thank you to everyone who has put in requests for the fuck-a-thon. i do appreciate it all.
a little reminder tho bc im seeing a few of these pop in my asks.
I am an xreader writer. memberxmember is not my forte. I am just not that good at writing it for whatever reason my brain has to insert y/n in there or its just gone (thats the way my delulu works) so things may get changed if you requests just members. Usually i can write poly!skzxreader and ot8xreader fine but the boys alone i cant get my brain to write it.
i do have my Guidelines as well that you can all refer to. if there's questions you can dm me or send an ask if you wanna be anonymous.
A little event coming from the depths of my brain and a need to get back into writing again. We go until I get bored!!
a funky little 18+ event where YOU send ME your requests for monster!au, yandere, any DD:DNE, threesomes, any and all are welcome since we are all in the gutter.
Not all requests will be done if they do not inspire anything but I will try. Send me your requests, doesn't have to be detailed either. As simple as "Siren!HyunjinxREADER!! THE VOICE THE ABS THE HIPS!!!"
Hey @elladarling-313 your asks are off, been wondering why are you deleting the comments that call you out about you stealing my friends art? Who else did you stole from if you don’t mind me asking? I gladly let them know and do the honours of doing the simple task of crediting them. Altho it is a crazy concept since it is tumblr and you literally have a reblog button and you can add comment or tags or nothing just reblog it. Back in 2014-2016 that’s what tumblr thrived on. That is why I started my first ever blog and I won’t stop talking about you and what you done until you fix your shit and since you are deleting comments I feel like this is a really good way to leave you a big comment but I am gonna add other tags so I hope every stay on tumblr can be wary of you and the collages you stole
PSA to everyone don’t be like @elladarling-313 don’t steal peoples art have a brain and maybe reblog or at least credit
Hey so the first one I commissioned @cosmicluvrrrrr I good while back now I still keep using it too see:
Now I’m gen not sure if you got the other one from Alexis as well or if you took it from pabo aka @velocityyx but would like you to credit ppl if you repost because that’s kinda weird I fear
Also idk if it’s crazy you join the community they both post in or plain stupid but I have to call you out publicly because I don’t like when people steal:)
And I do hope this will find my moots and oomfs because I want people to give it where credit is due even tho some people lack this curtesy I guess
tumblr having a feature (reblogging) that lets you post something to your blog from another's person is truly innovative so you don't have to STEAL someone elses work
☾ ━━━ PAIRING: I.N X READER
☾ ━━━ CONTENT: NON IDOL!AU, YANDERE!I.N, DUBCON/NONCON, VIOLENCE, OBSESSION, KIDNAPPING (READER GOES WILLINGLY BUT ISN'T ALLOWED TO LEAVE; NOT EXPLICITLY SAID EITHER BUT IMPLIED), ROUGH SEX, BONDAGE, BITING, COERCIAN, UNPROTECTED SEX, BREEDING (FORCED), DACRYPHILIA, ORAL (F. REC), FINGERING, CHOKING, SLAPPING, LOVE BOMBING, HINTED AT FREE USE, LINGERIE, IT'S JUST FUCKED UP HONESTLY
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☾ ━━━ NOTE: THIS IS FAR DARKER THAT WHAT I USUALLY WRITE. READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED; might make a part two with a bit of a happier ending but we'll see 🙃
☾ ━━━ PART TWO PART THREE
☾ ━━━ 18+ work!! minors and ageless/blank blogs DNI! you will be blocked, put an indicator on your blog somewhere that you are 18+ before interacting with this work/blog
There were signs. There were always signs but the rose-colored glasses hid them far too well. Y/n should have listened to her friends. She should have listened to her family but there was no way someone as nice and sweet as Jeongin would hurt her. Right?
“Y/n, he’s not protective. Jeongin is obsessed with you,” Changbin told her. He’d been her best friend since they were kids. They grew up together, he was like a brother to her.
“Everyone keeps saying that!” Y/n exclaimed as she put her head in her hands. “I think you guys all don’t like that I’m happy with him!”
“I think he is manipulating you. He didn’t let you go out with Hyunjin last week for his birthday.”
“And thankfully I listened because now he, Chan, and Felix are in a coma, Changbin.”
“And I don’t think he got hit by a drunk driver in that Uber.”
