she had the world

ahn miyeon. actress/theatre arts. i swallowed a star && when i opened my eyes i was ( glowing ) i swallowed a star && when i opened my eyes i was ( floating ) i swallowed a star && when i opened my eyes i was ( filling up the room with my light ) i swallowed a star && when i opened my eyes i was ( important ) i swallowed a star but when i opened my eyes the room was ( empty ) and no one was there to see me become beautiful

[idolsgeneration]

[taenthusiast-deactivated2017020]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* a cutie with sparkles  *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

[bellecs]

[miyeoms-blog]

kazumiies.

with the rain pouring outside , kazumi decides it was the perfect day to spend the night in — despite the temptation to go outside and feel the drops of water against her skin . it was just last month where she had battled a cold that overstayed it’s welcome so this time , she decides to play it safe . with a pot of water boiling in the background , nimble fingers open the package to her favorite ramyun – her attention is focused on her cellphone , watching some youtube video that was on her recommended list as she waits for the boiling water to reach it’s peak . but instead , a knock on the door captures her attention instead , nimble fingers turn down the fire before heading to answer it – a young brunette standing on the opposite side of the door .  “ oh , hi . ” the girl whispers , pulling the sleeves of her hoodie down as the chilling wind meets her warm skin . “ yeah , yeah , of course . ” her slender frame stands aside to welcome the other in , after all , she must have been a neighbor and this was a neighborly thing to do . kazumi has always had a heart of gold , or at least that’s what her mother told her , always willing to put other people – strangers , even , before herself . but she couldn’t help it , there’s always a ache in her chest whenever she doesn’t help a person who needed it . “ let me grab you some clothes , you’ll probably fit in mines ! ” she quips , running into the bedroom to grab a clean pair of sweats , t-shirt and a hoodie . “ here , bathroom is to your left , you can change there . ” she points towards the hallway , “ i’m making some ramyun , would you like some ? ” it sounds like a question but her fingers were already reaching for another packet of noodles , before hearing her answer . 

                                             —* CHAEYEON HAD ALWAYS BEEN KIND, but that did’t mean that everyone else around her was.  all the years she had lived in the world, were kindness was considered a weakness and instead of telling her to continue staying true to herself, her manager and everyone else would always scold her to toughen up, not to get upset over the comments written about her and not to form any close relationship with anyone because these wouldn’t last anyway. nevertheless, chaeyeon had never listened to them and kept continuing living with open heart, aware that she made herself vulnerable, putting it at the risk of getting broken again and again. yet,  all of that was worth it if it meant that she would at least run into one person who would return her kindness, restoring her faith in humanity if it threatened to crumble again, and the stranger who had just opened the door, probably saved her again, with a small act of kindness that warmed her heart.  “ thank you, i will repay you for it if i get my stuff and my key back.” she smiled, entering her apartment as she tried to look a little less like a homeless person when she pushed the drenched strands of her bangs to the side. “ you can call me chaeyeon by the way, i’m actually your neighbour and not some thief.. i swear !” she assured her when she watched the girl disappearing into another room to bring her some fresh clothes. at the sight of it a soft smile graced her lips, and as soon as the soft material brushed her fingertips, she already vanished into the bathroom, only taking a minute before she finally returned with some clothes that didn’t leave a small puddle with every step she would take.  “ do i finally look cute ? ” she jested, as she made a little turn before returning her attention back to the other.       “don’t worry, i’ve already eaten.” she rubbed her belly, ignoring the fact that it was rumbling. “i’m on a diet anyway for that role i need to prepare for and my manager would kill me if i gained some weight, so -.” she rubbed her neck, her tone slightly changing when she mentioned her manager. “ but enough about me, how come you’re living on your own, i mean i think we’re the same age ? ”

[namo-or-death]

A friendly reminder that I love Im Nayeon.

[miyeoms-blog]

krbyul.

          with a knock to her door, byul halted everything to check who it was. a toothbrush hanging from her mouth as her eyes casually checked the girl out. she had to look into her apartment and back out to make sure she wasn’t hallucinating. yep, she was hot. her attention then went down to her bright yellow rubber duck-printed pajama pants. for once, byul was going to get a nice and long deserved sleep instead of staying up until four in the morning playing video games. although, she was wearing a white graphic muscle tee to show off her toned arms, it didn’t take away from the fact the tough officer was wearing bright yellow rubber duck-printed pajama pants. her gaze returned to the other with a sheepish smile, motioning for her to come in with a muffled attempt of saying ‘ of course ’. it looks like she won’t be sleeping anytime soon. with haste, her teeth were shining white as she quickly went back to the washroom to finish. also taking the time to make sure she looked g o o d.  “  i’ll have to steal some of my roommates clothes ─ she has a more feminine style if your prefer that. if it doesn’t matter, you can follow me into MY BEDROOM.  “ whenever a mention of a bedroom, there was hidden perverted grin on byul’s face.

