noun; a joker, a wildcard

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[mistigrxs]

guess who’s.... probably making a comeback..... either this or next week..... B)

[mistigrxs]

IM NOT BACK YET SORRY i just miss my boys

[tsxin-blog]

McTwisp let out a sigh of relief when he heard Sina still thought the same of him, which was comforting. He thought maybe the other would get weirded out and leave him. He’d rather a life liking Sina and only being friends than never having him in his life at all. 

What he said next made McTwisp blush slightly. So there was feelings there. McTwisp wondered if he should push that comment forward and comfront it but he wasn’t sure. “You know…” He started, unsure of what he was actually going to say. Why not wing it? He thought to himself. “You have no idea what I’m looking for.” He didn’t mean it rudely or with any judgement. It was just a simple statement and all he could think in his head was ‘You won’t hurt me. What I’m looking for is you!’ He still wanted to do the same shit they always did. He wanted everything to stay exactly the way it was. Boyfriend status or not.

Still he sighed slightly, smiling over at Sina. “I would very much like to remain friends.”

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And there was his way out.

It was almost startlingly easy to slip from his entirely too-guarded speech back into familiar territory of flirting and teasing, now that Twisp seemed to have switched gears. He could flirt away his problems better than he could talk them out, after all. Old habits died hard.

“Oh?” Sina hummed, leaning himself back to rest on the arm of the couch. One leg gracefully crossed itself over the other. “Does that mean you’re looking for pretty boys with messy emotional issues and even messier hair in the mornings? Because if you are, I have to say you have some pretty shit tastes. No offense, of course.” He grinned at the other, wicked and playful. He’d spent years switching between masks-- he’d be damned if some risky feelings caught up to him.

[mistigrxs]

Are you planning on coming back to roleplaying at all?

[magic conch voice] maybe someday

[thelovejournals]

Is this just what you do? You start to get involved, get scared when the emotions are too much, and then dream up any excuse you can to run? Or to invite the other person to dump you?

Sherryl Woods, Moonlight Cove (via thelovejournals)

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»◙« + Dimitri

send me »◙« + a character name and my muse will say the first three words that come to mind when hearing that name

“Big puppy dog?”

send me »◙« + a character name and my muse will say the first three words that come to mind when hearing that name

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What's Sina's favorite color?

“Glitter.”

[roguelock]

what the fuck i actually did art

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don’t ask me how i got the nickname archie when my real name’s daniel lmfao i do not knOW

[mistigrxs]

uchuheiki replied to your photoset:ya boi archie lookin fly w his dope ass socks

DAD UR SO CUTE

[sadnegro]

R u in luv

why would i do that to myself

[tenxcious-archived]

—- AND IT HAS BEEN DECIDED. Capo is allergic to bee stings. Rest in pieces my son, getting a bad allergic reaction out of a sting.

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good fucking bye capo

[urbanbaddies]

⛓⛓⛓

[asexual-incubus]

mistigrxs

[piirags]

Honestly, you just take a deep breath and say fuck it.

Johnny Knoxville (via r2–d2)

[tsxin-blog]

Twisp had never really been one for aruging when he was rejected, it just wasn’t in his nature. He believed that when someone said no that was the end of it. There was nothing he could really do to change Sina’s mind and it would be rude of him to try and convince him otherwise. 

Sure he felt like crying and running away but that wasn’t the appropriate response. So when Sina spoke to him he simply shrugged his shoulders. “You don’t feel the same way.” He stated simply. “That’s fine and all but I’m not going to fight it or argue. You’re feelings matter and I care about you. I don’t want to ruin what we have any further than I already have. ” He explained, smile faltering. Sina looked…Disappointed. 

Rubbing the back of his head he wasn’t sure what to do. He’d never been questioned like this before. Usually when he was rejected he just accepted it and moved on but Sina wasn’t letting him do that. “I could fight it but that’d do nothing but start an argument. ”

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“You haven’t--..” Sina’s brows pulled together, his mouth pulled into a taught line. It was plain to see that Twisp had a crush on him, but he didn’t expect this amount of disappointment from the boy. He didn’t get it. It’s not like he was anything special, despite how he boasted.

When Sina spoke again it was softer, but still detached. “..You haven’t ruined shit. I’m not the happiest with this situation, but it’s not like my opinion of you has changed.” That much he thought was obvious. “And it’s not like I said I don’t share the same feelings on some level, I just can’t give you what you’re looking for. You’re a good guy-- I’d only hurt you.” His words were spoken almost mechanically, hardly a trace of feeling in them. It was safer like that. Emotions were messy and only led to hurt; he’d rather hide behind a steel facade than face his problems with an open heart.

Safer like that.

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doodlin and then hopefully ill sift through some drafts