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I wish I died when I took all those pills

This false gratification that people mean the best for you then drop you is rough. Note to self stop putting your all into people bc you think they mean the best for you

It’s getting harder to burry all this shit…

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in this terrifying world you continuously have the power to offer someone else a little relief . why would you withhold that. do you remember what a little relief feels like? it feels like a lot

What the I hate the most is even after 7 years, every girl I’ve spoken to and gotten close to, I’ve always looked for a part of you in them….. Idk what is about you but you were my everything. It wasn’t perfect, but the way you made me feel was nothing like anyone has ever made me feel before… I hope you’re doing great. I hope you’re ok. Just like I promised. How I promised you’re dad the second to last time I came to speak to him. And I wouldn’t come see him until I knew I kept my promise. And once I felt it Was kept, it saddened me to close that door. Thank you for the memories.

What’s crazy is I’m alone in this state and my one support system is gone. The one person I thought would be there no matter what abandoned me…. I know you’ve had to withstand a lot through these 10 years and I’m sorry. I’m sorry you were locked in with the burden of taking care of me. But it’s ok, you no longer need to…. I’m sorry for all the stress I’ve put you through. Idk if you’ll ever find my tumblr but hopefully one day if you do, I hope you read this and know that I TRULY appreciate and will love you forever for everything you’ve done for me. You were the sister I wish I had. I’m sorry I put you through so much shit. I’m sorry…. I love you family. Til the end.