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You were so much more to me than a pretty girl with a pretty voice. You were my friend. I trusted to tell you everything and to show you every vulnerable part of my life. It seems like you’re trying to move on now. It’s so open and clear for everyone to see. I was hoping you’d run back to me again. I hope you find everything you’re looking for. I’ll leave you alone and move on so you can focus on yourself and your goals. I’m always here to be someone you can talk to when you need it, like you were for me.

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i have so many things to say to you but i simply can’t. being in the same room as you last night for the first time in over a year was painful, i just wanted you to look at me the way i look at you, and i just wanted to talk. i don’t understand why you came back into my life if all you were going to do is ignore me and not acknowledge me and what has happened between us..i miss you everyday, i miss you when i walk myself to bed, i miss you when i wake up, it’s actually awful, so can you please take all 10 of your fingers out of my brain folds and let me go?

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I just found our photos from the parade. I was looking at you and the glimmer in my eyes is my forever proof that what I feel for you is real.

I hope you somehow deal. I do. ❤️‍🩹

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for some reason i can’t post this one normally :/

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im not the type of person who needs to be held , but it’d be nice if you did. i couldn’t believe you loved me, i let myself become vulnerable and i tried hard to let you know me. you kept pushing me away then pulling me in again. it’s stressful, y’know? i tried, i really did. you’re the first and last girl i’d ever do that for again. i know it’s my fault, that I’m the one who let you go; but don’t you know that i had to? i laid my soul bare for you and you could hardly speak to me. then you wrote a paragraph on my birthday about loving me. you told me you love with your whole heart. why do you contradict your words with your actions? i was terrified of it, of being seen. and you told me you loved me anyways. and i loved you too. but you just kept shutting me out, and i ran. i know thats my fault, maybe i didnt have to. but it felt like i had to. i told myself you deserved better. i didn’t tell you that. i told you i couldn’t handle my own identity and i needed to focus on external things. which was true. though what i didn’t tell you is that as much as i admired how you loved your friends, i hated that you couldn’t you love me like you did them. you had control over everything i feared and you used it, i’m not sure if you knew that. were you scared too? i don’t regret you, i don’t want you to understand me anymore, i don’t wish to go back. i just wish you knew that despite everything i always think of you softly

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in another life we’re been best friend for seven years and we’re gonna live together someday and spend our lives together

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i found out you’re a covert narcissist so that explains why you could only ever see yourself in every situation even the ones that had nothing to do with you (and never take accountability), i miss my life before i met you nd im excited to get back to it, i wish you the best in your misery because thank God you know your ways 💋💋

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do you have things you wanna say to them but instead you leave them be? send them to this blog <3 anon or not; get it off your chest <3

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i hope it was all worth it for you.

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we weren’t nothing to me!!!!

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i miss you everyday

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have things you wanna say to them but instead you leave them be? send them to this blog <3 anon or not; get it off your chest <3