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Distant Love Pt. 2
This was the weekend that Myron was coming into town with his folks and to say I was excited was an understatement. We have been going strong for over a year now, things were good (except for the usual couple arguments). Was I tired of the long distant relationship we had……? No, I wasn’t because it worked out for the best. He would be too far away for anyone to suspect anything and I was actually more focused on school at times. Whenever he would come down, that would be our time to spend together, one month he actually stayed a week instead of a weekend.
I got out of school early because of some stupid ass teacher meeting that was taking place. When I got off the bus, I was in the middle of the road talking to my homegirl when this car sped up and almost clipped us. I knew this car to well, the car that almost hit us was my pastor’s, Myron would use that car when they were in town. I looked at him and smiled even though I was mad at him.
“Sup Jay……Sup Ariel?” He said showing his teeth.
“You almost hit us, and you got the nerve to wanna smile in our face……. we should jump yo ass nigga.” Ariel said frowning.
“Yea right, yall ain’t ready for that kinda trouble.” He said laughing, me and Ariel said our goodbyes to each other and I got in the car with Myron. “I missed you so much baby.”
“I missed you too bighead.” I said kissing him.
“Pops home?”
“Nah he just went to work, and my sister is with my mom this weekend.” I said smiling.
“Good, because I have been dying for some of you and I got to have it now.” He said licking his lips.
“Well, what you waiting on then.” I said laughing.
We made it inside and of course there was no food on the stove and had stuff everywhere, this is the kind of shit my sister does before she leaves. She would trash the damn house and leave and then I have to clean it up before my dad got home. Myron was acting like he couldn’t wait for me to clean up, he dragged me into my room and started pulling my clothes off. I couldn’t help but smile because I knew this was going to be a long day, but I was more than willing to go thru the journey.
Later that night, we went to a party on campus, we had to sneak off and go because my dad probably would have killed us if he found out. We partied the whole time we were there, I don’t know about Myron, but I enjoyed myself so much. We were in the car headed back to my house when I found out a side to Myron that I never knew.
“Why the fuck was you dancing with all those people at that lame ass party Jarvis?” He asked while he was driving.
“You were dancing to Myron, so don’t even go there, and it was your idea to go to the party.” I said looking at him. We turned to get onto the on-ramp of the interstate and I knew we were about to argue when I saw his lips twitch.
“That’s some disrespectful shit…… you up there dancing with random people while yo boyfriend in the same room.”
“Myron, you were watching me the whole time and I never danced on any dudes just some girls, or would you have rather I did it behind your back?” I said getting irritated by this conversation.
“How do I know you ain’t doing shit behind my back? I’m not here but once a month, you could be doing anything.”
“I guess I could say the same about you and where is this coming from because you know me, and you know I would never do any shit like that to you.”
“I bet, but my boys told me not to trust someone who is that far away, I live in Chicago and you live in Louisiana.”
“So, after us being together for over a year now you wanna question my loyalty because of what yo punk ass friends had to say? Man, just shut the fuck up talking to me, because you sound really crazy right now.” I said looking him, the next thing that happened caught me completely off guard. He raised his hand and smack the hell out me in my fucking mouth. I was in a state of shock, hurt, anger, and embarrassment, I didn’t know should I hit his ass back and risk him running off the road or should I just wait until I got home.
I was still in a state of shock by the time I got home, I couldn’t believe this nigga put his hands on me. I got out the car and went inside saying nothing to him, I got undressed and took a shower. I couldn’t tell you how many times I cried that night because I would never have thought that Myron would do something like that.
The next day, I was laying in my bed staring at the ceiling when my dad walked in my room. I knew it was him because of that stinky ass cologne he always wore.
“I’m going to Arizona next month and I wanted to know if you wanted to go with me since your sister said she was going with your mom.” He said looking at me.
“Nah, you can go and spend time with your wife, I will stay here and make sure the house good.”
“You alright?”
“Yea I’m good, just got a headache.”
“Ok well take something for it and rest, oh and Myron just pulled up.”
“Tell him I’m not here, I don’t really feel like being bothered.”
“Ok, well I’m headed out to work, call me if you need something.” He said leaving out my room.
I laid in the bed thinking about everything and I couldn’t stop the tears from falling. He had the nerve to show up here after putting his fucking hands on me. I admit yea I still love him and yea I didn’t officially break up with him but right now I didn’t want to see him. I got up and went into the bathroom before going to the kitchen, the house was empty and that just the way I needed it right now. That didn’t last too long because while walking back to my room there was a knock on the door. Something in me was telling me not to open that door but I opened it anyway. Yea I shouldn’t have opened this door because Myron was standing there, eyes puffy, and staring a hole in my face.
“I’ve been calling you all night Jarvis, I’m sorry baby I promise, I don’t know what came over me and I let them niggas get in my head.” He said trying to touch me, but I backed away from him.
“Why are you here? Didn’t my dad tell you I was gone.” I said standing in the doorway.
“Yea he did but I know you and I know you were home because your window is open.”
“Yea, well I don’t have nothing to say to you so if you don’t mind……. Leave so I can be alone please.”
“No please just talk to me please.” He said coming in the house.
“Myron you put your fucking hands on me, I have nothing else to say to you. My own dad doesn’t fucking hit me and if you think I’m going to let that shit go then you must be out of your mind.”
“Jarvis, I said I’m sorry, I wasn’t thinking baby like honestly.”
“I heard you when you said you were sorry but that doesn’t change the fact that you hit me.”
“What else you want me to say, you want me to get on my knees and beg for your forgiveness?”
“No, I don’t want you to do anything, I just want you to get out.” He looked at me and the next thing I knew he charged me and hit me again. “Fuck man, you always got a smart-ass mouth, acting like a real bitch right now.” I don’t know what came over me but when I heard the word bitch something clicked in me.
I can’t tell you how long we were in there fighting, all I know is that I was on top of him throwing punch after punch. By the time we finished, we both had busted lips, scratch marks on our body, and bad headaches. When he left I knew in my heart that I would never see him again even if I wanted to. As fate would have it, I wasn’t done with him, for some strange and unknown reason I let him sweet talk me into staying with him.
The relationship between Myron and I went on for over a year after our first fight. We would alternate between fighting and loving each other, sometimes we would only take a break from fighting to have sex and went back to fighting again. My dad was asking me questions about us fighting ‘people’ every time we got together but little did he know we wasn’t fighting people we were fighting each other. He came down one weekend a month and of the 3 days he was down here we would get into it 2 of the 3 days.
After our second year together, the whole abusive shit was taken a toll on me. With us being together for that long, you would think that I would have walked away by now, but I was still holding on to hope. Hope that things would go back to when we were just friends and things were simple. Here I am in this abusive relationship with my very first boyfriend and I can’t seem to find a way out of it.
I was in the kitchen cooking one day when he called my phone, I ignored the first call, but he called again. I knew I was asking for a fight by not answering the call, but the good news was that I still had a week to prepare for it or, so I thought. I answered the second call with attitude in my voice.
“I’m trying to cook Myron what do you want?”
“Why you talking to me like that? Damn baby I thought we were over all that bullshit and we were going to try and make everything work.” He asked, and I rolled my eyes.
“Did we? Or did you say you was cutting all the bullshit and did you not just call me all kinda scandalous hoes and bitches and how ugly I am and how I should be lucky to have someone like you? Nigga miss me with all that make it work shit.” I said hanging up the phone, I walked to my room and put my phone on the charger. When I walked back into the kitchen, the door swung open and Myron was standing there with his face all frowned up. “Why are you just showing up and busting into my dad’s house like you live here and what are you doing here this early, I wasn’t expecting our next fight until next week.” I said walking further into the kitchen.
“I came early, but what was that bullshit you were talking on the phone and why the fuck did you hang up in my face?” He said walking towards me.
“Myron, look I am not trying to fight with you right now, I need to finish cooking.” I said with my back turned, I was in the middle of chopping an onion, but he wasn’t done.
“Jarvis, we need to talk about this and talk about it now.” He said with anger in his voice.
“I don’t have to listen to you, you are not my daddy and after today you may not even be my piece of shit ass man, so we can talk when I’m done.” He was quiet for a second and then I heard footsteps running towards me. I turned around just in time to get football tackled into the edge of the counter. The pain shot thru my back like crazy, I can’t even explain how bad it hurt.
I tried to block out the pain as much as I could, I grabbed him by his shirt and started punching the shit out him. Some kind of way he maneuvered around me and put me in a choke hold and I could feel the very life of me leaving my body. I had to think of a way to get out this hold because my punches weren’t doing it. I was close enough to the counter where I was chopping the onion and grabbed the knife. I swung the knife twice trying to stab his ass, but he dodged them, he wasn’t choking me as hard as he was before, and I was able to move my head more. I took the knife and put it in his shoulder blade and pushed down as far as I could. It was a pairing knife so it only when in about half an inch before he pushed me off and ran out the door.
I was still in the kitchen trying to catch my breath, once that was done, I began to clean up the trail of blood that Myron left on his way out the door. When that was done I clean up the kitchen, but my back was in serious pain. I went to lay across the bed and try to get some relief for my back but even that wasn’t helping. My phone started ringing and when I reached to get it I heard something pop in my back and that shit damn near brought me to my knees. I managed to get the phone to see it was Myron calling.
“Jarvis, I need to go to hospital, I’m about to pass out.”
“Not my problem, you should have left when I asked you too.”
“Jarvis please.” He said damn near begging, then something clicked, if I brought him to the hospital then I could be there to hear what he said happened to him.
