his tongue.
“Go away, dadda. Silly dadda! Mama’s mine.”
Wonbin’s jaw fell open. He crossed his arms over his body, clearly shocked at his son’s behaviour.
“You’re wrong, little monster, mama’s mine,” Wonbin said. He bared his teeth and growled at his son.
You couldn’t help but giggle at the stand off between your two boys.
Robin ignored his father. He turned back to you and held his arms up, asking to be picked up.
“Mama, I wanna go in the bubbles too!” he said, squealing.
You smiled. “Okay, okay. But only for a minute, sweetie. Then it’s straight to bed.”
Robin nodded vigorously, dark eyes shining. He pulled off his pyjamas and diaper, babbling with excitement.
Over the last few weeks, something funny had been happening to your son Robin. He had started to grow very possessive over you, and became upset whenever Wonbin showed you any affection. He would always insist on sitting next to you at meal times, and whenever Wonbin would kiss you, he’d throw a tantrum.
“Love you, mama,” Robin said, as you lifted him into the water with you.
“Love you too, Binnie.” You kissed Robin’s chubby cheek.
“Hey,” Wonbin yelped, startling you both. “I’m Binnie, not him!”
You shook your head, laughing, and rested your back on the edge of the tub, whilst Robin sat on your lap and played with the bubbles.
You sighed with content as Robin snuggled up on your chest. The curious little boy played with the strands of damp hair that curled over your shoulders.
Watching his son and his wife play in the bath together, Wonbin's neck flushed dark with envy. He stood, frozen, in the middle of the bathroom.
You gave Robin his favourite duck bath toy, and soon, the four-year-old was mesmerised.
Last Saturday, when the three of you were coming home from the park, Wonbin held your hand as you walked. But as soon as Robin noticed his dad’s hand in yours, his little face became dark red and he started to scream.
Robin had prised your hands apart and pushed Wonbin away with all his might. He didn’t let go of your hand for the rest of the night, not even to let you get changed or eat dinner.
You knew It was a normal thing for boys his age to go through, but Wonbin couldn’t seem to understand that. It just made him madder and more jealous each day.
“How come he gets to get in the bath with you and I don’t?” Wonbin said, scowling, as he watched the two of you play together in the tub.
You raised your brows.
“You’ll get your turn with me soon enough, big boy.” You covered your son’s ears with your hands. “Go get the wine out of the cellar and get ready to fuck me. I want to come at least twice tonight.”
Grumbling yet obedient, Wonbin slinked out of the bathroom.
You turned your attention back to your little angel. You scooped him into your arms.
“Okay, cheeky monkey. It’s time for bed.”
Robin’s lips pushed out into a frown. “Mama, my tummy hurts.”
You were hoping to be able to have sex with your husband that night, but Robin developed a stomach ache and a fever, and so you and Wonbin spent the entire night soothing him instead.
By the time Robin had finally settled down, it was almost 6AM, and you both were too exhausted to do anything other than wrap your arms around each other and sleep until the alarm woke you at seven.
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“Finally got you to myself,” Wonbin murmured, whilst pressing hot, open mouth kisses to your neck.
You moaned, wrapping your hand over his shoulder to pull him closer to you.
It was Friday night, and you and Wonbin were tangled together under the sheets in your bedroom, for the first time in weeks. Robin was asleep in his room, and you and Wonbin were having some much needed adult time. Robin had been fussier than usual lately, and you had a really important deadline at work, so you hadn’t had any time for your husband.
Wonbin was lying on top of you, caging you between his muscled arms. His thin, lithe body was settled perfectly between your open thighs. You were both still wearing your underwear, humping each other like horny teenagers.
Wonbin was hard in his boxers, and he was thrusting his hips back and forth, rubbing his bulge against your panties. He grunted, low and sexy, with each thrust.
The friction of the fabric against your clit with each hump was magic, sending tiny sparks shooting through you. Wonbin was rutting against you like a bunny in heat, and you were sure that he could come from just this.
You heard the creek of a door opening. Turning your head to the side, you noticed two wide black eyes staring at you from the dark.
You yelped.
Wonbin’s body stiffened. He lifted his head and followed your gaze. When he saw what you were looking at, he swore.
Robin was standing at the door, his face puffy with sleep. He was holding his favourite plushie in one hand. You thanked god that there was a duvet covering you and Wonbin.
“Mama, dadda, what you doing?” Robin said, rubbing his eyes with his chubby fists.
Discreetly sifting through the sheets, you found your night dress and Wonbin’s clothes. You both got dressed in seconds under the covers, before your son could really understand what was going on. Your core still throbbed with pleasure, but as a parent, you knew how to compartmentalise.
Wonbin’s face was dark. “I’m married to mama, I’m allowed to do this. You need to go to bed, little gremlin.”
You tutted at your immature husband. “Don’t wind him up.”
Robin’s eyes scrunched up into black lines. “I wanna be married to mama!”
Wonbin gritted his teeth, shielding you from Robin’s eyes with his body. “Go to bed, short stuff.”
Robin ran towards the bed and chucked the hello kitty plushie at his father.
It hit Wonbin square on the nose.
You both gasped.
“Dadda go away!” Robin said, face red.
You swiftly got out of bed and picked up the little boy. Robin rested his head on your chest and wrapped his chubby little arms around your shoulders.
“Robin,” you said, voice stern. “You must never hit anyone with things like that. That is not what good boys do, okay? Apologise to your father.”
Robin, with his face still pressed to your chest, peeked out through his fringe at Wonbin.
“Sorry, daddy,” he said, sucking his thumb into his mouth.
“Come here, you,” Wonbin said, scowling. He snatched the baby from your arms and whisked him away to his bedroom, muttering to himself about how he was going to tuck Robin into bed so tightly that he wouldn’t be able to move again.
Alone now, you slid your fingers into your panties experimentally.
You were surprised at how wet you still were. You thought about sneaking off into the bathroom and masturbating. You were so turned on, you weren’t sure if you could wait for Wonbin to come back from putting your son to bed.
But before you were able to do any of that, Wonbin burst back into the room.
“It’s daddy’s turn to play with mommy, now,” he said.
Wonbin reached behind his back and tugged his T shirt over his head with one hand. He flung it into the corner of the room. You watched the dark, flexing muscles of his arms and chest, mouth dry.
Wonbin’s eyes were lit from within, with a fire you didn’t recognise. His eyes roamed your body hungrily, and you felt pricks of desire all over your skin.
“Wonbin,” you sighed, closing the space between you and your husband.
Wonbin held out his arms for you, and when you reached him, he hoisted you up into the air. The sudden movement made you yelp. You wrapped your legs around his waist, holding onto his sculpted shoulders for support.
You shivered with delight as Wonbin carried your whole weight in his arms; especially as he didn’t pick you up much, often complaining that his muscles were too sore from the gym.
You could feel his clothed erection pressing into your core.
“Baby, what’s gotten into you?” you said, as he nuzzled his face into the crook of your neck, occasionally nipping your soft skin.
Wonbin didn’t respond. Instead, he carried you to the bed, and dropped you onto the mattress with an unceremonious thud.
You pushed yourself up on your elbows to get a better look at him.
Wonbin yanked down his sweatpants and boxers in one go. His cock was stiffening under your gaze. It wasn’t the longest you’d ever had, but it was wide and heavy, with a fat, ridged tip. You admired the thick, dark hair around the base of his cock. It extended onto his thighs and up his toned stomach. You wished you could follow that trail with your lips.
“Take that off,” Wonbin said, motioning to your night dress.
Wonbin grabbed his cock with one hand and started to jerk himself off angrily as he watched you. You pulled the dress off, leaving you in only your panties. Your heart was racing. Your husband being this possessive was giving you such a thrill.
“Are you really this worked up because of a four-year-old?” you said, giggling.
Wonbin grabbed your calf and pulled you to the edge of the bed. Then, he clambered on top of you. You felt the weight of his firm, solid body pressing you into the mattress deliciously. His hard cock rubbed against the sensitive skin of your inner thigh.
“Who knew my Binnie was so jealous?”
You started to laugh, but it turned into a moan as Wonbin leant down to your breasts and sucked one of your nipples into his mouth. His wet, warm tongue circled your nipple, making you gasp softly. He grabbed your other breast in his large hand, squeezing possessively. You felt your panties dampen.
Wonbin grazed your nipple with his teeth and bit down softly. You yelped.
He kissed each breast, and then continued kissing down your stomach till he reached your hips.
“I’m the only one who gets to do this to you,” he said, roughly pulling your panties down your thighs and exposing your bare pussy.
“Well, obviously,” you said, kicking your panties off to the side.
Wonbin clambered up your body and kissed you passionately. His hips settled between your thighs, and he instinctively started rubbing his cock through your pussy lips, gathering your slick.
Each time the blunt, round head of his cock nudged your clit, you gasped. You were getting wetter and wetter down there, your pussy like a slip 'N slide for Wonbin’s cock.
The head of his cock found your hole. Wonbin pushed himself in, groaning as he did, forcing your pussy to stretch around his wide member.
Wonbin slid inside in one slow, agonisingly deep stroke, until he was fully penetrating you. He took one shaky breath, then started to thrust.
He reached down with one hand and pushed your thigh flush to the mattress, so that he could fuck you deeper.
His pace was fast and forceful. With each thrust, your breasts brushed against his chest, sending little sparks of pleasure shooting across you.
Wonbin was fucking you harder than he had done in a while. His gold star necklace dangled in the space between you, swinging back and forth with his effort. His black curls were matted to his forehead.
“God, Wonbin, you’re like a dog. What are you gonna do next, pee on me to mark your territory?” you said, breathless.
Wonbin lifted his head up to meet your eyes. He slowed his thrusts and hummed like he was considering it.
A small smirk appeared on his lips, and you both laughed.
“You’d love that wouldn’t you, pretty girl,” he said.
Wonbin pressed a gentle, loving kiss to your cheek, and then started to fuck you faster again. The squeeze of his cock against the sensitive ridges inside your pussy made your head spin. You could feel your orgasm building slowly.
“Binnie, touch me,” you said, moaning.
Obediently, Wonbin reached his long fingers down to your pussy. He gathered your wetness on the pads of his fingers and started to rub your clit in quick circles.
Wonbin angled his head down so he could get a better look at your pussy as he fucked you.
His fingers slipped down to your hole, and he touched around where his own cock slid in and out of you.
Curious, he pushed one finger into your pussy as well.
With his cock already inside you, it was a tight fit. The sudden stretch of something new in you sent you tumbling over the edge. You gasped his name as you came.
Wonbin didn’t last long after that.
He fucked into you, hips faltering, burying himself as deep as he could. Then, with one long groan, he came inside you.
“Fuckkk,” he groaned, jaw falling slack.
You felt a flood of wetness in your pussy as he spilled inside you. It was a strange feeling, but relaxing, like slipping into a warm bath.
Far too quickly for your liking, Wonbin pulled his cock out of you.
“Not fair,” you said, hating the sudden feeling of emptiness between your legs.
Wonbin kissed down your body, ignoring your protests, until he was eye to eye with your cunt. You looked down to see a naughty grin on his handsome face.
Just then, Wonbin pushed two fingers inside you, making you hiss at the overstimulation. He used his fingers to scoop out some of his cum from your pussy.
“Wonbin, what are you-”
Suddenly, Wonbin reached up and swiped his two fingers across your neck, smearing his cum over your skin.
“Wonbin, ew!” you yelped, trying to wriggle out of his grasp. His cum felt weird and sticky on your skin.
“You’re mine!” he said. Wonbin bared his teeth, playfully this time, and laughed.
Wonbin shifted and flopped down beside you on the mattress. The deep red of exertion darkened his cheeks, but he was no longer mad. Now that he had come inside you and marked you as his, most of his jealousy had dissipated.
“Feeling better now, crazy?” you asked, teasingly.
He reached for your hand and entwined your fingers with his.
Wonbin held you like that for a long time as you got your breath back. Your body felt like jelly, and you could feel sleep approaching fast.
Wonbin turned to face you, his wide, black eyes glittering in the light of the bedside lamp.
“Robin’s not the first boy I’ve had to fight off for you, and he won’t be the last,” Wonbin said, pulling you so that you were resting on his chest. “Guess that’s just what I get for having such a gorgeous, amazing wife.”
You felt your cheeks warm. Nuzzling into his chest, you let your eyes fall shut.
Heaven.
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backseat | park wonbin
Summary: You and Wonbin go out on a date for the first time after having a baby. Things get hot fast, and you end up having sex in the car.
Genre: established AU, girl dad!wonbin, y/n is breastfeeding & wonbin is very eager, smut, oral, p in v
Word Count: 2k
“Remind me never to mix tequila with vodka again!”
Your husband Wonbin leant his head back against the headrest. He was sitting in the passenger seat of your Range Rover, cheeks flushed a dark red.
His hair, which had been styled into neat black curls at the beginning of the night, was now sticking out in all directions. Somehow, it made him look even sexier.
You giggled at your tipsy husband, as you reversed the car into the driveway of your house.
“That was fun! I can’t believe this was the first time we’ve gone out since we had Nina. It felt so good not to talk about baby stuff for one evening.”
Wonbin nodded, loosening his bow tie.
