Lost in the Echo
That feeling you get when someoneâs cutting your heart into minute pieces...continuously itâs going on. The wound has no medicine and you realize its killing you inside. The moment when someone pricks out the biggest balloon of your biggest dream that you had been cherishing  since childhood within a blink! HOw would you feel? HOw would you feel if every moment of your life, keeps reminding you of that wound, that pain which you want to get past? YOu forget to hope, dream and the thought of future frightens you. YOu are left alone in the corner with a sack of unanswered popped up questions. You are stuck in a hole. YOu want to stand up and get out of it but..itâs so dark and the light is so faaar! YOuâre lost in the deepest hole with darkness all around. Slowly youâre doubting your existence in this world. YOuâre there but nobodyâs noticing you. No one looks back to help you. Nobody has time to spare on you. And YOu feel so worthless. LOst in the reverie...that one race you ran so fast & tried so hard , yet ended up being lost. Itâs hard ...really hard to get up from that hole of darkness,fear & failure. It keeps sucking you hard inside.You are getting lost in the echo. You console yourself with answers you used to believe to keep yourself going. But the next moment when your beliefs get crushed under the feet of fate, you fall deeper and harder. Life feels so tasteless now. Standing at the verge of patience , you are looking high up asking for help. YOu seek to free you from this test. YOu want to give up! But the thought of after life frightens you too. Have you ever felt that helpless? When youâre broken and bleeding, yet no one can see it. YOu spend your night letting the stream of tears flow down your cheek and screaming out your heart discreet. YOu know someoneâs high up in there, who can see you, feel you; yet you cannot contact HIM. YOu see the void filling up the space between you & HIM ....let you not reach HIM.
âHey can you hear me?? DO you have answers to my questions? Can you help me get out of here? Can you?? Can you ice my heart thatâs burning in the fire of pain? What wrong did I do to deserve this?â
But you never know if He has heard you. You never know if HE would answer. YOu never know when youâre gonna get some response from HIM. Or will yOu ever?