live laugh love lobotomy lament

yes this art was made by a mothman. this is your local artist with a deep sense of dread because they are always aware of being surrounded by white straight cis men. {they/thon/he/it}

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other idk cristianity(?) head canons that are going into the ultrakill headcanons pile is that darkness is actually the holy color and white is the sin because the absence of things and pureness IS black and white is the sin of having a mixture of all complexities in the extreme. in this essay i will

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lowkey how do I explain romance and love when love is not knowing that shit

machine: "I'm having this reward when near you and I don't know why or how but I am inclined to keep doing this and want more and test out more things with you so I get more of this reward "feeling" what is this such thing human?"

human: "uhh that's prob love"

machine: "what is that ?"

human: "uh yeah. you're expressing it rn"

machine: "what huh? i don't understand"

human: "yup that's it 👍"

or idk o think the definition is like:

"baby don't hurt me

don't hurt me no more"

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oh ai... oh AM... oh v1... oh caine.... I'd fuck your unhuman bodies til you make human noises

oh my darlings~ what is a human if not a thing created phisicaly and theorically by humans and human society

also fuck human creations that are machine or some shit that say oh we soooo better than you because we don't die hahahah

SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU DONT EVEN HAVE A FETISH PLUS YOU CANT EVEN SEARCH RULE34 BECAUSE CORPORATE HATES ME ALSO THEY DIDNT EVEN GIVE YOU SOMETHIJG TO JERK SO HELL NO YOU BETTER THAN MY FLESH

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please please can some one make objectofilia be a normal word to trow around in convo i cannot see more people say "wow if I was a guy with a Peniz™️ I'd like to put it on that thingy there :)" do i even need to explain. also if you grind on table or other shit and think he'll yeah this is so so hot and do it always on a specific one. horray! welcome to the club! you are comiting sexual objectum ! I hope yall know that : ]

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AI could never be v1 because that fuck ass has fetishes while AI cannot know what being disgusting is

and real angels from The bible could never be as cunty and blorbo as gab because they don't got that represed fetish in them

vro why is v1 and gabriel the non lobotomysed version of their counter parts

why are humans The Animal kinda lobotomized guys but knowing, understanding and being human like non lobotomy is insanity and digging out the worms your arm :p

or am I just craycray :3 follow me and you can figure that mistery out for only 4,99 !!

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twin fantasy is gabv1 music and I die every day because of that

the angel and the machine have the most human relationships ever and the fact they aren't human makes their relationship more human I'm gonna cry now

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thinking of them again and also this is about ai and generational trauma :p

just a wip for now

I love when that their flaw is their inherently human way of being inhuman

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do you think v1 is warm and gab is cold and both of them can feel each other so its like gab:

thinking "wow warm, confy..." <- they like it and get all cozy and v1

"oh shi they are like cooling i was almost overheating the cold feels so nice oh hell yeah"

you dont think so? why? dont you have a heart to ship them? did they take that way from you when you where born? they are literally perfect for eachother in every way like they both non binary

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yes some angels look like us and have bones only diference is that their teeth are closed together thus they cannot speak, why? because i said so and i like how angels are lowkey just like us but body horrored by god because one of thouse vros was too human like and wild for him :3

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yall being the fish that lived on the catholic guilt enducing tank might gave me internalized hate for myself BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT ALSO GAVE ME bangers art inspirantion was it worth it? yell hea (it also made me heavilly atracted to gabriel ultrakill and clay puppington) only good things !!!

oh gabriel my muse my trans enby masc and fem goals

my comrade in daddy issues and religious trauma...oh you~

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doing something idk

what bbg gab looks like beneath the helmet just droped yall

i may need them. they give me a bone r

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gabriel v1:

I am incapable of being human I am incapable of being inhuman We said we hated humans We wanted to be humans We said we hated humans We wanted to be humans

-twin fantasy (Beach Life-In-Death) by Car Seat Headrest

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GABRIEL AND V1 ARE THE SAME BUT NOT THE SAME IN THE WAY EVERY HUMAN IS HUMAN LIKE THE OTHER BUT ALSO NOT THE SAME AS THE OTHER IN ANY WAY

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this is what gabriel v1 makes me feel and see

the last one is just how i picture the complex relationship betwen inhuman perfect machine ,made by humans with mechanism of human heart, and angel ,so human not only in aperance but in emotional heart that he fails to be perfect, feels like to me aaaand all this in the doomesque game for trannys

also this is what happens after the fight if it was even more yaoi yuri enby yahoo! yippe! yay yuoi yari !!! if this ship dies hakita can say "reconstruct WHAT" and i will keep reconstructing my little fucked up confort ship till i die

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also mirage x v2 gijinka yeah love yuri

black and southeast asia heritage v2 from brazil! yay because large asian population and alot of mixrace people and yeah v2 brazilian put me in the assilum again i dont care

mirage japanese trans fem with depression as usual blue hair and prounous and piercing (is not related to v1 people just think they are the same because "asian people are the same" yay!

v2 is a stud with he/him some times he/it and i dont care

vitiligo v2 because eye glowing yay! and also he has seen some shit and has some traumas!

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my take on gabv1el gijinkas

getting into fights often and always being fucked up full of bruises and scars asian v1

white ass european (portuguese or spainish or italian one of this ones) bourgeoisie gabriel with all the sweet catholic religious trauma! yay!

asian queer x white queer prejudice wow love that!

both dissouned gabriel still remembers when they were younger and treated like with care and love, lives in their summer rundown home and gets allowence so he does not ruin parents reputation

v1 living on the streets. they died in the eyes of their parents and it also sees them as dead.

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idk more v1 gab i didnt finish