“I barely missed her tonight,” he said. “Does that make me a bad father?”
You shook your head. “It just makes you human. Plus, she’s in good hands. It was nice of your mom to offer to babysit.”
Wonbin smiled to himself, as if he was thinking of a private joke. “Oh yeah… about that.”
“What?” You said, turning off the car engine.
“My mom said that she doesn’t mind if we stay out late, and that she’s happy to look after Nina all night. She really wants us to… you know… connect.”
Wonbin looked at you through his lashes, his large eyes shining in the dim street lights.
“Mama Park is so dedicated to our sex life.” You laughed.
Wonbin blushed. “I think she just wants another grand baby as soon as possible.”
You gasped so quickly you almost choked on your own spit. “Nina’s not even one yet!”
Wonbin leaned over and squeezed your hand lovingly. “I know, I know. But… I do miss your body.”
You bit your lip.
Wonbin unbuttoned the top few buttons of his crisp black shirt, revealing his firm, brown chest. He noticed your eyes being drawn to his bare skin, and he smiled.
“It has been a long time since we…” you whispered, your mouth suddenly dry. “You want to do it right here? In our driveway?”
Wonbin leaned over the centre console and kissed you on the mouth, giving you his answer with his lips.
He tasted like tequila and lime. The feeling of his soft, warm tongue brushing against yours sent little shivers of pleasure straight to your pussy.
You reached your hands over to caress his broad shoulders. Except you were sitting in the driver’s seat, with the steering wheel in the way, so the angle was quite awkward.
Wonbin pulled away, his lips plump and shining with your gloss.
“Let’s take this to the back seat, mama,” he said, licking his lips. “I want to eat you out.”
You felt a swoop in your chest. Wonbin barely ever offered to give you head of his own accord.
“I dunno,” you mumbled.
“Come on,” Wonbin said, kissing your neck. “You used to love it when I did it in college.”
You gently pushed your husband off you. “That was a long time ago.”
Wonbin pouted. With his big eyes and thick lips, he was hard to resist.
You both got out of the car, the cool night air making you shiver. You closed the car door as quietly as possible, so as not to wake your family inside. Silently, you slid into the backseat.
You slipped off your heels whilst Wonbin unlaced his shoes.
Wonbin closed the space between you and kissed you again. He was more eager this time, smiling as his tongue pressed inside the cavern of your mouth.
His hands brushed over your shoulders, pushing down the straps of your dress, and then glided over your chest.
He pulled his mouth off you to get a better look. He pushed the silk fabric of your dress down below your breasts.
“Fuck, look how big they’ve gotten,” Wonbin said, eyes transfixed on your exposed breasts.
He cupped your heavy, milk-filled breast in his hand. He squeezed it gently, careful not to hurt you, groaning as he watched tiny beads of white drip from your dark nipples.
“Just a taste,” Wonbin murmured to himself, as he leant down and captured one of your nipples in his mouth. He began to suck.
You whimpered at the feeling of his tongue swirling around your sensitive nipple. You were embarrassed at him tasting you, a little grossed out too, but way to turned on to care.
You felt moisture dampen your underwear.
“Wonbin, enough,” you said, pushing his head away. “Leave some for the baby.”
“Now for the main course,” Wonbin said, looking up at you and grinning.
He kissed down your stomach, towards your hips.
Crouched in the cramped space of the back seat, his large, athletic frame was way too big for the space. He shuffled so that he was kneeling between your thighs.
“Wait!” You tried to close your legs, but Wonbin’s heavy body made it impossible for you to do so.
Your cheeks burned.
“I didn’t think… well I wasn’t expecting that we’d… ugh!” You slammed your head back against the head rest and looked up at the roof of the car, too embarrassed to meet your husband’s eyes.
“What is it, Y/n?” Wonbin said, in a voice that was so gentle it melted your heart.
“I’ve been so busy with the baby that I haven’t had time to get my… you know, waxed. And I know you don’t like it when there’s hair there, so we don’t-”
“Shh,” Wonbin said, kissing the soft swell of your inner thigh. “I want to see my girl.”
“Are you sure, though?” You were shivering. You didn’t know if it was from the cold, or your current predicament.
“I’m sure, Y/n.” Wonbin said, eyes dark with a passion that you hadn’t seen in years. “I want to make you come with my mouth. A little hair isn’t going to stop me from doing that.”
“If you say so…” Sighing, you shifted your hips closer to Wonbin’s face.
That was all the permission he needed.
Wonbin reached forwards and brushed his fingers over the cotton of your panties. He pushed his finger into the damp patch, directly over your clit. You let out a quiet moan.
Wonbin curled his fingers into the waistband of your underwear. He started to pull them down, over your ass and to your thighs. But the space in the back of the car was too small for him to take them off properly.
“Fuck it,” he murmured. With one sharp yank, Wonbin ripped the panties clean off your body.
You yelped.
The cool air caressed your pussy.
Wonbin leaned closer, his dark brows furrowed in concentration. You could feel his breath on your sensitive skin.
You felt your cunt throb for him, the deep ache of it surprising you.
Wonbin reached forwards and spread your pussy lips with his long, bony fingers. You could feel your wetness sliding out of your hole.
“Don’t tease,” you gasped. “Just-”
You were cut off by the feeling of Wonbin’s mouth on your clit.
He didn’t hold back. He sucked your clit with so much force that it actually made you shudder. He opened his mouth wide, moaning as he lapped up your juices.
The pleasure was so intense that it took all your might not to push Wonbin away. Your hands flailed, and you grabbed onto the carseat beside you for support.
You imagined what you might look like to an outsider peering into the back of the car. Naked, silk dress bunched around your stomach, with a man’s face buried between your thighs.
The two of you were wild in college - one time, you jerked Wonbin off in the middle of a lecture, and he had to use a textbook to hide the wet patch in his pants. But in the last few years, you only ever had sex under the covers, and usually at night. It was loving, but tame.
Wonbin slipped two fingers into you, and pushed against the soft, jagged ridges just a few inches inside your cunt. It made a lewd squelching sound.
“Just like that- don’t stop!”
You could feel your orgasm approaching fast. The pleasure started building in your toes, curling up your legs and stomach till it burst, white hot.
The feeling was so strong that it was almost painful.
Wonbin tightened his grip on your hips as he licked you through your orgasm. He only stopped when you pushed against his head, whining.
“That was hot,” Wonbin grinned, lips shining. “I’ve been dreaming about that for ages.”
You reached out and wiped the slick of Wonbin’s dark red lips.
“You’re such a dork,” you said, sighing. Post-orgasm, your body felt limp, like a stretched out noodle.
“Hey, you married me!” He said, laughing.
Wonbin crawled up your body and captured your lips in a kiss. You felt him fumble with the zipper of his trousers as he kissed you. He pulled himself out of his boxers.
You felt his cock, hot and stiff, press against the bare skin of your thigh. You could tell that he wanted to penetrate you.
You both looked down at the space between you.
Wonbin’s cock, as wide as a can of cola and flushed a deep red, was standing to attention.
He gripped his cock in one hand and rubbed it over the slick curves of your pussy. He was coating the tip of his dick with your wetness, groaning at the feeling.
Every time his cock slid over your clit, you jolted.
Wonbin guided his cock down towards your hole. He positioned himself so that all he had to do was push his hips an inch forwards. One easy slide, and he’d be buried deep inside you.
You could tell Wonbin was thinking about it. His dark eyes were almost crossed in concentration, and glued to your pussy.
“Wonbin. Condom.” You breathed.
Wonbin didn’t respond. He was staring at your cunt like it held all the answers of the universe.
You placed a hand on his chest. “Wonbin. Seriously, we can’t do this without a condom.”
The tip of his cock squeezed against your hole. You could feel his girth begin to stretch you out, even after all these years of fucking him.
You reached down and wrapped your hand around his dick, stopping him from penetrating you.
“Baby, do you really want another kid?” You said, squeezing the firm, solid flesh of his cock.
As if waking from a trance, Wonbin pulled his gaze away from your cunt. He stared at you with wide, glassy eyes.
“Fuck. Sorry. You’re right. What was I thinking?”
You pouted. You were looking forward to getting speared by your husband. But it looked like it was going to have to wait.
Your hand was still wrapped around the base of his cock. Wonbin jerked his hips forward, almost on instinct, desperate for some friction. He began to thrust pathetically into your hand.
“Wait!” you gasped. “Glove compartment! I bought some last month, and I’m pretty sure I forgot to bring them inside.”
“You’re serious?” Wonbin said, eyes lighting up.
You nodded, smiling.
“Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.” Wonbin said, pressing kisses to your lips and cheek between every word.
You giggled. “Just hurry up and get one.”
Wonbin twisted his long and narrow body through the gap between the front seats, reaching for the glove compartment.
It was a funny sight. Wonbin’s pants and boxers were around his thighs, leaving his firm, muscled butt completely naked.
He turned back towards you, a shiny foil wrapper in his hand.
Wonbin's face lit up in a smile. His cheeks were flushed dark. A light sheen of sweat on his skin made him glow. You couldn't help but admire just how handsome he was right now.
Wonbin pulled the condom onto himself, hissing from the stimulation.
He stroked the curve of your hip.
“Ready?” He asked, searching your face.
You nodded.
Wonbin guided the tip of his dick to your wet pussy. He pushed in, slowly at first.
You felt the pleasurable stretch as he buried his fat cock inside you. It was a dull ache - half pain, half pleasure, like pushing a bruise.
“Fuck, Wonbin, you feel so good,” you moaned.
It had been a long time since you'd last been fucked. The stretch was almost unfamiliar. Your pussy throbbed, and to your surprise, you came around his cock. Your second orgasm washed over you, less intense than the first one, but just as nice.
Wonbin felt you clench around him. The feeling made him almost come on the spot.
“Did you just come again?” He asked.
“Uh huh,” you said, blushing.
You felt his dick twitch inside you. Wonbin pushed himself in until you were full of him.
He started to thrust into you. Fast. Not gentle. His solid, narrow hips smacked against you with every thrust. His hip bones were sharp against your pelvis.
You let your head fall back against the seat.
The sound of your pussy squelching bounced around the small space of the car.
You leant up to suck on Wonbin's neck as he fucked you. When you pushed your tongue into the groove of his collarbone, he whimpered.
Wonbin gripped your waist as he pummelled into you, chasing his own release.
Your thighs knocked against the car door. There would probably be a bruise tomorrow, but right now, you couldn't care less.
Wonbin let out a strangled sob.
He pushed himself deep. So deep, that in the cramped space of the backseat, you almost felt like one person, not two.
“Fuck, Y/n-”
He groaned as he came, spilling hot and deep inside you. You felt a warm, tingly feeling as he filled the condom.
His whole body shook above you. He was using his muscles to hold himself off you, but in that moment, his body gave in, and he slumped down onto you.
You both lay there, panting, in the back seat of the car. The air smelt like sex and sweat.
You wrapped your arms around Wonbin and pulled him into a hug. You smoothed your hands across the broad expanse of his back.
Wonbin hugged you back, tightly.
“I love you,” he murmured into your neck.
With his arms wrapped around you and his cock inside you, you felt so safe. Perfection.
A light turned on inside the house.
You peered out of the car window, to see that a bedroom light had just been switched on.
You tapped Wonbin’s shoulder.
“We should go. I think your mom's awake with the baby.”
Wonbin nodded. He took a deep breath, and then slowly, agonisingly slowly, he pulled his cock out of you.
“That was so fun,” he said, handing you your heels.
You grinned. “I know right.”
Wonbin’s dark eyes twinkled mischievously as he helped you out of the car.
“Now that I think about it,” he said. “Another kid wouldn't be such a bad idea. At least then we'd have an excuse for a round two.”
You gasped. “Wonbin!”
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TW: dub-con, gaslighting, emotional manipulation, physical restraint, degrading language, and themes of control and forced dependency.
the credit card on the mahogany desk was just a piece of plastic, but it felt like a brand. you stared at it, the silk of your robe—bought with his money, kept in a closet filled with his taste—suddenly feeling like a shroud. for months, you hadn't walked into a store, hadn't checked a bank balance, hadn't even had to worry about rent. wonbin had smoothed over every jagged edge of your life, but the realization finally hit you: you didn't have a life anymore. you had an owner.
you were halfway feom finishing packing your stuff when the heavy thud of the study door closing echoed behind you. you didn't even have to turn around to know he was standing there, his silhouette cutting through the dim light of the hallway.
"where are you going?" his voice was silk and poison, smooth as anything.
"i need space, bin. i can't—i can't do this anymore. i need to go back to… to being myself. i’m taking my things, i’m leaving" you stammered, your hands shaking as you reached for the door handle.
he moved fast. one second he was ten feet away, the next his hand was slammed against the door right beside your head, pinning you in. the scent of his cologne—expensive, sharp, and suffocating—filled your senses. he didn't touch you yet, but he hovered close enough that you could feel the heat radiating off his chest.
"your things?" he laughed, a dry, patronizing sound. he reached out, his fingers hooking into your hair and yanking your head back just enough to force you to look at him. "look around you. every single thing you’re wearing, the roof over your head, the way your life isn't falling apart at the seams anymore—that’s me. i built this version of you. do you really think you can just walk out of the masterpiece i created?"
