Miz

T-worded twice but I'm back!!! Cw:🐳 171cm

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My intro post as always....

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So this is my 3rd Acc now and I got termed at 2.1k followers the last time so I'm trying to get my lovely moots back now.

Y'all may know me as formerly Cryyxstar or miziscrying.

Some things to know about me + my stats:

Tw this is an 3d blog so please dni if you are in recovery. You can do it, I wish you all the best!

Entp

Female

Born in 2007

I am a religiously committed muslim. (I wanted to include this to show y'all that it's not only the white girls struggling and don't get me wrong I still love all of you <3)

IDK what kinda 3d I'm having but probably a restrictive one where I can be 4n4/m1a (I'm trying to recover from m1a tho😭) for weeks/ months and then b¡nge again for a few days and gain back everything

I'm mixed russian/german/morrocan and I live in Germany so please expect language mistakes from me and be patient with me since english isn't my first language.🥲

stats:

Hw: 79

Cw: 72 This is so embarrassing fr

Gw 65

Gw2. 62

Ugw 55

Lw 65.4 (I want it back so badly😭😪🔪)

I'm 171cm

Yeah that's pretty much all about it and my new plan for 2025 is to go completely sugar free and reduce my intake at least from this angle to prevent bigger binges and also become healthier👍

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If I ever need an 4n4 coach I'll just ask my Eastern European grandmother. She's giving me meansp0 for free🤡

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The amount of time I spend in the bathroom is unreal. Trying to sh¡t, thr0wing up, b0dy ch3ckinging and obviously weighin myself. That's where the real magic happens🤡🤪

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it makes a difference whether you eat 100cals of carrots or 100cals of sweets. one helps your body, provides vitamins and fiber, while the other slowly destroys it. which 100cals is worth it?

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[mizstillcries]

The worst thing about having bvlimia is the suffering in silence. Gorging oneself to the brim just to throw it all up again as quick as possible. Being afraind of weight gain and pretending it never happened. But it happened and our bodies suffer through the process... over and over again. Every single day. Damaging ones health 1% more with each time you push your fingers down your throat and for what? For maintaining. Just maintaining your weight. It's pathetic. Rotting on the inside while looking completely fine on the outside. 4n4s and b3d people eventually will look sick from their eating habits but I feel like bvlimics stay unnoticed until they collapse. It's a suffering one day after another and I'm not even losing the weight anymore💔

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We really have to start facing food as a drug. We need to recover from it. We dream with food, but it is bad for us. We should start treating ourselves as we are addicts in recover, because that is what we are. Some people even think about food 24/7. Food makes us high for a few minutes, but then we really feel like shit afterwards. What is the point? We feel like we can not live without a burger, or a pizza, or a good greasy food, but we absolutely can. Food is one of the worst drugs ever. Don’t let it take you to your downfall.

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My 3d is 3d-ing so hard rn that I wanted to go donate blood and lose 500ml worth of blood in body weight, but unfortunately i just figured out that the body will like recreate the 500ml blood within like 2 weeks

I mean it's a blessing but still....😭

Disclaimer: I don't reccomend ppl with 3ds to donate blood since our bodies are already not in perfect health, so why challenge it with more difficulties?

[mizstillcries]

Did y'alls fear foods ever turn into safe foods? I used to fear eating bananas. Haven't eaten them for months, because they are so high in sugar-that's how I tought. But now I'm almost eating a banana every single day instead of binging on actual sugar or those nasty processes candies.

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yk what's crazy. I just realized, I spent around 25€ a month on food when i was in my prime w restricting but in a month I've been trying to recover (aka b¡ng¡ng) I spent almost 200€ on food. I wish, I would have saved up all this money and all those extra calories... 💀💀

But hey, at leat I've got my period back

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I want my lw body back so badly.

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Me coming back to Tumblr after not restricting for a few days:

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Repost if you're locking in and getting serious this February 💌.ᡣ𐭩˚ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི

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Found this on Instagram, tought I'd share...

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Me asking my google assistant where to get ozempic from has to be 3d core.

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My family giving me meansp0 has to be the greatest trigger ever to lose weight. Like wdym I threw up everything I ate even tough I didn't want to pvrge anymore after being told how fat I am?😍

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I've lost these kilos before... I should be able to lose them again, right??🤡🤡🤡

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As a religious person, I love how restricting does not only numb my emotions but also my s3xual desires. I think that's a struggle many don't understand...