“Ok fine, I’m coming out now.” I said struggling to get out the bed.
We made it to the hospital and they brought us straight to the back, I was sitting here nervous because I could possibly be going to jail. He wasn’t saying much, probably because of the meds they put him on. He would look at me from time to time and just turn his head, I didn’t feel bad one bit about anything because it was either him or me.
“Myron, we can’t keep this up, I think it’s best if we both just walk away now before one of us end up dead.” I said sitting on side of the bed.
“You stab me and then you wanna break up with me at the same time? I swear if you break up with me then I’m telling those doctors and those cops what really happened.” He said calling my bluff.
“Well if you do then you do, but as far as I’m concerned we both have bruises and wounds on us so you in for a fight but this time it’s with courts involved. Myron, I love you with everything in me, but I just can be with you anymore.”
“If you love me then why are you breaking up with me, I promise on my life that I’m not going to be with the bullshit no more and I promise that no matter what I will never put my hands on your no more unless we are having sex.” He said pleading his case, in normal circumstances it would have worked but I’m looking at the bigger picture.
“I hear ya and under normal circumstances I would have considered it but look at us……. You are laying up in a hospital bed with a stab wound and I’m pretty sure my back is fucked up. So, no I can’t continue this, maybe we can restore our friendship but even that’s questionable at the moment.”
“Ok fine have your way, I hope you have fun in jail……… Nurse!!!!!” He yelled out, but before he could finish, I took my finger and put it in the knife wound causing him to scream out in pain.
“Walk away with some dignity Myron, I’m not playing this game with you anymore, just let it die and if you have any ounce of decency……… you would let this relationship go.” I said removing my finger out the hole.
“How am I supposed to just leave or let it go like that when for the last 2 years you have been my life.”
“And I have been the person you have hit repeatedly on several occasions, Myron this relationship is toxic and we both don’t need that, what if I promise to not mention any of this to anyone and to have sex with you before you leave tomorrow. Can you just let this go?”
“I guess Jarvis but that’s not what I want, I want, and I need you in my life and if you promise to not just turn your back on me then I would let the relationship go.” He said with tears streaming down his face.
“Deal, but I need to go get my back looked at and you promised me that everything remains with us, so I expect you to be a man of your word.”
“I promise, I will come check on you whenever I’m done here.”
We ended up spending the night in the hospital, he had to go thru a blood transfusion and I had to see a bone and joint doctor. I had some deeply bruised tissue and some torn ligaments in my back, I still deal with that to this day. Myron and I split ways and didn’t each other for a few years after our last encounter, but we did talk every once in a while. I would always remember the moments we shared good and bad. In a lot of ways Myron taught me the ins and outs of being in a relationship. Did I expect my first relationship with a guy to turn out to be an abusive relationship…… hell no. The last time I talked to him, he told me that he had gotten married and have some beautiful kids with his wife and I couldn’t be any happier for him. That’s was horrible to go thru at such a young age and I hope no one ever have to experience that ever in their life.
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Distant Love Pt. 1
I woke up in a good mood considering the fact that my dad and I had an argument the previous night. The reason why I was in such a good mood is because this was going to be the first day of our annual church revival. This was the biggest one of the year, I always looked forward to this one over the rest because I always made new friends and reconnected with old ones. That was a big deal for me because I rarely made friends if ever. Then I was in a good mood because I got to see Myron, my longtime friend, he and I would always get into crazy stuff when we got together. The good thing about it was that my dad and his parents were to busy with church stuff to ever know all the drama we caused with other people. My dad ran the transportation service for our church and his dad was my pastor’s brother.
I did my morning routine and went into the kitchen where my dad was sitting on the couch on his phone. I looked at him and he looked at me but neither of us said anything to each other. I went and got a soda out the fridge and was walking back to my room when he finally stopped me.
“I have to go pick up a group of people from the airport…… you wanna ride?” He said getting up.
“I guess so, I mean you can use a hand with all they luggage and plus some of them tip good.”
“It’s not about the tips son.” He said shaking his head.
“It is for me but let me go throw on some clothes.” I walked back down the hall to my room and pulled out something to where.
After spending the day out with my dad and not arguing like we normally do, I was glad to be back home. If I had to see one more suitcase or hypocritical ass church person I was going to lose my mind. I laid across my bed texting my girlfriend when I got a call from a out of state number. I didn’t pick up the phone because I hate answering unknown numbers. The next call I got was from my girlfriend at the time, Emily, I didn’t feel like dealing with her shit but if I didn’t answer she would just call me until I did.
“What took you so long to answer the phone Jarvis? Yo lil bitch over there or something?” She yelled into the phone.
“Man, you always on some bullshit bruh, why can’t you ever act lady like and not some hood rat?” I said heated.
“WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU CALLING A HOOTRAT MOTHERFUCKER?”
“YO PUNK ASS, A NIGGA GET TIRED OF HEARING ALL THAT BULLSHIT WHEN YOU CALL, I’MA PUT YO ASS ON BLOCK.” I said hanging up the phone.
I put my phone on charge and walked into the kitchen, I got a soda out the fridge and walked back to my room. I looked around at all the clothes I had scattered all over the place, I took a sip from my drink and started picking up stuff.
It took me over an hour to get my room spotless, I knew my dad would be proud of that because he was always fussing about me having a junky room. I could see if I had plates and trash in here, but it was mostly clothes and shoes. My phone went off again and I knew from the ringtone it was Emily again.
“I’m sorry but you know how I get when I don’t hear from you Jarvis.” She said after I answered the phone.
“I hear ya.” I really wasn’t trying to hear none of the same lies and bullshit she always told me when she did some stupid shit. I decided to test the limits of her lying because it was something that had been on my mind for a while now. “So, who is Chuck?” I asked sitting on my bed.
“I don’t know anyone name Chuck, who is that?”
“Don’t play dumb Em, I know about your lil friendship between yall.”
“You tripping I don’t have a friend named Chuck or anybody else that you wanna put on me.” She said, and I laughed.
“I hear ya but look I gotta get ready to go with my dad to the airport, but we going to finish this conversation.”
“There aint nothing to finish so stop trying to find something that aint there.” She said hanging up, I laughed again because little do she know I have picture and voice clips as back up, plus I know where their next date going to be at. No sooner than I stood up my dad walked in the house, I heard him on the phone. I hated the way my dad talked on the phone because nothing he ever said made sense to me. I chose to ignore his conversation, I was on my way out the door to go chill with some of my home girls across the street when my dad stopped me.
“Hey, Myron and his folks just got down here, I know what yall asses be up to and I’m telling you this now…… don’t be starting shit. If I hear that yall been causing trouble, then I’m kicking both yall asses.” He said walking back into his room.
“Can I use the car instead of riding in that van with all those people you gotta give rides to?” I asked him.
“As long as you come to the church for at least an hour then yeah if not then you are riding with me.” He said laying across his bed.
“Ok deal.” I said grabbing the keys to his car, I was going to take full advantage of this because usually during a revival week my dad never let me use his car.
I sat in church bored out of my mind, I don’t know why during revival everybody wanted to talk. I looked around the room at all the different people that showed up until I spotted Myron walking thru the door. We locked eyes and gave each other a head nod, it was good to see him show up because now I had somebody to talk to. He walked over to me and I moved to the next seat, we dapped each other up.
“You just don’t know how bored I was before I saw yo ugly ass.” I said laughing.
“Nigga please, you know I’m far from ugly, but I only came tonight to chew you out for not answering the phone.”
“You aint call me fool.” I said pulling out my phone.
“Yeah I did that’s my new number right there stupid.” He said pointing to the unknown number that called me earlier.
“Well you know how I am with unknown numbers, but I heard they supposed to be bowling tomorrow you going?”
“Yea I might roll thru since my folks going to be tied up all day but let’s get out of here and cause trouble.” He said getting up, I got up and we both walked out the door running right into my dad.
“One thing Jarvis and I’m keeping my word, and Myron you dad wants to see you.” My dad said smacking him in the head.
“I’m going to probably go pick up Myron tomorrow to go to the bowling alley with the other people tomorrow if you cool with it.”
“I don’t know how that’s possible when they all staying with Pastor Mark while they here.” My dad said standing by the wall.
“I know but they are meeting up at the church, right?” I asked, and he nodded. “Well I can just get him from there.”
“Alright, but don’t yall be out all night, you know how they are about they kids, and don’t be on any b.s. either because I don’t have bail money either.” I shook my head and walked away. By the time I made my way out the building, Myron had made it outside as well.
“What took yo punk ass so long?” He said smiling.
“Nigga fuck you, but I heard they got party on campus you wanna roll up or we can go to the skating ring and trip some kids.” I said getting in the car, he got in the car with me and looked at me.
“Nigga you aint shit but a bully……. But yea let’s go skating because I don’t feel like being around all them people or have to go thru that long as process of getting back to the dorms.”
“Yea, that’s true, but we got a stop to make first, I wanna check on something right quick.” I said smirking and pulling off.
I pulled up to this soul food spot about 30 minutes away from where the revival was being held. Myron was talking but I was focused on the task at hand, I was here for a purpose and to hopefully find some answers on some things. I parked the car and was trying to find who I was looking for thru the open windows the restaurant had. That’s when I got the shock of my life…… I saw Emily sitting at the table with this dude just laughing and smiling.
“Yo what we doing here?” Myron asked after sitting there playing on his phone for a while.
“Checking some shit out……. You see that light skin chick sitting right there.” I said pointing to where Emily was sitting, and he nodded. “Well that is my girl and that nigga she in there with is the nigga she been seeing behind my back.”
