I'm procrastinating writing an email but I'm thinking about how someone said that since Grace assigned human concepts of gender to Rocky that theoretically Rocky and Adrian could technically be a lesbian pair and I think about that often
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I'm procrastinating writing an email but I'm thinking about how someone said that since Grace assigned human concepts of gender to Rocky that theoretically Rocky and Adrian could technically be a lesbian pair and I think about that often
Reading Project Hail Mary after I watched the movie might have been a bit sacrilegious on my part, but I don't regret it at all. The movie showed me the depths of Rocky's and Grace's friendship and all the emotions that were constantly flooding through Grace. I think it was really important for me to understand the true nature of their relationship before I read the book. Because, yes, in the book, they are absolutely still friends, but they sacrificed and risked so much for each other in the movie. The books showed and explained the science behind PMH, like the ship and the gravity and stuff, and of course my nerdy ass loved it, but Rocky's and Grace's friendship isn't nearly as represented.
While the timeline is different in the movie than it is in the book, I honestly appreciate the changes because it puts so much more at stake, and having Grace choose not to go home and instead send the beetles while he goes to save Rocky from the Astrophage in his engines is so important to me.
Also, seeing Grace get sedated in the movie, versus him just being apprehended in the book, was the best decision. In the book, we do get Grace feeling betrayed and taken advantage of and feeling angry. But in the movie, seeing Grace run from the doctor and sprint as fast as he could to only get taken down and put out of his misery was heartbreaking. His last memories of Earth were of the ground. Carl — another appreciated added detail to the movie (the Lowe's scene was so funny) — standing there, not helping but giving a few last words of encouragement, even if they landed quite flat given the circumstances.
In the book, Grace — to me, at least — kind of glossed over his emotions. Yes, he acknowledged that he cried often, but to me the emotions almost didn't seem entirely felt. He kept moving on pretty quickly and was kinda like "oh, okay, emotions. I'm sad. Moving on, science must be done". And yes, this is shown in the movie as well, but in the movie, Grace's emotions are so clearly portrayed (everyone say 'Thank you, Ryan Gosling') and are felt by the audience vividly. The amnesic mental breakdown we see in the beginning of the movie show this explicitly. The "Who am I?" board is in the book, but that was more of a log than pieces to a wildly confusing puzzle Grace was desperately trying to figure out.
He and he wife!
Bloodmary is proof that the people will make Yaoi out of everything, and that's both beautiful and frightening at the same time.
some more traditional drawings scanned in
Secret third thing strattland my beloved
Random phm doodles in my sketchbook
Aroace Ryland Grace means the world to me
like... I've read/interacted with other aroace spec characters over the years, but none I really truly connected with. Most have seemed distant or had experiences I didn't relate to. None had the distinct flavor of aroace I am.
like teens (I read a lot of ya) telling ppl they're demi or ace and then never bringing it up again is all well and good and I'm happy for any rep, but like man. I did not have that stuff figured out. It didn't even to begin to occur to me until halfway through high school.
And like yeah I'm always happy to see aroace spec characters but none ever felt like me. And then (especially in the book) there was Ryland Grace. A guy, who by my read (and I may be projecting) never even considers anything romantic or sexual. Ryland "aren't these ppl supposed to be professionals" Grace. I felt so seen when Grace is confused at the idea of him and Stratt being a couple. Like.. the idea never even occurred to him.
and like. man. that's just like me fr. That's my aroace experience. It just fills up my heart seeing all the fics, art, headcannons, etc of Grace realizing he's aroace. How he's not depicted as cold or uncaring, but kind and so full of love- just not that particular type. How he loves earth, his kids, his friends so, so much.
It's so nice to be seen
I've had another fic idea stuck in my head
Do I ship Strattland? No, not really, they'll always be a weird third thing in my heart
Do I hate the accidentally baby trope? Yes, yes I do
But I need a fic of Eva and Grace maybe having a drunk hookup one night, and they think everything is fine, but a few weeks after the Hail Mary launch Eva finds out she's pregnant, she knows exactly who's it is, a small piece of Grace stays on earth after all
And I need the angst of the baby growing up and all Eva can see is Grace. The child looks most like Eva, but they have Grace's nose, their hair is always slightly messy like his, they smile the same
And it's always the small things
Like the love for sweets, how they enjoy their coffee, how they can make fast friends with anyone, how they're slightly awkward yet sarcastic and charming all the same, their love for all things science
They even had their own crash out moment where they called someone a "Useless lump of cells", the apple never falls far from it's tree
And it hurts everyone who knew Grace. To look at this child that looks like their mother, but is so achingly similar to their father
And I need Eva to hurt knowing that Grace will never know he had a kid, that she can't look at her kid wearing a science pun shirt for too long otherwise she tears up, who has a complicated relationship with them, she loves them so much, but she also keeps seeing the ghost of someone else
Anyway, I need that hurt no comfort fic
*gently push my fic into the table*
i still havent develop my strattland kid enough but she's there :)
*slowly takes the fic and slips it into my bedazzled briefcase*
Thank you for helping me feed my Hail Mary addiction
Is its any consolation, you shall be hailed a hero
Huh... I think I've got an idea for a new variation on the Grace & Rocky & Adrian relationships.