                    —*AT THE SIGHT OF THE BRIGHT YELLOW RUBBER DUCK PYJAMA PANTS, a big & hearty laughter left her petite body and echoed through the room. compared to many other actors she had got to known during her acting career,  chaeyeon had never been good at hiding her emotions in actual “ real life situations”. it didn’t mean she wasn’t a skilled actress ( she was ) but it was simply her personality, or her face,  that gave away the tiniest fractures of emotions stirring inside her. while many people thought about it as a bad trait and even criticised her for being an open book for anyone, chaeyeon perceived that trait that appeared as a weakness for many, as her strength. why was she even supposed to hide her feelings at the first place ? especially when it was something like pure joy & amusement -- something she felt at this very moment when her body was heaving up and down due to her laughter. wiping away a final tear from the corner of her eye, she cleared her throat when she began to speak ( her gaze still fixated at her pants, of course ) ❝ merci bien, duck-girl, and sorry for disturbing, i didn’t mean to.❞ she smiled cheepishly, pointing at her pants and then the toothbrush hanging out her mouth. it would be a lie to say that chaeyeon was still fighting hard not to laugh at her again, but the knowledge that this adorable duck pants wearing girl was actually a police officer ( judging from the few times she had seen her dressed in a uniform ) put even someone brazen like chaeyeon to silence, ( at least for a few seconds ).  ❝ i don’t mind as long as it’s dry and not sticking to my body. ❞ she shrugged, following the other while her eyes were travelling through her apartment. ❝ i’m used to wearing anything, i’m not picky.❞ she mumbled, thinking about the time where she even had to wear potato sack for the sake of a movie. ❝ or -❞ she interruped herself, excitement lacing her tone now. ❝ you’re working for the police, right ? just give me that uniform , i always wanted to wear one ! ❞ but she didn’t even wait for her approval and sprinted towards her bedroom, opening & shutting several cupboards and even looking under her bed to find something. ❝ don’t mind me and take your time. ❞ she shouted from the room, as she continued invading her privacy.

[miyeoms-blog]

ofhajoons.

            HE HAD BEEN LUCKY ENOUGH to have returned home from his usual walk through the park with daisuke ten minutes before the sky darkened and a heavy rain fell upon jinhae. hajoon had thanked his lucky stars that he didn’t have a shift at the flower store today, or else he would have had to brave the cold rain. it wasn’t surprising that the weather had gone from extremely dry thanks to the heat wave to humid and cold thanks to the storm that seemed to have taken over in minutes, the streets outside were drenched and the rumbling of thunder could be heard. a light knocking caught his dog’s attention, who quickly stood near the entrance door sniffing the floor. hajoon noticed daisuke move straight for the door, a beat later the knocking resumed and he smiled to himself at how smart his dog seemed to be. the door opened to find a girl shorter than him, drenched clothes but a pretty grin. chaeyeon. “that’s unfortunate. you can stay here, sure. my roommate’s not here and i don’t have girls’ clothes so uh  i can lend you a towel? ”  he scratched the back of his neck, suddenly flustered at the apparition of a pretty girl on his own apartment. daisuke nipped at the girl’s shirt in a form of getting her attention, no doubt being better than his owner at communicating with other living things. “come on in, you must be freezing! ”