“Are you trying to blame Innie for it? He was with me all night!”
“Y/n, he told you six months into dating him to stop talking to your parents,” Changbin reminded her
“So? They weren’t giving me support. Why would I wanna have people in my life that don’t support my decisions!”
“Because they can see how crazy he is!”
“Whatever,” Y/n rolled her eyes and gathered her things, “Thanks for the coffee Changbin.”
“Y/n…” Changbin sighed as she walked out of the café
Y/n walked over to her car and got inside. Taking a deep breath before her phone rang.
Innie 🩷
Y/n answered her phone as she started her car. “Hey,” She sighed
“Hey, baby. You okay? You sound tired,” Jeongin asked
“Yeah. Just met with Changbin for coffee. About to head home. How was work?”
“Alright. Same old same old. What’d you guys talk about?”
“I don’t wanna talk about it. Tired of talking about the same shit with everyone.”
“I’m sorry baby. Do you want to come over then? Get your mind off whatever it is?”
“Can I?”
“Of course. I just got back but I’m gonna hop in the shower. You know where the key is?”
“Yeah. I’ll be there soon. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
Y/n hung up the phone and put on her seatbelt, pulling off and heading to her boyfriend’s, listening to the playlist that they had made together. She was replaying the conversation she’d had with Changbin in her head.
She had pulled up to his building and walked up to his unit. Grabbing the key he had hidden for her she walked in. Announcing her presence just in case he had gotten out of the shower. She could still hear the shower running as she set her stuff down and slipped her shoes off. It shut off not long after she hung up her bag and she walked into his kitchen and grabbed some water. She sat on his couch and waited for her boyfriend to join her.
After a few minutes, Jeongin walked out from down the hall and pecked her forehead before sitting down next to her, “Hi baby.”
“Hi innie,” Y/n said as she wrapped her arms around him and snuggled into him
“Sure you don’t wanna talk about it? You seem upset about it,” Jeongin pointed out, wrapping his arm around her.
“It’s all the same shit. Not worth talking about it again and again.”
“I’m sorry, baby.”
“Sometimes I wish it was just us. No one else to give their opinion or tell me to leave you.”
“We could always run away,” Jeongin suggested
“That’d be nice. Start a new life.” Y/n giggled, thinking her boyfriend was joking, that he was playing into her little fantasy.
Jeongin just kissed her head before turning on the TV. Turning their current show on. Waiting. All he needed was an opportunity. Just one, and he would take it.
Jeongin loved his girlfriend, like no one else in her life. Her parents did not like him, he knew that. He’d overheard her dad telling her “there’s something off about” him. That she should “be careful”— she should have. She’d come to him a bit upset and he proudly had convinced her to cut them off.
“You’re an adult, you can make your own decisions. And you know what’s best for you, you don’t need people telling you what to do.”
Hyunjin and Chan also had too many unsolicited opinions for Jeongin’s taste. But he couldn’t do anything without raising suspicions of her other friends. It wasn’t hard for him to do the dirty work for him. Though he was a bit upset they only ended up in a coma. Felix getting put in one too wasn’t the plan but it was one less person
Changbin had been an issue since they met. The fact he was still around pissed him off. He needed to know what was said in that conversation. He could tell he still had his hold on Y/n at the very least.
He’d played off his idea as a spontaneous trip. A quiet weekend, just the two of them. He’d even packed for her, not making her worry about a thing. The place was fully remote, with not much of a signal, and miles from the city. A remote cabin he paid cash for. Owned under a fake name that he’d been working months on to make perfect. She wanted a new life, he’d give her one.
“This is so cute, In!” Y/n gasped as she walked into the cabin
“I’m glad you like it,” Jeongin smiled as he kissed her cheek, bringing thrift suitcases inside the room as she unpacked the kitchen. Getting all their supplies into the fridge for the weekend. Humming to the last song that had played in the car as she did so.
Jeongin had finished bringing everything in and locked the front door before joining his girlfriend in the kitchen. Wrapping his arm around her as she finished packing the fridge. “We should break the place in,” Jeongin suggested. His voice was low in her ear.
