[milkteajitters]

(probably in distress if i’m here)

[cherryflavoredgirlll]

[milkteajitters]

guess who’s having milk tea jitters

[milkteajitters]

can’t stop thinking i need to die i wish i knew how to live

[importantandunavoidable]

[killue]

the horrors may persist but so does our friendship

[plain-flavoured-english]

Your purpose in life is not to love yourself but to love being yourself.

If you goal is to love yourself, then your focus is directed inward toward yourself, and you end up constantly watching yourself from the outside, disconnected, trying to summon the “correct” feelings towards yourself or fashion yourself into something you can approve of.

If your goal is to love being yourself, then your focus is directed outward towards life, on living and making decisions based on what brings you pleasure and fulfillment.

Be the subject, not the object. It doesn’t matter what you think of yourself. You are experiencing life. Life is not experiencing you.

[milkteajitters]

STILL UP!!!!!!!!

[milkteajitters]

my nerves are on fire

[sisyphusshrugged]

let's hang out on the floor together

[milkteajitters]

weeps … it’s over

[milkteajitters]

things that got me through

ice water

friends

[milkteajitters]

weeps … it’s over

[milkteajitters]

time passes terrifyingly quickly when your brain's fucked from bad/not enough sleep

[milkteajitters]

i can't do this 👍 i have to 👍

[milkteajitters]

anyway last day!!!!!!!! and then i will be back to ... my baseline i guess ... come what may etc

[milkteajitters]

oh god my brain is failing me so bad i look at my pills and i can't for the life of me rmb if i already took one half an hour ago

[milkteajitters]

going back to having laurel feelings is usually an indicator that the stress is bad bad lol

[milkteajitters]

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