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wish I were elsewhere. she/her. place for whining. Idk why some choose to stay here but welcome. if you need to talk you can always talk to me even if were strangers. love yall

[luckydiorxoxo]

Barbenheimer poster art by @SteveReevesArt

[weltenwellen]

Jenny Slate, Little Weirds

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we broke up

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i miss my bf :(

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life is about things ending, really

you just get used to it, but there’s so many things in your life that remind you of impermanence of pretty much everything and everyone

you can hope that they stay forever. keep that hope. don’t let go of it. just enjoy things in the moment

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i notice i’ve become kinder

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i can be so pretty, you know? with smudged mascara and messy hair, i can be pretty, when i’m dozing off with a textbook and when i’m drawing a picture of you, or when i’m smiling randomly at a funny thought. so why can’t you see that? why can’t you like that about me and not my booty or thighs or the way i kiss you when you do? why can’t you like me for me? because i promise, i can be so pretty, but the problem is, you never bother to look.

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i kissed for the first time today

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…and then for the second

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i kissed for the first time today

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so there’s this boy

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bo burnham’s all eyes on me feels like a personal religion tbh

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“we don’t always get what we want” well it would be cool to at least sometimes

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"you smell like coffee," he said."you smell like may," i thought.

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the window is open and the air is fresh. it's raining. i can hear the frogs outside. the raindrops are pounding against the roofs. my mind is clouded and my room is messy but i have faith in retaining peace of mind. right now nature is telling me to be calm and you know what? i will be. sooner or later i will be.

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every time i want something everything goes wrong

i wanted to fall in love and i did but hes deeply in love with someone else

i wanted to be loved and now i am but by the wrong person and i dont feel the same

i wanna love and be loved back but i think ill mess that up too

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so it was cool to have a person who is 4 yrs older than me tell me i inspire him and he would like to be more like me in the future until he confessed they like me bc now i dont know how to act and even though its not as awkward between us i just cant stop thinking im unable to return those feelings and im constantly breaking his heart bc he keeps sending me stuff and gives me presents and insists on paying for me and its just too much

meanwhile a guy whom i like just confessed his love to my friend who doesnt want this as well so me and her have no idea how to deal with all of it

[domesticated-chaos-uwu]

Yes girl, when I ask about your day, please tell me about that test you did fine at, the butterfly you saw on a sidewalk, the sushi you ordered at that new restaurant. I may not be interested in the actual events but I'll still listen, cause I am interested in you, the person talking to me. ♡