“Mm, I like that idea.” Y/n smiled
Jeongin kissed her neck before pulling her into the bedroom. Y/n smiled, even over a year into their relationship, he still gave her butterflies. He pushed her onto the bed, wrapping her legs around his waist as he leaned down and pushed his lips onto hers. Y/n moaned into his mouth as her lips moved in sync with his. She wrapped her arms around him, playing with the collar of his shirt. “My pretty girl,” Jeonging groaned as he rolled his hips against her.
“All yours,” Y/n moaned
“Know who you belong to,” He smiled as he sat up, pulled his shirt off, and chucked it onto the ground before pushing her shirt up over her chest.
Y/n sat up a bit to help him before laying back down. Jeongin positioned her up on the pillows of the bed. Y/n smiled— thinking he was trying to make her comfy— and wrapped herself around him again. His lips attached to her neck, sucking and biting the skin like his life depended on it. Grinding into her as his hands wandered her body. His hands wandered down to her bottoms, pulling the fabric down her legs as quickly as he could.
“Did you bring condoms, In?” Y/n asked as he sucked on her skin
“No. I’ll pull out.” He had no intention of doing so
“M’kay,” Y/n moaned as he lightly bit the skin
Jeongin sat up and tossed the fabric of her pants onto the ground and pulled off her undergarments, leaving her bare under him. He laid down between her legs, tongue licking up from her entrance to her clit. Y/n let out a small moan as the rough muscle slid across her clit before his lips wrapped around the small bud.
“In,” Y/n moaned, gently lacing her fingers into his hair.
Jeongin sucked on the bud as he pushed her legs open. Spreading her open for him to taste. His lips sucking on her clit as two fingers slipped into her. Hearing her gasp from the intrusion and tightened her grip on his hair. His fingers pumped in and out of her as his tongue and lips both took care of her clit. Her moans were music to his ears. The music he was going to hear forever.
Y/n moaned as he inserted a third finger into her, stretching her further. His fingers reached deep inside of her, curling his fingers up into her. Sucking harder on her clit while her back slightly arched from the mattress. Looking and admiring the top of his head as he ate her out. His eyes met hers. Something different in them.
The tips of his fingers rubbing against her g-spot had her forgetting her current train of thought. Head tilted back into the pillow below as he tipped her over the edge. Continually stimulating her clit and her g-spot till she was coming down from her high.
He pulled away from her and sat up on his knees. Pulling his pants off along with his boxers. He grabbed both her hands and pinned them above her head while she was still in the post-orgasm haze. He reached over to the nightstand and grabbed a pair of handcuffs. Cuffing her wrists to the metal frame of the bed and smiling.
Y/n looked at her boyfriend. His smile was different as he leaned down and kissed her chest. Mumbling something she couldn’t hear but her gut said something was off.
“In,” Y/n said, pulling at the restraints.
“You're safe, babe. I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you, would I?” He asked as he sat up on his knees. Lining his tip up at her entrance.
Slowly he pushed into her. Reveling in her warm walls wrapped around him. Y/n shrunk into herself as he pushed in further and Jeongin noticed. He stopped for a moment, expression dropping as he looked at her. Then quickly bottoming out inside her.
Y/n gasped as he was fully sheathed inside her. Jeongin grabbed her jaw as he leaned down to her face
“You love me, right?” Jeongin asked
Y/n looked at him, wondering what was going on. “Right?!” He snapped
“Yes!” Y/n replied, tears starting to form. this wasn’t her Jeongin.
“Say it.”
“I love you…” Y/n watched him sit back on his knees, letting go of her face.
“Again.”
“I love you.” Y/n moaned as he pulled out and then pounded back into her
“Again!”
Jeongin had her chanting the phrase as he pounded into her. A wicked smile appeared on his face. One of his hands snaked to her throat, fingers wrapping around and shutting her up. Y/n looked up at her boyfriend, tears streaming down her cheeks. Pleading with her boyfriend to let go of her neck, tell her this was a weird wet dream.
But the tighter his hand got on her neck— the less oxygen she got— the more she realized this was real. Her friends and family were right. She tried bringing her legs together, to push him away but it only resulted in him slapping her across the face before he grabbed her face and made her look at him, stopping his thrusts, “What do you think you’re doing?”
“‘M sorry…” Y/n cried
“Keep your legs open or I’ll tie them up too.”
Y/n nodded as he let go of her face and started thrusting into her again. The hand that was on her neck had moved down to her clit. Y/n bit her bottom lip, trying to hide the moan that threatened to come out of her throat as he rubbed her clit. Watching her squirm under him.
