“It Seems Like You’re Ready”
I’d been best friends with my boy Eric Campbell since second grade. We did everything together and in so many ways, we were like brothers. Our friendship was so tight that we never argued over anything. There just seemed to be nothing in the universe that could come in between us; well, that is until I became attracted to his little brother Evan. That shit happened so fast that I still don’t know exactly when it started. All I know is that sometime during the summer before his senior year of high school, I started thinking about him like crazy. He was seventeen then so I tried my best not to think about him but the urges I experienced were already wild.
When he turned eighteen that October, it was like my hormones took over all my senses. My eyes would meet his every time we were around each other. My nose would pick up on his scent no matter how far away he was from me. My tongue wanted to see what he tasted like. My hands wanted to feel his perfectly smooth skin. I’d been bisexual since puberty yet I’d never wanted somebody as much as I wanted Evan. But since he was my homeboy’s little brother, there was no way I could ever lay a hand on him. I never once thought of the possibility that it would be him who would lay a hand on me.
“Nigga, you got lucky,” Eric said to me as we entered his house after playing some one-on-one basketball at the park up the street. “I woulda killed on the court if I had on ballin’ shorts like you.”
“You shoulda came up here and put some on then, nigga,” I said with a laugh.
“I don’t have a clean pair. Moms not doin’ the laundry until Tuesday.”
“Hold up, yo moms still does ya laundry?” I laughed so hard that my sides hurt.
“Man, shut up. She likes doin’ it.”
“You are a trip, my nigga.”
“Whateva. You want a Gatorade?”
“Yeah.” I sat down on a chair in the living room while he went into the kitchen. I could tell by how silent the house was that Evan wasn’t home. If he was then music would be playing from his room upstairs.
“Here you go, bruh.” He handed me the bottle of Gatorade before sitting down on the sofa in front of the TV. His phone started vibrating and he sighed. “Man, Phaedra has been blowin’ my phone up all day.”
“She still trippin’ over the side hoes?”
“You know it. I still don’t know how the fuck she hacked into my Instagram account. I keep tellin’ her I don’t give a fuck about them bitches.”
“Girls like Phaedra only come once in a lifetime, bruh.”
“Then why was you fuckin’ around on her? I done told you about that shit.”
“Man, wait a minute. I know yo ass ain’t talkin. Nigga, you fucked twins like two weeks ago. Had them eatin’ each other’s pussy and all that freaky shit.”
“Hey, I’m single. I can do that. You been with Phaedra for three years now. You don’t need to be fuckin’ around on her all the time.”
“Adonis, you know better than me that ain’t no pussy like new pussy. I love Phaedra but there’s too many sexy ass women out there. I can’t just ignore them, especially when they throw the pussy at me.”
“Look, all I can say is that if I had somebody to hold me down like Phaedra does with you then I’d learn how to keep my dick locked up and only for her. Do you know how many niggas around here will take your woman if she leaves your ass? Phaedra is a ten, nigga. She got all that ass and that long hair and…”
“Whoa, don’t talk about my woman like that. You been checkin’ her out?”
“Hell yeah I’ve been. I’m waitin’ for yo ass to slip up so I can holla at her.”
He laughed and joked, “She’d break yo skinny ass in half, nigga.”
“Yeah, she probably will with all that ass.”
“Would you stop doin’ that shit?”
“A’ight, I’m done. Her lips though.”
“I’m just playin’, bruh. Damn.” I laughed and shook my head. “Yo, I gotta take a piss.” I took a few sips from my Gatorade before sitting it down and standing up. “I’ll be right back.”
I ran upstairs and down the hall to the bathroom. After taking a piss, I washed my hands and then stepped back out. I was about to head back towards the stairwell but I noticed Evan’s door was cracked open a little. I stepped over to it and opened it more. I’d been in his room before but never while he wasn’t in there. My curiosity got the best of me and I found myself in his room. Everything was so clean and neat. He’d put up some posters of Odell Beckham, Jr., Cam Newton and Russell Westbrook on his walls since the last time I’d been in there. Those guys must’ve been his type. I knew he’d be into the athletic type niggas.
