“Oh yeah. He pierced the palms of his space-suit and flew around like Iron Man. Literally said my name and everything. I’m inspiring a new generation of fictional scientists.” There was, of course, the scientists who were a little truer to life at the same time. Tony still remembered with fondness the little boys and girls who would come running up to him at conventions, asking him to ‘do the repulsor thing’ and begging for photographs. Kids had always been something he adored, and if he was able to make a difference in their lives even without meeting them, he was happy. “Why isn’t it safe for your ship? The Panel aren’t out for you. They would want to help you, M’gann. The women that are running it are trustworthy, and some of the most amazing agents I know.” Morse and Drew would rather die than allow someone to be experimented on, especially given the latter’s history.
There was something inside Tony that had almost expected this to happen. A highly advanced extra-terrestrial species, capable of communicating with humans and evolved enough to have their own culture, their own scientists and their own infrastructure, were reduced to rubble and ash because of a disease. It was strange, then, to look at one of the few remaining members of that species – strange, and an honour, at the end of the day. M’gann was representative of Mars just as the Maximoffs were representatives of Sokovia. “That sounds devastating,” Tony replied, not knowing what else to say. After all, he had grown up in the richest of gated communities. Disease and death were distant things not to be considered, at least until the cops arrived on his doorstep, informing him that his parents were dead.
Her mother being alive, however, changed things drastically. “If you wanted to go back for her,” Tony replied, “I’m sure that we could find something.” He wasn’t sure what it was that was holding her on earth besides the plague that she had described, or why she was here without her family besides her uncle, but either way, he was willing to help. “She sounds amazing, truly. You have taken after her. She’d be really proud of you, you know that?”
At least talking about Jessica was something that, surprisingly, made Tony feel comfortable. “Sounds like her,” he replied, a grin on his face which slowly disappeared at the next question. “Oh, we, um.” He paused. “We broke up.” It was something that had been inevitable, both of them discussing the demise of their relationship as it was just beginning, but still, admitting to it felt like admitting to a failure. “We’re still friends, we just … can’t be together like that.”
“Not to brag, but my uncle was on television.” Her face made it clear that she was poking fun at herself. “Yeah. He was a guest star on the Electric Company and he was an extra in this old show called Crime Story that I wouldn’t really recommend, but I also wouldn’t not recommend. So, you see I, too, have a link to fame and footlights.” Not really, and she knew it, but it was fun to joke.
Immediately, M’gann opened mouth to explain why her ship was in hiding. But she closed it just as fast. M’gann trusted Tony. No doubt about that. But she was nearly as afraid of the Panel now as she had been before the turnover. The new leaders hadn’t approached her, hadn’t offered reparations or even a direct apology. And they hadn’t done enough to see that those in charge of her torture were brought to justice. Tony was working on that, not the Panel. She looked at him, sharply, amazed that he hadn’t come to these conclusions himself. “The people of New York are confused and frightened of aliens. They are odds are very high that my bioship would be mistaken for a Skrull ship. She could be shot down, destroyed, and people would be happy about it. And then there’s me. I’m a shapeshifting alien in a world where everyone assumes the shapeshifting aliens are villains. That’s never a safe position to be in.”
“As for the Panel, I don’t trust them. I thought maybe I’d feel better now that the Panel has switched hands, but,” she bit her lower lip and looked nervous, “I don’t. I remember everything they did to me. I can’t stop looking over my shoulder even now that the Panel has called off the Strike Force because those people are still out there, somewhere, and the only person who is actively trying to track them down is you. I’m trying to rebuild my life after being wrongfully imprisoned and tortured by their scientists for half a year and the new leadership hasn’t even reached out to deliver a personal apology!” She took a deep breath, calming the storm of emotions. “Would you trust them if you were in my place?”
She chuckled. “My mother doesn’t want to come here. She’s a leader, a column of the community, and she feels that she is more needed on Mars.” Although she missed her mother, M’gann herself didn’t want to return to Mars. It wasn’t entirely about the danger. It was about opportunity. A White Martian was afforded fewer rights on Mars. She would not have become a researcher or a superhero there, in fact she most likely would have been isolated to her childhood homestead. She would not have gotten to explore an unfamiliar world and swim in its oceans and walk barefooted on its grass. Earth was her home now. And she loved it. “It’s complicated. Mother, L’krisa, is proud that I have made a life for myself, but I think she’s a little disappointed too. I’m not exactly the link between Green and White that she thought I would be.” She sighed. “It’s hard to live up to those expectations, you know? I just wanted to fit in.”
M’gann gasped, “Oh no! I’m so sorry!” It felt like every other word she knew had walked out on her. The alien pressed her lips together in a frown. No wonder Jessica had been so quiet these past few weeks. No wonder Tony hadn’t stopped by for a snack! “Break-ups are the worst.” It wasn’t poetry, but at least something came back.