I will be thin again.

they/them 22. Height- 63in. Waist- 27in.

[poison-barbzz]

You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed

[m1ssw0r1d44]

Eating is simply something you do to survive. It doesn't have to be exciting. It's not a hobby. It's a chore.

[spycarb]

Couldn’t be me haha...

[strvncowgirl]

craving food but i am also craving to be severely underweight sooooo..

[s1lly-l1ttl3-4n4]

dear restaurants who don’t put calories on their menus, even the ones online, and no matter how much you search, you can’t track down cals-

fuck you. fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. how fucking hard is it???

[kiwibombom]

i only feel beautiful when im empty

[1justw4nnab3sk1nny]

reason number #8023857382 to be skinny :

so that i can drive my cute little na mx-5 around without being embarassed to get out, feel like i’m weighing the car down and to take pictures without looking at them and the car looking skinnier than me😁

[strvncowgirl]

“fuck you my child is completely fine”

your child is wrapping their hand around their arm repeatedly

[ghostdeere]

Was feeling hungry then I saw how my stomach looks sitting down 🙃

[stripedmoth]

It feels so embarrasing to have an ed but not being skinny

[skinnyqueenxo]

hunger is just a feeling. food won’t fix your problems. you’re not truly ⭐️ving until all of the weight on your body is depleted. you are not th!n enough. you can do better.

[theth1njester]

Its just the same word printed on every page what the hell

[stripedmoth]

✨️I will not eat✨️

✨️I will be hungry✨️

✨️I will get skinny✨️

✨️I will not eat✨️

[thereisnothinghereagain]

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

[r0ttoncandydreamz-deactivated20]

This is very true. Even as a fat EDed person, no one cares unless you're thin.

[ghostdeere]

found on reddit dm to remove

[ghostdeere]

found on tiktok dm to remove

[rottenporcelain]

you aren’t starving.

starving is when ur body no longer has fat to feed off of, so your body eats away at your heart & organs.

u have enough fat to feed you for months. u are not starving.