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Not sure what to do

As much as I want to keep this blog and come back to it, will things actually get better once I get back?

I could get better mentally but I'd still have problems with people and still the people who don't like me.

I can change myself so much yet people aren't going to give me another chance....

#kiwi speaks (ooc)#kiwi vents

Update on my mental health journey:

I started going back to my support group where I can meet people who are struggling. The first day back was good.

I'm glad I decided to come back.

Anyways, back to my break.

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If I'm going to be honest, with how my break has been going, I don't think I'll be keeping this blog, though I might end up changing my mind. A lot of things have happened that make it seem hard for me to get any sort of redemption from my mistakes and as much as I want to come back, it doesn't seem all too realistic.

Who knows, I might change my mind and perhaps things will get better on my break, but from what has happened, it doesn't seem all too possible to come back at make a good start again.

I'll have to see.

#kiwi speaks (ooc)#Back to my break.

While I'm on my break, does anyone want my discord to keep in contact with me?

#kiwi speaks (ooc)

So, I will be taking a long break from tumblr, not sure if I'll be back or not. Case in point: I'm not a good person. I'm not a good person because I'm toxic, manipulative and I can do things that can push people away and upset people. I want to work on myself and get better, even if that means staying away from this blog. If I need to though, I will delete this blog and stay away from tumblr for good so I can't cause more mistakes. I've been on tumblr for more than 7 years, and honestly, I don't think I've ever done well or made a good impact on this site. I'm honestly what people would consider "Calamity 2.0" due to my behavior.

I need to figure out a way to work on myself, even if that means going to the hospital. If people need me or want to talk to me, I'll be on discord. My name is thefallenangelhitori9.

I need to become a better person. one that people will accept and want around.

I hope I can fix myself.

I'm sorry to all those I pushed away or upset with my behavior.

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I Can't wait to get home...

theshunbun

Fox Tato about to sneak up 🧡🦊♡

Anyone have an opinion on this?

Its hard cause I want to isolate myself cause I feel like I've been bothering people...and when I try to step out of my comfort zone, I end up bothering someone or annoying someone so it's hard...

#kiwi speaks (ooc)#kiwi vents

By the way, if you want to contact me, ask for my discord.

I think I'm going to be logging off and attempt to take a break.

I will see about coming back once I have cured and cleansed my depression and negativity.

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thsbk you friend! I hope we can still do the Mio and Cissia rp!

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