I didn’t want Eric to come looking for me, so I decided to leave. But before I could go, my eyes caught the glimpse of something purple hanging out from one of his dresser drawers. I made my way over to the dresser and pulled the drawer open a little more. It was his underwear drawer and it was filled with underwear that looked like women’s panties. My mouth watered and my dick started to get hard. I quickly snatched up the pair of purple silk underwear and sniffed them. I was a little disappointed that they were clean because I wanted to smell his scent on them after he’d been wearing them. When I heard footsteps coming up the stairs, I quickly stuffed the underwear in my pocket and closed the drawer.
“Adonis,” said that high-pitched voice from behind me. “What are you doing up here?”
I turned to see Evan standing in the doorway looking sexy as ever. I laughed nervously and replied, “I thought I heard somethin’ in here. I must be hearin’ things.”
“Um…okay.” He stepped into the room and turned on the light. He then looked me up and down before asking, “You and Eric just got through playing basketball?”
“Yeah. How did you know?”
“Because you’re shirtless and wearing basketball shorts.” He giggled and I laughed a little.
“Well, I’ll get out your way. Sorry for bein’ in here like this. I coulda sworn I heard somethin’ turn over in here.”
“It’s cool. See you later.”
“Later.” I stepped out of his room and he closed the door behind me. I couldn’t believe how close I was to getting caught with his underwear in my hand. And now they were in my shorts pocket. I hoped that he wouldn’t notice they were gone.
“Nigga, what took you so long?” Eric asked me the moment I returned to the living room.
“I told you I had to take a piss.”
“It don’t take that long to piss, Don.”
“When you have a big dick like mine it does. Only small dick niggas like you take two seconds to piss.”
He laughed and playfully shoved me and said, “Fuck you, bruh.” The doorbell rang so he hopped off the sofa and went over to it and opened it. It was some young nigga standing there with a backpack on.
“Is Evan home yet?” he asked Eric.
The boy became nervous and answered, “Uh…I’m Tyreke.”
“What the fuck do you want with my lil’ brother, Tyreke?”
“We’re supposed to be studying for our calculus final together.”
I stood up from the sofa and walked over to say, “E, let the lil’ nigga in. You gonna scare him off.” I pushed Eric out of the way and let the boy in. “Don’t pay him any attention, bruh. He trippin’.”
“I better hear some studyin’ when you go up there, Tyreke.”
“Yes, sir.” He scooted past me and Eric and quickly ran upstairs.
“Why you fuckin’ with that nigga, E?”
He closed the door and replied, “Because I’m tired of niggas tryin’ to get with Evan. So many dudes from his school come over here and I can’t tell what their intentions are half the time.”
“Man, Evan is eighteen. He’s goin’ off to college next fall. You need to chill.”
“Hell nah, fuck that. That’s my baby brother. He too young to be doin’ anything.”
“You bein’ overprotective.”
“See, you always say that shit. You don’t have a brother, especially one that’s gay and feminine, so you don’t get it. I gotta treat Evan almost like a sister. That means every lil’ nigga that come through here is gonna get screened by me. And if they hurt him then I’m fuckin’ them up. You know I don’t play when it comes to baby bro.”
For as long as I could remember, Eric had been like a bodyguard for Evan. He really was overprotective and I kind of understood why. Evan was cute and had that innocent look. Dudes were always liking his Instagram pics and leaving comments on them, so I could only imagine how many probably hit him up privately. I’m sure there were many dudes who wanted to fuck him, but he seemed to be keeping that phat booty locked up for the right nigga. I hid it well but I wanted to be his nigga so bad. Just thinking about him would get me hard.
“Did you hear what I said?” Eric asked me, snapping me back into reality.
