milly

yes i’m hungry that’s the point TW:ED

[milly2672]

i have an eating disorder so go away if u don’t <3

[milly2672]

body check <3

i wish i could see my ribs more but i’m getting there i think?

[milly2672]

bought a prom dress and i need it to be looser and my arms need to look smaller in it and my back needs to be bony and so does my chest and my ankles and knees…

ugh! back to starving ☺️

max cals : 600 a day

[milly2672]

update :

i weighed myself yesterday and i’ve gone up 2kg i actually cried sm i hate myself.

this week i’m eating as little as i can get away with so i weigh less for the doctors.

[milly2672]

i’m going to weigh myself today - terrified.

was at the doctors about 3 weeks ago and weighed 48kg so if i weigh more now i’ll kms.

back at the doctors next week for blood tests etc. and i must weigh less.

i will update u guys <3

[milly2672]

i feel so fat ugh

like why am i so hot i need to be cold.

i need my bones to feel cold.

[milly2672]

my stats :

lw : 92 lbs

cw : 110 lbs

hw : 115 lbs

gw : 102 lbs

gw1 : 96 lbs

gw2 : 92 lbs

gw3 : 85lbs

ugw : 80 lbs

height : 5”5

age : 16

calorie max : 1,000

[milly2672]

starting to like my hands kinda <33

[milly2672]

im starting to love my collar bones sm omg <3

[milly2672]

omg omg !!!!

lost sm so quick ahhh

im actually so happy, 95lbs next !!

[milly2672]

i want to run forever and burn every single calorie ive ever eaten

[milly2672]

i feel so fat.

i feel dirty.

i feel too hot.

i just want to feel tiny.

i want to feel clean and fresh.

i want to feel cold even in the sun.

[milly2672]

body check <3

[milly2672]

starting a 20 hour fast i know i can do it too so tbh i’m looking forward to it i haven’t properly fasted in ages yay !!!

[milly2672]

i gained sm on holiday literally want to die. i’m too scared to weigh myself until i’ve lost some but if i do weigh myself then it might be motivating ughhhh

kill me

[milly2672]

i only feel pretty when i’m starving myself <3

[milly2672]

i hate food.

i hate calories.

i hate my body.

i hate feeling full.

i hate everything.