You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed

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@missbeingthin
You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed
Eating is simply something you do to survive. It doesn't have to be exciting. It's not a hobby. It's a chore.
Couldn’t be me haha...
craving food but i am also craving to be severely underweight sooooo..
dear restaurants who don’t put calories on their menus, even the ones online, and no matter how much you search, you can’t track down cals-
fuck you. fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. how fucking hard is it???
i only feel beautiful when im empty
reason number #8023857382 to be skinny :
so that i can drive my cute little na mx-5 around without being embarassed to get out, feel like i’m weighing the car down and to take pictures without looking at them and the car looking skinnier than me😁
“fuck you my child is completely fine”
your child is wrapping their hand around their arm repeatedly
Was feeling hungry then I saw how my stomach looks sitting down 🙃
It feels so embarrasing to have an ed but not being skinny
hunger is just a feeling. food won’t fix your problems. you’re not truly ⭐️ving until all of the weight on your body is depleted. you are not th!n enough. you can do better.
Its just the same word printed on every page what the hell
✨️I will not eat✨️
✨️I will be hungry✨️
✨️I will get skinny✨️
✨️I will not eat✨️
Where are all my adult anas?
It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.
I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me
I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me
I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift
I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.
I am invisible
Except from myself.
I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.
Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.
How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.
This is very true. Even as a fat EDed person, no one cares unless you're thin.
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you aren’t starving.
starving is when ur body no longer has fat to feed off of, so your body eats away at your heart & organs.
u have enough fat to feed you for months. u are not starving.