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YOU CAN’T SAVE EVERYONE. //

Adam. RA100. Cyberlife’s first android physician. Detroit become human. oc & crossover friendly.

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Joel wont understand, In fact he’d never understand because of how frequently Allyson had chosen to hold her tongue instead of being open to him she was far to weak to tell him the truth she’d spend nights balled up shaking because of what she’s done, Only to pretend to be asleep when the cyborg would climb into her window and cover her with a blanket before leaving he probably noticed her shaking he probably noticed her eyes squeezed tight tears threatening to stain her cheeks he probably k n e w everything he just wasn’t telling her.

Father was right she’s far too weak to be a hero, She’d hear those shouts echoing throughout her head as the visions of the android dropping her twin sisters now lifeless corpse turning its focus to her father, She had the tools she had a weapon but she was too scared frozen in fear she watched as the machine-

Even still, Even after all this growth it was her fault she didn’t want to lose another person she cared for she couldn’t let Joel die in fact the way he would have died was cruel, It was unfair she couldn’t lose him not before she could tell him she-

that she-

“Forgive me Joel.” She’d whisper to herself, Tears now streaming down her reddened cheeks as she lie there in bed waiting for the familiar sound of her window opening.

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                         I  HAVE   NO   HOME   ANYMORE

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“ you were flirting with them ” , a joel tutorial on not knowing what you're doing when you tryna tease your friend but you're also a jealous attention hogger tbh

@bodyburnt || Jealousy.

“It’s called being a social and welcoming person, You should try it sometimes It does a world of wonders.” The Therapist would playfully jab at Joel’s shoulder, But not too hard considering she’d probably break her fingers trying.

“Besides, You know there are only two people I flirt with... You and the carrot mascot from ‘Pam’s Veggie Burgers’ I have to be faithful to the carrot.”

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   jealous / possessive  meme

“ you’re mine. you hear me? ”

“ were you with him/her? ” 

“ why is she/he calling you? ”

“ do they know we’re together? ”

“ were you with him/her? ”

“ i don’t want you seeing them anymore ”

“ did she/he make a pass at you? ”

“ i know you were with her/him ”

“ you belong to me ”

“ i can’t believe you were with her/him ”

“ i don’t like the way he’s/she’s looking at you ”

“im NOT jealous ”

“ i thought you only had eyes for me ”

“ he/she can’t make you feel the way i make you feel ”

“ you’re too good for her/him  ”

“is there someone else?”

“ you were flirting with them ”

“ they were flirting with you ”

“ i don’t want you talking to them again ”

“ i can’t stop picturing you with him/her ”

“ the thought of you with him/her makes me sick ”

“ tell me i have nothing to worry about ”

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Stone would fall back from her position shocked something was happening something w r o n g something was malfunctioning, It was no secret that cybernetic limbs were attached to their nervous system not to mention half of his brain was cybernetic itself so the probability of Joel harming her or himself was fairly high which was still scary but her obligation as a Doctor would insist she does something to help the man she couldn’t bare to watch him go through this, Gathering her nerves she’d stand up cautiously approaching the man hands extended like a officer trying to talk down a hostage situation.

She slightly twitched at the mention of Jax, Suppressed memories flooding back only adding more fuel to her tears but no she’d have to wear a strong front to help those in need some bad history with ‘HIM’ wasn’t going to stop her from doing her job she’d making a calming shushing sound hands extended to let him know she meant no harm she tried to make herself look as small as possible let him know he was going to be alright.

“It’s gonna be okay Joel, I-it’s fine!” She’d been slowly trying to get closer extending a hand to place on his organic forearm, Slowly crouching down. “Just sit down and relax everything Is going to be just fine.”

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detroitrpc

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IF YOU WERE A BETTER PERSON

                                                             YOU WOULDN’T BE HERE.

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Allyson wanted to go up to him wanted to beg him not to go but her legs would only carry her a couple of steps, Maybe he was right and she just couldn’t accept the deeds she’d done and she knew no matter how many times she objected he’d always think of himself as some failed project just to be sold or replaced.

This was her fault wasn’t it? All... her... fault, She wanted to raise her hands to grasp at any remaining hope but her arms weigh heavy at her side like stones holding her down it felt like the whole world was pushing down on her as she could barely keep breathe in baited breath she was rendered to her hands and knees she couldn’t even force herself to look up at the man anymore, Not in her current state.

“...” She couldn’t hold it anymore just hoped he wouldn’t notice the tears dripping from her face onto the carpet, mascara running ugly down her pink cheeks it was almost melodramatic like in some movie or something. She held a hand over her mouth trying not to make a sound the hiccuping jolting her body and sniffling making it fairly obvious what she was doing.

“B-bye.” She stated simply in a shaky breath she couldn’t let herself cry, Not in front of him it would only prove his point further.

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“You just... You don’t understand, I’m not lying I’ve just not been entirely honest when explaining it to you and I doubt you’d get it even if I tried to explain it you’d just think I was making excuses.” She wanted to go into more detail, Wanted to disclose all the secrets she’d danced around when talking to him about this whole project. “But If you really wanted to know I’ll tell you It hurts me to look at you and pretend that everything is alright every day.”

“I just want you to know, No matter what I say... I truly do care about you Joel, I am genuinely worried.”

