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@milagavins
Guess what?! Just made some chocolate cookies! Loving my cooking skills so damn much.
Chocolate cookies! -- As long as they're not burnt, then yes, you have quite the baking skills!
I do that sometimes. A misled of separation. What did you bail out or something or did she bail out? Good as cherries? Is that even a phrase?….I hate cherries.
I bet you did. Yeah that kind of bad. I guess I do have a choice but it’s not a good one and I chose the better of the two. You can’t shrug everything off with a smile the world don’t work that way. But I guess you can keep trying.
You should do it more often, Mikey. No, we just at a time, lived in different cities. There's a lot more to it, but I mean, I was with my mother, and she was with my father, yet now, we're here! Together! Hooray! It's just a phrase that sounded nice in my head. You're the first to say such a thing -- well to me, anyways.
But everything is fine with you, right? Internally and externally, hm? It's quite.. strange to think you 'associate' with that kind of crowd, but just know, your job doesn't define you as a person -- so I'm sure, you're not a bad person. It does for me. Whether it doesn't permanently, it's something.
I was just teasin you, I like you just fine. But yeah…I was that kind of guy. Not sayin’ I’m proud of it, I’m just saying that I was. Where’d your sister go?
I bet you did fine in algebra. I uh…yeah. Bad like…I could go to jail for a real long time if I tell the wrong people. I think. I don’t know. It’s confusing…don’t worry about it princess. It’s nice of you to care though. You’re a good person. I’m sorry people are real shitty and didn’t treat you right.
Look at you, easing off the grumpiness, hm. It's fine, but thank you! People change, everything changes, you can't do anything but look back on whatever you did in the past, yes. Oh.. Um, let's just say we hit a misled of a separation once upon a time, but everything is as good as cherries now!
Should've seen me in Art. I drew scribbles like it was my job. Oh... That kind of bad. I see, I see. Well, why do you do these bad things, or does the meaning of 'I have no choice' come into action as reason now? Thank you! I suppose that's one of the many perks about being a 'good person'. People like that... You shrug them off with smiles, that is how you deal with those kind of people, MC.
Highschool kids suck. I would know. I was an even bigger asshole in highschool. Because I thought I was hotshit. So I probably would have been one of those kids who didn’t accept you. I mean, shit I barely accept you now….
I’m still angry. Just have a reason for it. I mean I don’t know, it’s a reason to me. Might not be a reason to anyone else. Uh, I’ve just..been in situations where- I mean it’s complicated and- just….shit. Bad shit. Shit that I didn’t really want to do in the first place.
High school sucked, that's for sure. Even though my sister wasn't there for half of it! Oh.. You were one of those kind of guys. Right. I'm not sure what to say, but hey, yeah, anyways. The past is the past.
Well, this must be a good as berries reason for you to be angry all the time, to be honest. I've got time for complicated. I mean, I once survived algebra, and that was complicated. You've done bad things... How cryptic of you to say. Like 'stealing a candy bar' kind of bad, or the bad that is just so bad, that you can't even say bad?
I wanna get physical! I don’t even know what’s next.
That's my jam!... All I need is the motivation to get physical!
So what did they do?
Uh. Cause. I don’t know, I just am….okay. Fine I’ve uh…done a lot of bad things, and I’m mad at myself, but it isn’t so easy to be mad at myself and it’s easier to just be mad in general.
Well.. Like I said before, they didn't accept me. Not that I care about it now, but I mean, at the time, the only thing that forced me into savior was of course, positivity! Hence, the term.. you have to experience the bad to appreciate the good.
So, you let our your anger upon others, due to internal things that you have? -- I knew it! I knew you weren't an angry dwarf or the hulk, but in fact, you have your reasons. What kind of bad things.. Or is that going over the line?
You could say that I’ve been working out.
Let's get physical! Physical!
I guess…right.
Uh, I don’t know. You said earlier there was more to it than that. Or something like that…why don’t people accept you? You answer that then you can ask me something.
I'm not saying it's a problem of this 'living moment', but there was once upon a time when things weren't rainbows and unicorns for me, you know. Let's just say, not everybody likes a little sunshine on their parade, some of which tend to be groups of girls, but that was such a 'high school' time ago. Hopefully that answered you enough. Why are you always angry, and no smart cookie answers.
Truth | Bloc Party
Good…I don’t want to be scary.
What else do you wanna know it’s underground shit. You know, selling stolen goods…fighting…organs…you know. You first princess.
I don't think anyone does. I mean, that'd just be a bit weird! but when is anything not weird, right.
Oh, okay.. I actually don't know, but I mean, you got me curious! Well, if you want to play it that way, then fine. What do you want to know?
@bentfuck: @heymila somethin like that
@heymila: @bentfuck do you need something to wake you up? I hear chucking a bucket of water on you helps.
