This is Me

26 | Trans | θ∆ |It/Its | HRT 27/4/23 | Call me a good girl, I double dare you || I use this as a combination reddit/twitter alternative and as a public journal || If you don't like it, fight me

[miss-lunelle]

Back on this bullshit

Heyyo, I'm Ryanne, or Lunelle, updating this since it's been a while. Some things to know about me -

I'm transing my gender. If that's a problem, fuck off and die. Painfully. Preferably with a cactus up the ass.

Pronouns are It/Its unless I give explicit permission otherwise. I won't.

Been on HRT since 27-April-2023. The first day of the rest of my life.

Very fucking lesbian. If I like you, you're a girl, and I'll make sure you know it by the time I'm done with you.

I post funny and horny with fairly equal frequency, and I don't tag anything except for my journals.

My journals are tagged #journal and are public for the world to see. If you wanna know me better, start there. If they help even one person, it's worth having them out there.

I follow my own brand of paganism that I joke was designed from the ground up to piss everybody off. The easiest way to describe it is introspection-fueled autotheism. My beliefs are my own, I'm not interested in converting anyone, but feel free to ask.

Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

[yoursoftdombf]

[adoring-whore]

I love getting high and being hot

[beardedbaritone]

I really want to fall in love and be with that person until the end of time.

[sleepytrancysub]

reblog to chip away at prev's free will ^-^

[sleepytrancysub]

reblog to chip away at prev's free will ^-^

[sleepytrancysub]

reblog to chip away at prev's free will ^-^

[sleepytrancysub]

reblog to chip away at prev's free will ^-^

[sleepytrancysub]

reblog to chip away at prev's free will ^-^

[sleepytrancysub]

reblog to chip away at prev's free will ^-^

[sleepytrancysub]

reblog to chip away at prev's free will ^-^

[sleepytrancysub]

reblog to chip away at prev's free will ^-^

[sleepytrancysub]

reblog to chip away at prev's free will ^-^

[miss-lunelle]

Do you? Do you really know how much I love you? I love you I love you I love you I love you like the rain, like the wind, like the sun, Like the ocean loves the moon to reach out to it at every tide. I love you like the sunset loves the horizon, returning each day age after age, each knowing that they belong together. I love you even when things are slow, when we need distance or rest or limited contact. I love you even when things are painful, when every mile between us feels like a thorn in my chest. I love you even when it's hard to love you or me, when we feel like the world is going crazy, or we are; when the obsessions and the spirals make us lash out or withdraw. Even when loving feels impossible, When the fear of saying- doing- being something wrong makes even my shadow an existential threat in my mind. even then, i love you I love you I love you I love you I love you, and i will always find my way home to hold you in my arms.

[nursery-deactivated20160926]

heres something for you to think about

me

[jerreeeeeee]

the best analogy imo for ocd is mosquito bite. its so itchy its driving you crazy and you know scratching it will make it itch so much worse later but you need it to stop right now and scratching it feels so good and even when you dont want to scratch it and you feel like you could handle the itch you cant even stop your hand from scratching the second you stop focusing on not scratching. except ☝️ what if it was inside your brain and instead of an itch it was terrifying overwhelming distress

[dumbdoegirl]

i hate how repulsive my body feels. why won’t anyone just fuck me like a woman? i don’t want to have to ask for you to grope me. i don’t want to feel like i have to perform some fucking role for you to see me. i don’t know how many more times i can communicate that i *need* to be touched with a hunger. i need to feel like you want me. i need to feel like you find my body beautiful. because it is. i’m a beautiful lady and i deserve to be treated as such. so fucking touch me. i’m so fucking touchable.