“Well let’s go check that shit nigga what you waiting on?” He said cracking his knuckles.
“I came here to get the proof I needed not to start shit.”
“You sound like a straight bitch right now……… how you knew where she was anyway?”
“Her sister and her Brother told me, they been keeping me informed on what has been going on behind my back.”
“Damn you smashing the sister too nigga you wild as fuck.” He said laughing, I looked at him like he had lost his mind.
“Nigga no I’m not smashing the sister, she just cool people and I fucks with her and her bro.”
“Whatever, if you not bout to go smash this nigga face in then let’s roll out because I kinda do wanna skate.” Just when we were about to pull off…… I looked up and saw Emily and her side dude walking out the building. I looked at Myron and it seemed like he knew just what I was thinking, we both got out the car and made a b-line towards them.
“So, Em, this the nigga you claim you don’t know huh?” I said still walking towards her.
“WHAT THE FUCK……. ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME JARVIS?”
“NAH I’M NOT FOLLOWING YOU THAT WOULD TAKE UP TOO MUCH TIME, UNLIKE YOU I KNOW PEOPLE IN THESE STREETS…… SO ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION IS THIS THE NIGGA YOU SAID YOU DIDN’T KNOW?” I said about to tear her fucking head off, she looked like she was about to tell a lie. “Yo my man what’s yo name?”
“Chuck…. But I don’t see what…….” He was about to say but I cut him off.
“No need to say nothing else dude you gave me everything I needed.”
“Jarvis, you need to let me explain.”
“BITCH YOU AINT GOT NOTHING TO EXPLAIN TO ME ABOUT SHIT……… YOU LIED, AND YOU BEEN PLAYING THIS NIGGA AND ME. CUT YOUR BULLSHIT AND LOOSE MY FUCKING NUMBER HOE.”
“Say bruh you aint got to talk to her like that.” The dude Chuck said and before I could say anything Myron stepped up to the dude.
“My man, you might wanna shut the fuck up before shit get real ugly out here.” I pulled Myron back and we got in the car and pulled off. I was glad I found out when I did because I think any longer I wouldn’t have been able to be as calm as I was now about this situation.
The next day, I was getting ready for the bowling alley when there was a knock on the front door. I waited for my dad to get it because I still wasn’t dressed yet. After waiting and another knock came, I went to open the door with my towel wrapped around my waist. When I opened the door, Myron was standing there looking like he was ready to fight. I stepped to the side and let him before I went back into my room.
“Why yo ass never ready on time? You were supposed to pick me up from the church, ya know.” He said standing in my doorway.
“I overslept, but how you got here anyway?”
“Yo dad brought me, he wanted me to tell you that we didn’t have to go to church tonight because they are having that lil banquet thing and for us not to be causing trouble or he is beating our ass.” He said laughing.
“Yea, he told me that before yall even got here but if you don’t mind I gotta get dressed so get yo ugly ass out my room.” I said shoving him out my room.
I quickly put on my clothes and was looking at myself in the mirror when there was another knock on the door. I yelled out for Myron to get the door because I was making sure I looked my best before we left.
“Ayy Jay, you got company.” Myron yelled from the living room. I gave my self one last look over and walked out my room into the living room to find Emily standing there looking a hot ass mess.
“What the fuck you are doing here?” I said looking at her.
“Jarvis, I’m sorry and I don’t know what made me do what I did but I promise I never had sex with Chuck and I love you, please I don’t wanna break up, I want us to stay together and work thru this.”
“You must be out yo fucking mind, man get out my fucking house with all that bullshit. Go be with that nigga and let me be.” I said opening the door for her. She looked at me and walked toward the door, she stopped in front of me and kissed my cheek before leaving out the door.
“Let me find out that you pussy whipped nigga.” Myron said laughing. “Looking like your bout to cry over there and shit.”
“Nigga shut that shit up……… let’s get out of here and go cause some trouble.”
We made our way over to the bowling alley and went in. I was thinking that this was going to be a boring ass thing, but Myron made it fun by acting a complete ass. Since we didn’t have to go church tonight, we figured we would just ride downtown and chill by the riverfront. I never knew the reason why he like going down there until that night.
“Back home I never get a chance to do anything like this because I’m always caught up with church stuff or afterschool activities. I love when I come down here and can just act like a normal person from the time being.” He said while we were walking down the river walk.
“I know as a Pk you have to live up to a certain standard, but I didn’t think it would take away from you having normalcy in your life, but what will I know, I just got to the point in my life where I know what it feels like to be a kid at times.” I said shaking my head.
“You know we been cool for a few years and we never knew much about each other. I say we sit here and have a pow wow with each other.”
“Pow wow?”
“Damn yall down south niggas don’t know anything huh?” He said laughing. “It’s an open discussion between two people mostly to clear the air or have a heart to heart moment.”
“Let me find out you getting all emotional and shit.” I said laughing.
“Shut up fool, but what’s your biggest fear?” He asked while we were standing looking over the water.
“I don’t really fear much, but I’m afraid of rejection, people judging me without getting to know me, and end up living hand to mouth like my folks did.” I said thinking about my life as a kid.
“I think mine is……… people judging me as well and letting my folks down because they think so much of me, but they just don’t know how much they are fucking up my life by trying to keep me sheltered.”
“Yea that can be tough but I’m in your life now and when you down here I will make sure you enjoy life and that’s my word nigga.”
“Yea, but why are you afraid of rejection? I mean you don’t seem like that kind of person.”
“There is a lot to me that meets the eye Myron…… I have insecurities that I don’t show to anyone and when I put myself out there and get rejected then I tend to shut down completely.”
“You shouldn’t be insecure, you not an ugly dude, you smart as hell, and the most important thing is that I’m yo homie so fuck the rest of the world.” He said laughing and I playfully shoved him. “Can I confess something to you that I haven’t told anyone not even you?”
“Oh lord……. Do I need to sit down because with you aint no telling what you about to say and I need to know if I’m going to be an accessary to a crime I didn’t commit.” I said laughing.
“No stupid but when I first came down here and we hit it off, I didn’t befriend you just because I didn’t know anyone, and we got stuck together with those other punk ass people. I befriended you because I knew I could trust you and I wanna test that theory right here and right now.”
“Ok you are scaring me right now, but before you start with your story or whatever. Let me say this because you may not want to be friends with me afterwards.” I said taking a deep breath.
“Ok,”
“Well you wanna know why I wasn’t to shook up by me and Em breaking up?”
“Why is that?”
“Because I have been struggling with my sexuality for a long time now and I guess when a girl wants to break it off I have no problem with it but when I’m friends with an attractive guy and they don’t want to have anything dealings with me anymore…… I’m more shook up over that more than I am about anything else.”
“Wow, I had no idea……. but if you would have let me finish then I was about to tell you the same thing in so many words but I was going to tell you that I befriended you because I held on to hope that one day we could explore more with each other and since I will be coming down once a month now that would give us more time to spend together.”
I’m not going to lie, when he said that I could have literally jump over the railing and into the river. It seemed like we both secretly wanted each other but neither of us was sure how the other would take it. I couldn’t stop smiling because now I had a reason to go to church every month. He was staring at me and then I realized, I was so caught up in my own thoughts that I never responded to him.
“I’m sorry but yes we can make that happen, but you know how our folks are and we have to keep this our secret.” I said touching his hand.
“I’m way ahead of you and besides we already friends so they won’t suspect a thing anyway.” He said walking over to me. “Now that we got that out the way, I say we seal the deal with a kiss.” He said leaning towards me.
“If you really wanna seal the deal then I say we go back to my house and get ass naked.” I said winking.
“That will work too, but what about that kiss tho.” He puckered his lips and I kissed him.
That night will forever be special to me and Myron was an excellent first boyfriend to me, but with everything good comes bad as well. The first year of our relationship was nothing short of amazing until one month after we had our 1-year anniversary.
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“This Situation” Part 2
Brian and I sat in my den drinking, laughing and talking for the longest after dinner. Although I was enjoying the time with Brian, I was still thinking about the things Terrance and I spoke about earlier in the day. I couldn’t believe he had allowed himself to be that vulnerable with me after all that time of us knowing each other. Maybe he really was sorry for cussing me out and talking to me the way he did. Terrance had told me that I wasn’t shit because I didn’t want to live with him. He then said I didn’t want to live with him because I wanted to bring all kind of random niggas in and out my house behind his back and become a hoe. Even though all the other things hurt but that hurt the most because he knew that I wasn’t that kind of person. He knows for a fact that I love my privacy and being a hoe meant a lot of dudes would know where I live, and that is not what I was willing to put myself through. Hell, it took almost 2 months of us dating before he came to my house, but still I couldn’t get that out my head.
“Jacob?”
“Yeah what’s up?”
Brian took a sip from his drink, “So did you really enjoy our lil vacation to Miami?”
“Hmmm for the most part I did.” I paused and took a drink from my glass “It was fun and eventful.”
“I was just asking because the last night at the club you didn’t seem like yourself, it was like you didn’t want to be there and was ready to go.”
“What makes you say that? I was good.”
“Ummm no you weren’t, you were turning down all those fine ass dudes coming up to you, and you weren’t even drinking a lot.”
“Well you had all that covered for me don’t you think?” I said while laughing.
“What the hell that supposed to mean Jacob?”
“You had all the boys up on you, so it was no need for me to talk to any of them. Plus, you were drinking enough for the both of us.”
