" hey again guys... srry about what happened earlier, i rlly don't know what came over me
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but i refuse to believe that she's really gone for good
theres just no way dude. theres just no way
just like that, with no warning?
it's impossible.
...i don't care anymore.
no matter what it takes,ill get stronger, and i WILL find a way to take this thing down and save her, and everyone else it's hurt, no matter how long it takes me, no matter what it costs me.
i refuse to live without her, and i can't let this happen to anyone else
"No... i just think the grief finally hit you."
"Sometimes... the brain just doesn't process it to protect you."
"You aren't weak. None of you ever where."
"just maluptied."
"Prephas i sound crazy, but simply living... is sometimes enough."
sorry for kinda dropping off the face of the earth for a second... ive been doing a lot of thinking
i went through my files again, and i found these photos of kandii and i after we won a sword fight together <:] "
" it was a really tough battle, it was us two vs the rest of the server, which had maybe... 10? 15 other people? wish I could remember exactly... but we came out on top in the end! >:]
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it really did feel like we were untouchable back then, we were so carefree, so strong together, just the two of us
