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vancegene:

Sure thing, captain.

It’s a dat- Sure, sure, I’ll do that, yes. I should probably go now…? But it was great seeing you.

Right.

If you want you can stay, but I have to go. See you there, Eugene.

fallynadrws:

Você não pediu mesmo. É um presente, não se pede presente. Meu pai sempre disse que era falta de educação.

Não se preocupa, não é perda de tempo, eu não me importo em fazer esse tipo de coisa. Mas se você estiver precisando de alguma coisa, é só falar, eu adoraria te ajudar.

Posso imaginar.

Então... Fawcett? Você é ilustradora, certo? Por que você não passa lá na redação e vê se um dos nossos jornalistas não estão precisando de uma arte para ilustrar a matéria deles? Tenho certeza que lá, você será útil. Ou então você pode perguntar isso para o Fawcett, ele costuma ter com ele uma lista do que estamos precisando aqui na redação. Trabalho é o que não falta, principalmente porque nossa edição fecha daqui algumas horas e como você está vendo, não podemos perder tempo com essas coisas.

#convosminah #convo:fall

vancegene:

Yeah, sure, dinner would be nice.

I pick you up or we just… meet there? You can just write to me as well.

We meet there.

Just send me the address. I will be there.

#convosminah #convo:eugene

vancegene:

Right. Can we… Can I see you again sometime?

If you’re up to, of course, and if you’re free too.

We can have dinner one of these days, if you want to.

What do you think?

#convosminah #convo:eugene

fallynadrws:

Colocar na sua mesa! Ah, acho que entendi o problema… Eu não trouxe um vaso, não vai funcionar assim. Mas tudo bem, eu acho que tenho alguns em baixo da minha mesa porque a gente nunca sabe quando vai precisar de um vaso, não é?

Qual a sua cor favorita? Vou pegar o mais bonito para você!

Não me lembro de ter pedido por flores, vasos ou qualquer outra coisa.

Também não estou interessada com o que você guarda embaixo da sua mesa. Aliás, eu cheguei a pedir algo para você? Você não deveria estar perdendo seu tempo com coisas fúteis assim.

#convosminah #convo:fall

fallynadrws

@minahyaxley

Bom dia, Minah! Você acordou especialmente bonita hoje, mas sabe também o que acordou bonito hoje? Essas flores que eu vi quando estava vindo para o Profeta. Lindas, não é? Achei que elas combinariam muito com o seu escritório então eu trouxe para você!

Não que eu já tenha visto o seu escritório por dentro, claro que não. Mas elas ficariam lindas em qualquer lugar.

minahyaxley

Ah, certo.

Você vai fazer o que exatamente com essas flores? Acho que não entendi muito bem.

#convosminah #convo:fall

vancegene:

Yeah, okay, we can work with that.

Wait, really? I thought you would say no… Wow, sorry, I’m just surprised. Anyway, you can’t really blame me, but I’ll let it slide. If it doesn’t work we can just remain friends. I mean, we’re were friends, right? Or something like that.

Right.

I could say no, but what's the point here? Just like you said we were something, I guess, maybe friends. So why not?

#convosminah #convo:eugene

vancegene:

It’s not a maybe, it’s the truth. I would never lie to you, Minah.

Then let’s just be, how does that seems? We don’t need to rush anything or even make sense out of this, we can just be. Because I like being with you, and I like to talk to you and hear you talk, and I sure as hell like to kiss you too. And it’s fine if you don’t want anything to do with me, or if you don’t want this.

If you are saying, I will trust you.

Alright, we can see if this works, but if things go wrong, I'll blame you.

#convosminah #convo:eugene

vancegene:

Yeah, you were right, I did want to kiss you too.

For what is worth, you do something to me every single time I’m with you, so maybe that makes two os us? I know this might be scary to you, but look, you don’t have to do this alone, right? And you don’t need to avoid me or pretend that nothing happened, because it did and it was something. It was more than something and I need to know where does that leaves us.

Maybe.