“Nah,” I told him. “What?”
“I said you gotta bounce. I need to take a shower and then head on out to pick up Phaedra. I gotta take her out to eat and to a movie tonight.”
“Oh, my bad. I’ll be out then.” I picked up my bottle of Gatorade and went back over to the door. “I’ll hit you up later, bruh.”
“A’ight, Don.” He gave me some dap and then I left the house.
Instead of going home, I headed to the gym. I liked to get in at least two hours of gym time every day. I’ve always been a skinny ass nigga but I keep my body toned by lifting some weights and running on the treadmill for cardio. So after the gym, I finally headed to my apartment. I’d been living on my own for almost four years. I moved out of my mama’s house after finishing tech school and getting my job at a car mechanic, paint and body shop. I made good money fixing on cars and repairing them after accidents. Once I got my own place, I did whatever I wanted to do; especially when it came to sex.
To be honest, I didn’t really have a type. I fooled around with women of all sizes, gay dudes both feminine and masculine, and I had a special thing for transwomen. I guess I didn’t have a type because sex was just sex to me. I could become attracted to someone just by looking into their eyes and noticing how their eyes light up while they’re talking to me. I knew exactly what I wanted from someone sexually immediately after meeting them. And I’d already make up excuses in my head for why I wouldn’t want to be serious with them after the sex. I was a playa but I didn’t lead anyone on. Well, at least not intentionally.
“Hey Adonis,” said Trisha, the sexy dark skinned chick who had recently moved into the apartment below mine.
“Wassup ma,” I said back with a smile. I could tell by the look in her eye that she wanted the dick. I wanted the pussy just as bad. “You lookin’ good today, as usual.”
“Thank you.” She looked me up and down and licked her lips. Just as she was about to say something else, her door opened and some tall and thick nigga stepped out.
“Trisha,” he said angrily, “get yo ass in here and check on this food. It’s about to burn up.” He noticed me standing there. “Who is this?”
“I’m your neighbor from upstairs,” I said. “Wassup, bruh?” I extended my hand for him to shake but he didn’t.
“Calvin, where are your manners?” Trisha asked him.
“Is this really your neighbor from upstairs? Because I know you ain’t fuckin’ around with side niggas again.”
“He really lives upstairs, Calvin. Damn, you always gotta be so fuckin’ extra.” She turned her attention back to me. “I’m sorry, Adonis. Don’t even pay him any attention. I’ll talk to you later.”
“A’ight.” I headed over to the stairs and as I ascended them, I could hear Trisha and Calvin arguing. I laughed to myself but stopped when I reached the top of the stairs and saw Evan waiting at my door. He was wearing short shorts that rode up into his perfect ass, something he hadn’t been wearing earlier at his house. My dick started to get hard. “Evan, what you doin’ here?”
“I need to talk to you about something,” he said.
“I got my friend Leena to drop me off.”
“What do you need to talk to me about? Is it about Eric?”
“No, it’s about…” He stopped and rolled his eyes before asking, “Can we just go inside first?”
“Okay.” I pulled out my key and unlocked the door. I then opened it and stepped inside. After he was inside, I closed and relocked the door. “A’ight, wassup?”
“First, I need to know that you won’t mention any of this to my brother.”
“Promise me that whatever I say to you will stay between us, Adonis.”
“No, I need to hear you say it. Say that you promise not to tell Eric anything.”
“I promise not to tell Eric. Now what’s goin’ on?”
He looked up into my eyes and softly admitted, “I saw what you did.”
“What? You saw me do what?”
“This.” He reached into the right pocket of my shorts and pulled out the pair of purple underwear I’d taken from his room.
“Whoa, I got an explanation for that. You see…”
“Adonis, it’s okay. Seeing you take these just confirmed what I already knew.”