“Shut up bastard.” He got up to fix us another drink. Our time in Miami really was a very fun time, in between him flirting with all the boys we really had a lot of fun. I would gladly go again with him, I mean what are best friends for right? “Jacob, I can’t believe you let me get that dunk out in public, like we were still in our freshmen year in college.”
Me (Jacob)
“What was I supposed to do Brian? You snapped on me when I told you that was enough, so I let you enjoy your time.”
“No, I didn’t……… did I?”
“Yes, you did, and you walked off and started twerking on everybody including me.”
“Oh my God, I can’t believe that” He lowered his head and had a look of embarrassment on his face as if he was just caught on a Girls Gone Wild film.
“It’s ok B I know you were having a good time.”
“Too good of a time, we haven’t had that much fun in so long.”
“I know that both of our businesses are doing good and we live on opposite sides of town from each other and……………”
“And you being head over heels for Terrance.”
“Brian hush, but yea we have to make more time for each other.”
He nodded and agreed, then we went back to drinking and watching tv. “Jake, we gotta go do some shopping.” He blurted out after a period of silence.
“Shopping? Didn’t we do enough of that in Miami?”
“Not clothes shopping, furniture shopping for bedroom sets for our empty rooms in our homes. It’s a shame we been in our homes for nearly a year without getting guest beds and shit.”
“I don’t need to go shopping for that, I already have them on order they will be here this week, but I can go with you to get you some though.”
“That’s the least you can do, ugh you get on my nerves Jacob.” He laughed and so did I.
Brian
It became pretty late in the night and we were still up drinking and talking. The last thing I wanted to do was get drunk, because I had an early meeting in the morning. I need to be focused because it was a very important meeting with a potential client. Even though I was having fun laughing and talking with Brian. I was still thinking of Terrance also, I knew I had to make a decision about it and make one quick.
“Jacob, I know I give you hell about Terrance. I just don’t want to see you hurt no more.”
“I know Brian, but you have to let me make that decision to pursue things about it or not.”
“And I will I promise but I just hate the way that shit went down between yall the way it did. I know he regrets it, but you still should be careful. What I didn’t know about him is the things you told me he spoke to you about earlier today, but I still wanna talk to him about it but that will be determined on the outcome of your decision.”
“Ok I will most definitely let you know once I make one.”
“Ok…………. So now it makes sense.”
“What does?”
“I see why you didn’t want to hook up with nobody in Miami.”
“Yea I guess I wasn’t ready for all that yet.” I got up to fix us another drink, while in the kitchen I thought about another thing that happened in Miami. I fixed the drinks and headed back into the den. “Brian, I wanted to ask you about the boy you were talking to in the parking lot………… he was cute.”
“Oh Chile……… how about he got arrested the day we left.”
“What for?”
“Rape and First-Degree Robbery.”
“Damn I’m glad you didn’t fool around with him that could’ve been you he done that to.”
“I know right, that would have just turned my whole life upside down huh.”
“Ummm hell yeah.”
“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about earlier when you were out with yo lil boyfriend.” He said, and I playfully shoved him.
“Wow you never know these days that’s why you can’t trust people” He was looking a lil buzzed from drinking.
“I knew you was a lightweight the night in the club and you was twerking on me and half the club.” I started laughing.
“I bet yo nasty ass got off on it too huh?”
Damn how did he sense that, I really did I must have jacked off about 3 times that night. “Umm no why would I do that? We are friends, best friends so that would be kinda weird”
“Yea right, I know you be looking at my booty at times.” He said that so surely and he was completely right, I did look at his booty from time to time.
“You can’t prove that Brian.”
“Oh, I could Jacob………. If I tell you at least one time, then you have to admit it and stop lying to me.”
“Okay.”
“Well the last time I noticed you looking was when we were in Miami and I was trying on those jeans. I saw you looking while I was in the mirror and you were looking and licking your lips.”
Damn he saw me and didn’t say anything about it until now “Ok ok I did look……….
“Stared not look?”
“Ok stared you happy.” I laughed nervously “I have had an occasional look a time or two, but you can’t blame me. You have a fat ass, plus it doesn’t make it no better that I was a bottom with Terrance after being vers…………… so yea I looked at your ass.”
“Wait Terrance never let you top him when yall was together?”
“We talked about it but no it never happened.”
“Wow so you been backed up huh.” He thought that was just the funniest thing, but I didn’t think it was, so I didn’t partake in the laughter.
“Yea I guess I am Brian.”
Why was I having this conversation with him, and why am I not in a hurry to put a stop to it. This was just crazy as hell, I hated that I admitted all that to him, but it was too late to take it back now. Although we were just talking, I knew there was nothing that could come from that right? At least that’s what I thought at the moment. I was good just talking about it and admitting that to him as long as he didn’t keep asking me questions about it. I soon found out that wasn’t going to happen no time soon.
“So, when you were staring at my ass……. Were you trying to hide a hard on also?”
Damn he couldn’t just leave well enough, alone could he? “Probably or Probably not who’s to say?” I laughed “Yea I was but I don’t know why because that never happened before.”
“So, you get a hard on when you look at me, well look at my ass rather?”
“It was just that one-time Brian, no lie it happened, and it fucked with my head. That’s why I was in that mood that whole day.” It felt good to finally admit that and get it off my chest.
“Ok I appreciate you being honest with me finally.”
“Yea so now we can put that shit behind us.”
“Well not just yet there’s…………”
“Brian, I don’t wanna talk about this no more please.”
“Ok that’s fine.” He got up to go fix another drink, then walked back into the den and sat down. We sat in silence for a little while before I got up to go and put the food away and finish cleaning up the kitchen. After I did that I fixed another drink and went upstairs to get my clothes out for the next day. I also pulled out some night clothes to put on after my bath. I kinda figured Brian would end up spending the night after he had so many drinks. I mean what kind of friend would I be if I let him drive home drunk? I finished getting things prepared then went back downstairs to the den. I couldn’t believe what I saw when I walked back into the room.
“Oh, you came back downstairs?” He was sitting on my couch with nothing but his underwear on and I almost lost my mind, but I kept it together.
“What the hell?”
“What? This is how I sleep now it’s so much more comfortable like this.” He smirked. “You should try it sometime.”
“So, you couldn’t wait until I was sleep or in my room to be damn near naked?”
“Why we both grown and plus I thought you were done for the night when you didn’t come right back from upstairs.”
“Umm no I went to go get my clothes out for the meeting with Estelle tomorrow.”
“Oh, ok well I’m about to shower in the other bathroom and get ready for bed.”
“Ok do you have any clothes to put on afterwards?”
“You know how we do it we keep clothes in the car.” He laughed.
“Ok well goodnight buddy.” I went back upstairs and prepared to take a bath. I turned the water on in the tub and put some bubble bath in it also. I didn’t realize just how long I was soaking in the tub until I noticed the clock on the wall said 2am. I got out the tub and dried off, I then put on my American Eagle Low Rise boxer briefs. I lotioned down my body and took a few selfies before I finished getting dressed for bed. I then walked into my room and pulled my covers back. I got in bed and turned on the tv, I grabbed my phone and sent Terrance a text saying I wanted to meet with him later on in the week to give him my decision about us. After we finished setting up our meeting I put the phone on the nightstand and laid down. I didn’t hear the other shower running no more, so I figured Brian was either done or sleep by now. That’s when I heard a knock on my bedroom door. “Yea come in.” He walked in as my back was turned towards the door never looking up.
“I ran out of lotion do you have any? Or some baby oil?”
“Yea look under the sink in the bathroom it should be both under there.” He walked into the bathroom and that’s when I noticed him. He was wearing some real short and fitted boxer briefs that curved his ass so good. “Damn.” I tried to whisper hoping he didn’t hear me, but he did.
“You must like what you see huh?” I didn’t respond to him because I did like them. He stood in the mirror putting the baby oil on his body and I was fighting yet another boner. “So, I was thinking that I can accompany you to your meeting tomorrow and then we can go shop for my bedroom set and extra furniture I want.”
“Ok that’s fine but don’t fuck this up Brian. It’s a really important meeting and it can really put my business on the map, so I need this badly.”
“Okay Jacob damn I do know how to behave myself you know.”
“Yea I bet but I’m serious Brian.” He stepped out of the bathroom and looked at me.
“I said ok Jacob…………… you need to relax, I know you got this one in the bag. You are the best interior designer in the city nobody is better than you at it.”
“Well aren’t you very optimistic, that vodka must really have you feeling some type of way, but thank you though.”
“it’s doing something to me.” He smirked.
“Yea it always does put me in a better place whenever I drink some.” I told him as he began to climb up on my bed with a very seductive look in his eyes.
“Well since we both feeling some type of way…………” He was slowly moving towards me. “That we both can help each other out with our lil issue.”
“What?” I said in a very shocking voice, not believing what was going on at that point. I mean he never made a move on me and neither did I. He made his way up to me snatching the covers of me.
“You heard me clear, I think it’s time to give you what you been looking at and you can give me what I’ve been missing the last 4 months and get rid of this sexual tension between us.” He laid on top of me, I wanted to put up a fight, but my hormones got the best of me. By that point I was no longer thinking with my head my dick took over my thoughts. I was semi hard before he moved on me but when he grabbed my head and planted one of the sweetest and wettest kisses on me my dick shot up like a cannon. He stopped kissing me when my dick poked him in the stomach. “Hmmm looks like someone wants to come out and play.” He put his hand on my crotch and pull my dick out of my pjs and started playing with it. He giggled “My my my how big we are huh? I think it’s going to fill me up just right.” I couldn’t wrap my mind on what was really happening, but I didn’t have time to think when I felt his warm tongue lick the head of my dick. He licked around it for a sec before taking half of my ten-inch dick in his mouth.