"i'm not a masterpiece" you whispered, tears prickling your eyes. "i'm a person. and i'm suffocating."
he tilted his head, his expression shifting from amusement to something darker, something genuinely cruel. his thumb traced your jawline, pressing hard enough to bruise. "you were a mess when i found you. crying over bills, stressing over every little mistake. i gave you everything, and now you want to go back to being pathetic? to being a nobody?"
he crowded into you, his knees forcing yours apart so you were trapped between the door and his body. his hand moved from your jaw to your throat, his grip firm, possessive. "you don't get to choose when you leave me. you don't even get to choose what you wear or where you go. i own every second of your day because i made your life worth living."
"let me go" you choked out, your hands coming up to claw at his wrists, but he just laughed again, that sharp chilling sound.
"let you go?" he sneered, leaning in until his lips brushed your ear, his voice vibrating against your skin. "i've spent months cleaning up your life, fixing your mistakes, pampering you so you never had to lift a finger again. and this is how you repay me? by acting like some ungrateful brat?"
he didn't wait for an answer. he shoved you away from the door, not caring as you stumbled, and followed you across the room, his eyes dark with a mixture of ego and genuine, twisted obsession.
"you’re not going anywhere" he hissed, grabbing your wrist and dragging you toward the bed. "you’re going to sit there, you’re going to be quiet, and you’re going to remember exactly who you belong to. i didn't spend all that time and money just to let you wander off because you're having an identity crisis. i'll break that ego of yours until you realize that you're nothing without me."
he didn't just want you to stay; he wanted to overwrite that thought of leaving until it was physically impossible for you to hold onto it.
he shoved you onto the bed, his movements sharp and calculated, devoid of any of the softness he usually masked his control with. he hovered over you, hands braced on either side of your head, his shadow looming so large it felt like he was erasing the entire room around you.
"you think you're independent?" he mocked, his voice low, dripping with a cold, calculated venom. "look at you. you don't even have a single coin in your pocket that doesn't have my name on it. you're wearing my clothes, you're breathing my air, and you really thought you could just walk out the door?"
he didn't wait for a response. he reached down and gripped your jaw, his fingers digging into the bone until you had to part your lips just to breathe. he was looking at you like a scientist observing an insect, his eyes clinical and terrifyingly focused.
"i'm going to teach you exactly what happens when you forget your place" he murmured.
he ripped your robe off, the fabric sliding away to leave you completely exposed in the harsh light of the room. he didn't kiss you, didn't touch you with any semblance of affection. he grabbed your wrists and pinned them above your head with one hand, his fingers like steel, before using his other hand to spread your legs wide. he was punishing you for even having the thought of freedom.
"you wanted to be 'yourself' again?" he spat, his hand moving down to find you, already slick and reactive despite your anger. he didn't care about your arousal, he used it against you. forcing his fingers inside in one blunt, jarring motion that made you scream. "this is you. this is all you are now. you're mine to keep, mine to break, and mine to fill."
he took his belt and trousers off without any care letting his hard and already leaking cock spring free. nudging your knees apart to position himself.
he slammed into you without a hint of preparation, a punishing, rhythmic intrusion that forced the air out of your lungs. every thrust was a reminder—a statement of ownership. he wasn't looking for your pleasure, he was looking for your complete submission. he pushed deep, hitting that spot inside you, making you convulse, but he just caught your jaw again, forcing you to look him in the eye as he dominated your space.
"stop fighting" he commanded, his voice a low, vibrating growl against your skin. "you want to be a person? fine. but you're a person that belongs to me. say it."
you tried to turn your head away, tears leaking from your eyes, but he held you firm, his pace relentless, grinding you into the mattress until the world started to blur. he was fucking you with a desperate, ego-driven force, as if he was trying to rearrange your insides to match his own image of you.
"say it" he insisted, his thrusts becoming faster, deeper, more frantic. "tell me you're mine. tell me you have nowhere else to go. admit that you're pathetic without me."
he felt you beginning to fray, your resistance crumbling under the sheer weight of his control. he leaned down, biting hard into the junction of your neck and shoulder, a mark that would bloom dark and purple by morning, a permanent reminder of this lesson.
"look at me" he hissed, his eyes blazing with a mix of triumph and obsession as he pinned you down, his body weight crushing you into the sheets. "you aren't leaving. you're just learning that i'm the only thing that's ever going to make you feel whole. now shut up, take every inch of me, and stop pretending you were ever going anywhere."
you were a complete wreck under him, your body betraying you at every turn. despite the cold, calculating way he’d started, his rhythm had devolved into something frantic and possessive, his hips hammering into you with a desperation that made the entire bed frame shudder. every time you tried to pull away or curl into yourself, he just used his weight to crush you flatter, his hands roaming your body like he was branding every inch of you as his property.
"that's it" he groaned, his voice dropping into a praise-filled, suffocating rasp. "look at you, falling apart for me. you think you’re so brave for trying to leave, but look how quickly you’re begging for me to fill you up."
you were sobbing now, a high broken sound that seemed to fuel him. he pressed his chest against yours, his heart hammering against your ribs, and started to whisper into your ear, his words a toxic mix of adoration and manipulation.
"you’re so good, baby. so sweet. you don’t need the world outside, you don't need anyone else. you have me. i’m the only one who knows exactly how to handle you. i’m the only one who wants all of you like this."
you couldn't even form words, just whimpers and breathless gasps as he hit that spot, again and again. your legs wrapped tighter around his waist, involuntarily milking him, his cock sliding deep into your slick, aching core. he let out a guttural, pleased noise, his hand sliding down to your stomach, pressing firmly against the skin he was stretching from the inside.
"see?" he murmured, his breath hot against your neck, his lips grazing the skin there with a mock-tenderness that terrified you. "your body knows better than your head. look at how you're clenching around me, taking every bit of me. you’re built for this. you're built for me."
he started to stutter, his control finally beginning to crack under the intensity of your reaction. he pumped into you faster, his hands gripping your hips with such force it left prints in your skin, his body rigid as he prepared to release. he didn't stop talking, filling your ears with the same heavy, suffocating promises of how he was going to keep you, how he was going to fix you, how he was never going to let you walk out that door again.
"i'm going to fill you so full" he panted, his voice raw, shaking with the force of his own obsession. "i’m going to make sure every part of you remembers exactly what it feels like to be mine. keep going—don't stop, baby, just take it all."
he finally shattered, his body going rigid and pulsing deep inside you. he didn't pull back, didn't move away; he just buried his face in the crook of your neck, his breaths ragged and wet, holding you down as he poured everything into you. he stayed there for a long time, his body heavy and still connected, his hand stroking your hair with a possessive, rhythmic motion while he murmured soft, broken praise against your skin—the kind of terrifying comfort that made you realize, with a sinking, shattered heart, that he had already won.
Under My Skin (M) - P.WB
Pairing: Wonbin x Fem!Reader
Genre: s m u t, enemies to lovers!au
WC: ~13K
Synopsis: Y/n dreads sharing a beach house with Park Wonbin, the infuriating flirt she swears she hates. When her friends invite his group along to split costs, days of sun, sand, and petty rivalry follow. Caught between old grudges and a new, dangerous kind of chemistry, the two navigate a secret shift in their relationship over the course of one chaotic, end-of-semester trip—one that might not stay just a summer fling once they’re back in the city
The group chat was chaos.
Mina: beach house is $$$ we are actually broke
Jia: but i already bought 3 bikinis
You: return them
Jia: wow ur so anti-fun
You huffed, tossing your phone face down on your bed. End-of-semester beach trip, they said. It’ll be relaxing, they said. Somehow, the only thing you felt right now was a mix of anxiety and secondhand poverty.
Mina’s voice floated in from the desk where she was hunched over her laptop, tabs upon tabs open with photos of beach houses, price comparisons, and an ominous-looking spreadsheet.
“Okay,” she sighed, spinning her chair toward you. “If we get this place, it’s like… fifty dollars over budget per person.”
“Per person?” you deadpanned. “What are we renting, a castle?”
She swung the screen toward you; the listing showed floor-to-ceiling glass windows, a wraparound porch, a view of the ocean, and a hot tub.
“…Okay, it’s a really nice castle,” you admitted. “But still.”
Mina gnawed her bottom lip, then brightened like she’d just solved world hunger. “Actually, I might have a solution.”
You didn’t like the way she said that.
“What kind of solution?” you asked slowly.
She swiveled back to the laptop and clicked over to another tab—her messages. A chat with someone named Jihoon 🏄♂️ popped up.
“Mina,” you warned.
“So, Jihoon and his friends are planning an end-of-semester trip too,” she said, fingers flying over the keys. “They’re also broke. If we go together, we split the cost between more people. Boom, solved.”
From the floor, where Jia was lying on her stomach painting her toenails neon yellow, came a delighted gasp. “Co-ed beach trip? Say less. I’m in.”
“Of course you are,” you muttered.
Jia looked up, grinning. “What, do you hate fun and men?”
“Yes,” you replied without missing a beat. “Absolutely.”
Mina laughed. “Come on. It makes sense. We were gonna hang out with them anyway when we got back. This is just… combination hanging out. Economical hanging out.”
You frowned, trying to find solid ground under the wave of sudden change. “It’s supposed to be a girls’ trip,” you pointed out. “We planned this since, like, midterms. And now we’re just… adding a horde of loud boys into the mix?”
“They’re not a horde,” Mina protested. “There’s just five of them.”
“So a small horde,” you countered. “Also, is there even enough room? What if they’re disgusting and smelly and leave sand everywhere? What if they’re annoying? What if—”
“Oh my God,” Jia cut in, capping her nail polish. “Just say what you really mean.”
You crossed your arms. “I am.”
She and Mina exchanged the kind of look that said they’d been waiting for this.
Mina spun fully toward you, folding her arms to mirror your posture. “This isn’t about logistics,” she said. “This is about Park Wonbin.”
Your stomach dropped. “No, it’s not,” you lied immediately.
Jia laughed. “You just said boys like it was a slur.”
“That’s because he is included in ‘boys,’ and he’s basically a walking red flag,” you shot back. “Why would I willingly sign up to share a roof with Wonbin?”
Mina groaned. “You two don’t, like, actually hate each other.”
“Yes, we do,” you said at the same time Jia chimed in, “They definitely do.”
You pointed at Jia. “Thank you.”
“Babe,” Mina said, exasperated, “the most intense thing that’s ever happened between you two is him calling you ‘princess’ and you almost throwing your coffee at him.”
“First of all, I am the victim in that story,” you argued. “Second, he’s—he’s overconfident and annoying and flirts with anything that breathes. Including you two!” You gestured at them. “Why are you so excited to spend days trapped in a house with someone whose entire personality is being a menace?”
“Because he’s hot,” Jia replied instantly.
Mina snorted. “Okay but also he’s funny. And he’s Jihoon’s best friend, which means he’s vetted.”
“Vetted for what?” you said. “Being chaos incarnate?”
Mina sighed, softening her tone. “Look. Whatever this… thing is between you two, it doesn’t have an actual basis. You never could give me one concrete example.”
“He exists,” you said flatly. “Is that not enough?”
Jia threw a pillow at you. “You’re so dramatic. It’s not that serious. You talk about him like you’re writing an essay about idiots.’”
Heat crawled up your neck. “I do not.”
“You do,” Mina and Jia chorused.
Mina rolled closer and bumped your knee with her chair. “Be honest. He gets under your skin and you kind of… like having someone to spar with.”
You scoffed. “I like winning. Which I do. Often.”
Jia raised a brow. “You two are like… fifty-fifty at this point.”
The fact that she wasn’t entirely wrong pissed you off more.
Mina’s expression turned pleading. “It’s just a few days. You don’t even have to talk to him. You can pretend he doesn’t exist and enjoy the beach and the hot tub and not being broke.”
Your jaw tightened. A part of you wanted to dig your heels in, to prove them wrong about… whatever dumb theory they had about you and Wonbin. Another part of you imagined saying no and then listening to them complain about money for the next week.
You exhaled. “Fine.”
“Fine?” Mina repeated, eyes widening.
“As long as they say yes,” you clarified. “And as long as he doesn’t pull any of his usual crap. If he pisses me off, I’m dealing with him privately.”
Jia wiggled her brows. “Privately?”
“Not like that,” you snapped.
Mina’s grin was instant, blinding. “You won’t regret this.”
You already did.
~
They said yes.
Of course they did.
The beach house looked even better in person. The front porch wrapped almost all the way around, the salty air was thick and warm, and you could hear the ocean before you could see it—waves crashing in a soothing, relentless rhythm.
Your group’s car pulled in first. You stretched your cramped legs, shouldered your tote, and took a deep breath of sea air.
“Smell that?” Jia sighed happily, shading her eyes. “That’s the scent of freedom and bad decisions.”
“Smells like SPF fifty and sand in unfortunate places,” you muttered, but your lips twitched anyway.
You had just wrestled your suitcase out of the trunk when another car pulled into the driveway. Bass thumped faintly from within. Of course.
“Boys are here,” Mina sing-songed.
The car doors opened in succession. Jihoon, all sun-tousled hair and easy smile, waved as he stepped out. A couple of the other guys you vaguely recognized from campus spilled out after him.
Then he appeared.