Okay, I had to be dreaming. I pinched myself hoping to wake up in my bed but nope, it was real. My best friend’s little brother knew that I was attracted to him. He knew that I’d taken his panties with me and had been walking around with them in my pocket. I was embarrassed and turned on at the same time. But I knew I couldn’t let my horniness mess with my judgement.
“I don’t know what you’re talkin’ about,” I lied.
“Please don’t try that. I notice the way you look at me, Adonis. I see that look in your eye.” He placed his hand on my bare abs. “You want to fuck me, don’t you?”
There was no stopping my dick at that point. I grew stiff in a matter of seconds. I looked away from him and explained, “I do look at you but I know not to touch. I can never do that.”
“Why not? Because I’m Eric’s little brother?”
He ran his hands up my abs to my chest and told me, “I’m eighteen now. I have waited for you as long as you’ve probably been waiting for me. I want you to be my first.”
“Your first?” I pulled away from him. “You’re a virgin?”
“But what about all those dudes that hit you up on Instagram and Facebook?”
“And that lil’ Tyreke nigga that came over your house earlier?”
“What about him? Adonis, I don’t want some immature boy to be my first. I want my first experience to be with a man who knows what to do.” He looked down at my hard-on. “I want some grown man dick.”
“Evan, we can’t do this. If Eric finds out…”
“He won’t find out. He’s preoccupied with Phaedra and won’t even notice anything.” He pulled the string on my basketball shorts and loosened them. He then reached into them and grabbed my hard dick.
I backed away from him again before saying, “Nah, this ain’t right.”
“What’s not right about it? Adonis, we are both adults. We both have needs. I think you are the sexiest man I’ve ever laid eyes on. I’ve felt that way for a long time. And I know you want me. So how is it wrong?”
“Your first time should be special, Evan. It should be with a nigga who you want to be your boyfriend after the fact. I can’t be your boyfriend because your brother would kill me. He doesn’t even know I’m bi.”
“He doesn’t have to know. And maybe I do want you to be my boyfriend.” He moved closer to me and sniffed around me. “Mmm, you smell so manly.”
“I’m funky. I just got back from the gym and I need a shower. And when I get out, I want you to be gone.”
“No. We can’t do this. I like you and I think you’re sexy as hell, but you’re my homeboy’s lil’ brother and I can’t go there with you.” I backed away from him and hurried into my bathroom.
I didn’t hear him leave as I was taking off my clothes but I figured he’d be gone by the time I stepped back out of the bathroom. Before getting into the shower, I stared at myself in the mirror for a while and tried to figure out if I was doing the right thing. I climbed into the shower and while lathering my body with soap, I realized I was still hard. It was like I’d popped a Viagra or some shit. My dick just wouldn’t go soft. My mind kept forcing me to think about how sweet his ass probably smelled and tasted. After washing my hair, I turned off the water and stepped out of the shower. I dried off and put on some lotion before wrapping my towel around my waist and leaving the bathroom.
When I stepped back into my living room to see him completely naked and bent over on my sectional, I damn near lost my mind. His pretty bubble ass was up in the air and his head was down. My dick was already hard but now it was pulsating at the thought of being deep in that tight asshole. My mouth watered and I sniffed the air to see if it smelled like his booty. I wanted to get down on my knees and bury my face in that ass but I still wasn’t going to let my hormones control me.
“What are you doin’?” I asked him.
“I can lay another way if you want,” he suggested.
“Evan, I already told you…”
“I don’t beg anyone for anything but I will beg you, Adonis. I don’t care if it’s just for one night and I’m not even thinking about my brother right now. I need this. I need you.” He sat up and turned to face me. “So what’s it gonna be?”
I looked down into his cute eyes and sighed before saying, “Not like this.”
“I mean, not here in my livin’ room. And not with your ass up and face down. I wanna look at you when I…make love to you. Come here.” I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him. “I can’t believe this. You have to promise me that you won’t tell any of your friends about this. Nobody can know, Evan.”
