my thoughts STILL deharmonize!!

𝘬𝘦𝘪 𝘮𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯

[missdisorder]

Good Evening, Miss Kei // こんばんは、ケイさま

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[missdisorder]

end my life

i deserve nothing but destruction

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i love stalking her tumblr and getting ideas for things i should say to her next.. okay miss ____

[missdisorder]

i feel like i got stabbed

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this is slowly killing me

i got like 20 minutes of sleep last night

[missdisorder]

i changed my mind

i was gonna cvt again

i got everything ready but i kept finding reasons to stall

maybe i don't wanna cvt myself anymore and maybe i wanna get better

maybe

[missdisorder]

you're getting tired of me, aren't you

you're getting tired of me, aren't you

you're getting tired of me, aren't you

you're getting tired of me, aren't you

you're getting tired of me, aren't you

[missdisorder]

yes... yes... relapse for no reason.. no reason at all other than the fact that you miss it.. yes..

[missdisorder]

ask, or don't ask, and you shall, or shall not receive

[missdisorder]

confession: i wear arm warmers all the time because i want a zettai ryoiki and i get really fucking jealous any time i see one

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she went to sleep for so long i genuinely thought she died and i cried about it

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talktometalktometalktomerespondpleasepleasetalktome

[missdisorder]

how to tell someone i feel bad for what i did and would like to make it up to them without saying that i want to cvt myself because i feel like they're angry at me even though i do really want to cvt myself

google search

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i hate gender envy so fucking much

i want to d1e so bad right now

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i dont want things to just get worse

so i'll just listen for now

[missdisorder]

there are things i need to just stop

[missdisorder]

i cry because there's nothing i can do to help

and i feel jealous because there's nothing i can do to help

i worry about you

and i want you to be okay

and im selfish