Park Wonbin hopped out of the backseat like this was a commercial for summer, stretching with a groan that lifted his already-too-short T-shirt to flash a strip of tan skin. His hair was pushed back by a pair of sunglasses perched on his head. He slung a duffel over his shoulder like it weighed nothing.
The worst part was that Jia was right. He was stupidly attractive.
You schooled your face into neutral.
His gaze swept across the driveway, landing on you like it’d been looking for you in particular. His mouth curled.
“Aw,” he drawled, striding closer. “They let you come?”
You inhaled through your nose. “Unfortunately, no one enforced a minimum IQ requirement, so here you are.”
Behind you, Mina cleared her throat sharply.
Jihoon clapped a hand on Wonbin’s shoulder. “Play nice,” he murmured.
Mina slipped her arm through yours, voice low. “Remember what we talked about. Group morale. No banter.”
You bit back three separate comebacks. “He started it,” you said under your breath.
“Don’t care,” she whispered back. “If you murder him on day one, Jihoon’s going to be sad and I’ll be single forever.”
Wonbin’s brows rose as if he’d heard that last part. “I promise I won’t die,” he said easily. “Princess here doesn’t have it in her.”
Your eye twitched.
“Suitcases,” Mina said brightly, louder now. “Let’s get everything inside.”
You dragged yours up the steps, muttering, “If I push him down these stairs by accident, that’s not murder. That’s gravity.”
“Y/n,” Mina hissed.
“Fine,” you grumbled.
Inside, the house was cool and spacious, all wooden beams and big windows. You staked out a bedroom with Mina, unpacked just enough to feel like you weren’t living out of your bag, and changed into your bikini and an oversized T-shirt.
The others congregated in the living room, voices overlapping as everyone talked at once.
“Beach first?” Jihoon suggested.
“Beach first,” the group agreed.
You grabbed your book from your bag—a slightly battered paperback you’d been slowly savoring all semester—and tucked it protectively under your arm as you headed out.
The sand was hot under your feet, the early afternoon sun blazing overhead. Everyone scattered: some ran straight for the water with whoops and shouts, others started setting up towels and umbrellas.
You spread your towel a little distance from the chaos and lay down on your stomach, book propped in front of you. The familiar weight of it in your hands calmed you.
The noise of a volleyball game picking up further down the beach faded into background static as you lost yourself in the words.
You were just getting to a particularly devastating line when a shadow fell across the page.
“You know no one actually reads at the beach, right?” a voice said.
You didn’t even look up. “And yet, here I am, disproving your thesis.”
A low chuckle.
“Come on,” Wonbin said, dropping down in the sand near your towel without invitation. “You bring a book to the beach so everyone thinks you’re mysterious and deep while you stare off into the distance dramatically. You’re doing this all wrong.”
You turned a page deliberately. “Not everything is performative.”
“Says the girl who brought the thickest book she owns and placed it cover-up,” he pointed out.
Your eyes flicked to him, annoyed. “Maybe I like the cover.”
He tilted his head, studying you. There was something softer in his gaze that made your chest feel uncomfortably tight, so you looked away.
“So,” he continued, undeterred, “what are you reading that’s more interesting than inescapable fun with me?”
“You seriously want me to list all the things more interesting than you?” you asked. “We’d be here all day.”
He grinned. “Careful. You’re starting to sound jealous.”
You blinked. “Jealous… of what?”
He sprawled back on his elbows, sunglasses sliding down onto his nose. “Of how much everyone else likes me.”
A laugh burst out of you before you could stop it. You quickly turned it into a scoff. “Please. They’re just gullible. You turn on the charm and they forget you’re a bitch.”
“Or,” he said, voice taking on a teasing lilt, “they think you’re being a little extra about hating me for no real reason.”
A flare of heat licked at your cheeks. You sat up, closing your book. “I have reasons.”
“Name one that doesn’t sound made up,” he challenged.
You opened your mouth.
Silence.
He smirked. “That’s what I thought.”
Before you could respond, Mina’s voice called your name. You turned to see her and Jihoon waving frantically from the volleyball net.
“Swap out with us!” Jihoon shouted. “We need fresh legs!”
You shot Mina a look that said traitor. She mouthed please and made a heart with her hands.
“I’m reading,” you protested weakly.
“Come on,” Wonbin goaded, already getting to his feet. “What, afraid to lose to me again?”
“That implies I’ve ever lost to you,” you said, standing and brushing sand off your legs.
He walked backward toward the net, grinning. “There’s a first time for everything, princess.”
“Stop calling me that,” you snapped, following.
Mina and Jihoon jogged off the court, exchanging a relieved look.
“It’s like distracting two kids with a toy,” Mina muttered to Jihoon as they passed.
You pretended not to hear.
~
The game dragged on for longer than you expected. You forgot, briefly, that you were supposed to be avoiding Wonbin, caught up instead in the rhythm of serve, bump, set, spike. Sweat beaded on your skin, salt sticking to everything.
Wonbin, infuriatingly, was good. His serves were powerful, his reflexes quick. Every time he scored a point, he shot you a cocky grin across the net.
By the time someone finally declared a winning team, the sun had dipped lower in the sky, the light softening.
Of course, his team won.
“Losers,” Jihoon crowed, “go wet yourselves and get sand-bombed. We agreed.”
“Who agreed?” you demanded. “I didn’t agree.”
“You didn’t say no,” Mina sing-songed.
“This is peer pressure,” you muttered as you trudged toward the water, the other “losers” following.
The ocean was cool against your overheated skin. A few of your teammates dunked themselves fully, shrieking at the temperature.
You waded in up to your thighs, glaring murderously at the boys on shore gathering handfuls of sand.
“Don’t you dare,” you warned as you came back up the beach.
Wonbin, holding what looked like an actual bucket of sand, smiled sweetly. “Punishment builds character.”
Before you could escape, he upended the bucket over your head.
Sand rained down your hair, your back, into your bikini, everywhere.
You sputtered, blinking grit out of your lashes. “I hate you,” you informed him.
He laughed so hard he doubled over. “You look like a croquette.”
The others howled with laughter. Even you couldn’t help a disbelieving, half-strangled laugh once you realized how ridiculous you must look.
“You’re dead,” you said, wiping your face. “You know that, right?”
He only winked. “Worth it.”
~
By the time everyone trudged back to the house, the sky had turned pink and gold. You showered quickly, washing what felt like a pound of sand from your hair, then slipped into comfy shorts and a loose top.
The house’s porch was shaded, a faint breeze cutting through the warm air. You curled up on a chair outside, hair still damp, your beloved book in hand again.
The sliding door opened with a soft thud. You didn’t have to look up to know who it was.
“You know, if you sit in silence too long, you might start having thoughts,” Wonbin said, stepping out.
“I already have thoughts,” you replied dryly, eyes on the page. “That’s the problem.”
He leaned against the porch railing, looking out at the glimpse of ocean beyond the dunes. For a moment, he was quiet.
Then, “Jihoon says I’m not allowed to ‘provoke’ you.” He even did the air quotes.
You snorted. “Mina said the same. Something about ‘keeping group morale up.’”
“Apparently we’re exhausting,” he said.
“You are exhausting,” you corrected.
He glanced over, lips twitching. “See? That. Provocation.”
You closed the book with a finger marking your place and finally met his eyes. “You always have some criticism ready. It’s like a reflex. Maybe we just… don’t have compatible personalities. And that’s fine. I’m planning to pretend you don’t exist for the rest of the trip.”
You’d meant it to sound flippant, but the words came out firmer than you expected.
For a flicker of a second, something like disappointment crossed his face. It was gone almost immediately, replaced by his usual lazy amusement.
“Bold of you to assume you can ignore me,” he said lightly. “You’ll get bored and come running back for an argument. You’ll miss me.”
“In your dreams,” you shot back.
He pushed off the railing. “I have very interesting dreams,” he said casually, then slid the door open and disappeared inside.
You stared at the closed door long after he was gone.
Did you seek him out? You thought back—every party, every mutual hangout, every casual gathering. How often did you end up near him? How often did you launch the first barb?
You pressed your thumb harder into your book, annoyed at yourself.
It wasn’t that you liked the arguments. You liked… getting the last word. Putting him in his place. Right?
You reopened your book, determined not to think about it.
~
Dinner was loud and messy. Someone burned the garlic bread, but everyone ate it anyway. Afterward, you all migrated to the living room with drinks and snacks.
Games started: card games, drinking games, dares. Wonbin drifted in and out of your orbit, sometimes sitting across from you, sometimes ending up right beside you on the couch.
Every time your knees brushed, you pretended not to notice.
“Truth or drink,” Jihoon declared at one point, slamming a bottle down on the coffee table.
It devolved quickly.
“Who here would you hook up with?”
“What’s the most embarrassing thing you’ve done drunk?”
“How many people have you kissed?”
You answered your share, deflected a few with sips, rolled your eyes a lot. Wonbin answered everything with almost infuriating ease, laughing his way through.
At one point, someone asked him, “Have you ever fallen for someone who hates your guts?”
The room ooohed.
He looked right at you when he answered.
“Not yet,” he said smoothly, taking a sip.
Your throat went dry. You looked away first.
Later, some of the group migrated out to the hot tub. You stayed inside, perched on the arm of an armchair, ostensibly scrolling on your phone but really just… watching.
You hated how often your gaze found him.
He was laughing at something Jihoon said, head thrown back, lips parted, eyes crinkling. He moved so easily, as if his body was made to occupy space like that. There was something magnetic about it, which you resented on principle.
He glanced over suddenly, catching your eye. You snapped your gaze back to your phone.
Smooth.
~
It was late by the time you finally peeled yourself away from the group and headed toward the hallway where the bedrooms were.
You were half-asleep on your feet when a shadow appeared at the end of the corridor.
You almost ran into him.
“Jesus—” you started, stopping short.
Wonbin leaned a shoulder against the wall, blocking your path just enough that you had to either brush past him or step back.
“I noticed you staring,” he said, tone lazy.
Your stomach plummeted. “What?”
“Earlier,” he clarified. “On the couch. By the hot tub door. You kept looking at me.”
You scrambled for logic and came up empty-handed. “I was… looking at everyone.”
He smiled, slow and knowing, like he could see right through you. “Sure.”
You grasped at indignation like a lifeline. “Not everything is about you,” you snapped.
He hummed, amused. “It kind of looked like it was.”
You opened your mouth, then closed it again. You genuinely didn’t have a solid reason, and that unsettled you more than you wanted to admit.
“It’s not what you think,” you managed finally.
“What do I think?” he asked softly.
You scowled. “That I want your attention or something.”
He shrugged, finally straightening up to give you space. “If the shoe fits.”
You shoved past him, heat prickling under your skin. “Go to bed, Wonbin.”
“Goodnight, princess,” he called after you.
You slammed your bedroom door harder than necessary.
Mina, already in bed, looked up from her phone. “Everything okay?”
“Fine,” you said, too quickly.
You lay down, staring at the ceiling.
Ignoring him was going to be harder than you thought.
~
The next day dawned bright and hot. You tried to blame the heat for how restless you felt.
Out on the sand again, you staked out your towel right next to Mina and Jia, determined to focus on the water, the sky, literally anything else.
Wonbin jogged by on his way to join another impromptu volleyball match, pausing for just a second.
His gaze skimmed over you from head to toe, lingering for a heartbeat longer than it should have.
“I like your swimsuit,” he said easily. “It’s my favorite color.”
The compliment landed like a pebble in a still pool, sending rings of awareness through you.
You narrowed your eyes. “Don’t flatter yourself. I didn’t ask for your opinion.”
He clucked his tongue. “Even when I’m being nice, you act like I’m about to bite you.”
“Force of habit,” you said coolly, reaching for your sunscreen. “You trained me well.”
He shook his head, smiling as he ran off. “Suit yourself.”
You watched him go, jaw tight.
“Y/n,” Jia said, sunglasses perched atop her head as she turned toward you. “He was being nice.”
“Exactly,” you said. “Which is suspicious.”
She laughed, flopping back down. “You exhaust me.”
You rolled your eyes and eventually wandered into the shallows with your friends. The waves lapped at your calves, the water sparkling around you. Further up the sand, the boys were mid-game again.
You tried to tune them out… and failed.
You found yourself watching Wonbin, tracking the way he moved, the easy power behind his spikes.
“Stop staring,” Mina murmured.
“I’m not,” you lied.
She gave you a look. You focused very intently on the water.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Wonbin go for a particularly ambitious hit. The ball flew up, catching the wind.
Too much power, wrong angle.
You followed its trajectory with growing dread.
“Oh no,” you breathed.
The ball arced perfectly toward the cluster of umbrellas where your towels and bags were spread out. And right in the middle of it all, lying face-up on your towel like a vulnerable sacrifice, was your book.
“No, no, no—” you splashed forward, but the ball had already landed, crashing into your things and sending sand spraying.
From the dunes, you saw Wonbin sprinting after it, feet pounding, sand flying. He skidded to a stop right on your towel.
Right on your book.
You watched in horror as his wet, sand-covered foot came down squarely on the paperback.
He froze, looking down.
You saw the exact second realization dawned on his face.
“Oh, he’s dead,” Jia whispered beside you, half-laughing.
Mina grabbed your arm. “Don’t fight,” she said nervously. “It was an accident.”
