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[mishkaevans]

Never ask me for directions because I can’t tell you to save my life.

[mishkaevans]

i didn’t feel like getting into the ooc blog so I’m just gonna post it here. I worked 4 to 12 yesterday and now I got to do it again in a few hours. My best friend is trying to get me fired and I have to work with her today. I just need this day to get over fast so I can be off til Thursday. Please.

[mishkaevans]

I’ve Got You || Mishka & Alexi.

[alexeibarkov]

Alexi curled up a little on his side, trying to focus on his breathing in and out and the major sense of doubt that was looming over him. He tried to focus on what Mishka was saying, rather than what was going on in his own mind. He offered a tiny smile when the other looked over at him. It was easy to just listen and to take everything in, to curl up on the stage and pretend that he’d had trouble breathing just moments earlier. “I have panic attacks, mostly on my own though” Alexi admitted, “If you ever need help let me know” He was speaking so quietly he wondered if the blond could even hear him. “Maybe I’m just a dreamer, but I want to really know whoever is my boyfriend, to have spent time with them, know little things about them. The problem is, I also want them to know about me, which is harder. I can’t talk about myself, I’m pretty sure the only person who might be able to say they really know me is my therapist” The boy with the dark curls was still murmuring, looking up at Mishka with a half smile. 

[mishkaevans]

Mishka moved slightly before looking at Alexi, he didn’t mean to make him start to have a panic attack. He frowned as he pulled him close to him and wrapped his arm tightly around him. “We need to get you to feeling better first.” He said slightly before moving his arm slightly as he moved Alexi’s hair slightly. “It’s not a bad thing to want. It’s a way of guarding your heart and the other person.” He knew that feeling well, on wanting to see if the person could actually handle seeing the person that would be getting. “Maybe you’ll let me come with you, so I can know more about you and be you second therapist.” He pressed his lips against his forehead before looking at him. “I’m not going anywhere, whatever is apart of you isn’t going to scare me away. I’m more screwed up than you are.” He admitted before taking a deep breath.

[hotdamn5sos]

[declankaihayes]

Mishka? That’s an interesting name. You can call me Declan. 

[mishkaevans]

It really is, there’s a dog on youtube name Mishka, people think I got named after the dog that can say I love you. It’s very nice to meet you Declan.

[smileyjulian]

Which two do you think are hot?

[mishkaevans]

Zayn and Jude.

[gabrielanthoniebrewster]

Well here’s the thing love. I wasn’t exactly planning on working you or anyone up if I’m being honest. And why do you think my boyfriend, would beat you up? I’m curious how you know if I have one or not. 

[mishkaevans]

I hope you didn’t, because they would be very bad on both our parts. I’m sorry I’m making a very bad first impression. Because guys here get very protected over those they like. If you’re telling me that you don’t have one, I’m seriously going to slap every single guy here, including myself because hell sex on a stick who goes by the name of Gabe.

[declankaihayes]

Sure thing love I wouldn’t mind at all. 

[mishkaevans]

Sweet, I’m Mishka by the way.

[lxstbvys]

W-Why is it bad?

[mishkaevans]

Just a little.

[lessthanmacyalexis]

I’m looking forward to spending all day at the beach. Get my bean some sun.

[mishkaevans]

I’m looking forward to going home and sleeping in my own bed.

[smileyjulian]

Like all of them.

[mishkaevans]

There’s like two hot ones, the rest aren’t really that good looking.

[riley--hart--fae]

[mishkaevans]

[sweetlittlecaitlyn-blog]

Oh, I think it’s so wonderful! Part of my daily routine.

[mishkaevans]

I need to do Yoga, maybe I’ll feel relax.

[mikexwarren-blog]

why would i kill someone? 

[mishkaevans]

You could lose the bat and it crack someone in the head.

[mishkaevans]

I’ve Got You || Mishka & Alexi.

[alexeibarkov]

The question startled him, that was an understatement. He certainly hadn’t been expecting Mishka to ask him something like that. It made him pause slightly, his heart racing and his brain panicking slightly. “О, гм, я действительно не знаю, что сказать. Я бы не сделать хороший парнем. И мы только встретились. И я не знаю, если я действительно готов быть ничьим парнем. Хотя я как быть вокруг вас, я просто не знаю …” He responded, rambling at high speed as some of his panic took over. His anxiety was at a high level, and he didn’t immediately realize that he’d failed to respond in English and had instead mistakenly responded in Russian. It took him a few more moments to actually collect himself enough to respond again, carefully making sure that he was speaking in English. 

“I…I don’t know if I’m ready for something like that. Perhaps I am a romantic, but I’d like to know about someone, and for someone to know more about me before they are my boyfriend. Sexual chemistry is one thing, it is a very good thing, but it is not everything. I’ve had chemistry with drunken guys at parties, that’s how I got through high school, but for me a relationship is more about getting to know someone, deciding you really care about them, that you can accept the things about them. I am very hesitant to use the term boyfriend” Alexi spoke softly, his accent thick as he was thinking too hard about what he wanted to say. 

[mishkaevans]

Miskha nodded his head, at first he was confused as shit when he was speaking Russian and he didn’t understand a word of it. He could barley understand his own self when his accent happened since he was Aussie, hell he had trouble with Aussie accents at times. “It’s okay.” He finally got the words out before looking at Alexi. “It’s one of those questions that shouldn’t have been asked when you don’t know much about me, even I knew that.” He admitted before laying down beside him. “I like the sing.” He couldn’t help but laugh a little before looking over at Alexi. “My parents think I’m here to get a better job in America, if they knew I liked both sexes, they would send me to a Christian college to get the gay part of me prayed out.” He chewed on his lip before taking a deep breath. “I was sixteen when I found out that I like guys, my best friend was my first kiss and we stopped talking after I kissed him.” He took a deep breath before looking up at the ceiling. “I pay for my college classes, just so my parents don’t out that I’m at a college that supports same sex couples. When I get nervous, I can’t talk and I have this fear of having a panic attack in front of people because I can’t breath and I start to cry.”

[lxstbvys]

I went to starbucks, and like usual I ordered some caramel thingy, but this guy asked me if my muffin has been buttered, but I didn’t have a muffin?

[mishkaevans]

Oh my jesus, I can’t believe that dude asked that. He asked you a very naughty question.