“Ahhhh Fuck nigga……………Damn Brian.” I moaned out as he deep throated my dick all the way to the base.
“You like that shit?” He said after coming up for air and going back down on it.
“Hell yeah…………… fuck dude.” I was fighting back a serious orgasm at that point. He sucked me for another ten minutes, before I stopped him. “Turn that ass around.” He did as instructed. I got on my knees and admired his beautifully shaped ass before removing his underwear. I ran my nose up and down his crack to take in the scent of his ass. I was amazed at how good it smelled and was curious about the way it tasted so I did. I spread his cheeks and kissed around his hole before sticking my tongue deep inside him.
“MMMMM FUCK JACOB.…………. EAT THAT ASS BABY!” His moans got louder every time I dug my tongue into his ass. He started shaking like crazy as his ass clinched on my tongue. His breathing became heavy as if he was losing his breath. After a while his ass loosened up and I looked down, he’d nutted all over my sheets and that turned me on even more. He turned over to face me “Damn Jake………” He said smiling “That felt amazing as hell that’s the first time I nutted without touching my dick.” I don’t know why when he said that I felt a sudden urge of accomplishment, but I did.
“Now let’s kick this up to the next level.” He motioned for me to lay on my back and I did. He climbed on top of me putting his ass in my face and his face by my dick, so we could 69. He started sucking me with even more passion then first time. Before I knew it, I was on the verge of a huge orgasm myself.
“FUCK BRIAN IMA NUT NIGGA…………… AHHHHHH FUCK” I shot out seven shots of nut all over his chest. He went back to suck me again, but I was sensitive at that point, so I stopped him. Once I regained control of myself I went back to eating his ass.
“You have any condoms and lube?”
“Yea in my nightstand I bought them in Miami.” I reached over and grab them. I handed him the lube and kept the condoms. He was sucking me some more while he lubed himself up. When he felt like he was lubed up enough, I put on the condom and he handed me the lube. I quickly lubed up my dick and put the bottle on nightstand. He then mounted me and angled my dick under him. It took him about 5 minutes to get the head in, he was tight as fuck. He slowly worked half of my dick in him and started a slow rhythm. I pulled him down and kissed him, he raised up and moaned as more of me entered him. Once he got used to the presence of my dick he began to pick up the speed. I grabbed him around his waist and started matching his rhythm.
“Ohhhh Fuck Nigga ……………. Get this ass boy.” When he said that I started thrusting my dick in him harder and deeper. His moans were so loud I thought people would hear us outside, but I was to turned on to give a fuck. “it’s been forever since I had a dick this big fuck.”
“Take this fucking dick then nigga…………… come ride this shit.” I smacked his ass and he moaned more. He rode me for another twelve minutes before I raised up and grabbed a hold of him. I kissed him again and slowly switched positions laying him on his back. I was careful not to pull out of him, I started slowly stroking him. “Fuck me Jacob…………. Fuck this ass………… ahhhhh shit fuck me nigga.” He wrapped his legs around my waist and I started fucking him harder, faster, and deeper. He let out a loud moan and tilted his head back enjoying the dick he was getting.
“Damn this ass good nigga fuck.” I kept pounding that ass the way he wanted it. After about twenty minutes of fucking the hell out of him I pulled out and flipped him over on his stomach again. I slowly reentered him again and let him get readjusted to my dick. I then picked up speed pound the living hell out his ass. He was moaning and taking every inch of me. I kept going until I felt my second explosion coming, I sped up and pounded him harder. His body began to shake again, and I felt his ass muscle tighten up on my dick. “Ahhhhh fuck nigga I’m bout to bust…………… ahhhhh Fuuuucckkkkkk.”
“Me to nigga………… fuccckkkkkk………….” We both exploded at the same time and it was better than the first one. His ass clinched on my now ultra-sensitive dick and I collapsed on top of him. We laid in that position for a while before I could pull out him. “mmmmm damn Jake.” We laid next to each other trying to regain strength in our bodies. Once we regained our strength I pulled the condom off, tied it in a knot, and tossed it on the nightstand. I didn’t know how to feel after the moment was over because Brian is my best friend. This was not supposed to happen, but I don’t regret not one moment of it. I knew we could never do that again no matter what. So, I suggested that we go take a shower and get cleaned up. He agreed and got up, he walked into my bathroom and started the shower, I followed. “Damn I really needed that.” He said as we stepped into the shower.
“Who you Telling?” We both laughed, once our shower was over, we both got dressed and went back into my room. We pulled the sheets off the bed and put new ones on, we also cleaned up our mess we made. After we were done I laid in the bed with him, “Brian what was this?”
“Jake, I told you we both had a need and we took care of it.”
“Yea but……………”
“But nothing don’t worry I know where you headed and trust me I’m with you all the way. It was a one-time thing and we can’t cross that line again.”
“Yea I was just thinking that. But I must admit it was good as fuck though.”
“Who are you telling?” We both laughed. We stayed up a little while longer talking and making agreements about the night we just shared, then drifted off to sleep.
The next day we went to my meeting that was scheduled with Estelle. I nailed it and got her to sign the contract just as Brian had predicted. After the meeting, I left my office for the day with Brian to go furniture shopping. He ordered his bedroom suit and I picked out a few more things for my house. I called Terrance and asked him could we push up the lunch date for today, he agreed and met us at a local restaurant for a late lunch. I thought Brian would throw a fit, but he was surprisingly accepting of the idea. After he and Terrance talked and expressed how they felt about the situation I decided to give Terrance another chance at our relationship. He was more than happy when I told him that he could even move in with me. Everyone was happy, Brian got his best friend back {and some good dick}, Terrance got his boyfriend back, and I had them both back in my life, so things couldn’t be any better. I was glad about what happened between Brian and I, it was a life changing experience for the both of us. He finally found someone who makes him happy and was making plans on living with him. Terrance finally gave up the cakes and it was awesome. I was so happy to finally get rid of that Complicated Situation in my life, and now looking forward to a very successful future with my best friend and my Boyfriend.
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“This Situation” Part 2
Brian and I sat in my den drinking, laughing and talking for the longest after dinner. Although I was enjoying the time with Brian, I was still thinking about the things Terrance and I spoke about earlier in the day. I couldn’t believe he had allowed himself to be that vulnerable with me after all that time of us knowing each other. Maybe he really was sorry for cussing me out and talking to me the way he did. Terrance had told me that I wasn’t shit because I didn’t want to live with him. He then said I didn’t want to live with him because I wanted to bring all kind of random niggas in and out my house behind his back and become a hoe. Even though all the other things hurt but that hurt the most because he knew that I wasn’t that kind of person. He knows for a fact that I love my privacy and being a hoe meant a lot of dudes would know where I live, and that is not what I was willing to put myself through. Hell, it took almost 2 months of us dating before he came to my house, but still I couldn’t get that out my head.
“Jacob?”
“Yeah what’s up?”
Brian took a sip from his drink, “So did you really enjoy our lil vacation to Miami?”
“Hmmm for the most part I did.” I paused and took a drink from my glass “It was fun and eventful.”
“I was just asking because the last night at the club you didn’t seem like yourself, it was like you didn’t want to be there and was ready to go.”
“What makes you say that? I was good.”
“Ummm no you weren’t, you were turning down all those fine ass dudes coming up to you, and you weren’t even drinking a lot.”
“Well you had all that covered for me don’t you think?” I said while laughing.
“What the hell that supposed to mean Jacob?”
“You had all the boys up on you, so it was no need for me to talk to any of them. Plus, you were drinking enough for the both of us.”
“Shut up bastard.” He got up to fix us another drink. Our time in Miami really was a very fun time, in between him flirting with all the boys we really had a lot of fun. I would gladly go again with him, I mean what are best friends for right? “Jacob, I can’t believe you let me get that dunk out in public, like we were still in our freshmen year in college.”
Me (Jacob)
“What was I supposed to do Brian? You snapped on me when I told you that was enough, so I let you enjoy your time.”
“No, I didn’t……… did I?”
“Yes, you did, and you walked off and started twerking on everybody including me.”
“Oh my God, I can’t believe that” He lowered his head and had a look of embarrassment on his face as if he was just caught on a Girls Gone Wild film.
“It’s ok B I know you were having a good time.”
“Too good of a time, we haven’t had that much fun in so long.”
“I know that both of our businesses are doing good and we live on opposite sides of town from each other and……………”
“And you being head over heels for Terrance.”
“Brian hush, but yea we have to make more time for each other.”
He nodded and agreed, then we went back to drinking and watching tv. “Jake, we gotta go do some shopping.” He blurted out after a period of silence.
“Shopping? Didn’t we do enough of that in Miami?”
“Not clothes shopping, furniture shopping for bedroom sets for our empty rooms in our homes. It’s a shame we been in our homes for nearly a year without getting guest beds and shit.”
“I don’t need to go shopping for that, I already have them on order they will be here this week, but I can go with you to get you some though.”
“That’s the least you can do, ugh you get on my nerves Jacob.” He laughed and so did I.
Brian
It became pretty late in the night and we were still up drinking and talking. The last thing I wanted to do was get drunk, because I had an early meeting in the morning. I need to be focused because it was a very important meeting with a potential client. Even though I was having fun laughing and talking with Brian. I was still thinking of Terrance also, I knew I had to make a decision about it and make one quick.