But you were already pulling away, storming up the sand.
Your heart pounded, rage lighting up your nerves. You barely heard your friends calling after you.
Wonbin bent down and gingerly picked up the book, wincing at the bent cover and creased, dampened pages.
“I can fix it,” he started.
“Don’t touch it,” you snapped, snatching it from his hands.
He flinched at your tone. “It was an accident.”
You held the ruined book up between you like evidence. “You would’ve reacted the same if it were your stupid sunglasses.”
He opened his mouth, then closed it. “Okay, fair,” he admitted.
Your friends had caught up by then, hovering a few feet away.
“Guys,” Jihoon called out, half-laughing, half-worried. “Let’s not—”
“No one needs to see this,” you cut him off sharply, jabbing a finger at Wonbin. “We’re taking it inside.”
The group went quiet.
Wonbin blinked. “What?”
“You heard me,” you said, grabbing a handful of his hair at the back of his head and tugging.
He yelped. “Ow—okay, okay!”
You marched him up the beach, ignoring the disbelieving laughter and wolf-whistles behind you.
“You’re going to kill him,” Mina called out.
“He’ll be lucky if you ever see him walking again,” you threw over your shoulder.
Wonbin stumbled along, half-bent to relieve the pull on his scalp. “Is this really necessary?” he complained.
“Yes,” you said.
~
Inside, the air conditioning hit your heated skin, making you shiver. You shoved Wonbin toward the couch.
“Sit,” you ordered.
He flopped down, rubbing the back of his head with a wince. “You’re actually insane,” he muttered, but there was a hint of amusement in his eyes.
“What are you going to do now?” he asked, leaning back and spreading his arms along the back of the couch. “You made this whole spectacle about teaching me a lesson. Might as well commit. As long as you don’t make me cry.”
You glared. “I want to hit you over the head, but you’d probably enjoy that.”
He grinned. “Depends how hard.”
You threw your hands up. “See? This is why I hate you.”
You stalked into the kitchen, leaving him confused—but not nearly as confused as you felt.
Your eyes landed on the fruit bowl.
Slowly, a plan formed.
When you came back, you were holding a lime and your phone.
He eyed the lime warily. “Please tell me that’s not going where I think it’s going.”
“You’re going to eat this,” you said, holding it up. “The whole thing. Rind and all. While I film it. If you spit it out, I pinch you... as hard as I want.”
He stared. “Are you in middle school?”
“My book is traumatized,” you retorted. “It deserves justice.”
He gestured at the bedraggled paperback on the coffee table. “You can still read it. It’s just a little… creased.”
“Say that again, and I’ll go cut up your swim trunks,” you threatened.
His eyes widened. “You’re bluffing.”
You took a step toward the hallway.
“Okay, okay,” he said quickly. “Jeez. So, me eating that would actually make you feel better?”
You considered it. “Yes.”
He sighed, grabbed the lime, and bit into it like it was an apple.
You hit record.
The first chew was immediate regret. His whole face contorted.
“Oh my God,” he choked. “This is so bad.”
“Keep going,” you said sternly.
He made an inhuman noise, but complied. Juice dripped down his chin; his eyes watered. You zoomed in mercilessly.
“If you spit it out, I’m pinching you,” you reminded him.
“Y-you’re a sadist,” he managed around a mouthful of citrus and peel.
You bit back a smile. “You ruined my book. Actions have consequences.”
He powered through the last bite like a man on a mission. When he finally swallowed, he collapsed back against the couch, grimacing like he’d just seen God.
You stopped recording.
“Happy?” he croaked.
You set your phone down and, almost without thinking, reached over to pat his head, fingers brushing through his damp hair.
He went very still.
“Yes,” you said simply.
Then you stood, grabbed your book, and headed toward the door.
“Wait,” he called after you, voice faintly hoarse. “You’re just… leaving?”
“You served your sentence,” you replied over your shoulder. “You’re free to go.”
~
When you stepped back onto the porch, the air seemed brighter somehow. You walked down the steps toward the sand where the others were still gathered in a loose circle.
“Where’s Wonbin?” Jihoon asked immediately, half-joking, half-concerned.
“Alive,” you said. “Unfortunately.”
He relaxed.
A minute later, Wonbin emerged from the house, wiping at his mouth like he could scrub away the taste of citrus.
Everyone stared.
“What happened to you?” one of the guys blurted.
He glanced at you, something sparking in his eyes. “I apologized,” he said solemnly. “And I was forgiven.”
There was a chorus of disbelieving laughter.
Later, as the sun dipped and a cooler breeze rolled in, someone brought out more drinks. You all sprawled in deck chairs and on the porch steps, the sky shifting from orange to purple.
Stories began—about classes, professors, embarrassing moments from freshman year.
Inevitably, the lime incident came up.
“Tell it again,” Jia giggled, already tipsy. “I want to hear it from him.”
“Absolutely not,” Wonbin said.
“Yes,” the group countered.
He sighed dramatically. “Okay. So, I accidentally murdered her book with my foot. May it rest in peace.”
“It’s still alive,” you interjected.
He continued as if you hadn’t spoken. “And in a fit of righteous fury, she dragged me inside by the hair—”
“You deserved that,” you said.
“—and made me eat an entire lime, rind and all, on camera, under threat of violence.”
Mina choked on her drink, laughing. “You did what?”
“Show the video,” someone yelled.
You debated for a half-second, then shrugged and pulled it up, passing your phone around.
The porch erupted in screams and cackles as everyone watched his increasingly devastated expressions.
“You’re such a simp,” one of Wonbin’s friends declared between wheezes.
“You really ate the whole thing for her?” Jihoon added, incredulous.
Wonbin took a long swig from his cup, then flicked his eyes to you.
“You have no idea,” he said lightly.
Something in your stomach flipped.
“Y/n,” Jia teased, nudging you. “You look so pleased with yourself.”
You realized you were smiling.
“Because he deserved it,” you said quickly. “Not because—”
“Sure, sure,” she drawled.
You ignored the heat creeping up your neck and took a sip from your own drink.
~
Later, when the crowd started thinning—some people drifting to their rooms, others lying on the couches half-asleep—you headed to bed with Mina.
She changed into her pajamas as you sat on the edge of the bed, fingers picking at a loose thread on the comforter.
“Hey,” you said abruptly. “Do you think he’s… flirting with me?”
Mina paused mid-step. “Wonbin?”
You gave her a look. “No, the other boy I dragged inside by the hair today.”
She climbed into bed opposite you, facing you with interest. “I mean… yeah? I always kind of thought he was.”
You blinked. “What?”
She shrugged. “He only argues with you like that. He remembers everything you say. He knows exactly how to get under your skin. That’s not… nothing.”
You shook your head. “He just likes annoying people.”
“Maybe,” she said. “But don’t you ever feel like there’s… something else?”
Your mind flashed with the image of him looking at you when he’d answered that Truth or Drink question. The way he’d eaten the lime without really fighting back. The way he’d gone quiet for a second when you’d said you’d pretend he didn’t exist.
You swallowed.
“I’ve never even thought about him like that,” you lied.
Mina raised a skeptical brow. “Really? Not even once? He’s literally a campus heartthrob.”
You scoffed. “I have too much self-respect to fall for someone like him.”
She laughed. “You say that like you’re not obsessed with arguing with him.”
“I’m not obsessed,” you protested. “I’m… invested.”
“In what?” she asked gently.
You didn’t have an answer.
Mina sighed, a little dreamy. “I just think it would be cute, that’s all. If you and he actually liked each other, we could go on double dates with him and Jihoon.”
You groaned, flopping back. “I hate you so much right now.”
She turned off the lamp, plunging the room into soft darkness.
“Just think about it,” she murmured.
You stared at the ceiling again, this time with his face stubbornly occupying the space where your thoughts should’ve been.
~
The next morning, you woke up with the distinct feeling of having had a very important dream that you couldn’t quite remember.
It left you unsettled.
Mina’s words replayed in your head as you brushed your teeth, as you pulled on your swimsuit, as you tied your hair up.
If he didn’t like you, would he bother so much?
You thought about every time he’d sought you out. The way he lit up just a little bit more when you threw something back at him. How, even yesterday, when he’d clearly been worried about your wrath over the book, he’d still joked and fumbled his way through that stupid lime challenge.
If he truly didn’t care, he wouldn’t give you all that attention.
An idea slipped in, uninvited and unwelcome—and yet, once there, impossible to shake.
What if you tested it?
You stared at your reflection.
If you pushed, if you turned the tables, if you went as far as you could… would he still be there matching you? Or would he pull away and show you that you’d been right all along—that he was just an asshole who liked to play games?
You dried your hands and made a decision.
If he let you go all the way, you’d know.
And if he didn’t… well. Then at least you’d finally stop wondering.
~
The day unfolded like the one before it, but with one key difference.
You didn’t avoid him.
You sought him out.
At breakfast, you stole the last piece of toast off his plate just as he was reaching for it.
“Hey,” he said, eyebrows shooting up.
“You snooze, you lose,” you replied, biting into it.
His eyes narrowed. “Oh, we’re doing that today.”
“Doing what?” you asked innocently.
He studied you for a long beat, something sharp and curious in his gaze.
“Nothing,” he said at last, a slow grin spreading. “Game on, princess.”
On the beach, you splashed water at him first. When he retaliated, you only went harder, laughing as you ducked under the waves and popped up behind him to push him back down.
You chased him through the shallows, hooked your ankle around his to trip him, shoved him into the water when he least expected it.
He took it all, laughing, eyes bright, like this was the most fun he’d had in ages.
At one point, you climbed onto his back in the water, arms around his shoulders, pushing him under with a victorious whoop.
He surfaced, coughing, hair plastered to his forehead, water streaming down his face.
“You’re actually trying to kill me,” he accused, breathless.
“Maybe I am,” you said, heartbeat thudding oddly at how close your faces were.
He stilled for a fraction of a second, gaze flicking to your mouth and back.
Then he shook his head, swam away, and you followed, relentless.
You could tell he was trying to figure you out.
Good.
~
By mid-afternoon, he was flagging. Even you were starting to feel the burn in your limbs.
“I need a break,” he said finally, pushing wet hair back from his face. “I’m going inside for water before you drown me for real.”
“Coward,” you taunted.
He rolled his eyes, half-smiling, and headed up the beach toward the house.
You watched him go, chest tight with a mix of triumph and something you didn’t want to name.
Then you followed.
The kitchen was cool and bright when you stepped in, the buzz of the fridge loud in the quiet.
Wonbin stood by the counter, back to you, gulping from a bottle of water. He set it down with a sigh, bracing his hands on the countertop, head hanging for a moment like he was trying to pull himself together.
You leaned in the doorway, watching him.
He must’ve sensed you, because he spoke without turning around.
“If you came to drown me in the sink,” he said, voice a little rough, “you’re going to have to wait until I catch my breath.”
You pushed off the doorframe and padded into the kitchen, water still dripping from your hair onto the tile.
“Did you think I was done with you?” you asked softly.
He straightened and turned, eyes widening slightly when he saw how close you were.
“…Honestly?” he said. “Yeah. I was kind of hoping.”
There was a strain in his expression now, a tension in his shoulders. You noticed the way his fingers curled into the counter’s edge, the way his throat worked as he swallowed.
“What more could you possibly do to me today?” he asked, reaching absently for the fruit bowl. He picked up a lemon, holding it up as a joke, a crooked smile on his lips. “I’ll just go ahead and eat this if it means you’ll give me a break.”
You stared at him for a long moment, that same mix of amusement and something hotter pooling low in your stomach.
A laugh slipped out of you, surprised and genuine.
“You’re pathetic,” you said, stepping closer. “I didn’t expect you to give up so easily.”
His smile faltered, something raw flickering in his gaze.
“If you’re trying to give me a taste of my own medicine,” he said quietly, “you’re not playing fair at all.”
You tilted your head. “Unlike you, irking people isn’t really my thing,” you replied. “So I’m sorry if you don’t think it’s fair.”
Your apology didn’t sound very apologetic.
He studied you like he was memorizing you, eyes moving from your damp lashes to the droplets clinging to your collarbone.
“Yeah,” he murmured. “That’s kind of what I’m afraid of.”
You felt something in the air between you shift, going denser, charged.
He was still holding the lemon.
It looked stupid between his fingers, bright yellow and harmless, like this was just another one of your stupid games.
Except it didn’t feel like a game anymore.
You could hear the faint thump of music through the walls, the muffled crash of waves outside. In here, though, it was just you and him and the hum of the fridge.
“You’re pathetic,” you repeated, softer now, watching the way his throat bobbed as he swallowed.
His hand tightened around the lemon until his knuckles paled. “And yet you still haven’t told me what this is,” he said quietly. “You flipped the script on me and didn’t give me a reason. Why?”
You swallowed, forcing yourself not to look away.
“Why don’t you tell me?” you countered. “You’re the one who’s always analyzing me, right? High and mighty princess, too proud for anyone. Isn’t that what you said?”
A muscle ticked in his jaw. “You remember that?”
You scoffed. “Of course I do. You think I forget every little jab you throw?”
His gaze flicked over your face, lingering on your mouth. “No,” he said slowly. “I guess you don’t forget anything.”
Silence stretched between you, dense and prickly.
