Random thoughts :)

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[miss-a-desi]

I'm drowning in a sea of people, yet I've never felt so alone.

Maybe that's who I've become.

Everyone thinks they know me, but no one truly does.

[miss-a-desi]

Hear You Me - Jimmy Eat World

The song that got me through high school is now the song that's helping me get through university.

🤍 If you know, you know.

[miss-a-desi]

Urdu poetry, iv written

Gila

Kis kis se gila karu

Kis kis se shikayat karu

Aankhon mein bebasi jaag uthi hai

Par khair...kya karu

Yehi toh zindagi hai,

Hai nah?

Par kyu ek khyal baar baar aata hai,

Mein sochti hoon, mein ab kya karungi

Ek gila reh gaya

khud se ya parayon se

Ye sirf mere khuda hi jaanta hai

[miss-a-desi]

What is Love?

What is love?

Is it freedom?

Or is it simply helplessness we've all spent generations romanticising?

[miss-a-desi]

The starting point.

Outsiders think my life is perfect.

Why you ask?

Unfortunately, I come across as confident, although I'm constantly on my own.

I have one best friend, who doesn't know the whole me.

For Reasons below -

I have a lot of secrets and its easier to keep people at an arms length, It just means I have utmost certainty on not getting hurt.

WELCOME, to the complicated life of a 21 year old Pakistani girl.