The only thing I know is that if you were someone else I would have been gone a long time ago, but something about you makes me want to talk to you, hear what you have to say and be with you right now. But where this will lead us... I have no idea.

#convosminah #convo:eugene

vancegene:

Then… you wanted to kiss me? It was not just a thing you did because you had a few drinks? What reality exactly you’re trying to avoid?

Yes, Minah?

I actually had a few drinks, but that's not why I kissed you. Don't ask me to explain because I still don't know why I did it, but I wanted to. God, I wanted to kiss you and I thought you did too.

And somehow I was right, although that's not the point.

What am I trying to avoid? You, Eugene. You do something to me and I don't know if I like not being in control of my emotions or my body.

#convosminah #convo:eugene

vancegene:

Look, Minah, I’ll be honest with you. Yeah, I wasn’t really expecting you to kiss me, I think we both know that and I guess you weren’t expecting to do that as well. Half way there, however, I was just… Glad. Yes, I think glad is a nice word.

I don’t know what it is about you, I really don’t. Hell, I don’t think anybody knows, but you got me so… God, I couldn’t stop thinking about you after that kiss and you left me there like a complete fool and I couldn’t really decide if I was angry with you or upset or if I was just missing you. And now you just… You said everything that you said and here I am again thinking you just left me alone.

So yeah, I get it that you don’t to make a big deal out of this and yes, I promise you that I won’t.

And if you’re so worried about things getting weird between the two of us, just forget it, I’ll be mature about it.

Glad for the kiss?

I just told you that we don't need to act like teenagers and here I am, acting like one. I'm going to be honest with you, because somehow I like being honest with you, more than usual. So I wanted to kiss you and that's why I did what I did.

And I don't know what I was feeling or thinking, actually I wasn't thinking about anything, just... It just felt right in that moment and I never felt that. Then I couldn't look at you because that never happened to me. So It was not your fault and you’re not a fool. Sometimes it's easier to blame other things than face reality, right?

And these last few days have been hell for me, because...

Eugene...

#convosminah #convo:eugene

vancegene:

No, they’re fine really. I guess I chose the wrong words, I’m sorry.

No, yeah, you’re right. We don’t need to pretend anything. I guess I just wanted to know the reason you did what you did since it’s not very you. But then you left and I couldn’t really say anything and well, you got me really confused for a long time, but since you’re saying all that to me now I think it’s all quite clear.

No, let’s not turn this into something big. You just said yourself, right? It happened, it’s fine. I- Thanks for being honest.

That’s ok. Glad they are ok, don’t worry.

I don't know if I can explain you what happened to me that day, Eugene.

And you’re right, It's not the sort of thing I would do. That's why I left without explaining, because I didn't quite know what to say, I still don’t. But if you want to say something, say it now, because I don’t want things to get weird between us.

#convosminah #convo:eugene

vancegene:

You guys seems to get along pretty well. I know it’s hard to be uncomfortable around her, but I’m glad.

No, yeah, you seem fine. Me? I, uhm, had better days, but it’s all fine. As fine as it can be.

Had better days? Something happened? Your sister, your grandma, are they ok?

Look, I think you figured it out that day, but I'm not good at this stuff. So, we kissed, I mean, I kissed you and then I left, because I freaked out. But we’re not teenagers, so... We don’t need to pretend anything. We talked a lot that day and we... I probably had a few drinks before we met and it happened. We don't need to turn this into something big, right?

#convosminah #convo:eugene

vancegene:

She’s my sister’s… something, I don’t know. But yeah, I know her, I think everyone knows her.

Sorry, we don’t need what? Uh, yeah, sure, it’s alright, I guess. Uhm, are you okay?

You’re right, everyone knows her.

Of course, I'm totally fine. Are you?

#convosminah #convo:eugene

vancegene:

Ah não, eu não venho muito aqui, fico mais recluso ao que servem no hospital. Eu vim só porque a Tomika precisava de ajuda com uma coisa, o que me rendeu um café de graça.