He set the lemon down with a dull thud and straightened, like he was bracing himself.
“Look,” he exhaled, “if this is you trying to get back at me for… whatever, congratulations. I’m officially off-balance.” A humorless little smile tugged at his lips. “You win. Again. So what now?”
You stepped into his space before you could overthink it.
Up close, he smelled like salt and sunscreen and something warmer underneath. His chest rose and fell a little too fast.
“Now,” you said, tilting your head, “I keep going until I figure you out.”
His voice dropped. “You think you don’t already know me?”
You searched his eyes. There was the usual teasing spark there, but underneath it… something else. Something you’d been carefully ignoring.
“I think,” you said slowly, “I know the version of you that likes pissing me off.”
“And?” he prompted, barely above a whisper.
“And I want to see what happens when I stop letting you hide behind that,” you finished.
His breath hitched.
For the first time since you’d met him, he didn’t have a comeback ready. No joke, no deflection, no smug little jab.
Just you, reflected back in his eyes, closer than you’d ever let yourself be.
“You’re doing this on purpose,” he said at last, voice rough. “All of this. The toast, the water, drowning me, dragging me around like I’m your personal punching bag—”
“You like it,” you cut in.
He huffed out an incredulous laugh. “That’s the problem.”
Heat crept up your neck. “So you admit it.”
He looked down at you, something resigned and fond and exasperated all tangled together.
“Y/n,” he said softly, and your stomach flipped at the way your name sounded in his mouth. “I’ve been admitting it in every stupid way except actually saying it out loud.”
Your heartbeat stuttered.
He let out a breath, almost like he was tired of holding something in.
“You’re right,” he said. “I do think you’re a high and mighty princess sometimes. You overthink everything. You act like liking anybody is… beneath you.” His mouth twisted. “And still, I keep ending up where you are. Every party, every group hang, every stupid beach game. I look for you first. Even when I know you’re just going to roll your eyes and insult me.”
Your fingers curled at your sides, suddenly unsteady.
“You’re not special,” you said, but it came out too thin.
He smiled faintly. “I don’t do this with anyone else.”
You hated how that landed in your chest.
“Then why make fun of me?” you demanded, clinging to the familiar ground of irritation. “Why call me princess and talk about my ‘personality’ like you’re writing a character study?”
He shrugged one shoulder, eyes never leaving yours. “Because if I didn’t, I’d end up flirting with you like everyone else does. And you’d hate that even more.”
You opened your mouth to argue—and stopped.
Would you?
Or was that just what you’d been telling yourself?
“Say something,” he murmured, a hint of nervousness finally bleeding through. “You’re freaking me out.”
You swallowed, throat dry.
“So,” you said carefully, “all the picking on me, all the stupid nicknames, all the times you went out of your way to get on my nerves—”
“Were me being a coward,” he cut in. “Because if I didn’t turn it into a joke, it was going to be obvious.”
“Obvious that you… what?”
He held your gaze, no more room to run.
“That I like you,” he said simply.
The words dropped between you, so plain and serious they didn’t feel real.
You forgot how to breathe for a second.
Something inside you that had been coiled tight for months—maybe years—snapped.
“Then why,” you said slowly, “do you keep acting like an asshole?”
He let out a strained laugh. “Because you respond to that. Because every time I tried to be normal around you, you’d look at me like I’d grown a second head. You only ever looked straight at me when we were fighting.”
That stung more than you wanted to admit.
You’d given him attention, sure. But only the kind fueled by indignation and pride.
And he’d taken it.
Every scrap.
You realized, abruptly, that you were still standing way too close, your bodies only inches apart, his damp skin a line of heat in front of you.
You realized you’d walked him all the way out here, into this quiet, empty kitchen, with some vague plan to “test” him—as if he hadn’t been showing you his answer this whole time.
You realized you weren’t actually sure, anymore, which one of you was the bigger coward.
Your voice came out smaller than you expected. “If I stop making it a joke… what then?”
He searched your face, and whatever he found there made his expression soften.
“Then,” he said, “you can stop pretending you hate me.”
You bristled on instinct. “I never said—”
He stepped closer, close enough that his chest brushed yours when he inhaled.
“You never had to,” he said quietly. “You act like you do. But you don’t avoid me. You don’t shut me down. You don’t walk away when you could.”
His hand lifted, hesitated, then settled very carefully at your hip, fingertips barely pressing into the damp fabric of your swimsuit.
You felt it like a brand.
“If you actually hated me,” he continued, “you wouldn’t be here right now.”
Your pulse roared in your ears.
A part of you wanted to shove him away, toss out some cutting remark, push everything back into the safe territory of banter.
Another part of you—annoyingly loud—wanted to see what happened if you didn’t.
You heard your own voice before you fully decided.
“What if I’m here to keep testing how far you’ll let me go?” you asked, low.
His grip at your hip tightened, just barely.
“Then I should probably tell you,” he murmured, “that you’re playing with fire.”
“Maybe I want to know if you’ll burn me,” you said.
He exhaled a shaky laugh. “You’re unreal.”
You lifted your chin, stubborn. “Are you going to stop me?”
His eyes darkened.
“No,” he admitted. “I’m not.”
That was all the permission you needed.
You slid your hand up, fingers finding the damp skin at the back of his neck. He shivered under your touch.
He was watching you so intently it made your stomach swoop.
“This doesn’t mean anything,” you lied, even as your thumb brushed the soft hair at his nape. “I’m just… curious.”
“Sure,” he said, voice gone rough. “Just curiosity.”
You hated how gentle he sounded. You hated how much you liked it.
“Say you’re not going to be weird about it,” you demanded, because control was the only thing you had left.
He huffed out a breath. “You’re about to do something reckless and I’m the one who can’t be weird?”
“Wonbin,” you warned.
His mouth curved. “Fine. I won’t be weird.”
He paused.
“Unless you want me to be,” he added under his breath.
You didn’t give yourself time to react to that.
You tugged him down and kissed him.
For a second, he just… froze.
You almost pulled back, panic clawing up your throat.
Then he exhaled a sound somewhere between a groan and your name, and everything tilted.
His hand at your hip tightened, dragging you flush against him. His other hand came up to cradle your jaw, thumb brushing your cheekbone as his mouth moved against yours like he’d been waiting for this for a long, long time.
Heat flared low in your stomach, sharp and intoxicating.
He kissed like he argued—confident, unyielding, intent on pushing you just that little bit further than you meant to go.
Except this time, you didn’t mind losing.
Your fingers knotted in the damp hair at the back of his head, holding him there as you deepened the kiss. He made another low sound that went straight through you.
You felt him smile against your mouth.
“Still pretending you hate me?” he murmured between breaths.
“Shut up,” you whispered, and kissed him again to make sure he did.
He obeyed, but his hand slid from your jaw down the line of your throat, lingering over the rapid flutter of your pulse like he was memorizing it.
You’d meant to keep control. You’d meant to test him.
Somehow, without you noticing, he’d taken over.
You broke away first, breathing hard, lips tingling. His forehead rested against yours, eyes closed like he was trying to steady himself.
You could feel the solid press of his body against yours, every line of him warm and real and entirely too much.
“Say something smug,” you managed, voice unsteady. “Get it over with.”
His lashes lifted. He looked at you like you’d put the sun in his hands and then told him not to drop it.
“I’m trying not to scare you off,” he said quietly. “For once.”
Your chest did something unhelpful.
“This doesn’t make us… anything,” you said, clinging to the last of your defenses. “We’re still—”
“Enemies?” he supplied, amused.
You scowled automatically. “I was going to say ‘not whatever you’re thinking.’”
He hummed, thumb tracing idle circles at your hip.
“I’m thinking,” he said slowly, “that you’re going to overthink this to death if I give you any room. So how about this.”
He leaned in, lips brushing your ear.
“For now,” he murmured, “we keep it between us. No labels. No big talks. Just you and me, seeing what happens when you stop pretending you don’t want me.”
You shivered.
“You’re very sure of yourself,” you said, but it came out breathless.
“Not really,” he admitted softly. “I’m just sure I’m not done with you yet.”
Your fingers tightened at the back of his neck.
“You’re insufferable,” you whispered.
His smile grazed your cheek.
“And yet,” he said, “you’re still holding on.”
You realized you were.
You didn’t let go.
~
You were still pressed up against the counter, his hand firm at your hip, your fingers tangled in his hair, when the sound of the front door opening sliced through the haze.
The two of you froze.
You heard the familiar tune of a song being hummed.
Jia.
You and Wonbin sprang apart so fast you almost slipped on the tile.
He caught your elbow on instinct, steadying you. You glared at him like this was his fault, which, to be fair, a good chunk of it was.
You yanked your T‑shirt from the back of a chair and shoved it over your head, trying to smooth your hair with shaking fingers. Your lips still tingled; you could feel his gaze flick down to them and dart away.
Jia rounded the corner a second later, sunglasses perched atop her head and a water bottle in hand.
She looked between the two of you, taking in your flushed faces, your slightly crooked shirt, Wonbin missing one entirely.
Her brows climbed. “What were you two doing?”
You opened your mouth. Nothing came out.
“Staring contest,” Wonbin blurted.
You turned to stare at him. Staring contest?
Jia blinked. “Staring contest.”
He snatched the forgotten lemon off the counter and held it up like a prop. “Yeah, we, uh… challenged each other. Loser gets this squirted in their eye.”
You wanted to die.
Jia’s gaze slid to you, suspicious. “Well, am I interrupting?”
You crossed your arms, willing your heartbeat to slow. “No,” you said, forcing an eye roll. “He’s just being dramatic because he lost and he’s scared.”
Wonbin nodded too fast. “So dramatic. I’m traumatized.”
Jia narrowed her eyes, then smirked. “You two are weird,” she said. “Anyway, are you coming back out? We’re about to start a card game and Mina’s trying to cheat already.”
“Yeah,” you said quickly. “Just… getting water.”
She shrugged and padded back toward the porch, humming under her breath.
The moment she disappeared, you rounded on Wonbin.
“‘Staring contest?” you hissed.
He winced, scrubbing a hand over his face. “I panicked.”
“You’re an idiot,” you muttered.
He smiled faintly, the edges still a little dazed. “You’re shaking,” he said quietly.
You realized your hands were still trembling. You smoothed out your shirt calmly. “It’s cold in here,” you lied.
The corner of his mouth twitched. “Right.”
From outside, someone shouted your name, followed by Mina’s whiney “Hurry uuuup!”
You took a step toward the door, putting space between you.
“We should go,” you said.
“Yeah,” he agreed.
You didn’t look at him as you slid the door open.
You felt his eyes on the back of your neck all the way out to the porch.
~
Back on the beach, it was like nothing had happened.
At least, that was how you were determined to act.
You plopped down on your towel, book in your lap, the text blurring as your mind replayed the last half hour on a loop.
The way his voice had gone quiet when he’d said I like you. The way he’d eaten the lime just because it made you happy. The way his hands had settled on you—not possessive, not cocky, just certain.
You’d come into this trip with the absolute conviction that he was an obnoxious flirt who cared more about reactions than people.
He had… not behaved like that.
You’d taunted him, tested him, tried to shake him. He’d let you drag him inside, let you punish him, let you push him around in the water. He’d confessed first. He’d tried, in his own backwards way, to make it less scary for you.
Unconventional methods, you thought, a little hysterical. But he got what he wanted.
He wanted you to take him seriously. And now, annoyingly, it was working.
You watched him from the corner of your eye as he mingled with the others—laughing at some joke from Jihoon, reaching for a drink, moving through the group with his usual easy charm.
Except now you could see all the ways his attention slid back to you, subtle as he thought he was being. A glance when someone mentioned your name. The way his smile shifted, softer, when your eyes accidentally met.
The new weight of those looks made your skin prickle.
You were hooked.
You didn’t want to be. You could feel your pride protesting, scrambling for excuses. You barely knew how to navigate people you liked normally, let alone someone you’d built an entire personality around disliking.
But the idea of this new version of him—of you and him—clung to you like salt.
Foreign. Fascinating.
Terrifying.
Throughout the evening, you both pretended.
Mina dragged you into a card game; you lost horribly and accused her of conspiring with Jihoon. Jia did a run to the kitchen for snacks and came back with enough junk food to feed a small army. Someone put on music, and there was a brief, chaotic attempt at a dance party in the living room.
Wonbin was never far, but never too close. He’d sit across the circle, leaning back against the couch, legs stretched out. He’d call you out when you tried to cheat, tease you when you lost, roll his eyes when you rolled yours.
On the surface, it was the same old script.
Underneath, everything had changed.
Every time your knees brushed under the low table, your heart jumped. Every time you glanced up and found him already looking, your stomach swooped.
He didn’t push. Didn’t corner you, didn’t say anything loaded in front of the others.
He just kept catching your gaze and holding it a second too long, the corners of his mouth softening like there was some shared joke hanging between you that no one else could see.
By the time people started drifting toward their rooms, the sky outside was ink‑dark and your head felt pleasantly fuzzy from sun and laughter and one too many drinks.
You yawned, stretching your arms over your head.
“I’m actually dead,” Jia groaned from the couch. “If I don’t sleep twelve hours, I’ll pass away.”
“You say that every night,” Mina said, but she sounded tired too.