@bentfuck: too tired for life
@heymila: not enough sleep? @bentfuck
They had been talking for probably not even that long, but it felt like they had known each other for years. And that was a truly amazing feeling, to be able to feel like you’ve known someone for nearly all your life. It meant that they had formed a strong enough bond, and it was remarkable. It was strange how he knew he could trust her with almost anything, and if he was ever in trouble, he would know how to call almost immediately. But he doubted he’d need to call for help anytime soon, mainly because he tried to avoid trouble where possible. He didn’t like getting himself mixed up in things, that didn’t involve him at all. Although Mila always tried to see the bright side of things, or at least in his eyes she did, he knew that deep down she was a serious girl at heart. If things became serious, she would most definitely adjust to the new situation and that was something he needed. He needed someone who would take him seriously, because most of the time, people never listened when they should have. Their conversations previously had been very amusing and entertaining to participate in, but recently there had even serious elements creeping their way into their long talks. Not that he minded. He didn’t mind talking at all, especially not to Mila. He could probably talk all day to her, because he would never get bored. There was always something to say, or something to laugh at. There was always just that little something that kept him going.
Most people often questioned how he and Mikey were related. Had it not been for the identical physical looks, nobody would have ever guessed that they were related. He was quite the opposite of Mikey, but they did manage to get on pretty well sometimes, so it couldn’t have been all that bad. Maxene and Mila however were quite different to himself and his brothers relationship. From a far, they usually looked somewhat comfortable with each other’s company, but he couldn’t be too sure. He couldn’t be sure of anything nowadays. There would always be people who were hiding something, or trying to be something that they’re not. Maxene did seem to be the quieter one out of the two, but he didn’t mind. He liked both the Gavin’s twins and that was rare. Usually there was always one good twin and one bad twin, but in this case there wasn’t. And that to him, made him smile, knowing that not every set of twins conformed to what society had stereotyped them as. Mila and Maxene were sisters, sisters who he could imagine as ring best friends. He wasn’t too sure if he and Mikey had ever been like that, or ever would be. But at this moment, he was fine with where he was with Mikey. Things were running smoothly and that was all he could ask for.
He didn’t mean to put a downer on the situation but she asked him a question and it only seemed fair to answer it truthfully. It was a true story and a story he didn’t tell many about. His previous conversations about his first kiss, usually ended by him declaring that it was terrible. He had never gone into full detail about it before. He didn’t feel comfortable enough around others to speak about it, just because it was embarrassing and he didn’t want others to laugh at him. But he knew he didn’t have to worry about that, with Mila. She didn’t seem like the type to judge people easily or spread his personal stories around. He smiled gratefully at her, as she once again instantly picked up his mood and lifted his spirits high. “On duty? Without me? Ah man, I missed seeing you saving people around town” He said joking playfully with the girl walking beside him.
His story began well but by the end of it, he was reliving past memories he would rather forget about. He wanted to make new memories, much more happier memories. And that’s what he had been doing ever since then. He tried not to think about the negatives and instead, he got on with things and focused on the positives. He noticed the way Mila glanced at him, and really, he didn’t mean to make her feel sorry for him. It wasn’t her fault, that he was exactly stupid enough to believe that someone might actually like him. Since then, Dylan had built his walls up slightly higher, and more often that not, it took people a while to break them down. But once they did, it only felt fair that he attempted to give them the benefit of the doubt and let them into his life. After that, if things went well, he knew he would always trust these people. After all, they did spend a lot of time and effort trying to get through to him, and that meant a lot to him, even though to others, it barely seemed like anything.
"Ah thank you…I hope it’s somewhat better too, but the standard for my next kiss isn’t exactly high, as long as it’s better than my first one, it will be perfect" He nodded, in agreement. "Oh I trust you, I really do" He replied smiling at just how kind and attentive the girl was. As Mila pondered for a while about her answer, Dylan stayed quiet and tried to let her think in silence. "Nutella? You should introduce us, he has a cool name. Not as cool as mine though" He suggested, chuckling at his own humour, even though it wasn’t that funny at all. But still he felt the need to laugh. He hung on to her every word, and honestly he couldn’t quite believe that a girl like Mila had never experienced love before. It truly baffled him. "Food is always great…it’s the one thing that’s always there for you, no matter what" He said letting his lips curve into an easy smile. "Uh nope. I don’t think I’ve ever experienced love. It’s something I’m still waiting on" He answered after thinking about it briefly. "Okay your question…um, celebrity crush?" he decided to break the ice a little, and lift the mood slightly before asking anymore personal questions.
