Down w. my Demons. how bout you?

I'm not sick but I'm not well..

[thepersonalquotes]

[swim-deep-poems]

We want to want to live

[astrodickology]

When i asked to be fucked i did not mean by life

[strawberry-sunrise67]

The Color Red

I’m sitting on a mattress on the floor

A belt tight around my arm

He puts the needle in my arm

Then again

And again

And again

Missing my veins

Each poke a little sharp

And hurts a little more than the one before

He is cussing under his breath in frustration

Both of us impatient to finally see that red

I consider saying a prayer to the universe

Begging for him to hit one

Stab, stab, stab again

I’m staring at the plunger

When it suddenly goes red

Red!

It’s red!!!

I feel a rush of relief

knowing it’s about to happen

And a deep eagerness for what’s to come

I hold still as he pushes the chemicals in

And I let go of the belt quick

I start counting down and intentionally remind myself to breathe

..deep breath..

Boom

Rush

Explosion

I feel…

Incredible

I’m hit with this taste in my mouth

And my chest feels a little too warm

I lean back, close my eyes, and start to moan

Thank you

Thank you

[thresholdofpain]

[thresholdofpain]

[anxietyproblem]

[hellish-daddy]

““… and we are in bed together laughing and we don’t care about anything.””

—

Charles Bukowski

(me)

[thresholdofpain]

[cumm-princesss]

[emmaherttps]

I need a pacifier (daddy’s cock)

[ancientadam1]

looks red, tastes blue, mayday parade

[miseryl0vesc0mpany]

[especially]

[miseryl0vesc0mpany]

Roses are red. Violets My face is blue. Why did you hide the narcan you fucking fuck. Date night sucks

And I still fucking hate you❤️

[peanutpalace-deactivated2023011]

Maybe I'll treat myself to some substance abuse in response to these slight inconveniences

[thecoloroflife]

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