“Jacob, I know I give you hell about Terrance. I just don’t want to see you hurt no more.”
“I know Brian, but you have to let me make that decision to pursue things about it or not.”
“And I will I promise but I just hate the way that shit went down between yall the way it did. I know he regrets it, but you still should be careful. What I didn’t know about him is the things you told me he spoke to you about earlier today, but I still wanna talk to him about it but that will be determined on the outcome of your decision.”
“Ok I will most definitely let you know once I make one.”
“Ok…………. So now it makes sense.”
“What does?”
“I see why you didn’t want to hook up with nobody in Miami.”
“Yea I guess I wasn’t ready for all that yet.” I got up to fix us another drink, while in the kitchen I thought about another thing that happened in Miami. I fixed the drinks and headed back into the den. “Brian, I wanted to ask you about the boy you were talking to in the parking lot………… he was cute.”
“Oh Chile……… how about he got arrested the day we left.”
“What for?”
“Rape and First-Degree Robbery.”
“Damn I’m glad you didn’t fool around with him that could’ve been you he done that to.”
“I know right, that would have just turned my whole life upside down huh.”
“Ummm hell yeah.”
“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about earlier when you were out with yo lil boyfriend.” He said, and I playfully shoved him.
“Wow you never know these days that’s why you can’t trust people” He was looking a lil buzzed from drinking.
“I knew you was a lightweight the night in the club and you was twerking on me and half the club.” I started laughing.
“I bet yo nasty ass got off on it too huh?”
Damn how did he sense that, I really did I must have jacked off about 3 times that night. “Umm no why would I do that? We are friends, best friends so that would be kinda weird”
“Yea right, I know you be looking at my booty at times.” He said that so surely and he was completely right, I did look at his booty from time to time.
“You can’t prove that Brian.”
“Oh, I could Jacob………. If I tell you at least one time, then you have to admit it and stop lying to me.”
“Okay.”
“Well the last time I noticed you looking was when we were in Miami and I was trying on those jeans. I saw you looking while I was in the mirror and you were looking and licking your lips.”
Damn he saw me and didn’t say anything about it until now “Ok ok I did look……….
“Stared not look?”
“Ok stared you happy.” I laughed nervously “I have had an occasional look a time or two, but you can’t blame me. You have a fat ass, plus it doesn’t make it no better that I was a bottom with Terrance after being vers…………… so yea I looked at your ass.”
“Wait Terrance never let you top him when yall was together?”
“We talked about it but no it never happened.”
“Wow so you been backed up huh.” He thought that was just the funniest thing, but I didn’t think it was, so I didn’t partake in the laughter.
“Yea I guess I am Brian.”
Why was I having this conversation with him, and why am I not in a hurry to put a stop to it. This was just crazy as hell, I hated that I admitted all that to him, but it was too late to take it back now. Although we were just talking, I knew there was nothing that could come from that right? At least that’s what I thought at the moment. I was good just talking about it and admitting that to him as long as he didn’t keep asking me questions about it. I soon found out that wasn’t going to happen no time soon.
“So, when you were staring at my ass……. Were you trying to hide a hard on also?”
Damn he couldn’t just leave well enough, alone could he? “Probably or Probably not who’s to say?” I laughed “Yea I was but I don’t know why because that never happened before.”
“So, you get a hard on when you look at me, well look at my ass rather?”
“It was just that one-time Brian, no lie it happened, and it fucked with my head. That’s why I was in that mood that whole day.” It felt good to finally admit that and get it off my chest.
“Ok I appreciate you being honest with me finally.”
“Yea so now we can put that shit behind us.”
“Well not just yet there’s…………”
“Brian, I don’t wanna talk about this no more please.”
“Ok that’s fine.” He got up to go fix another drink, then walked back into the den and sat down. We sat in silence for a little while before I got up to go and put the food away and finish cleaning up the kitchen. After I did that I fixed another drink and went upstairs to get my clothes out for the next day. I also pulled out some night clothes to put on after my bath. I kinda figured Brian would end up spending the night after he had so many drinks. I mean what kind of friend would I be if I let him drive home drunk? I finished getting things prepared then went back downstairs to the den. I couldn’t believe what I saw when I walked back into the room.
“Oh, you came back downstairs?” He was sitting on my couch with nothing but his underwear on and I almost lost my mind, but I kept it together.
“What the hell?”
“What? This is how I sleep now it’s so much more comfortable like this.” He smirked. “You should try it sometime.”
“So, you couldn’t wait until I was sleep or in my room to be damn near naked?”
“Why we both grown and plus I thought you were done for the night when you didn’t come right back from upstairs.”
“Umm no I went to go get my clothes out for the meeting with Estelle tomorrow.”
“Oh, ok well I’m about to shower in the other bathroom and get ready for bed.”
“Ok do you have any clothes to put on afterwards?”
“You know how we do it we keep clothes in the car.” He laughed.
“Ok well goodnight buddy.” I went back upstairs and prepared to take a bath. I turned the water on in the tub and put some bubble bath in it also. I didn’t realize just how long I was soaking in the tub until I noticed the clock on the wall said 2am. I got out the tub and dried off, I then put on my American Eagle Low Rise boxer briefs. I lotioned down my body and took a few selfies before I finished getting dressed for bed. I then walked into my room and pulled my covers back. I got in bed and turned on the tv, I grabbed my phone and sent Terrance a text saying I wanted to meet with him later on in the week to give him my decision about us. After we finished setting up our meeting I put the phone on the nightstand and laid down. I didn’t hear the other shower running no more, so I figured Brian was either done or sleep by now. That’s when I heard a knock on my bedroom door. “Yea come in.” He walked in as my back was turned towards the door never looking up.
“I ran out of lotion do you have any? Or some baby oil?”
“Yea look under the sink in the bathroom it should be both under there.” He walked into the bathroom and that’s when I noticed him. He was wearing some real short and fitted boxer briefs that curved his ass so good. “Damn.” I tried to whisper hoping he didn’t hear me, but he did.
“You must like what you see huh?” I didn’t respond to him because I did like them. He stood in the mirror putting the baby oil on his body and I was fighting yet another boner. “So, I was thinking that I can accompany you to your meeting tomorrow and then we can go shop for my bedroom set and extra furniture I want.”
“Ok that’s fine but don’t fuck this up Brian. It’s a really important meeting and it can really put my business on the map, so I need this badly.”
“Okay Jacob damn I do know how to behave myself you know.”
“Yea I bet but I’m serious Brian.” He stepped out of the bathroom and looked at me.
“I said ok Jacob…………… you need to relax, I know you got this one in the bag. You are the best interior designer in the city nobody is better than you at it.”
“Well aren’t you very optimistic, that vodka must really have you feeling some type of way, but thank you though.”
“it’s doing something to me.” He smirked.
“Yea it always does put me in a better place whenever I drink some.” I told him as he began to climb up on my bed with a very seductive look in his eyes.
“Well since we both feeling some type of way…………” He was slowly moving towards me. “That we both can help each other out with our lil issue.”
“What?” I said in a very shocking voice, not believing what was going on at that point. I mean he never made a move on me and neither did I. He made his way up to me snatching the covers of me.
“You heard me clear, I think it’s time to give you what you been looking at and you can give me what I’ve been missing the last 4 months and get rid of this sexual tension between us.” He laid on top of me, I wanted to put up a fight, but my hormones got the best of me. By that point I was no longer thinking with my head my dick took over my thoughts. I was semi hard before he moved on me but when he grabbed my head and planted one of the sweetest and wettest kisses on me my dick shot up like a cannon. He stopped kissing me when my dick poked him in the stomach. “Hmmm looks like someone wants to come out and play.” He put his hand on my crotch and pull my dick out of my pjs and started playing with it. He giggled “My my my how big we are huh? I think it’s going to fill me up just right.” I couldn’t wrap my mind on what was really happening, but I didn’t have time to think when I felt his warm tongue lick the head of my dick. He licked around it for a sec before taking half of my ten-inch dick in his mouth.
“Ahhhh Fuck nigga……………Damn Brian.” I moaned out as he deep throated my dick all the way to the base.
“You like that shit?” He said after coming up for air and going back down on it.
“Hell yeah…………… fuck dude.” I was fighting back a serious orgasm at that point. He sucked me for another ten minutes, before I stopped him. “Turn that ass around.” He did as instructed. I got on my knees and admired his beautifully shaped ass before removing his underwear. I ran my nose up and down his crack to take in the scent of his ass. I was amazed at how good it smelled and was curious about the way it tasted so I did. I spread his cheeks and kissed around his hole before sticking my tongue deep inside him.
“MMMMM FUCK JACOB.…………. EAT THAT ASS BABY!” His moans got louder every time I dug my tongue into his ass. He started shaking like crazy as his ass clinched on my tongue. His breathing became heavy as if he was losing his breath. After a while his ass loosened up and I looked down, he’d nutted all over my sheets and that turned me on even more. He turned over to face me “Damn Jake………” He said smiling “That felt amazing as hell that’s the first time I nutted without touching my dick.” I don’t know why when he said that I felt a sudden urge of accomplishment, but I did.
“Now let’s kick this up to the next level.” He motioned for me to lay on my back and I did. He climbed on top of me putting his ass in my face and his face by my dick, so we could 69. He started sucking me with even more passion then first time. Before I knew it, I was on the verge of a huge orgasm myself.
“FUCK BRIAN IMA NUT NIGGA…………… AHHHHHH FUCK” I shot out seven shots of nut all over his chest. He went back to suck me again, but I was sensitive at that point, so I stopped him. Once I regained control of myself I went back to eating his ass.