“Come on baby, you know I’m the only one that makes you feel good,” Jeongin teased as he leaned down and kissed her neck, “I’m the only person who gets to see you like this. Not even Seungmin.”
The mention of her ex threw her off. Seungmin had dumped her a few months before she met Jeongin but he’d disappeared not long after they broke up. Everyone assumed he had just gone out of town. It wasn’t out of character for him to just do something without telling anyone so everyone let it go. He’d show back up eventually. But now Y/n wasn’t so sure…
Jeongin sucked on her skin, leaving what were once pretty bruises in his wake. Pressing harder on her clit and finally getting the moans to fall out of her throat. “Only I get to feel you cum on my dick. No one else and no one else cums in this pussy.”
“Jeong—”
“No one.” He cut her off as he felt her clench around him.
Y/n tried getting her words out but her orgasm was building too quickly. He knew all the right buttons to push. All her butterflies had turned into anxiety.
One particular thrust from him to her g-spot had tipped her over the edge. She moaned and pulled on the cuffs around her wrists.
“That’s my girl,” Jeongin smiled as he pistoned his cock into her. Working his own high while she rode out hers.
Y/n was barely out of her high when she felt him twitch inside of her. “In, pull out,” Y/n begged
“You don’t get to tell me what to do Y/n,” He bit back
“Please In! Pull out,” She tried again
“You’re the one always begging me to fill you up when I fuck you. Here’s your wish,” Jeongin groaned as he buried himself into her. Y/n cried as she could fill his warm cum flooding her insides. Sticking to her walls before he pulled out of her, staring down at her used hole, pushing his cum back into her, listening to her whine.
Y/n sniffled as he reached up and took her cuffs off. Pulling her to sit on his lap. Y/n looked at her boyfriend like he just switched back to the Jeongin she fell in love with. She watched as he kissed her wrist and then her cheek. “I love you,” he whispered against her cheek
Something in the back of her mind told her she should run but it wasn’t even possible. So she chose to play along, then maybe she could get out of this alive. “I love you too.”
Their vacation was three days. For three days she was isolated alone with him. Three days— and she had told Changbin they’d be gone for three days. But as day one turned to day two, three, four, Y/n could tell it wasn’t going to be three days.
Jeongin did not let her leave his site. Not once. Everything she did, he watched— even when she went to the bathroom. They had no service— not that she had any chance to reach out to her friends. Hell, she could barely use her phone.
“Innie,” Y/n asked as she was making them lunch, Jeongin sat at the bar of the kitchen
“Yes, baby?” He asked
“Can I ask you about something you said the other night?”
“Of course.”
“What did you mean when you said ‘not even Seungmin’?” She asked
“Don’t say his name.” Y/n heard his tone change and turned to look at him. He was staring at her, face void of emotion
“I’m sorry, it’s just no one has brought him up since he left so it just threw me off…”
“Don’t be sad baby,” Jeongin sighed, getting up and walking over to her. Cupping her face in his hands, “You don’t need to think about him anyways. You have me, just me now.”
Y/n nodded as he leaned in and kissed her lips. Play along, she told herself. Lips moved with him as he pinned her against the counter. Y/n moaned into his mouth, from the countertop hitting her back uncomfortably. His hands had moved from her face to her hips.
She shouldn’t have let him back her suitcase either. All he had packed for her was lingerie. That’s all she wore since day two there. She’d practically been his little doll the last three days, dressing her up and fucking her as he pleased then returning to the sweet boyfriend she met. Everything left her so confused as to what was going on.
Jeongin gripped the silky fabric of the flowy lingerie he had put her in, pressing her firmly against him. She could feel his hard-on against her stomach. He’d been fucking her like a dog in heat for four days now, she was sure he was trying to get her pregnant, a way to keep her tied to him.
Jeongin moved his hands up, pulling the fabric with him and spreading her legs open with his knee. Y/n groaned into his mouth while he moved one hand to the front of his sweatpants. Pulling his hard cock from the material and quickly pushing into her sensitive cunt. Y/n whined as she grabbed his arms, trying to ground herself a bit as he wrapped her legs around his waist and started thrusting up into her.
