Kaladin raised an eyebrow at her scrutinizing gaze. He understood how strange it must seem to her, a person who was not native to Roshar, let alone Alethkar, considering how strange it was even to people who were born and raised with the customs that shaped this country. But, even so, he had never been looked at like that before. Like he was some curiosity she was attempting to analyze.
“Don’t worry,” He met her smile with a steady look and the slightest upwards twitch of his lips. “I wish people would ask more questions in general. How do you expect to understand something if you never question it? People who blindly accept everything they’re faced with can never hope to have any control over their own lives. For example, most of the Alethi army probably doesn’t even know why they’re fighting. They were told the reason their country went to war, but I doubt they fully understand why they’re fighting, personally.”
He hoisted his bag higher as the strap rubbed uncomfortably against the scars on his shoulder, even through the fabric of his uniform. Every single bridge run would stay with him for life, even as ‘Captain’, and not just in regards to the scarring. With a sigh, he pushed his bangs out of his eyes, revealing a glimpse of the brand on his forehead as he glanced about, eyes sweeping the area for something remotely close to a clothing shop. He considered her words for a moment, humming thoughtfully before speaking again. He didn’t have to answer her, but he was going to. There was little harm in telling her something, after all. At least as far as he could perceive.
“I’m not insulted. Unusual is an understatement. It’s practically unheard of and trust me, it wouldn’t make any damned sense to me either if I hadn’t lived it.” He breathed a low chuckle past his lips and shook his head, glancing over his shoulder as Syl grasped onto a lock of his hair to keep up with him. A tiny smile formed on her tiny face as she waved. He smiled slightly in return, hoping not to appear completely insane in Marasi’s eyes by speaking to someone she couldn’t see.
“I used to serve in another brightlord’s army a long time ago. Or, at least, what feels like a long time ago. Then, something happened during one of the battles and I managed to earn myself a shardblade. I refused it and Brightlord Amaram made me a slave and sold me off. I wound up in one of the warcamps here and was made a bridgeman. When I first came here, the men who carried the bridges all knew that they were going to die. We weren’t allowed to carry shields or wear armor and every run we went on killed the majority of us. By that point, I had pretty much given up, but I got a lot of help from a…friend of mine and decided to keep as many people from dying as possible. A lot happened between then and now, but the main reason that I got from where I was to where I am is because I decided, against my better judgement, to rescue the Kholin family after they were betrayed. I may not like lighteyes, but it was the right thing to do and I needed to do it.” He shrugged, stuffing his hands into his pockets as they approached a cluster of shops that seemed to be for textiles and clothing, judging by what he could see of their wares. Surely they’d have something she could use.
“Of course, there’s the whole surgebinding thing, but you’re going to have to ask someone smarter than me if you want specifics on that…Apparently, I was doing it long before I even realized I was doing it.” He nodded in the direction of the shops. “They might have something in here.”