                                            — *  A SOFT SMILE ADORNED HER LIPS, when his dog nipped at her wet shirt. she slowly knelt down, balancing her slightly shivering body on her bent legs as she was leaning over his dog and rubbing her hand through his soft fur. for most of the people it would’ve been a rare sight, seeing chaeyeon being soft and fuzzy with someone ( even if that someone was a dog ), however contrary to popular belief chaeyeon had always been soft, something that most refused to see after already having that set image of a cold and uncaring person of her.  ❝ you’re even prettier than yesterday. ❞ she said in a high pitched tone, distracted by the dog’s adorable face , squeezing daisuke’s soft ( and hairy) cheeks. oddly, she had a deeper connection with daisuke than with most of her neighbours (hence, she didn’t talk to many of them ) and since she had moved here, she even came up with a small ritual where she would pass by his apartment, just to exchange a few words with daisuke ( it was mostly an one-sided conversation )   with only the closed door separating them  before she would head to university.  ❝ of course, you do have girls’ clothes, i mean what about all your secret admirers who would visit you.❞ an impish smile crossed her lips, as she finally returned her attention to the actual owner of the apartment.  ❝ with that pretty face of yours there must be many, right ? i mean every time i walk by the flower shop there’s at least one girl talking about the cute cashier.  ❞ she continued blabbering somehow feeling relieved that she could finally talk to someone.  ❝ actually i don’t think that a towel will help, just give me some of your clothes, i’m used to wearing boy clothes, i was part of a stereotypical “ i must hide that i’m a girl” drama once so i don’t mind, some people even say that i look like a boy so i should at least try to embrace my inner man.  ❞ she jested and entered his apartment,already heading towards the living room,  the raindrops dripping from her hair leaving a small trace on the floor.  ❝ i’m not freezing ❞ she exclaimed, her shivering body obviously showing that she was freezing.  ❝ but some tea would be nice ❞ she yawned, letting her body fall on the couch. ❝ and daisuke next to me of course. ❞

[miyeoms-blog]

taewocn.

                                               THE LOUD HAMMERING ON his front door scared taewoon more than he would ever admit. it sounded like a fucking FBI squad coming to take him to jail. great. quickly he gathered the money he’d been counting on the table and the baggies of product and shoved them under a couch cushion. very clever and sneaky, of course. he was quick to glance around his apartment once more to make sure nothing looked too suspicious. slowly he opened his apartment door and stared at the woman there. a loud sigh escaped him as he leaned heavily against his door. thank god. “hi.” he nodded with a grin. the french was nearly triggering but he didn’t let it show. finally he noticed the way she was absolutely drenched. “of course come in.” he stepped aside. would she want to now that she’d seen how fucking buggy he was? “what happened to you?” he hadn’t even opened his curtains yet today, which probably explained that one. 

—* INVADING HER NEIGHBOURS LIFE had never belonged to her daily tasks. actually if she thought about it, she mostly avoided talking to any of the people in the complex. it wasn’t as if she was shy ( if she were, she obiously wouldn’t knock at some door ) or disinterested in building a good relationship with her neighbours, it was that voice in her head that told her that they wouldn’t like her for the things she had done, and the worst thing was she couldn’t even be mad about it. at times chaeyeon herself, hated herself for it, that’s why it came even as a bigger shock, when the other let her enter his apartment without making any fuss. it was odd at first, and perhaps she shouldn’t have trusted him, yet her heart suddenly became warm and fuzzy at the stranger’s kindness and she couldn’t help but enter his apartment only to be greeted by an even darker ambience than outside.  ❝ merci beaucoup. ❞ she smiled, not knowing why she continued throwing around some french words( perhaps she wanted to show off her french skills from studying the language for merely a week ).  ❝ well. ❞ she sighed, then taking a deep breath as if she was about so tell him some life-changing story that she had to tell within one breath.  ❝  so, everything began at 7.30am. i woke up, dying from the heat asking myself why i had to be born in south korea instead of living in a nice and cool country. judging the weather i decided to stay in my apartment, doing some stuff, like my laundry and all that. well and i ate some ice cream and i ended up eating more than just a little. so i went back to bed, regretting all my life decisions aka eating all of the ice cream. ❞  she paused, taking another breath before continuing with her story ❝ however, after sleeping for another few hours i suddenly felt lazy and bad about myself so i thought it would be nice to take a little walk, though i would probably die in the heat. so i did my hair and for once it looked good and i went outside, and bam !  ❞  she flared her arms around, exaggerating the last words by motioning her hands as if something exploded.  ❝  rain, a downpour. rip chaeyeon.  so i ran back, and realised that i forgot my keys and yeah that’s the story. ❞  she shrugged, her body suddenly deprived from all the talking causing her to lean against the wall.  ❝ anyway, why is it so dark here ? are you hiding some drugs or ? ❞ she laughed, as her gaze continued wandering around his apartment.