In the period just before the ship departed Erid, Adrian & Rocky's relationship had been floundering. The two had originally courted and become mates when they were both pretty young -- 'childhood sweethearts' -- but the anxiety of the whole "world is starting to slide toward apocalypse" situation was putting additional stress on cracks that already existed between them. Both Adrian and Rocky privately thought that if if weren't for Rocky being part of the ship's crew, they were likely on a course to formally part ways and end their relationship for good; however, neither of them wanted to invite the kind of public scrutiny and criticism that Adrian would suffer for separating from one of the future "heroes of Erid".
Before the ship left, Rocky & Adrian had a private, frank conversation where they agreed that whatever happened with Adrian while Rocky was gone, would happen -- if Adrian met someone new and fell in love, Rocky wouldn't stand in the way upon his return to Erid. By the end of that conversation, Rocky was already halfway to accepting that when he came back to Erid, one of the first things he'd likely be doing would be arranging a discreet divorce.
And then as Rocky endured the Blip-A's canonical fate, he found his thoughts drifting back to Erid and to Adrian. All the obstacles that had seemed so daunting in their relationship before... they really were just little things, weren't they? As time passed, and passed, and passed, with Rocky all alone on the ship with nothing but his own thoughts to keep him company, Rocky's perspective slowly shifted; in the moments when it wasn't too painful to wonder what he might do if he ever got to go back to Erid, Rocky resolved to himself that he would return to Adrian and ask for them to give their relationship another chance, a fresh start. But it seemed terribly unlikely that he'd ever get the chance -- wait, that instrument over there shouldn't be sounding an alert all of a sudden, what's going on --
*insert Rocky & Grace canonical friendship montage here*
From the moment Rocky mentions to Grace that Rocky has a mate back home, it seems like Grace is 100% invested. It's like it doesn't occur to Grace at all that Adrian would do anything but eagerly welcome Rocky home with open arms. Even though Rocky should know better than to let Grace's uninformed opinion sway his own, he can't help but get a little caught up in Grace's optimism. Whenever Grace asks Rocky to tell him more about Adrian, and Rocky obligingly does so, Rocky slowly finds himself falling back into love with Adrian all over again.
*insert Rocky & Grace's arrival to Erid as Big Damn Heroes here*
Upon meeting with Adrian again, Rocky is stunned to learn that somehow, despite being so far away, Adrian had been having near-identical thoughts about their relationship. On the few occasions when Adrian had halfheartedly tried to 'meet someone new', they'd somehow always found themselves comparing their potential new suitor to the absent Rocky -- and the new suitor never came out better in those comparisons. (Also, Adrian and Rocky had not even come close to anticipating the circumstances in which Rocky would ultimately return to Erid -- if Adrian separating from Rocky before would have been a minor scandal, a divorce now would likely see Adrian being shunned and sneered at by every Eridian who met them for a long, long time. Rocky wouldn't let that happen to anyone he even mildly liked, let alone Adrian.)
When Rocky introduces Grace and Adrian to each other, the two hit it off at once. Rocky is immensely pleased, though perhaps a little baffled, that the two most important people in his life get along so very well, so very quickly. When Adrian discovers Grace's rosy view of Rocky & Adrian's relationship, they're quite amused, and secretly deeply touched that Rocky had so clearly spoken so highly of Adrian to Grace, despite Rocky not even knowing if Adrian had moved on in Rocky's absence.
Adrian and Rocky and Grace find themselves at the center of a rapid whirlwind of activity, between setting the final stages of the Taumoeba solution in motion, and pulling out all of Erid's collective scientific stops to keep Grace alive. Life goes on, as it tends to do; Grace finds his footing on Erid, with both Rocky and Adrian happy to help provide whatever support their friend needs. Grace, in turn, is often encouraging Rocky and Adrian to 'keep love alive': shooing them out the door for a 'date night', or being a sounding board as Rocky brainstorms ideas for a gift for Adrian, or spending hours with Adrian listening to human music and helping them craft something Grace calls a 'mixtape' for Rocky.
And as it turns out: they do, in fact, keep love alive.
just realised i didn’t posted here my first PHM fanart
I would like to buy and read the novel immediately. however:
December......
Almost forgot my eridian ocs I made for funsies
I really like Bloodymary content where Simon is on the Hail Mary before Grace sends back the Beetles so Eva is just really confused how another that happened and Grace just never seems concerned about the ordeal in his video logs
thanks to our saviors aboard we will be starved no more humans do whatev'r it takes to stop the astrophage all our tears and all our pain will not happen again now on high sits our queen and we can hear her sing