“You have any condoms and lube?”
“Yea in my nightstand I bought them in Miami.” I reached over and grab them. I handed him the lube and kept the condoms. He was sucking me some more while he lubed himself up. When he felt like he was lubed up enough, I put on the condom and he handed me the lube. I quickly lubed up my dick and put the bottle on nightstand. He then mounted me and angled my dick under him. It took him about 5 minutes to get the head in, he was tight as fuck. He slowly worked half of my dick in him and started a slow rhythm. I pulled him down and kissed him, he raised up and moaned as more of me entered him. Once he got used to the presence of my dick he began to pick up the speed. I grabbed him around his waist and started matching his rhythm.
“Ohhhh Fuck Nigga ……………. Get this ass boy.” When he said that I started thrusting my dick in him harder and deeper. His moans were so loud I thought people would hear us outside, but I was to turned on to give a fuck. “it’s been forever since I had a dick this big fuck.”
“Take this fucking dick then nigga…………… come ride this shit.” I smacked his ass and he moaned more. He rode me for another twelve minutes before I raised up and grabbed a hold of him. I kissed him again and slowly switched positions laying him on his back. I was careful not to pull out of him, I started slowly stroking him. “Fuck me Jacob…………. Fuck this ass………… ahhhhh shit fuck me nigga.” He wrapped his legs around my waist and I started fucking him harder, faster, and deeper. He let out a loud moan and tilted his head back enjoying the dick he was getting.
“Damn this ass good nigga fuck.” I kept pounding that ass the way he wanted it. After about twenty minutes of fucking the hell out of him I pulled out and flipped him over on his stomach again. I slowly reentered him again and let him get readjusted to my dick. I then picked up speed pound the living hell out his ass. He was moaning and taking every inch of me. I kept going until I felt my second explosion coming, I sped up and pounded him harder. His body began to shake again, and I felt his ass muscle tighten up on my dick. “Ahhhhh fuck nigga I’m bout to bust…………… ahhhhh Fuuuucckkkkkk.”
“Me to nigga………… fuccckkkkkk………….” We both exploded at the same time and it was better than the first one. His ass clinched on my now ultra-sensitive dick and I collapsed on top of him. We laid in that position for a while before I could pull out him. “mmmmm damn Jake.” We laid next to each other trying to regain strength in our bodies. Once we regained our strength I pulled the condom off, tied it in a knot, and tossed it on the nightstand. I didn’t know how to feel after the moment was over because Brian is my best friend. This was not supposed to happen, but I don’t regret not one moment of it. I knew we could never do that again no matter what. So, I suggested that we go take a shower and get cleaned up. He agreed and got up, he walked into my bathroom and started the shower, I followed. “Damn I really needed that.” He said as we stepped into the shower.
“Who you Telling?” We both laughed, once our shower was over, we both got dressed and went back into my room. We pulled the sheets off the bed and put new ones on, we also cleaned up our mess we made. After we were done I laid in the bed with him, “Brian what was this?”
“Jake, I told you we both had a need and we took care of it.”
“Yea but……………”
“But nothing don’t worry I know where you headed and trust me I’m with you all the way. It was a one-time thing and we can’t cross that line again.”
“Yea I was just thinking that. But I must admit it was good as fuck though.”
“Who are you telling?” We both laughed. We stayed up a little while longer talking and making agreements about the night we just shared, then drifted off to sleep.
The next day we went to my meeting that was scheduled with Estelle. I nailed it and got her to sign the contract just as Brian had predicted. After the meeting, I left my office for the day with Brian to go furniture shopping. He ordered his bedroom suit and I picked out a few more things for my house. I called Terrance and asked him could we push up the lunch date for today, he agreed and met us at a local restaurant for a late lunch. I thought Brian would throw a fit, but he was surprisingly accepting of the idea. After he and Terrance talked and expressed how they felt about the situation I decided to give Terrance another chance at our relationship. He was more than happy when I told him that he could even move in with me. Everyone was happy, Brian got his best friend back {and some good dick}, Terrance got his boyfriend back, and I had them both back in my life, so things couldn’t be any better. I was glad about what happened between Brian and I, it was a life changing experience for the both of us. He finally found someone who makes him happy and was making plans on living with him. Terrance finally gave up the cakes and it was awesome. I was so happy to finally get rid of that Complicated Situation in my life, and now looking forward to a very successful future with my best friend and my Boyfriend.
(Pictures used does not reflect on the actual characters just used as visuals for stories.)
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“This Situation” Part 1
We’d just returned from a very long day of shopping for outfits for the weekend ahead. It was Sizzle Weekend in Miami and I had let my best friend talk me into flying down here for the event. Brian and I had been friends for the better part of 10 years, we were inseparable. There wasn’t much [besides have sex] that we didn’t do together. We’d graduated from Georgia Tech 3 years ago, with a Bachelors’ in Business. I started an interior design business a year before I met Terrance [my ex} and now it’s starting to do well financially. Terrance and I had broken up after almost 2 years of dating. It started going downhill when he wanted us to move in with each other. I didn’t want that at that point so things got bad between us very quickly. For the last 7 months, I was in a slump over the breakup and then Brian showed up to my house and convinced me to fly with him to Miami, I reluctantly agreed and now we’re here.
“What you think about these jeans with this shirt?” He asked while putting the outfit together.
I looked up from reading a message on my phone and said “I like it not my style, but I like it. I think it will look cute on you.”
“Ok well I’ma try on these jeans and see if they fit you know certain jeans don’t fit right and make my ass look small as hell.”
We laughed and he stepped into the dressing room to try on the jeans. He was right he did have a lot of ass and it set up real nice on its own so imagine it in the right pair of jeans. He had been in the dressing room for about 10 minutes when he finally stepped out.
“What you think?” He said walking in front of me looking in the mirror.
Me (Jacob)
I don’t know why but when I saw him in those jeans and how it formed around his plump ass I started getting hard. I’ve never looked at Brian in this manner before now.
“I like them they are cute on you actually.” I smiled while trying not to let him see my boner.
“I know right……. Ok I’m getting them.” He walked back to the dressing room to change back into his clothes so we could leave the store.
I yelled out to him “Hurry up so I can go get some shoes!”
“Ok damn Jacob I’m trying to hurry up punk ass.” He let out a laugh and so did I.
I couldn’t get that image of his ass out my head, I guess 7 months without sex would have a person thinking some of the craziest thoughts at times. Every time that image popped up in my head, my dick would get stiff. As the time went by I managed to get thru it without making it obvious that I was stiff and thankfully he didn’t notice it either, that would have make it very uncomfortable between us. I didn’t even notice when he walked up to me after he finished paying for his things.
“Jacob………. JACOB!” He called out louder snapping me out my thoughts.
“Yea …… I’m sorry what did you say?”
“Damn where yo head at?” He smirked. “I bet its Terrance ain’t it?
“Um no.” I blurted out.
“Mmmm hmmmmm I bet.”
“Fuck off Brian you jerk.” I laughed.
We spent nearly 3 hours in the mall shopping for things to wear and me listening to him admire every cute boy that we passed. When we finally got back to our hotel I was exhausted. It wasn’t because of the shopping; it was because I had spent most of that time with the image of Brian’s ass in my head and about the breakup between Terrance and I.
Brian
“Hey Brian.” I called out.
“Yeah what’s up?”
“I’m about to go get some rest for tonight. I know it’s going to be a long night and plus I’m drained from the day.”
“I guess with yo tired ass.” He laughed.
“Go to hell tramp.” I said as I was headed to my conjuring room.
“You better not be in there crying about Terrance punk ass either.”
I didn’t reply to him I just closed my door and plopped down on my bed. As I laid there, sleep was out of the equation, from the image of Brian’s ass to Terrance I couldn’t get to sleep. I picked up my phone and thought about texting Terrance but then thought against it even quicker. I slowly began to fall asleep to get ready for the long weekend ahead.
I was so glad to be home after the weekend get away with Brian. It was time to get back to reality, which was running my business and trying to pick up the pieces of my life. I’ve been avoiding Brian and Terrance since returning and spending more at work than at home. I’d met with my last client for the day before leaving my office, and decided to stop at the store to pick up a few things for dinner tonight, while in the meat section I picked up some steak, shrimp, and chicken breast. As I stood there trying to decide on what else I wanted I heard a man’s voice come up behind me, a voice that I’m very familiar with.
“Hey Jake.”
“Hi Terrance.” I said without turning around.
“So you not going to turn around to see me? Damn you must be really mad at me huh?” He asked as he put his hand on my shoulder. I really missed that dudes touch, it seemed like he knew just how to touch me. I pulled away while still having my back turn to him, I slowly turned around to face him. I can’t believe he still look as good as ever.
“What can I help you with Terrance, you stalking me or something?” I frowned “You know I can’t stand yo black ass right about now.” I stared into his hazel eyes and almost choked up.
“Damn Jake, why you gotta be like that, I was hoping that we could talk. I know you been igging the hell out of me.” He said sounding so sure so I admitted.
“Yea I have because I have nothing to say to you at all.”
“Look bae I …………”
“Boy bye I’m not yo fucking bae so you can kill that shit now.”
“Ok Jake ok …………but I was kind of hoping that we could talk about everything now since we here because who knows when I will ever get this chance again.”
Terrance
He was right, I never planned on seeing, let alone talking to his ass again after today. So, I decided to entertain him for a while and get some clarity on things between us. “Ok fine I will entertain you for a little bit because I’m curious about what you possibly have to say to me………. But not in here, I have a few more things to pick up so I will meet you outside by my car when I finish up in here.”