It was simple really she didn’t want him to feel like this anymore, Didn’t want him to feel like he did think he was what others had rudely and ignorantly called him behind his back. Allyson didn’t think he was a monster she was just wanted him to be aware of the power said parts held and the fact that he couldn’t just ask anybody else about this since it was a secretive project was all her fault.

“First off, I’m sorry I did this-” She’d gesture to his cybernetic parts. “-I should’ve considered what you would’ve wanted but instead I was selfish I just... I needed you, I didn’t feel safe without you because I’m so fucking weak.”

It wasn’t often she cursed but when she did it was obvious she was in a emotionally compromised state. “Second, The cyborg sales aren’t what they seem like... It was a program where healthy and able bodied people would become the roommate just to watch over them all the money is because we had to be sure they’d be fit to take care of them and make sure they can easily afford all the equipment and machines they’d need for the cyborg to live comfortably...”

She was waiting for him to reply wish harsh words, Him telling her all this was just bullshit and that she was ‘lying’ to him it hurt, Hurt more than any physical injury he could possibly cause even with all the firepower.

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i'm not tainting her i'm earning my own money excUSE ME

excuses

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Allyson had probably been enjoying her evening until she’d set foot in her considering she was wearing a classy black mini-dress and a shawl, Considering the scolding expression she’d give the borg (one akin to a mom about to yell at a child) she clearly wasn’t happy about the proceedings, She’d toss down her silver clutch on the end table beside the door kicking it closed it behind her giving him another intense glare

“Yeah Carly, I made it home safe I got to go though, Thanks for having me again... mhm... love you bye.” And with that she’d hung up her phone also sliding it on a counter pulling a bar stool over from her kitchen island to sit and slump against her table, She sighed rubbing the bridge of her nose because most of the time while she’d enjoy a surprise visit from the man but situations like this made her wish she’d locked her balcony door.

“Where the hell where you, You have no idea how worried I was.” She stated off in a very worried but angry tone, She’d finally been able to calm herself down about the lack of activity from his side with the help of her friends coaxing her to come over for a visit but now the stress was hitting her like a brick wall. She’d lean over to nab his knife scowling after realizing the extent of the previous request demand? Joel had just made. “No, No, No, No... Absolutely not.”

“I wont-” She paused since this was all so selfish on her part, This was what HE wanted yet here she was not willing to let go of the little things just to make him happy. With that her voice hitched obviously very nervous and cautious around him. “You’re not just some fighting machine, You are human.”

“You shouldn’t be fighting at all... I know it’s hard to just watch all this abuse and bad stuff happen but-” She was probably sounding more and more emotional by the moment raising a hand to rest on her forehead possibly hiding the chance of tearing up. “People love you for who you are... I love you for who you are, We all care about you Joel please just don’t risk-”

She hadn’t had the heart to say it, She’d done this to him without his consent. she couldn’t say ‘dont risk dying on us again’ she was a f r a i d of him.

“Please... It’s late we can discuss this tomorrow, Please leave.” She’d hoped he’d just let it go at that but she knew him, And knew he wouldn’t just let it go.

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"So, who was going to be the highest bidder on me ? Or did nobody want a faulty alpha test ? I mean they're missing out on a great flesh pec to be honest." he's half serious half joking so... guess it's not that angsty.

@bodyburnt || Halt.

Even if it was meant to come off as a joke Stone took it very seriously glaring up at him with orbs that were full of sadness and regret clenching her fist slightly around the pen she’d been writing with.

“No one was going to-” She paused afraid she was showing how much stuff like this got to her and she hadn’t wanted to cry in front of Joel. She’d feign a tone of casual chatter after all this had to be a joke right? “-I imagine I’d get a pretty penny off you considering the technical advancements and as a bonus your family name, But I don’t like to share my personal projects.”

If he thought of himself as a ‘test’ than she was only going to vaguely play into that at least until her regarded himself as highly as he did when he was organic.

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FREEDOM IS WHAT YOU DO                                        WITH WHAT’S BEEN DONE TO YOU

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IF YOU WERE A BETTER PERSON

                                                             YOU WOULDN’T BE HERE.

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She pitied the ‘man’ since she could identify with many clients the following case was no different it was sad really, She got up taking the android guinea pig from its cage, setting the furry beast down on her desk so that it may roam around sniffing curiously (or as curiously as a android animal could)

“No need to worry, Gus here is a really though cookie I bet you’d do great with him.” She didn’t want to force the animal onto him so she was content with letting it roam around on her desk making the trademark squeaking sounds a guinea pig would make. “You don’t even have to hold him if you aren’t comfortable, If you wanted you can just give him a pet with a finger or let him roam on your lap.”

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“Ah, No need to feel bad about all this, In my mind mistakes don’t exist only happy accidents.”

“I may have came off as a bit too eager to help, You don’t have to force yourself to speak just let it come naturally, We have all the time in the world.” Although by all the time in the world she meant an hour she was more than happy to let the android move at their own pace.

“If you’d like you can hold one of the guinea pigs? They’re all sweethearts!” She’d lean forward motioning towards the encloser that housed two guinea pigs along with one android guinea pig. “Holding them makes me feel a million times better and I bet you’d be the same.”