“You do?” I kept my arms around his waist as I bent down and kissed his forehead. “You promise me, baby?”
“A’ight, let’s take this to my bed.”
I held his hand and led him into my bedroom. While he was getting comfortable on my bed, I went into my closet and grabbed my candles. I placed them around the room and lit them. I then opened my MacBook and put on some soft R&B music. I turned the lights off so that the room was only dimly lit by the candlelight. If we were going to do it, I wanted it to be as romantic as possible for him. When I climbed onto the bed beside him, he grabbed me and kissed me like we were a married couple.
“Are you sure you wanna do this?” I asked him. “Once I take your virginity, you can’t get it back.”
“I want this,” he assured me. “I’m ready.”
He’d gotten me turned on physically and mentally by that point, so there was no going back and I didn’t have the strength to fight the urges any longer. I took my towel off and lied it down in case things would get messy later. I then put my lips back on his and showed him how to French kiss. I can honestly say he had the freshest breath I’d ever smelled and tasted. I swear I could kiss him for hours without losing interest. Those soft lips felt so damn good pressed against mine.
After kissing him and sucking on his neck hard enough to leave hickeys, I began to kiss down his chest. I kissed, licked and sucked on his sexy nipples before gently nibbling on them. He let out a few moans but remained relaxed. When I made my way down to his navel, I kissed on it and circled it with my tongue a few times and he giggled. That shit was so cute that my heart skipped a beat a few times. I’d never been in bed about to have sex with somebody and found them both sexy and cute at the same time. Usually I was ready to fuck and get my nut, but it was different with Evan. It was completely different.
“You did clean it, right?” I asked him.
“Clean what?” he asked back.
His eyes lit up and he quickly answered, “Yeah. My friend Donnell told me all about Fleet and I have been practicing with it for weeks. I’m sure that it’s all good to go.”
“Good, because I ain’t never been painted before.”
“You don’t wanna know.” I laughed and then resumed tasting his sexy body.
Once I got to his thick thighs, I softly caressed them and kissed them. His moans became a little more high-pitched and his breathing became a little louder. I could tell by the fact that his dick was getting hard that I’d turned him on as much as he’d turned me on. I grabbed his thighs and spread them. I then pushed them up so that his pretty pink asshole was exposed to me. It looked extremely tight and he’d shaved every bit of hair from around it. My first instinct was to get the scent of it. I’d never smelled an ass or pussy so fresh and sweet. I kissed it a few times and he made it pucker.
“You ain’t never let a nigga taste this ass?” I asked him.
“That’s a shame. Ass like this deserves to be eaten.”
I kissed that pretty asshole again before rimming it with my tongue and sucking on it like candy. He jumped a few times as he got used to the way I was tasting him. It usually took me a little time to get in my zone while eating pussy or ass but I found myself being hypnotized by Evan’s ass. The way it looked, its scent, and its flavor blew my mind. I hoped that the scent of it would be in my beard for at least a day. I got turned on even more when I noticed how wet my tongue had gotten him. I pressed my thumb up against it and some of the wetness oozed out.
By that point, I had him moaning like a girl. Every now and then he’d move his lower body up and down to match how I was licking him. His hands would grip my shoulders or he’d grab the top of my head, causing me to eat him more passionately than I already was. At one point, he clinched up and started shaking. Goosebumps formed all over his body. I didn’t know what had happened until I looked up and saw cum dripping from his dick onto his navel. He’d obviously been jacking off while I was eating him out.
“Sorry,” he said with a giggle. “I couldn’t hold it.”
“Damn boo,” I said with a laugh. “It’s cool. Try to keep from doin’ that though or you not gonna be able to take the dick.” I rubbed on his asshole with my middle finger. “You wanna taste this dick?”
“Come taste it then.” I sat against the headboard and he sat up and grabbed my dick. “You practice suckin’ before?”
He giggled and replied, “Yeah, with a banana.”