You gathered your things—phone, book, a hoodie someone had abandoned—and headed toward the hallway.
You’d almost made it to your bedroom door when a hand appeared above your shoulder, pressing lightly against the wall just beside it.
You stopped short.
“Relax,” Wonbin said softly, stepping into the narrow space between you and the wall.
Your back was inches from the door; his chest was inches from yours. It felt like that kitchen all over again, but this time the hall was darker, quieter, the only light coming from the strip under the living room door.
Your pulse jumped.
“We’re in a hallway,” you hissed. “Anyone could see.”
He hummed. “That sounds familiar.”
You shot him a look. “Don’t start.”
He didn’t. Not with words, anyway.
His fingers brushed yours, just a ghost of a touch, then slid against your palm, offering. Without thinking, you let your hand fall into his. He squeezed once, like he couldn’t help it.
The simple contact made your throat go dry.
“Y/n,” he said quietly.
You hated how much warmer your name sounded from him now.
“What?” you whispered.
He leaned down, his breath brushing your ear. “I’d like to continue where we left off,” he murmured. “Before we were so rudely interrupted.”
Heat shot through you.
You fought to keep your voice steady. “You’re impatient.”
He laughed under his breath. “I’ve been patient for months.”
You stilled. “Months?”
He pulled back just enough for you to see his face. There was no smugness there, no joke. Just that open, slightly vulnerable look from the kitchen.
“Yeah,” he said simply. “You’re just finally letting me do something about it.”
Your heart did something traitorous.
You swallowed. “If we do this now, someone will catch us,” you said, trying to be rational. “Do you know how thin these walls are? If Mina walks in and sees—”
He cut you off with a tiny grin. “I can work something out.”
“That’s not comforting,” you muttered.
He squeezed your hand again, thumb brushing over your knuckles. “Just… don’t fall asleep too early,” he said. “Okay?”
You gave him a flat look. “That’s your master plan?”
“For now.” His smile tilted, equal parts mischief and promise. “Trust me.”
You opened your mouth to tell him you absolutely did not trust him.
Instead, you heard yourself say, “Fine.”
His grin went feral.
“I won’t need that long,” he said.
The implication made your face heat. You slapped his chest lightly. “Be serious.”
“We’ll see,” he replied, and then he was backing away, disappearing down the hall with a soft, “Goodnight, princess,” tossed over his shoulder.
Your skin buzzed long after he was gone.
~
You’d barely had time to wash your face, brush your teeth, and pull on an oversized sleep shirt before Mina burst into the room, squealing.
You jumped, nearly stabbing your eye with your hairbrush.
“What?” you demanded.
Mina bounced onto the bed, clutching her phone like it was a winning lottery ticket.
“He texted me,” she half‑whispered, half‑screeched.
You blinked, heart lurching for reasons that had nothing to do with her. “Who?”
She gave you a look. “Jihoon, obviously.”
Of course. Jihoon, who shared a room with Wonbin.
Your pulse picked up for a completely different reason.
“What did he say?” you asked, trying to sound normal.
Mina thrust the phone at you. A message glowed on the screen:
Jihoon 🏄♂️: hey, you still awake? Jihoon 🏄♂️: come to my room? we can talk without everyone yelling over each other lol
Mina kicked her feet like a teenager in a drama. “Talk, he says,” she giggled. “Do you think he means… talk?”
You thought about Wonbin’s face in the hallway. I can work something out.
You swallowed a laugh that was half nerves. “Only one way to find out,” you said.
Mina flopped back dramatically. “But what if it’s weird? What if I go and he’s like, ‘So anyway, about this group project from freshman year—’”
“Mina,” you cut in gently. “You’ve been flirting for months. He’s not calling you in there to discuss academic policy.”
She covered her face with a pillow, muffling a scream. “I’m gonna throw up.”
“You are not,” you said, prying the pillow away. “You’re going to go in there, hang out, and if at any point you’re uncomfortable, you pretend you’re sleepy and leave. Simple.”
She peered up at you. “You really think I should go?”
Guilt and excitement warred in your chest.
Because you knew exactly why this invitation had materialized at this particular moment.
You also knew how badly Mina wanted this.
“Yes,” you said firmly. “Go.”
Mina squealed again, launched off the bed, and scrambled to fix her hair in the mirror.
“You’re a good friend,” she said, slapping on lip balm.
You forced a smile. “Obviously.”
When she finally squeezed you in a quick hug and slipped out of the room, closing the door behind her with a soft click, the silence that followed throbbed with anticipation.
You sat on the edge of your bed, staring at the door.
He wouldn’t actually…
A knock sounded, barely a minute later.
You jumped.
“Y/n?” came the low voice from the other side.
You exhaled, heart hammering. “You’re insane,” you muttered, standing.
You cracked the door open just enough to see him. The hallway behind him was empty, dim.
Before you could get a single word of scolding out, he shouldered his way in, kicked the door shut with his heel, and his mouth was on yours.
All the arguments you’d been lining up evaporated.
He kissed you like he’d been thinking about it every second since the kitchen—no tentative testing this time, no caution. Just heat and relief and a kind of hungry determination that made your knees go weak.
You made a sound into his mouth, half protest, mostly something else.
“I was going to yell at you,” you mumbled when you managed to breathe.
He laughed against your lips. “You can yell at me later,” he said, already chasing another kiss. “I’ll even let you win.”
“You used my best friend as a distraction,” you accused, even as your hands were already fisting in his shirt.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes dark and serious in the low light.
“Do you really think I’d set her up with some guy who wasn’t going to treat her right?” he asked softly. “I’m not the only one who’s been waiting.”
That shut you up.
He watched your expression flicker, something like understanding settling in.
Then his gaze dropped to your mouth again.
“Can we get back to the part where you were doing that thing with your hands?” he asked, voice going rough.
You huffed. “You’re impossible.”
“Yeah,” he said. “You’re the one who decided you like me anyway.”
You hated how true that felt.
You grabbed him by the front of his shirt and yanked him closer.
This time, nothing slowed you down.
Your fingers threaded through his hair, just like he had wanted, lips moving against his, rushed and heated. He made a disgruntled noise, pulling your waist toward him, leaving no space between you. Your bodies were hot and buzzing with a tension that was ready to tip over the edge.
Both of you stumbled backward, clumsily dropping onto the bed. Wonbin was quick to hoist you up, climbing over you while pulling your shirt clean off your body. He gave you no time to feel conscious of your nakedness, fingers cupping the swell of your breasts as his thigh slotted between your legs.
Something burned, low in the pit of your stomach. You arched your back into his touch, inviting him for more. His tongue slid over yours deliberately, making your toes curl. You dragged your mouth away just long enough to suck in a breath. He chased you, lips landing at the corner of your mouth, your cheek, the hinge of your jaw.
Your head fell back, a helpless sound escaping you as his mouth found a spot under your ear, teeth scraping lightly.
“I’ve wanted this for so long,” he murmured against your skin. “You have no idea.”
“Prove it,” you breathed, voluntarily reaching to slip your underwear off.
“Fuck, y/n.”
Wonbin sat up just enough to take you in completely. A drunken expression washed over his face. His lips were glistening, eager hands tracing your thighs, trailing down your legs. He couldn’t decide what he wanted to do to you first. You could see the impatience in his eyes.
You felt it too.
He started by rolling his tongue over your nipples. They were hard and sensitive. He sucked and released them with a salacious pop, the sound making your head spin.
You sensed him moving away from you yet again, but this time you weren’t going to let it happen. You rose with him, fingers hooking into the hem of his shirt, urging him to shrug it off.
As his shirt fell to the floor, you kissed him hard, digging your palms into his firm shoulders.
“Pants too,” you followed.
In this moment, to you, he was absolutely irresistible.
He groaned in accordance and pushed his shorts down in one swift motion. You could see how uncomfortably tight his boxers looked. Your hands went there instantly, teasing, exploring.
Wonbin bit your lip in protest as he fell back over you. Feeling his weight on top of you made your heart hammer wildly in your chest.
Before you could think, the words rolled off your tongue like they had been sitting there forever.
“Fuck me. Now.”
The moisture between your legs was an indication enough that you were ready for him. And you knew exactly where he stood.
He fumbled with his boxers, and you gasped when his cock pulsed against your pussy. His eyes watched you carefully as he slowly entered you, fighting to remain focused the deeper his cock went.
It stole your breath away.
Your eyes rolled back, head falling slack against the pillow you were lying on.
He started slowly, hips moving steadily, as if he were savoring the feeling before he let greed take control.
You were so warm and so tight. Wonbin sucked in a sharp breath, speeding up ever so slightly.
He left a hand planted by your ear, the other cupping your neck, thumb sliding over your throat, where he felt the shallow reverberations of your quiet moans.
He leaned in closer, needing to hear more.
Maybe it was because you remembered where you were, or maybe because he was tapping into a part of your subconscious you never thought would surface, but Wonbin couldn’t stand that you were holding yourself back.
His hips jerked forward, the movement harsh.
“Fuck,” you exclaimed, and he did it again, the faintest smirk painting his parted lips.
His thumb traced your lip as he began fucking you harder. You let it slip into your mouth, sucking desperately. That only spurred him on further.
“Oh, princess,” he moaned, his pace unrelenting. He was pounding into you now. “You feel so good.”
Even though your mouth was occupied, urgent whines spilled from you. There was no stopping them.
Wonbin pulled his thumb away so that he could hear you unobstructed. Even you were shocked by just how loud you were. You couldn’t remember the last time someone had made you feel like this.
No one had come close.
“Say my name.”
You gave in, though it wasn’t easy, sputtering his name between labored breaths. It drove him mad. He didn’t want to hear anything else.
You felt his temple press against your cheek, a thin layer of sweat lining his skin. Your fingers curled into his hair, holding him close so that his hot breath tickled your neck.
He was close. Even if he finished now, he knew he wasn’t done with you yet. He needed more.
He was fast to pull out of you. Seconds later, his cum was dripping onto your stomach, warm and cloudy. His groans, deep and raspy, were invigorating.
Your chest rose and fell vehemently. He let his cock slide against your pussy, softer now, but still bold.
Wonbin turned you on your side and fell into place behind you, his strong chest pressed to your back. Instinctively, you bent your knees and pushed your ass against his cock, feeling the blood gradually rush back into it as he splayed wet kisses over your shoulder.
“One more time,” he whispered into your ear, raising your leg so he could slip right back into you. His other arm wrapped around your chest, fingers pinching your breasts and nipples.
You craned your neck around, lips searching for his. They found yours earnestly, his kisses messy and fervent.
As if he had never stopped, he started again.
~
Later, with your clothes scattered on the floor and the room dim and quiet around you, you lay on your back staring at the ceiling, lungs still trying to remember how to function.
Wonbin’s arm was draped over your waist, his chest warm and solid against your side. His breathing was a little uneven too.
Silence stretched, full but not uncomfortable.
“We’re dead if Mina comes back early,” you said eventually, voice low.
He hummed. “We’ll hear her.”
You weren’t so sure.
He must’ve seen the doubt on your face, because he sighed and pushed himself up on one elbow.
“Fine,” he said. “We’ll check.”
He grabbed his discarded shorts from the floor and dragged them on, hair a mess, skin still flushed. You pulled your shirt back over your head, heart doing that annoying jumpy thing again at the sudden domestic mundanity of it.
He cracked the door open carefully, peering into the hallway.
You eased up beside him, peeking over his shoulder.
From down the hall, muffled and unmistakable, came a breathy, stifled laugh followed by a low male voice you recognized as Jihoon’s.
You both froze.
“Yeah,” Wonbin said quietly. “She’s not coming back.”
You covered your face with one hand, equal parts mortified and relieved. “I did not need to know that.”
He shut the door again, locking it this time for good measure.
When he turned back, he was smiling.
“So,” he said, climbing back onto the bed beside you. “I can stay?”
You narrowed your eyes. “You can stay as long as you’re gone before Mina wakes up,” you warned. “If she sees you here, we’re both dead.”
“Noted.” He settled beside you, arm sliding back around your waist like it was the most natural thing in the world.
You hesitated a second, then let yourself relax into him, head finding his shoulder.
The room felt smaller now, cozier somehow. The ocean’s constant shush filtered through the walls; someone laughed faintly in another part of the house. Here, everything felt oddly still.
“So,” you said, staring at the shadowy outline of his hand on your stomach. “What now?”
He was quiet for a moment, thumb drawing idle patterns on your side.
“When we get back to the city,” he said finally, “I want to take you out.”
You blinked. “Out?”
“On a date,” he clarified. “Like, a real one. Food, maybe a movie, me pretending I’m not already stupid about you.”
Your heart lurched.
“Confident,” you muttered.
He huffed a laugh. “Terrified, actually.”
You turned your head to look at him. In the soft half‑dark, he didn’t look like the overconfident flirt you’d built up in your mind. He just looked… young. Hopeful. A little scared.
“Why?” you asked before you could stop yourself.
“Because,” he said slowly, “you’ve spent this entire time convinced that you’re too good for me. And I don’t want you to wake up one day and decide you were right.”
That knocked the air out of you more than any kiss had.
You stared at him, throat tight.
“You really think I’m that horrible?” you asked quietly.
