We Live We Die

[milkel]

I did nothing, yet here I am being fucking exiled like usual

[milkel]

I’m bad again with drink I truly don’t know what to do. I’m on self destructive path that’s gonna lean to a bad place. Anyone out there please reach out. 

[milkel]

I feel so distant from her it's not even funny I'm so fucking done. I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm sick of trying. I'm sick of being the only one fucking trying. Like Fuck me. Why the fuck does it have to always be me.

[milkel]

Like sorry if I get upset or jealous. We barely talk through out the day. Then when we are home we barely talk. I'm in the basement most of the time. You're up late studying or by the time you get done I'm asleep and you're up talking to everyone that's at the house. It's shitty as fuck that we don't really talk.

[milkel]

Sleepless and can't stop being paranoid about shit. Starting to get overly jealous and very angry lately.

[slowjamsforever]

Ben Barlow // Kingston, 01.12.15

[waiting-on-death-to-arrive]

[milkel]

No matter how much I do I still get ripped apart. Like I left work early to make sure you were okay and take you to the doctors and everything. And after doing all this stuff around the house, we still get in a huge ass fight. Like I’m sorry I’m trying to make everything easier for you and care about you. But obviously you don’t give a fuck about me.

[milkel]

Any girl willing to come to hang out with you in a pair of torn up sweats and hoodie is worth keeping around.

[lfhy]

[necpd]

[rarecxndy-deactivated20150122]

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[nxkdeep]

skeletons // the front bottoms

[synctest]

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Just let me close my eyes I haven’t been this scared in a while I’ll keep not listening to you Even after all you put me through

[wowzurs-deactivated20150602]

Request~ pierce-the-ocean

[goldenbutpaintedblack]

This is my Everyday Carry. The film varies on what I can get my hands on.

Art Primo Paint Markers Kodak 400 TX Black and White Film Apple headphones Parker Pen Ricoh TLS 401 Arista Edu Ultra 400 Black and White Film Fuji Film 400 Color Film Buck Bones iPhone 5S with Camo Otterbox Defender Oakley Frog Skins Terra Pill Cannon EOS Rebel XS Swell 17oz Sunrise Kendama

[milkel]

Today was one of those nights I needed very much so. It helped me just relax and forget about all the stuff going on.

[goldenbutpaintedblack]

So stoked on today’s killer pick ups