“Cool. Show me what you learned.”
He played with my dick in his hands for a little while and then started kissing on it. Precum forced its way out of the head and rolled down the shaft. After licking up and down the shaft and tasting my precum, he started sucking on the head. Just having his pretty lips wrapped around the head of my dick was enough to blow my mind. I thought he’d just suck the head but to my surprise he was able to suck midway down the shaft without gagging. That banana practice really paid off for him.
“Ah,” I moaned. “Yeah baby, suck that dick.”
He squeezed them lips on my dick and sucked all the way down to the base and held it until he gagged and had to come up for air. The long string of saliva connecting his lips to my dick drove me crazy. That definitely got me riled up and ready to deep dick his ass, but I knew not to rush it. I sat there patiently as he continued to pleasure me with his newfound oral skills. As he sucked me, I played with my nipples with one hand and caressed my balls with the other.
“Look up at me,” I ordered.
He looked up into my eyes while sucking me and my heart skipped a beat. There was something about that look in his eye combined with the fact that my dick was tapping his tonsils that made me want him more and more. I let him suck me for a little while longer before I sat up and made him bend over with his ass up in the air. I shoved my face in between his fat butt cheeks and ate his ass from the back like there was no tomorrow. I was eating him so aggressively that he tried to pull away from me a few times but I had him pinned down.
“Stick your finger in it,” he told me.
I licked my index finger and then slowly began pushing it inside of him. His tightness was unbelievable. It took a lot of effort and patience on my part to work my finger into him. He tensed up a few times but was able to remain relaxed. With my finger deep inside him, I gently massaged the area that I hoped was his prostate. I must’ve had it right because he started moaning and his asshole tightened up on my finger.
“You like that?” I asked him.
“Yeah, baby,” he replied with a moan. “Ooh, Adonis.”
“That’s right, say my name.” I smacked his butt cheeks with my free hand and he jumped a little. “You ready for some dick?”
“I’ma take it easy on you, okay?”
I turned him over and then kissed him again. I needed him to keep as calm as possible. I’d never taken anyone’s virginity before so I needed him to stay relaxed so that I wouldn’t freak out. After kissing and holding him for a while, I climbed off the bed and went over to my closet to get my KY and a condom. I went back over and sat them down on my nightstand. Just as I was about to pick up the condom, he stopped me.
“I want it to be natural,” he said to me. “I know we have to use the lubricant but the condom…”
“I ain’t never fucked without one, Evan. I don’t even know what it feels like to be in some ass or pussy without one.”
“Then there’s no problem.”
“But what if I get too excited and I nut up in you?”
“I want you to cum inside me. I wanna feel it. It’s not like I can get pregnant.” He giggled and I couldn’t help but laugh at him. He was so fucking cute.
“A’ight, you want it raw?”
He laughed out loud and said, “Yes, Adonis.”
“I got you, boo. Ya man got you.”
I picked up the bottle of KY and then climbed back on the bed. I squirted some out onto my dick and then put some on my index and middle fingers. While I fingered him and lubed the inside of his ass, he tugged on my lubricated dick. When I was able to get two fingers inside him without him flinching, I wiped my hands on the towel and then got in between his legs. I pushed his legs forward and made him place his feet on my chest as I teased his virgin asshole with my dick. It was begging for my dick, and my dick was ready to be inside it.
Slowly and carefully, I pushed the head into the extreme tightness. It took me about seven different tries before I got it in. He bit his bottom lip and stared up into my eyes as I entered him as gently as possible. He tensed up and started flinching so I eased up and put my dick on pause for a second. I kissed his pretty feet and then parted his legs and put them around my waist. Without pushing more of my dick into him, I bent down and kissed his lips.
“You okay, baby?” I asked him.
“You sure? We can stop if you want.”
“You’re so tight, baby. I don’t wanna hurt you.”
“I can take it, Adonis. Keep going, baby.”