It always brought a certain smile upon Mila's face every time Dylan played along with the jokes. People like that were always nice to be around, especially when that meant he can keep up with her aura and momentum. Some people couldn't keep up with her levels of thinking or conversing, which was understandable, but it was always comforting to find someone that gave off the 'accepting' vibe -- and many wouldn't comprehend, but Mila has experienced many complications with acceptance throughout the past, but that's something that she personally chooses to not ramble on. Not that it matters anymore anyways, because the past is the past. The bond worked both ways though. She could see that Dylan was a more 'down to earth' kind of guy, and yet, she is still trying to figure him out, just like the many other people that she converses with every now and then. It was almost like between the two, they balanced each other out, whether it was or wasn't realised -- but they did. She complimented certain traits of his own persona, whereas he did the same too. It was a vice versa kind of friendship; something rare within the grounds of chemistry. On all levels though, Dylan was a first to just genuinely talk with, rather than something physically productive -- yet talk, and be in each other's company. It was nice.
Laughing along with him after his joking comment, she continued to walk on, enjoying this shared moment. Listening to his response to her remarks about his first kiss story, she gently smiled, quite satisfied with his gratitude. "I guess you're right there, can't expect anything, rather than just going with it" the girl flashed him a smile, agreeing simply to the idea of having the next 'perfect' kiss. Mila has encountered many guys, but not enough for her to be on the 'serious' level. Majority of those encounters either consisted of major lust or something along the lines of her just being a rebound. The love area wasn't the best of the best, and she wasn't one to dwell and hope that some prince charming will wander in and rescue her -- No. She still was humane enough to believe that kind of business takes time, and since she's one to 'go with it' the moment, that's exactly what she'll do. Hearing Dylan's reply upon her quirky comment about 'Nutella' being her former boyfriend, she giggled, eyes fluttering over his ability to be cheeky, at least. Maybe in a sense, their humour or quirkiness would be silly in a third person view, yet between the two of them, it was rather amusing. Dylan was amusing -- to her, anyways.
"Exactly, food never leaves you, I mean, I've heard someone legally married their fridge one time, quite the love story" Mila chuckled, mentioning the story to him whilst agreeing to the fact that food will forever be there as comfort. The moment went on, leading to hear his answer about the question of 'love'. She listened, nodding simply at the mutual ground that they've found about both not experiencing love before. "Well, surely there's no rush there, we could've already found the love of our life, and we don't even know it. That's the beauty about reality, anything can happen!" she stated, gesturing her hand out, like as if she was being factual, but Mila did believe in that out of all seriousness. Many people find their significant other without even knowing, whether that means that person is in front of them, or a few blocks away -- it's all an unexpected kind of things. The two of them continued to walk, until eventually, the blonde heard his next question. It was a question that would cradle some many answers out of her, to be frank.
"Celebrity crush?" she rephrased, building herself into a pondering mode, clearly trying to narrow down her many choices of her 'celebrity crushes'. "Wow, it's like a forever contemplation going on inside my head" Mila laughed at herself, seriously surprised at what kind of state her mind was whirling in, but of course, she knew the answer deep down. "Leonardo Dicaprio. He's always been number one, but then again, I do fancy some Johnny Depp, but I mean... --" she pulled a face of 'over-worked' contemplation, only to lead her to laugh at herself again. Restraining her small amusement, she cleared her head, and moved onto the next thought, which was in fact, Dylan's next question. "Hmm... Okay, Who is your favourite super hero?" she questioned, raising both eye brows of curiosity to his presence. A simple wonder occurred during those passing seconds. The girl awaited to hear his response, only to lead her eyes to look ahead into the direction of their walking. The far sight of navy, warm dark blue night was showing through the many rises of trees, only to prove that they aren't far from some kind of destination. This was Greece -- who knows where they're heading.
After his response, Mila walked a little closer to the sight, leading to have this certain adrenalin to see what's over there. "I think we found something?" she exclaimed, leading to eagerly grab his hand and begin to take action by running further to the sight of the nice looking night sky. It was almost like a painting. Something within the mix of water colours, and beauty of visuals. Eventually arriving near the edge, she looked down, completely star gazed at the view of towered white buildings and the sea of ocean having the moon light reflecting from it. The two were on a higher view -- almost like a birds eye view. If anything, this was definitely to be considered as a look out spot, considering the view painted across their face. "Oh.. Wow" Mila amazingly complimented, eyes flattered upon the view. It was captivating, and this just proved it was worth while walking with Dylan, to come to this random destination. It looked like no one shows up here. "Wooooooooo!!" she screamed out loud, excitingly and spontaneously, only to hear her voice echo out. Mila laughed, completely locked into the haze of admiration, whilst Dylan was beside her.
...Uh, sorry! I spoke some nonsense there, didn't I?
Why say it like that. You scared?
Mm, more far fetched. What does that mean? The kind a girl like yourself wouldn’t be interested in.
I'm not scared. Why would I be scared, unless of course, I have a reason to be scared. You're not scary, Mikey.
Well I'll tell you what it means, if you continue to explain this black market association, that you got going on. Elaborate, pretty please with cherries on top?