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careol.
she can see through this ANGRY FACADE he’s putting on. inside is STILL that man from the highway, the one who SAVED THEM. the one who CONTINUED to save her after that. she knows that he’s HURTING from all this stuff with rick and lori, feeling like an OUTCAST. but carol STILL BELIEVES IN HIM. ❝ you know you’re not alone, right? ❞
jaw clenches, face hard and intense but his hands are soft and gentle as he washes her hands. a scoff leaves his lips and head shakes a bit, ❝ well, you should tell that to everyone else. sure as hell doesn’t seem like it. ❞ eyes still avoid hers, and he’s silent for a bit before clearing his throat. ❝ but... thank you carol... means a lot to know someone is still on my side in all of this. ❞
shearise.
“ what happened ain’t your fault. ” hands press firm the cloth against his head, waiting for bleeding to slow. “ you didn’t know those walkers would be there. you did what you could. NEXT TIME, we’ll prepare better. ” one of her hands lets go , placing it’s self upon one of his, holding it there with a gentle squeeze. “ i think iggy, would do better hearin’ from you. he looks up 'ta you. ” she’s seen it, the way the teen awaits eagerly, jumping at chance to help. “ besides , you’re not gettin’ rid of me , not right now. ” that stubbornness, a gift from her FATHER. “ gonna sting a lil’ bit, but it’s the best we got. ” hand lifts, retrieving bottle of alcohol, letting it trickle down , being careful of his eye.
“ i’ll go with you next time, shawn will be alright here with Bea, i trust her. and you could use a second set of eyes out there. ” it was her way of managing the FEARS that had placed themselves, that he wouldn’t come back , and this had been close enough of a call. “ i used 'ta do a lot of the supply runs, after the farm. i know what i’m doin’, and we’re lookin’ low on things around here. ” it wasn’t a question, or seeking of his approval. she had already made her mind, and there was NO changing it.
he scoffs a little at her words, furrowing his brows at the whole ‘lookin up to him’ thing. instantly he regrets it as the pain stings, causing him to wince a little bit in pain. ❝ he looks up to me? well that’s a mistake. ❞ as her hand lifts from his, he raises his to rest on her hip, calloused fingers gentle as he spreads his legs a little wider giving her more room to work on his face. ❝ i ain’t a good role model, should be looking up to almost anyone else, but not me.... ❞ but he knows better than to push, so he doesn’t.
she’s right--- the alcohol does sting, burning away any sort of infection that could be festering, and he pulls back some shutting his eyes with a soft groan. ❝ that ain’t necessary maggie--- i got elton and trevor, they’re good men... I don’t.... we’re not gonna put you at risk. ❞ and even though he knows her stubbornness knows no bounds, he stands his ground. ❝ yer gonna stay here and run this place, it’s what you’re good at. ain’t nothing gonna change my mind on that. you got it? we’ll be fine. ❞
› @shearise : ❝ don’t do anything stupid. ❞
𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚃𝙾𝚁𝚃𝚂 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙵𝚄𝙻𝙻𝚈, a single brow raising as he looks over at her, still blindly shoving supplies into his pack. ❝ me? doing something stupid? unheard of. you on the other hand..... well that’s another story. ❞ playful tone continues, shooting her a wink before finally directing his attention back to the bag. ❝ i’ll be fine, maggie--- promise... just you make sure you hold down the fort while i’m gone alright? don’t throw any ragers without me. might get upset if you do. ❞
› @shearise : patch . help my muse patch up a wound .
𝙷𝙴 𝙲𝙰𝙽'𝚃 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝙽 𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙺 𝙰𝚃 𝙷𝙴𝚁, face hung low as she works gently, cleaning the wound above his eyebrow. it wasn’t too bad, really, and he had insisted that too. it was just a scratch, a rouge piece of rebar had jumped out to scratch him while he was defending some of his people on a supply run, he was more worried about them surviving than himself. ❝ ye ain’t got to do this, y’know? jus’ a little scratch is all. ❞ words are soft but accent is still thick, just like it was the day they’d first met all that time ago on the farm. ❝ i’ll be fine, maggie--- if ya wanna help go check on iggy, the boy was pretty shaken up by that thing. ❞ finally brown eyes look up, making eye contact with her. ❝ please... just go, i’m fine, i promise. ❞
› @worldfathered : ❝ i don’t need a goddamn babysitter, i’m fine. ❞
𝙷𝙴 𝙲𝙰𝙽'𝚃 𝙷𝙴𝙻𝙿 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙶𝚁𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙼𝚂 𝙾𝙽 𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴, the butt of his shotgun pressed into his shoulder as he walks behind the other, an audible scoff falling from his lips. ❝ who said I was baby sittin'? ❞ a brow cocks, but eyes still don't move from the trees, watching their surroundings and listening the best he could. ❝ just tryin' to watch your ass, keep you safe kid. ain't tryin' to step on toes, now be quiet, i can't hear if anything is comin' if yer runnin' your mouth. ❞
𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝚁𝙴 𝚃𝙾𝙾 𝙵𝙰𝚁 𝙶𝙾𝙽𝙴. / 𝙰𝚁𝙲 𝟶𝟶𝟷: 𝙼𝙰𝙸𝙽 𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴.
shane was their leader. he took care of his people and did what he thought was best for them, and yeah, maybe it wasn’t always the softest or most polite route but if Shane knew anything it was in this shit-hole world they lived in now, soft and polite was the last thing you wanted to be. He focused on keeping them alive, he kept them fed, kept them safe, protected them like they were his own, but it wasn’t enough. Shane found himself overthrown by a dead man walking: Rick Grimes, the man he and Lori, Rick’s wife and Shane’s lover, left for dead. Before, he was Shane’s best friend, but as truths come to light the tension grows. Finally, it’s too much for Shane and he breaks, falling deeper and deeper into insanity. With the desire of not doing something he would regret in the long run, he makes and elaborate plan. intentions are good as he releases a fugitive they’ve been holding captive and draws Rick into the woods. There he tells him his plan: release the fugitive, pretend he killed him and go off on his own. Shane was sure it was better this way. Giving Rick his silver ‘22′ necklace, he returns to the camp stealthily, gathering what little supplies the camp can spare and starts off into the woods.
