Encourage me to be gayer

Used to be straight, now I'm openly gay. Message me and tell me about your gay fantasies or ask me about my gay sexual journey. Love helping other men experience the peak of pleasure - gay sex.

[mikerxsw]

I love your blog Mike. It’s the blog I need. I love my dildo, dressing in panties and bra and cumming hands free watching gay porn. I’m aching to get fucked by a real man…. Can you give me some advice.

I love hearing from other men exploring their gay fantasies. I was where you were. And then my gay lust pushed me to anonymously make an account on Grindr and Sniffies. At first I just looked. My arousal grew. This wasn’t gay porn. These were real men, in my city, in my neighborhood, down the street. Some of them DM’d me, sending me nudes and asking if I wanted to meet up. I found profiles of men I was attracted to, and most ignored an anonymous profile. So I added a picture and a few details. And then the messages started to flood in. Men told me I was hot. They sent dick pics, ass pics, pics of them fucking other guys, pics of them sucking cocks. They sent me dirty, kinky, flirty messages telling me what they wanted to do with me. My gay urges were off the charts. And then, I started to message back. First just mild flirting. But that escalated. I started sharing more about how I was straight but craved to experiment with a gay guy. Eventually I found a hot guy in my city that wasn’t pressuring me but open to helping me explore things at my own pace. And when my gay lust overwhelmed me, we met up.

[brat5k]

[mikerxsw]

When I first discovered Sniffies, and I was anonymous, I found it incredibly hot when men would send me dick pics. These were actual, real men just blocks away from me. I loved stroking and cumming to the fantasy, the reality, the taboo.

Then I learned that making a profile gets you x10 the pictures. Just a casual profile, no face or names, but a picture of my body, my ass, my cock. And any details I wanted to share; what I was into, what I was looking for, that I was "straight-curious." All just to get more pictures from men. But they didn't just share more pictures. Now they were commenting on my pictures, on me. Lusting over me. Wanting me. It felt so hot, so forbidden. I'd never had men wanting me sexually. I would cum to their message, the fantasies just building in my head.

Then I started to flirt back. A message about how nice their cock looked. A comment about their muscular bodies. I started sending them dick pics. And when I was really horny, I'd send them pictures of my ass.

And there was this guy. The hottest guy I'd ever seen. We exchanged some messages, some pictures, and the chemistry was undeniable. And then he wanted to meet up. So we did. And I gave him my gay virginity. And to think it all started exploring a site anonymously. Slowly getting more and more turned on by the men I encountered. Pushing my limits, a little at a time, until those limits were gone.

Maybe you should browse the site anonymously, just to see what it's like. Maybe there are men nearby, men who will send you pictures, men who you think are hot. You never know where it will take you.

[closet-bi-boi]

[mikerxsw]

You won't be confused about your sexuality after you bottom for a hot guy

[mikerxsw]

Beautiful blog. I'm at the beginning of my journey, I've accepted myself as gay, although I lived as heterosexual until I was 40. It's liberating. I think I've always had certain mannerisms, because my friends always ended up making jokes about me being gay. I think everyone always knew, except me. Did that happen to you?

Not my experience, personally. Everyone that I have told has been genuinely surprised (but supportive). But from what I can tell, I am the outlier.

[jonthecockslut27]

[mikerxsw]

Even though we met on a gay dating app, even though my profile is set to "bottom", even though all my pictures are sexy and enticing naked pictures of my ass, even though I told him 'I needed to ride your cock', I still love moaning for guys to fuck the straight out of me and to 'make me gay' as they fuck me. It turns them on to think they're changing my sexuality, pushing my boundaries in new ways. And the taboo turns me on. I used to be straight. It's hot to think I could go back if I ever wanted to, but that I'm choosing to be gay because of how good it feels. And yet, I only have gay sex now. I go to gay bars and kiss men in public. I go one dates with men and bring them home. I'm openly gay online and with friends. I know none of these men can fuck the straight out of me, because I'm gay.

