why?

lately you've been giving me mixed signals. you're sweet, then you're not. you love me, then you don't. said you can't live without me, then you left. I am Taina, a mystery. and this time, I won't let anyone unveil me.

[mixedshits]

Thanks for following my blog :*

you’re welcome! ;)

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Salamat (:

welcome :)

[breathinglifee]

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why do you have to leave all the burden unto me? leave if you want to. leave if that's what would satisfy you. I won't stop you. -- I'm tired too

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nakakapagod din pala

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there is no assurance for "forever" what you have now, might be gone later. value everything while you still have it. you'll never know what tomorrow brings.

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Do I still like you? Yes. Will I chase you? No.

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why expect true love from a fake bitch?

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"I love you forever" — so how about the days between now and forever? you’ll just treat me as nothing?

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thanks for the follow :)

welcome :)

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Thankyou powsss :)

welcome :)

[whitenes-s]

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this makes me happy. a little joy. blogging about shits, knowing nobody's going to read. no bitches and jerks would drop a shitty comment and reaction.

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dear you,

can you just pretend you never knew that this is me, I feel imprisoned in my own escape. don't go here, don't visit this blog, better yet unfollow me. don't read any post of mine. please? never mention this blog on our conversations, it'll only make me uncomfortable. I created this blog because I want to, I need a little privacy, just an outlet for all the shits in my life. 

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                         tired of trying,                   trying to be a better me,               trying to be someone I'm not,                    wanting to be accepted.           craving for sense of belongingness.                      always feeling empty.                  there's always a hole in me.                  a lost identity for the society.                      ain't asking for much,                  I don't really want attention.                     just wanted to know,                         do I really exist?                 or am I just another fiction?

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Thank you po. :)

welcome :)

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Me: I won't let it bother me I won't let it bother me I won't let it bother me

Me: *lays down to sleep at night*

Me: It bothers me, actually it really fucking bothers me, so let's lay here and think and stress about it instead of sleeping.