𝙼𝙰𝙸𝙽 𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴 𝚂𝚄𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙲𝚂:
these are subarcs of my main verse, putting shane in some of the major settlements and areas of the show/comics, if you have any questions please feel free to ask!
COMING TO ALEXANDRIA. he’s nearly dead–– barely able to move as he comes upon the gates of a community. shane was surprised they didn’t mistake him for a walker, he was almost 100% certain he looked like one, but the gates open and he’s brought in. at first no one recognizes him– he doesn’t recognize them either. until he sees the one and only rick grimes. they take him in and take care of him nursing him back to health.
STUMBLING UPON HILLTOP. it’s late when he finds the place, a gated community that looks nice enough–– he doesn’t plan on staying just wants some food and a place to sleep for the night, but it doesn’t end up that way. he’s brought in given food and decides he should stick around. his chances of survival are better that way.
THE SAVIORS SAVE. shane walsh has been on his own for maybe a month, and man he had some conflicting feelings. he missed his family, he missed the safety that the farm had, but man he was happy to be on his own and not worry about taking care of others…it was easier this way…. well it was. he’s found himself in an abandoned mall surrounded by walkers and he thinks he’s for sure dead. until the gun shots ring out and he’s being drug out of the mall by a group of people, taken back to their camp and meeting their leader… negan. he likes shane well enough that he’s aloud to stick around, becoming a savior himself.
WELCOME TO A NEW HOPE. upon finding an old abandoned community college campus that is gated, shane accidentally begins his own settlement. it wasn’t something he planned to do but he continued to find people in need and would offer them a place to stay. soon he has a ragtag bunch and they are well off in the settlement named new hope.
shane walsh has no memory of his parents, he was raised by his grandmother and grandfather on a farm in georgia. his father, anthony carmichale, was a seventeen year old musician, who had come to atlanta with his band to preform some shows. elizabeth walsh, his mother was at one of those shows and fell in love. she was sixteen at the time. she became smitten with him to the point of obsession almost and the two fell into a sex, drugs, and rock and roll filled relationship, eventually leading to elizabeth dropping out of school to follow anthony to nashville tennessee where he continued to pursue his career in music. a year into their relationship, elizabeth became pregnant. when she told anthony, he left without a word heading to la, a woman and child would ruin his image. this devastated elizabeth and the only reasons she kept shane was she couldn’t afford an abortion. she got a job as a waitress, worked through her pregnancy and until shane was one year old. then she had saved up enough money for a bus ticket to atlanta and then one to la. she left her son on the steps of her parents house, crying for his mother with a letter in his bag as she rung the doorbell and ran. she took the bus to la and neither shane or his grandparents heard from her again.
shane’s grandparents, charles and robin walsh, were the only parental figures shane ever knew. charles was a retired mechanic turned farm owner, a drunkard and a nasty man. robin was a retired school teacher and a sweetheart who had been put through too much by her husband. both missed their daughter very much and blamed shane’s father for her leaving them and ruining her own life. robin was good about keeping her anger and sadness hidden, trying her best to focus on raising shane differently so he wouldn’t make the same mistakes as elizabeth, but charles wasn’t so great at doing this. charles walsh abused shane. he refused to call him by his name, calling him a monster more times than not, and constantly belittled and degraded him, forced him into labor that was too much for a child around the farm and rarely let him leave the farm. if it wasn’t for robin, shane wouldn’t have even went to school ( and later on do more things like join the football team or go hang out with rick ). hell if it wasn’t for robin shane wouldn’t have even lived with them. charles blamed anthony for his daughter leaving and because shane was a spawn of anthony ( he looked more like his father than mother and that only made it worse. ) he got the worse end of the deal. as shane grew older he was around less and less but the abuse continued. it only stopped when charles died of a heart attack shane’s sophmore year of high school, but the damage was already done.
𝙼𝙸𝚂𝙴𝚁𝚈𝙱𝙻𝙴𝙳: 𝙰 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶 𝙾𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚅𝙸𝙴𝚆. hello and welcome to my blog! my name is catie, i'm 22+, from the US and in the central time zone! this is a heavily canon divergent shane walsh of amc's the walking dead. headcanon and show based, but i do have knowledge of the comics! all of my blogs are currently very low activity but seeing as how writing is my favorite hobby i will be here as much as I can be. 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶 𝙸𝚂 𝚄𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁 𝙴𝚇𝚃𝚁𝙴𝙼𝙴 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚅𝚈 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚂𝚃𝚁𝚄𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽, and while i do have a carrd, it is outdated. it will be updated as soon as possible. my inbox and ims are always open, and my discord is available upon request to mutuals. if you have any questions at all, do not hesitate to message me on any of the previously stated platforms. and lastly, 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙺 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝙵𝙾𝙻𝙻𝙾𝚆𝙸𝙽𝙶!