Miss wanna be Perfect

I am going to change_27_she/her_this is a vent place ! GW : 45/UGW : 35 kg

[misswannabeperfect]

I'm so head over heels, I keep re reading your message over and over again, listening to the very rare voice notes

Can't get enough of it.

[misswannabeperfect]

Would feel way too early to say the three forbidden words, though...

I don't know. I want to talk to you. I want to spend time with you.

Ultimately, I want to see you. I want you.

[misswannabeperfect]

Months of talking everyday, checking on each other every few hours.

Feels like it's a new component of the oxygen I breathe everyday

So when I'm deprived of it, I think I'm dying and I suffocate

[misswannabeperfect]

Guess it's like those corny stories. He fell first but I fell harder.

I keep crying, clutching my phone, waiting to hear from him.

Unfortunately I'm too intense, impatient and ravenous for breadcrumbs.

I broke something because of my selfishness.

[misswannabeperfect]

Weeks pass, we talk days and nights, keeping each other's updated with our life.

Light flirting and tons of tenderness

Feels natural to tell the other anytime anything new happens, no matter how interesting it is.

You're in my thoughts, I live through the day as if you were with me

[misswannabeperfect]

We meet up online and I'm nervous like for a first date but it goes so well. Once it's over, when it's time to say goodbye, we hang out, still talking. I have a giant smile on my face, and so do you, I hear it in your voice.

"Goodbye but we'll talk again" and we do

I think I might feel things too fast, but what is too fast anyway ? This is a complicated situation, yet it feels so obvious

[meliorsm]

do it for the thigh gaps

[misswannabeperfect]

This situation is utterly bizarre

And my heart has never beaten faster

[iwant2bethin]

Weighed in at 157 today because I've been indulging a lot lately. New Thinspo is Emmy Rossum in Phantom of the Opera I MEAN LOOK AT HER she's so stunning and thin she looks like an angel and we're about the same height, so this is possible for me!

[jesusjessica]

The summer you will have when you stop overeating

[imnothingthatsalliam]

[misswannabeperfect]

Goals

[meliorsm]

do it for the thigh gaps

[misswannabeperfect]

I don't want to jinx this. Not gonna say anything.

[misswannabeperfect]

Cause, I'm not here to stay. No one is but... I've lived longer than I thought I would. I don't want it to last for too long. I've felt pain and happiness, lots of love even if not that conventional. I've had fun. It was nice. But it's getting closer to the end.

[misswannabeperfect]

He's hard to keep up with though. It went from "I love you", to "you're my friend" to "appreciate you", to "i love you" once more. And he's like... kinda strange. Sometimes it's ignorance, then he makes very sweet gestures. Sometimes he's the first to write to me. He recalls details... This crush will take some time to pass but it will. Even without the girlfriend, it was hopeless. And they're happy together, i want it to remain that way, for the longest time... For eternity

[fairycosmos]

the way money unlocks literal life experiences and longevity

[misswannabeperfect]

Met his gf last night. She's sweet and nice, hope we can all be friends <3 Seriously, my heart is bursting