sam

some teenager with a tumblr

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THE PEOPLE OF TIKTOK ARE COMING FOR THE AO3 KINKTOBER TRADITION!!

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My Frieren OC!

This is the only app i allow myself to be nerdy on.

[glacecakes]

OH THEY ARE EXES EXES

[cynicalundead]

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no way we got CANNON BILLFORD before GTA 6

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I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM ohh my baby i love him so much he’s my baby my love i love him FUCK HIM HES THE WORST PART OF MY LIFE I HATE- omg i love him

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sorry i cried to you abt wanting to kill myself over breaking a glass. it will totally happen again.

[mirroringshards-deactivated2026]

cute bpd things!!

paranoia

*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D

paranoia

mood depending on them

every text hurts or feels way too good

intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH

the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive

paranoia

fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3

"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"

becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention

never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back

cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME

oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself

"just leave. everyone does anyways"

5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever

*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?

dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had

paranoia

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a man with big brown eyes and brown hair shows up in your life when your too close to reaching nirvana 😔😔

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[felixisfruity]

the post directly under this

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i’ve decided to just start screaming, let me know when you hear me and maybe it’ll stop

eventually

[mongeese]

In the club reading poetryfoundation.com

[momijiiiii]

Also thinking about Louis and Armand’s dynamic if Armand is motivated by genuinely wanting to help louis (emphasis on the if) and how do we square that desire with the books being so high up and out of reach?

Louis used books to escape throughout his relationship with Lestat. He would read instead of dealing with what was wrong and he would read to ignore Lestat. Armand has clearly identified Louis’s access to books as something he needs to have control over. Whether it’s because he doesn’t want to be ignored or because he thinks Louis’s use of them to escape is be counterproductive, I don’t know

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Louis always forgetting small things, like when he set something down, when he put food on the stove, when he started running the sink or the shower.

Louis not thinking anything of it, until it happens more and more. Louis starting to question the pattern of events that got him here, into Armand’s pent house that he can’t leave, with books he can’t reach, and nature too many floors away.

Louis deciding to call David insisting he needs to tell his stories again, because the tapes don’t sound right, and nothing sounds right anymore.

Armand agreeing, and Louis doesn’t see the glint in his eye. The next morning Louis’s bath overflows and he still can’t find his book.

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why do love songs always say stuff like “I’m drowning in your eyes..” THATS SUPPOSE TO BE APPEALING? Bro. Omg just got shot looking at ur rib cage #romance

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self repost cause i’m always right

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i am overly emotionally attached to Evan Rosier and i dont know why. i dont know where it came from or even when, but i am not stopping any time soon.

give me accident baby, youngest of fours sons evan. give me bleached-blonde hair to stand out. give me 'never speaks unless spoken too'. give me evan coming back from each holiday more isolated than before. give me coping with cold and callous humour, not caring who he hurts because he doesn't understand that he is hurting them, because he was never allowed to be hurt. give me firewhiskey and packs of cigarettes he stole of the gryffindors hidden under his bed so he can drink and smoke the summer into oblivion. give me quite, but destructive rage. give me jealousy-turned-hatred when wolfstar and/or jegulus get to flaunt their relationships and he has nothing. give me violent tendencies hidden under the utmost courtesy. give me agression hidden under politeness. give me only acting careless and happy and funny when barty, pandora, dorcas and reg are around, and only them.

and after that? give me evan learning how to make people laugh and finding that he likes that far more than the alternative. give me soft kisses in the great hall, not caring who sees. give me barty and pandora helping evan dye his hair red, and blue, and light pink and purple and all of it. give me evan smiling genuinely for the first time, and lighting up the room. give me loud and obnoxious jokes and laughter. give me soft and intimate study-sessions in the library during OWLs and NEWTs. give me regulus and sirius learning how to love for themselves, and evan and barty following in their footsteps. give me evan finding a stray kitten, so young and tiny and left alone, the runt of the litter, and going 'not this time'. give me evan spending weeks picking out the most heartwarming and sentimental gifts he can find, every year, without fail, even when he was still barely talking. give me evan with a childish sense of humour and reading fantasy escapism books because he can.

[shewhomustbecalledking]

i have this hilarious idea for a modern au where Paul basically accepts Louis being gay but keeps trying to set him up with all the boring, nice boys from his church. imagine his shock and horror when Louis brings him the evil, blonde degenerate that is Lestat home to visit the family.

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“This is Ryan. He goes to church everyday, his family owns the farm just north of here and-“

“Actually Paul.. This is Lestat.”

“👹”

“😨Oh.”