I kissed him a few more times before pulling up and getting back to what I was doing. I never knew how much patience had to be involved when dealing with a virgin. I had to take a break every time I got an inch of my dick into his ass. He would breathe real heavy at first and then he’d relax and his asshole would loosen up a bit. It took forever, but I finally got all ten and a half inches inside of him. With all of it in him, I paused and let him get comfortable with it. Feeling his anal muscles tighten and loosen on my dick almost made me nut too quick but I was able to fight it off. My dick had never been in ass or pussy that tight before, especially without a condom, so it was definitely a unique experience.
As he continued to get used to my presence inside of him, I couldn’t help but notice how sexy it was watching him try to take my dick. He’d gasp or jump or scratch the fuck out of me, and it just made me hornier. I had to pull out of him a couple of times because he couldn’t take it. I’d lick his asshole and kiss it until he calmed down and then I’d slide my dick back in and slow stroke him. I was actually surprised that he hadn’t tapped out by that point because I was opening him up. Just as I was about to pull out of him again, he grabbed my ass and kept me deep inside of him.
“Don’t take it out,” he said almost in a whisper. “I think you’re in my spot.”
“Yo spot?” I asked with a smile. “How you got a spot and it’s your first time?”
“I don’t know but…it feels amazing.” He smiled and closed his eyes. “Yeah, keep going like that. Ooh, Adonis. Shit!”
He kept one hand on my ass and used the nails of the other hand to dig into my back. He scratched me a few times and I loved it. I’d never been scratched before by a girl or a dude so I was really getting turned on by it. In return, I sucked on his neck to give him more hickeys. Sucking on his neck must have distracted him because he didn’t notice that I’d started a rhythm. I thrust into him and gyrated while deep inside of him before pulling back and repeating. He finally reopened his eyes and looked into mine.
“You like my ass?” he asked.
“Then make it yours, baby. Make it yours, Adonis. Ooh!”
His moans were already driving me near the edge, but it was the way his tight asshole gripped my dick that drove me insane. His ass seemed like the perfect snug place for my dick and it had me so addicted. I picked up the pace and started fucking him like he wasn’t a virgin and he grabbed onto me and scratched me up some more. The deeper and harder I fucked him, the more he scratched me. I looked into his eyes again and saw they were filled with tears.
“I’m hurtin’ you?” I asked, stopping with my dick halfway inside him.
“No,” he told me. “Keep going. You’re gonna make me cum!”
I started fucking him again and he clenched onto me tight. The tears rolled down the sides of his face and he took a deep inhale and let out the loudest moan. I didn’t realize what had happened until I felt something warm and sticky in between us. I looked down to see he’d busted a nut from his dick being rubbed between my abs and his stomach. His asshole tightened up on my dick but I managed to push deep into him. He placed both his hands on my ass and kept me in place while he thrusted up a little. It didn’t take long before I felt the most incredible sensation I’d ever felt. I knew by how it was starting that I’d never forget it.
“Evan,” I called out. “Ah, baby!”
My whole body locked up and I was having spasms like crazy while my dick was pumping a huge load of cum deep inside of him. My toes curled up and I felt like I was about to pass out. He would make a subtle move and it would make me jump because my dick was super sensitive after that. I tried to calm down but every time I tried to pull my dick out of him, the sensitivity got me. I finally gave up and just left it inside him as I collapsed on top of him. He kissed the side of my face and rubbed my back. His legs were still wrapped around my waist. After kissing and calming down, I was finally able to pull my now semi-hard dick out of him.
“Oh my God,” I said as I rolled over on my back. “If I woulda known you was gonna make me cum like that I woulda skipped the gym.”
He laughed before asking, “How was your first time without a condom?”
“All I can say is now I know why people prefer it without them. Fuck!” I let out a long exhale and then sat up with my back against my headboard.
“Smart move putting the towel down. Look at that wet spot.”
