My bones are smoldering And my knuckles are bloody. Forgive me. Forgive me.
āAloudā (20/365)

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My bones are smoldering And my knuckles are bloody. Forgive me. Forgive me.
āAloudā (20/365)
Ā Ā Ā Ā there are a multitude of things wrong with this entire situation. one being that he shouldnāt even be here in new york in the first place, thatās just asking for trouble. two being that heās a little concerned for the mental and physical safety of this boy. and three being that heās actively trying to start a conversation with someone that might turn around and bash his head in with a skateboard. āthatās a really shitty excuse.ā he doesnāt stop moving, but he doesnāt do anything crazy either, just moves around the in lazy circles, hoping that heāll get to dizzy to finish this conversation. what isnāt ailing me?Ā prokopenko isnāt even sure where to start, or if he should start. other than the outburst in london he, for the most part, keeps his feelings to himself because he never really has the place to speak on them. āso much, road block.ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā apparently everything he does is going to be classified as shitty. itās the first time in a long time that misaki feels like heās still in arizona. a shoulder lifts, noncommittal. he isnāt phased by it. watching the circles dizzies him a little but that might be due to the fact that he hasnāt slept much. must be a lot, he realizes from the expression that flits through black eyesā face before he says anything. probably shouldnāt have asked.Ā misaki isnāt exactly on to go around spilling his own secrets ; as it is, he makes a habit of avoiding asking people for theirs.Ā āsorry to hear it.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā did he want to fight? probably, but this boy was not the person that he wanted to be fighting. he doesnāt like to fight pretty people unless that person is kavinsky and even then he doesnāt like to fight him. but he does suppose that he probably did come across has wanting to fight. itās a force of habit these past few days. usually heās muchĀ nicer. thereās a bad day for everyone. regardless of whether or not he meant to fight, he still rolls his eyes at the gesture.Ā fuck that. prokopenko hops back on his skateboard, and takes off with enough momentum to make it up the wall, doesnāt do anything super impressive, just a flips his board as he comes up and then lands back down the hill, swerving around the bottom of the bowl. as he rounds the spot in front of the blond, he gives him a two finger salute, and a bit of a smirk.Ā āsouthern comfort, huh?ā
Ā Ā Ā he finishes out a lighter, finally remember the cigarette heād had in his hand before while he watches the whole ordeal ; he has to pat himself down for a couple seconds to find both. lighter in his right back, and cigarette behind his left ear. he speaks around the filter and through his teeth, while he takes the flame to the end.Ā āyeah - iād have thought of something more clever but iām sleepy.ā the last word comes with the exhale of smoke, and an edge as if he finds it amusing that heās so tired. deliriousness will set in soon, heās sure. or anĀ avocado. could go for one of them, too. though, now that heās actively thinking about it maybe some southern comfort would be nice.Ā ānot too bad on your mobile balance beam, monkeyā he offers a two fingered salute back, only half sarcastically.Ā āso what ails you so that it brings you to my home?ā
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Ā unlike any other day his temper is very short. something a kin to a growl comes from his throat as he pushes himself off the wall, examining his palms. ādonāt give a shit.ā if all he offers up to the first part - prokopenko has never really cared about doing things by the rules, for fucks sake he follows around a leader that finds joy in setting cars on fire. dropping in at the wrong place is nothing compared to the things that heās done. prokopenko wipes his hands on his pants as he turns around, stopping the skateboard from escaping by placing a foot on top.āoh yeah, what gave that one away?ā he asks, tilting his head to the side, an eyebrow raised in a very mocking way. regardless of whether or not he dropped in at the wrong place, it was still a shitty place to sit. but more so than that the park is nearly closed and yet, here this kid is. he canāt be all that bad.
Ā Ā this guyās giving him a headache. a hand lifts, trying to scrub away the pang of annoyance at his temple.Ā āwhy are you tryna fight me?ā his voice is more exhausted than anything else.Ā āiām sorry, southern comfort, but iām too tired to fight you. try again later.ā he pushes himself to his feet, kicking his skateboard up from the ground to examine the end of it like heās forgotten what it is. really his mind is just otherwise occupied. Ā i wish i had some carrot sticks. once bored with his examination, he drops the board back down and steps on, kicking off toward the far side of the bowl for maximum momentum. instead of doing anything impressive he just grabs the board from under himself and lands on his feet over the edge, turning and making himself comfortable sitting with his feet dangling into the bowl. he makes a gesture as if to say now iām out of your way.
Ā Ā Ā as soon as the wheels tip into the descending wall his eyes lock on the blond in the middle of the bowl and two things come to mind: one being that skov would like him, and the second he says out loud.Ā āshitty fuckinā place to sit.ā purposefully he waits until last minute to swerve his board away from colliding with the male. damn people in new york. he doesnāt make it back up the ascending hill, the last minute swerve killed most of the momentum he had, but he manages to just catch himself before falling on his face. Ā
Ā Ā amusement is probably not the proper response but an angel descends from over the edge of the bowl and misaki is too distracted by the southern drawl of his voice to focus on the fact that heās about to be run over. it doesnāt prevent his heart rate from rapidly increasing in anticipation for the impact though. his nerve endings sputter when it doesnāt come. the near miss elicits two thoughts: one being that he canāt tell if the feeling in wake of it is disappointment or relief, and the second being that he features on this southern gentā are aesthetically pleasing ;Ā liam would like him.Ā āshitty fuckinā place to break in,ā he offers, voice back lit by the previous amusement. he doesnāt seem particularly troubled by the whole thing. probably the lack of sleep,Ā he thinks, considering the fact that heās been off his meds for a couple days now. he watches the almostĀ fall with the same feeling of disappoint or relief, head canting curiously.Ā āyouāre new.ā
Ā Ā Ā everything is fucking shit. itās only been a short amount of time since heās been back in the states but it feels like itās been days hanging on this shit wagon. probably because it hasĀ been days. prokopenko drops his skateboard over the fence, before hopping over himself. the park is closed considerably early today, but that has never stopped him from showing up. heād rather be alone right now anyway. once heās over the fence his feet hit his skateboard and he takes off slowly toward the bowl.Ā
Ā Ā Ā confusion comes first. misakiās eyes flicker over to his skateboard, immobile by his side. sleep deprivation lags his thoughts. not my skateboard wheels? someone elseās skateboard wheels.Ā liamās not in new york this weekend. he turns his grey gaze toward the increasing noise, realizing too late that he is potentially directly in the path of where theyāre heading. i should move. he crosses his fingers instead, hopeful that his new company misses.
Ā about twenty hours have passed since he left the house. misakiās been at the skatepark for nineteen of them. he was asleep for six. currently, heās sat crossed legged in the middle of the empty bowl, leaning back on his hands to glance up at the sky with a cigarette tucked between two of his fingers. thereās a high possibility that heāll spend the rest of the night here, too. they should have never given him a key to the gate.