His lips detached from hers and attached to her neck. Biting and sucking on the skin as his free hand traveled to the back of her head. Holding her still. Y/n closed her eyes as a couple of tears slipped down her cheeks and bit her lip. Play along, play along, don’t make him mad, don’t make him mad.
“Love you so much,” Jeongin moaned into her neck and pulled back on her hair
“Love you too,” Y/n replied
“Gonna fill up this pretty pussy again,” he groaned, starting to roll her sensitive clit with his thumb.
“Innie,” Y/n moaned
“That’s right baby. Only Innie gets you off like this,” He smiled and Y/n could feel his teeth on her skin.
By the end of day two, Y/n had started mentally checking out and faking her moans. He knew what buttons to push for her orgasms but she still tried to fake it. But Jeongin caught on way too quickly. Fucking her the rest of the night, not letting her sleep. Even if she tried it ended with a hand on her neck or him slapping her to wake her up. She wouldn’t try that again. But she could fake her moans, she knew what she sounded like so it was easy to convince him she was still his.
His. It didn’t sound right anymore. Back when she was heartbroken over Seungmin, being called Jeongin’s was the best thing she could think of. Now, she wanted to go back in time and wished she walked away when he said hi at that club with Felix, Hyunjin, and Minho.
Felix. Hyunjin. They were still in a coma when she left. So was Chan. She hadn’t even gone to see them in the hospital because Jeongin didn’t want her to.
Minho had just stopped talking to her months ago when he realized she wasn’t going to listen to him. She wished she did.
She wondered where Seungmin was. Was he safe? Did Jeongin have something to do with him disappearing?
How was Jisung— whom she texted every day? Was he worried sick about her? Begging the others to go to the police? Getting on Changbin’s ass for not getting through to her
Changbin. She wished she listened to him. Wishing he was seeing through Jeongin the way he always had and was on his way to her.
A hard thrust threw her out of her thoughts. Her high washing over out of nowhere— she knew it was building but tried forgetting it. Jeongin wasn’t far behind her. Pushing himself deep into her as he filled her up again.
“That’s my girl,” he moaned into her neck.
“What happened to him?” Y/n asked, hoping to get an answer from him while he was still hazy from his orgasm
“Don’t worry baby. He’s locked away, can’t hurt you.” He kissed her cheek and pulled out of her, “Finish lunch then you can clean up.” Jeongin tucked himself back into his sweats. Y/n whipped the tears from her face and fixed her dress, already feeling his cum run down her legs. She finished making lunch and then went to the bathroom— the door open for him to keep an eye on her. Then sat down and ate with him.
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Seungmin stood in the kitchen clutching a recipe he'd found online like a lost puppy. There were so many cabinets, where was he supposed to start? He knew people called baking a science but this was ridiculous.
@matchaafterhours (so sorry about all the tag notifications XD)
He tried to call Lee Know, but since nor he or his other bandmates picked up an his other club members were no help as a last ditch effort went to YouTube to find a recipe that would be easy, but good enough to cheer Felix up.
@multi-stays go ham pookie >:) can’t wait to see how this perfectly fine idea will go. Surely he is a five star Michelin surely
With all his utensils thrown on the counter, Seungmin tapped on a 25-minute recipe for a single strawberry sheet cake. “This will be easy, then I can just decorate it,” he said gathering the listed ingredients. For once he thought things were going well. The instructions were clear and he took things slow. Only when he was halfway through making the batter did he realize-
- he was supposed to keep the dry ingredients and the wet separate. "Damnit," he sighed. Maybe it would be fine that everything was together already, and he'd just keep on mixing everything, with the mixer on low.
imma be so real, idk how people write fics with ai bc like, if you have an idea, you just write it down and then it evolves? Do you not play out the fic itself 20,000 times in your head before writing it? is your ai psychosis so bad you can't wipe your own ass with asking chat gbt the best way to do it?
THIS!! so real, my younger cousins cant write a simple paragraph w out using ai, i even offered to help but they didnt even want to try!! im kind of gettin worried atp :(. also i love your writing<3 lol
imma be so real, idk how people write fics with ai bc like, if you have an idea, you just write it down and then it evolves? Do you not play out the fic itself 20,000 times in your head before writing it? is your ai psychosis so bad you can't wipe your own ass with asking chat gbt the best way to do it?