[miyeoms-blog]

okay i need to stop but this is the last one & i will stop you with bothering with my dramatic muses. this is chaeyeon she’s my newest baby and i never had the chance to play her so pls bear with me if this (copied and pasted) intro will be a little messy. pls like this for plots, i’m uncreative af but i hope my love for you is enough !  as always more will be found under the cut, pls read this in a nice voice because this post sounds so rude but i love you all

despite of her wealth and her mother being a very famous actress her childhood was pretty normal & she didn’t grow up being spoiled . her mother used to be poor therefore she taught her daughter that life was tough and that she had to work hard. chaeyeon was never sent to any special elite school or something because back then the public didn’t know her face due to her mother being very private about her life.

however, crazy people do exist and one day her mother received some threats, saying that that person will take their daughter etc. this person even included some (creepy) pics they’ve taken when chaeyeon was outside and of course her mother was shaken and decided to call the police.

so for a long while she stopped receiving messages and her life was back to being normal again. chaeyeon had always been very similar to her mother and like her she wanted to become an actress. she trained to be an actressand even became very famous & known for her outstanding acting skills despite of her young age. although chaeyeon was often criticised for her bad attitude where netizines called her rude,cold etc. because she wasn’t smiling 24/7 ( she’s a very easy person to read, so when she’s angry, annoyed etc. she can’t really hide it ) she had everything.

but one day she received these creepy messages and at first she thought it was a joke and she tried to laugh it off but it turned out to be the same person that used to write these messages to her mother . despite of the police’s effort to find that person they couldn’t track them and chaeyeon had no choice but to continue living her life hoping that nothing would happen. still, the fear  that something might happen remained and she decided to take some self-defence training (whenever it was possible) .

of course being an actress was stressful enough and because of that chaeyeon suffered from lack of sleep ( more than usual ) and was just constantly paranoid that something might happen to her. of course she performed even worse on variety shows etc. and people started to attack her even more for her “bad attitude” because she just couldn’t be bright and stuff.  

one day ( i use that sentence  too often ) she was walking back home from some late night shopping ( because nobody could accompany her ) and let’s say that the fact that it was already dark outside didn’t help chaeyeon to relax and the worst thing was that she thought someone was following her and that it might’ve been her stalker. so when she noticed that this person came closer chaeyeon snapped and attacked him using every technique she learned to knock them out. this person ended up being hurt pretty bad and chaeyeon was very proud because she managed to knock her stalker out. however it turned out that his person wasn’t her stalker and just someone who was taking the same way back home.

ofc this accident went viral and it ruined her career within a week and chaeyeon was charged for physical assault. however, they went light on her because she did it due to a misunderstanding. that’s why her company decided to put her on a hiatus, letting her go to study and even letting her do some “normal” jobs to polish up her image.

now to her personality, i’m just realising like she isn’t like i imagined her to be but screw that i’m too lazy to rewrite my intro. so chaeyeon has that imagine of being rude & cold but actually she’s the complete opposite. she is like a very open and super honest person, she’s that friend who tells her friend that she looks bad in that dress if that’s the truth, so there’s no sugar-coating from her side. she values the truth although it might be ugly at times but she just really really hates fake people ( she just wants to fight them ). also this little bean is very independent and always searching for some way to spark her life up. you want to go sky diving ? call chaeyeon. you want to go mcdonals at 3am, call chaeyeon. chaeyeon might be a very fun person to hang out with but she also changes her mind a lot because she gets bored very easily. also she’s very very ill-tempered and gets annoyed easily. however, she has a huge heart, trusts people way  too easily ( always might get hurt because of this ) because she thinks everyone is honest like her and is probably that person who always likes someone more than they do like her. even she had never been spoiled, she never lived on her own and is still a little lost, so she’s that neighbour who will knock at your door at 3am to ask you for help because she doesn’t know how to use a washing machine

oh and for some plot ideas, the only things i actually can come up with now are:

the person who followed her and got hurt because of her

someone who trained her some self-defence stuff

a fan of her who’s disappointed in her

someone who hated on her but realises that she’s actually a decent person and now likes her

perhaps a family member of the person she assaulted

i can’t think of anything now because my brain is a mess and i’m tired, but pls plot with me ! and throw some ideas at me if you want ! i’m pathetic

[angelicreatormoved-deactivated2]

    this LITTLE girl is                                                   capable of MURDER                                                                                                 if you HURT her.

[blossomfully]

I liked that about her. She was unpredictable. Sometimes the things she said and did were surprising. Sometimes they disturbed me. But she was exciting, and that’s what I liked most. She was so many, many things but she was never once boring.

S. Zhao (via blossomfully)

[wnq-writers]

I just can’t get rid of the feeling that I am a bad person with a good heart. I always want to do the right thing but in the end I’m fucking things up. In the end I’m always fucking things up.

blxckwinkel (via wnq-writers)

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impulse control ?????? idk her she blocked me

[shadowsource]

[sanavabich]

“Nadong is as cute as Nabong, Nadongdongdong” 

- Im Nayeon

[caesarspants]

Nayeon serving those visuals 

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