His eyes widened. “No. God, no. I think you’re… picky. And proud. And terrified of being wrong about people. Big difference.”
He reached up, brushing a strand of hair out of your face.
“I also think,” he added, softer now, “that you’re the smartest person in any room we’re in, and that you make me want to be less of a dumbass. For whatever that’s worth.”
You swallowed around a lump in your throat.
“Don’t say things like that,” you muttered. “It makes it hard to keep my guard up.”
“That’s kind of the point,” he said.
You glared at the ceiling so you wouldn’t have to look at him for a second.
“What if I say no?” you asked. “To the date.”
He exhaled, not dramatically, just honestly. “Then I’ll be disappointed. And I’ll try really hard not to be weird about it.”
“You’re bad at not being weird,” you pointed out.
“Yeah,” he said. “But I’d still try.”
You were quiet for a beat.
“Okay,” you said finally.
He frowned. “Okay what?”
“Okay, you can take me out,” you said, staring resolutely at the ceiling. “Once. We’ll see how insufferable you are in public.”
There was a pause. Then his arm tightened around you.
“Deal,” he said, voice a little too bright.
You wanted to say you regretted it already.
You didn’t.
“Go to sleep,” you grumbled instead.
“Yes, princess,” he said.
You elbowed him lightly. He just laughed and pressed a quick, soft kiss to the top of your head, like he’d done it a thousand times.
Your heart did that stupid thing again.
You drifted off eventually, the steady rhythm of his breathing lulling you under.
~
When you woke up, the other side of the bed was empty.
For a split second, panic flared. Then you saw the indentation in the pillow, the faint warmth left on the sheets, and heard the sound of running water from the bathroom.
The door opened a moment later and Mina emerged in a cloud of steam, towel wrapped around her hair.
“Oh good, you’re awake,” she said, grinning.
You squinted at her, brain still booting up. “Why are you so cheerful?”
She wiggled her brows. “We both seem to have had a good night.”
Your heart stuttered. “What?”
She crossed to her suitcase, digging for clothes. “I didn’t get back until, like, four,” she said happily. “And when I finally snuck in, you were starfished across the whole bed like a corpse. Out cold. And there was someonestuck underneath you.”
She shot you a pointed look and winked.
Heat rushed to your face.
“Well,” you said, scrambling for dignity, “he had to sleep somewhere.”
She snorted. “Uh‑huh. Sure.”
You ducked your head, hiding a smile.
“Anyway,” she continued, pulling on a T‑shirt, “we have to be out by eleven, so start packing, lover girl.”
You threw a pillow at her. She dodged, cackling.
The morning blurred into organized chaos.
Everyone moved through the house with that particular end‑of‑trip energy—tired but wired, arms full of bags and leftover snacks, calling dibs on who got which shower.
You caught only flashes of Wonbin: him hauling a suitcase down the stairs, him laughing at something one of his friends said, him helping Jihoon wrestle with an overstuffed duffel.
His eyes found yours once, across the living room.
He didn’t wink or smirk. He just smiled, a small, private thing that made your chest feel too tight.
You looked away first, cheeks warm.
The driveway was a jumble of cars and people as everyone loaded their luggage.
Jia slammed the trunk of your car shut. “Shotgun,” she declared.
“You had shotgun on the way here,” Mina protested.
Jihoon wandered over, scratching the back of his neck. “Uh, actually,” he said, “Mina, do you… want to ride with us?”
Mina’s face lit up like someone had flipped a switch. “Yeah,” she said, a little too quickly. Then she glanced at you, checking.
You swallowed a grin. “Go,” you said. “Jia and I will survive.”
She squealed, hugged you briefly, then scurried off toward Jihoon’s car.
“Traitor,” Jia muttered, but she was smiling.
Then, something dawned on you. “But doesn’t that mean someone from their car’s gotta switch with us?”
“I can switch cars,” Wonbin offered.
You whipped around. “No.”
Everyone looked at you.
You cleared your throat. “I mean, that’s not necessary,” you amended. “We’re fine.”
He sauntered closer, hands in his pockets, looking annoyingly unbothered. “It’s either me or one of the guys who sings off‑key to the same three songs the entire drive,” he pointed out. “I’m taking one for the team here.”
Jia clasped her hands dramatically. “Wow, what a hero,” she said.
You glared at him. He met your eyes, amusement flickering there.
“I promise I’ll sleep the whole way,” he added, more for the group’s benefit than yours. “You won’t even know I’m there.”
“Bold promise,” Jia said. “You snore?”
“If he snores,” you cut in, “I’ll suffocate him.”
“See?” he said cheerfully. “Group safety and accountability.”
The others laughed, already moving toward their cars.
Somehow, Jia ended up in the driver’s seat with you in the back and Wonbin sliding right next to you like this was the most normal thing in the world.
He leaned back, buckled in, and pulled one of the spare jackets from the back, tossing it over himself like a makeshift blanket.
“Wake me when we’re halfway,” he said lightly.
You rolled your eyes as Jia started the engine. “If you drool on my shoulder—”
“You’ll what?” he asked, eyes half‑lidded.
You hesitated. “Make you eat another lime,” you said.
He grinned, then let his head rest back against the seat, eyes sliding shut.
The first stretch of highway was quiet.
Jia put on a podcast episode almost immediately, mumbling something about catching up on her playlist. The hum of the car, the rush of wind, and the distant sound of waves fading in the rearview mirror created a weirdly soothing backdrop.
Wonbin stayed still beside you, eyes closed, jacket pulled up to his chest.
You focused on the cars outside, knuckles gripping a little too tightly on your seatbelt.
You were acutely aware of how close his knee was to yours. Of the way his hair fell a little into his eyes. Of the faint marks you’d left on his collarbone peeking out from his T‑shirt neck.
You told yourself he really had fallen asleep.
Then you felt it.
His fingers, sliding under the edge of the jacket, found your thigh.
You nearly screamed.
He didn’t grab, didn’t squeeze. Just rested his hand there, warm and solid, thumb brushing the inside of your leg in a slow, barely‑there stroke that made your breath catch.
From the front seat, Jia hummed in agreement along to something from the podcast.
You darted a glance sideways.
Wonbin’s eyes were still closed, lashes resting on his cheeks. The picture of innocence.
“You’re not sleeping,” you muttered under your breath.
His mouth twitched. “I’m resting my eyes,” he said quietly.
“You should try being more slick,” you hissed.
“And you should take a chill pill,” he replied.
You wanted to smack him.
Instead, your iron-clad grip on the seatbelt faltered for a moment—just long enough to slide the jacket closer on your lap. You let your hand meet his underneath.
His fingers stilled, then laced with yours.
You squeezed, once.
He squeezed back.
A slow, helpless smile tugged at your lips as the miles stretched ahead, the road unspooling toward the city and whatever came next.
You’d come on this trip determined to prove he was exactly who you thought he was.
Turns out, you’d been wrong.
And for the first time, that didn’t feel like a loss.
It felt like the start of something.
You kept your eyes on the road, his hand warm in yours beneath the jacket, and let yourself be a little bit excited about the new beginning waiting for you on the other side of the drive.
i love ur anton fics 😭😭😭😭 i was wondering if u could make one for wonbin? tysmmm
best friend's secret — p.wb
🪐. he sees your new vacation photo on instagram while gaming, he saves it, gets painfully hard, and strokes himself while imagining you gagging on his cock, guilt mixing with overwhelming lust. noncon, mdni
warnings — explicit sexual content, male masturbation, detailed descriptions of arousal and orgasm, voyeuristic fantasy involving a best friend, internal guilt and conflict, strong language, adult themes, 18+ only, non-consensual use of personal photo for sexual gratification. mdni.
pairings — nonidol!wonbin x fem!reader
genre — smut, 18+ | masterlist.
wonbin leaned back in his gaming chair, the soft hum of his pc fans filling the quiet room. his fingers moved on the keyboard out of habit while his mind wandered a bit from the match.
a notification sound cut through the game audio. he glanced at his phone on the desk and saw your name. it was a new instagram post from you.
he paused the game quickly and picked up the phone. the photo loaded. you were on vacation for a week, standing somewhere sunny with a normal shirt and shorts on. nothing fancy.
his eyes scanned your face first. the familiar smile he had known since childhood made something warm stir in his chest. then his gaze dropped lower without thinking.
he looked at the way the shirt sat on your chest and how the shorts showed your legs. his cheeks heated up right away. he rubbed the back of his neck with one hand, feeling the flush spread.
wonbin saved the photo to a hidden folder on his phone like he had done a few times before. he knew it was not right but he could not stop himself.
his cock started to harden in his sweatpants. the fabric felt tighter suddenly. he muttered under his breath, voice low and rough.
"fuck, you're so pretty."
guilt hit him fast. you were his childhood best friend. he had always kept his feelings buried behind easy smiles and casual hangouts. but right now the guilt was not stronger than the heat building in his body.
he palmed himself over the sweatpants, pressing lightly at first. a quiet groan slipped out. the game was still paused on screen but he did not care anymore.
with one hand he controlled the mouse to leave the match. the other stayed on his growing erection, rubbing slowly to ease the ache.
his patience ran thin after a minute. he pulled his cock out, already leaking at the tip. the cool air of the room made him hiss softly.
wonbin picked up the phone again with his free hand. he zoomed in on your photo, focusing on your lips and the curve of your body.
he started pumping his cock with steady strokes. his grip was firm, thumb brushing over the head each time. breaths came heavier now.
he imagined it was your mouth around him. the way you would look up while taking him deeper, gagging a little but not stopping. the thought made his hips buck up into his fist.
"shit... just like that," he whispered to the empty room. his eyes stayed glued to the zoomed photo.
the guilt flickered again but it only made everything feel more intense. he knew he should not be doing this with your picture but his body did not listen.
wonbin leaned further back in the chair, legs spreading wider. his hand moved faster along his length, slick sounds mixing with his low groans.
he pictured you on your knees in front of him during one of those lazy afternoons at his place. the innocent way you laughed turning into something else entirely.
his free hand gripped the armrest of the gaming chair tight. veins stood out on his forearm from the effort. sweat started to form on his forehead.
the vacation photo stayed open on his phone screen. he zoomed in even more on your chest, then your legs, letting his mind fill in every detail he had noticed over the years.
"you're driving me crazy," he said quietly, voice strained. another groan followed as he twisted his wrist at the top of each stroke.
wonbin closed his eyes for a second but opened them again to look at your face in the picture. it felt more real that way, even if it was just a photo.
his pumping grew quicker, almost desperate. the chair creaked a little under his movements. he was getting close but he tried to hold it back to make it last.
memories flashed in his head. childhood days playing together, teenage years where he started noticing you differently, and now this secret want he hid behind friendly texts and shared meals.
he imagined the sounds you would make if it was really happening. soft gags and muffled moans while your lips stretched around him. the thought pushed him closer to the edge.
wonbin bit his lower lip hard to keep from being too loud. the apartment walls were thin and the last thing he needed was neighbors hearing.
his hand flew over his cock now, slick with precum. every vein and ridge felt sensitive under his fingers. his balls tightened as the pressure built.
he stared at your legs in the photo and pictured them wrapped around him instead. the smooth skin he had only seen in passing during summers.
"god... i want you so bad," he muttered, the words slipping out unfiltered. guilt twisted with the pleasure but he could not stop.
wonbin's breathing turned ragged. his chest rose and fell quickly. the game on his pc screen had long gone to sleep mode.
he switched the phone to his other hand so he could use his dominant one for better control. the strokes became shorter and faster, focused on the head.
the zoomed image of your mouth made his imagination run wild. he saw you taking him all the way, eyes watering but eager. it was too much.
his hips jerked up off the chair. a deep groan escaped as the first wave hit him. thick ropes of cum spilled over his fist and onto his stomach.
he kept pumping through it, milking every last bit while staring at your photo. his body shuddered with the release.
wonbin slowed down gradually, chest heaving. the guilt came back stronger now that the haze of arousal was fading. he wiped his hand on a tissue from the desk.
he looked at the saved photo one more time before locking his phone. a quiet sigh left him as he leaned forward, elbows on his knees.
"what the hell am i doing," he said to himself, voice barely above a whisper. but deep down he knew he would probably do it again.
the room felt too quiet after. he stood up slowly, legs a bit shaky, and headed to the bathroom to clean up properly.
later that evening he would text you something casual like always. asking about your vacation or sharing a meme. keeping the secret locked away behind his innocent eyes.
wonbin sat back down in the gaming chair after washing up. he restarted the game but his mind stayed on you the whole time.
he wondered if you had any idea how he really felt. probably not. you treated him like the same old best friend from years ago.
the thought made him smile a little despite everything. for now this was how it was. hidden feelings and stolen moments like this one.
he played a few more matches half-heartedly. every notification from his phone made his heart jump, hoping it was you again.
but the night went on normally. just another evening in his small seoul apartment where no one knew what went on behind the screen.
wonbin eventually turned off the pc and lay in bed. the photo was still saved on his phone but he did not open it again that night.
sleep came slowly. his last thought before drifting off was your smile in that vacation picture and how much he wished things were different.
the next morning he would wake up and act like nothing happened. that was the routine he had gotten used to over the years.
keeping it all inside while staying your reliable childhood best friend. the one with innocent eyes that hid everything else.