“I was expectin’ worse. You was right though, that ass was clean. Damn you got some bomb ass, baby.” I kissed him again. “I feel like sleepin’ now.”
“Boy, you gotta take me home.”
“I know, I know.” I looked into those cute eyes again. “So, how was your first time?”
“Everything I thought it would be. Well, I didn’t think I’d end up having two orgasms. Adonis, thank you.”
“Thank me? Shit, thank you. That was the best sex I’ve ever had.”
“Okay, you don’t have to lie. I know you got fed up waiting for me to be able to take it.”
“I’m for real. I’ve never lost control like that before. You done scratch me up and shit.” I laughed and he giggled. “You wanna take a bath with me?”
We hopped off my bed and after I blew out the candles, we went into my bathroom together. I filled the tub with hot water and then climbed in. He climbed in and sat down facing me. We cleaned each other with the bar of soap and then he turned around and sat in between my legs with his back against my chest. I wrapped my arms around him from behind and held him. And that’s when I began to think about Eric for the first time since before the sex.
“I feel bad for doin’ my homeboy like this,” I admitted. “I really do feel bad. I don’t regret it but…”
“I know,” he said. “I understand. I’m sorry I put you in this position but you don’t understand how much I needed this, Adonis.”
“No, I get it. You were ready and only you know when you’re ready.”
“I’m still surprised that you wanted it to be with me. You were right, I have wanted you for a long time but I never once thought it would actually happen.”
“I chose you because I always felt this electricity between us. We have chemistry and it would’ve been stupid to keep fighting it off. Eventually, it would’ve happened anyway.”
“My only question is do we need to end it tonight or do we keep goin’? Because before we did it, I told myself it would be a one-time thing but now…” I sighed. “I don’t even know what I’m sayin’ right now.”
“If you wanna be my man then just say it. If not, I’d understand. I’m mature enough to handle a one-night stand.”
“In any other circumstance, I’d be your man in a heartbeat. I’d love on you and wife you, for real. I’ve never been in a relationship before but I’d be willin’ to be yours and yours only. But I can’t, Evan. Your brother would probably be cool with me bein’ bisexual. I know he would. But he’d fuckin’ snap if he knew how I feel about you.”
He turned to look at me and asked, “And how do you feel?”
“I love you. I’ve been fallin’ for you all this time and tonight, I know that I love you. I can see us bein’ together and not just makin’ love all the time. I guess…” I stopped and looked away from his eyes for a second before continuing, “I guess it just ain’t meant to be.”
“I’m okay with that, Adonis.” He turned back and rested his head on my chest. “And for the record, I love you, too.”
After soaking in the tub together for almost an hour, we climbed out and dried off. I rubbed lotion on his body and he did the same for me. He went into the living room to put his clothes back on and I put on a clean pair of sweatpants and a tank top. We were quiet as we left my apartment and went downstairs to the parking lot. We climbed into my car and didn’t say a word to each other all the way to his house. When we got there, I parked out front and noticed Eric’s car wasn’t there.
“I guess big bro is still on his date with Phaedra,” I joked.
“He’s probably gonna spend the night with her,” he said while looking out of his window. He then turned towards me and said, “Thanks again for tonight. I’ll never forget it.”
“You can keep both pair of my underwear, you freak.” He laughed and I smiled. “I left the ones I wore to your apartment on your sofa.”
“Thank you. I’ll have somethin’ to remember you by.”
“Boy, you’ll see me all the time.”
“Yeah, but it won’t be the same. Nothin’ will ever be the same again.”
“True but at least we’ll always have tonight. It’s special and secret and no one can take that away.” He leaned over into my seat and hugged me. “Goodnight, Adonis.” He kissed my cheek and then quickly backed away and hopped out of the car.
As I watched him walk up the walkway to the front door, I smiled and said to myself, “Goodnight, boo.” I waited until he was inside the house before I put my car in gear and sped off into the night.
[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.