[workdatbussy]

[closet-bi-boi]

[jonthecockslut27]

[closet-bi-boi]

[mikerxsw]

I love traveling for work. I don't pretend to be straight at home, but there's always a different kind of freedom when you're in a new city where no one knows you. After I get to the hotel, I immediately get on Sniffies. I look for muscular, fit, attractive tops - great abs, pecs, arms, with a nice, thick cock. We'll meet up for a drink later that night. Being out on a gay, no-strings-attached date, nothing to explain to anyone. The sexual tension is always so intense; we both know where this is going. After we finish our drinks, I'll ask if he wants to come back to my room [or sometimes, he'll invite me to his place]. When the elevator doors close, we'll start making out, slowly rubbing each other's bulges. By the time we get to my room, and the door closes, we're ripping each other's clothes off. Pure gay lust. Our cocks are rock hard. And I need his in my mouth. I'll worship his cock, but I'm careful to never push him over the edge. After a few minutes, I'll tell him "I need you to fuck me" because I do. I've been craving this since the airport. I love moaning loud and saying the gayest things while he fucks me. I know the rooms next door can hear me being fucked. But I'm in a new city, where no one knows me. I can push my gayness further and be sluttier. Sometimes I'll beg him to breed me. Sometimes I'll beg him to come on my face. Whatever my gay lust pushes me to in the moment. When he leaves, the room reeks of gay sex and sweat. And I bask in it. I'm thankful I get to travel for work.

[clearlycleverdestiny]

[gayencouragement-blog]

I think posting it is the hard part.

[listensissy]

Fun fact: If you live in a major city, you can find men for sex almost 24/7 on Grindr 😘

[closet-bi-boi]

[clearlycleverdestiny]

[emma-says]

Choices are everywhere!

[mikerxsw]

Pick someone you know. But be careful. You might start accidentally checking them out. Looking at their crotch and their bulge. Wanting to hang out with them more than usual. Thinking of them when you jerk off. When you cum. Porn isn't real. But this guy is real. And your gay fantasies about him are real, too. If you're lusting over guys you know, you must be actually gay, right?

[sandiego-muskrat-whirl7-deactiv]

[mikerxsw]

Make a New Year’s resolution to push your gay boundaries one notch.

Maybe it’s cumming only to gay porn. Maybe it’s tasting your pre cum, playing with a toy in your ass, having a hands-free anal orgasm, cumming on your face, swallowing your cum, wearing gay lingerie, anonymously browsing gay hookup sites, making a face-less gay dating profile, flirting with men online, sending them nudes, or maybe even meeting up.

Wherever you are on your gay journey, take it one step further. You owe it to yourself. You might like it.

[sandiego-muskrat-whirl7-deactiv]

[mikerxsw]

Once the tip is in, stretching you open, your mind will go blank. Gay lust will take over. You’ll gasp and moan as more of his length pushes in. You’ll arch your back, hold your legs, whatever feels slutty and gay. You’ll push back on his cock, wanting to take it as deep as you can, wanting to feel his hips and balls touch your ass, solidifying that you’ve taken all of it. And then you’ll beg him to fuck you, to make you gay. Once you start taking a cock, you’ll always take it balls deep. It’s inevitable.

[mikerxsw]

I'm curious if you still use/recommend Grindr? Most of the reviews lately are not favorable.

The main app I use is Sniffies. It’s web-based and shows a map view of where gay guys are located and active near you. You can browse it anonymously or create a profile. I started browsing anonymously just to see what it was like, before I was openly gay. I thought it was so fucking hot seeing just how close to me other gay men were, or which gym they were at, or which park, or which hotel. The fantasizing and lust became untenable. I started anonymously talking to the guys I thought were hot but I didn’t get very much traction until I made a profile. That opened a whole new world. It’s also a great app to use if you’re traveling and don’t know where to go to meet men. However, the best option is always to meet guys in person. Gay bars, coffee shops, whatever. The adrenaline rush and arousal of flirting with a man in public is intense.