He smiled “Ok cool.” He looked down in my buggy. “So what’s for dinner tonight?”
I looked at him crazy because I knew what he was getting at. He’d told me on many occasions how much he loved my cooking. “Probably steak and shrimp pasta, why? you not invited so it shouldn’t matter anyway.”
“Damn why you gotta be so salty and nasty to me……… I was just asking what you cooking bae………… I mean Jake.”
What the fuck he just said to me? Did he really just say that shit to me? I could’ve slapped hell out him at that moment. “What the hell you expect after the shit you said to me? The Terrance I knew and loved would have never said the things you said or disrespected me the way you did cut the bullshit and stop fucking with me before things get real ugly in here Terrance.” I had to catch myself because I was getting pissed and emotional all at the same time.
“Ok ok ok no need to be all riled up Jake. We can talk outside when you’re done ok. You still have the same car? The BMW?”
“Yea I do……. See you there.” I walked away before he could say anything else to piss me off. I picked up the rest of the things I needed before heading to the counter, when my phone started ringing.
“Hey Jacob.”
“Hey Brian what’s up?”
“Where the hell you been? I haven’t heard from you since we got back.”
“I’ve been a lil busy with my business making a living nigga.”
“Mmmmm so I wanted to tell you about the dude I met in Miami.”
“I can’t right now I’m getting groceries and going outside to meet……… A buddy so I will call you later on ok?”
“A buddy? Who is this buddy?”
“Why you all up in my business?” I asked while putting my things on the counter.
“Really Jacob?” He paused. “Oh now I see……… A buddy name Terrance huh? Damn Jacob really?”
I didn’t answer him right away “Brian do I say anything about all yo lil hoes you be running around with? No I don’t……Terrance and I was together for almost two years so I can at least hear what he has to say…………”
“He left you in a fucking slump and said all kinds of shit to you and you still wanna talk to his punk ass after all that? Wow! Oh and FYI I’m not fucking anybody so for you to say I have hoes and shit is really wrong Jacob DEAD WRONG.”
“Am I with you day in and day out? I don’t know who you fucking or not fucking, I just said what I said because of all the different niggas you talking to.” I slide my card to pay for my things, what I said must have upset him because he hung up in my face. Out of 10 years of friendship we just had the biggest fight we’d ever had. I gathered my thoughts, grabbed my things, and walked out the store to meet Terrance by my car. When I stepped out the store I saw him standing by his car that he moved over where mine was parked. I wanted to just run into his arms and sob, but that shit wasn’t going to happen at all.
“It sure took you long enough.” He said as I approached him. He then paused and looked at me “Uh oh what happened now?”
“Nothing.” I hit the startup button on my key ring and then opened the trunk.
“You know I know when you lying Jake.” He stepped towards me and started getting my bags and put them in the trunk. “So tell me what’s wrong. “
“I had a fight with Brian.” I finally admitted.
“Why?”
I stood there after closing my trunk “Because of you Terrance.”
“Me?” He asked in shock.
“Yea he told me that I was basically stupid for talking to you.”
He shook his head “Damn I’m sorry boo.”
I put my hand up “Terrance.”
“Ok ok Jake.”
“Look can we stop with all the small talk and you tell me what you wanna talk to me about so I can get home.”
“Sure……… I know I fucked up and I’m sorry, I am truly truly sorry Shawty.”
“That’s it?”
“I know you don’t wanna hear what I have to say but I’m going to say it anyway…………. We been thru some crazy shit together and things turnt bad so quick for us, I began to fall real hard for you and I didn’t know how to handle it. I never had those feelings for any one at all, I mean you have to understand that you were my first boyfriend so that whole thing was new to me.”
“I know that Terrance but the things………………”
“Hold up Shawty let me finish I promise I won’t keep you very much longer…………… I said those things to push you away because of those feelings, I never meant any of it. I never meant to hurt you or disrespect you in that way and I’m truly sorry you have to believe me Jake.”
I stood there and tried to process what he had just said to me. I must admit seeing the sincerity in his eyes and in his tone, was really about to make me melt. He really never showed his vulnerable side to often so it was pretty refreshing to see it. The shit intrigued me to the max but I wasn’t about to give in I couldn’t.
“Ok Terrance…………… I guess I can forgive you…………… but that don’t mean anything is going to change between us. I don’t think things will ever be the same especially since Brian hates you and he probably hates me now as well.”
“I know Shawty………… but can you do me a favor though?”
“You not getting none Terrance.”
He laughed “Nah it ain’t nothing like that…………… although that ass is sitting right in them jeans though damn.” He said licking his lips.
“Boy stop.”
“Ok can you at least think about it and promise to talk to me more?”
“I will think about it but I can’t promise you that I will talk to you more but I will think about it ok?”
“Aight I can respect that Shawty.”
“Ok well I gotta go.” I hit the unlock button and walked towards the door.
“Damn no hug or nothing?” He joked.
I stood by my car door and looked back at him “I’m not waiting all day.”
He walked over to me and put his arms around me, I hugged him back and took in his scent and realized he was wearing the cologne I bought him for his birthday last year, it was Nautica Blue. We hugged for a few minutes and I started to get hard. When he kissed my neck I almost went into ecstasy, damn he still had that effect on me. I stepped away from him, he opened my car door and I stepped in.
“I guess I will talk to you whenever you decide to call me.”
“I’ma call you Terrance just give me some time to think about it ok?” I looked at him and he seemed to be ok with that.
“Ok Jake talk to you soon.” He walked over to his car and got in.
I closed my car door and drove off thinking about what he had told me the whole ride home which was an hour drive from where I worked. When I pulled into my driveway I was shocked to see Brian’s car parked there. I open the garage door on the opposite side and drove in, I turned my car off and popped the trunk. I stepped out the car and walked to the trunk, as I was getting the bags out the trunk Brian got out his car, locked it and walked towards me. “Look I’m not in the mood for your shit right now Brian.” I finished getting the bags out and closed the trunk.
“Really Jacob? You’re not going to hear what I have to say?”
“I don’t feel like fighting with you right now.”
“We not fighting……not yet at least but we will see on how this goes when I see what this meeting was about you had.”
“I’m not talking about that with you Brian so just drop it please.” I went and closed the garage door and started getting dinner ready.
“Why not Jacob………… did he break your heart again huh?”
I didn’t answer him; he went over to my bar and poured himself a drink. I ignored him and kept preparing my dinner. “Why are you here Brian? To drink all my liquor and get on my last nerve about Terrance and your hate for him?”
“Um maybe, maybe not on the liquor but as far as Terrance goes yes I wanna talk to you about Terrance…… the asshole.”
I looked at him and burst out into laughter causing him to laugh. Once we regained our composure, I fixed us dinner and we talked about what Terrance and I talked about earlier and he left it alone for the time being. We went into the den to have drinks and watch tv, I’m glad nothing ugly went down between Brian and I. little did I know… things were about to take a very interesting turn.
(Pictures used does not reflect on the actual characters just used as visuals for stories.)
©Unique creations
“This Situation” Part 1
We’d just returned from a very long day of shopping for outfits for the weekend ahead. It was Sizzle Weekend in Miami and I had let my best friend talk me into flying down here for the event. Brian and I had been friends for the better part of 10 years, we were inseparable. There wasn’t much [besides have sex] that we didn’t do together. We’d graduated from Georgia Tech 3 years ago, with a Bachelors’ in Business. I started an interior design business a year before I met Terrance [my ex} and now it’s starting to do well financially. Terrance and I had broken up after almost 2 years of dating. It started going downhill when he wanted us to move in with each other. I didn’t want that at that point so things got bad between us very quickly. For the last 7 months, I was in a slump over the breakup and then Brian showed up to my house and convinced me to fly with him to Miami, I reluctantly agreed and now we’re here.
“What you think about these jeans with this shirt?” He asked while putting the outfit together.
I looked up from reading a message on my phone and said “I like it not my style, but I like it. I think it will look cute on you.”
“Ok well I’ma try on these jeans and see if they fit you know certain jeans don’t fit right and make my ass look small as hell.”
We laughed and he stepped into the dressing room to try on the jeans. He was right he did have a lot of ass and it set up real nice on its own so imagine it in the right pair of jeans. He had been in the dressing room for about 10 minutes when he finally stepped out.
“What you think?” He said walking in front of me looking in the mirror.
Me (Jacob)
I don’t know why but when I saw him in those jeans and how it formed around his plump ass I started getting hard. I’ve never looked at Brian in this manner before now.
“I like them they are cute on you actually.” I smiled while trying not to let him see my boner.
“I know right……. Ok I’m getting them.” He walked back to the dressing room to change back into his clothes so we could leave the store.
I yelled out to him “Hurry up so I can go get some shoes!”
“Ok damn Jacob I’m trying to hurry up punk ass.” He let out a laugh and so did I.
I couldn’t get that image of his ass out my head, I guess 7 months without sex would have a person thinking some of the craziest thoughts at times. Every time that image popped up in my head, my dick would get stiff. As the time went by I managed to get thru it without making it obvious that I was stiff and thankfully he didn’t notice it either, that would have make it very uncomfortable between us. I didn’t even notice when he walked up to me after he finished paying for his things.
“Jacob………. JACOB!” He called out louder snapping me out my thoughts.
“Yea …… I’m sorry what did you say?”
“Damn where yo head at?” He smirked. “I bet its Terrance ain’t it?
“Um no.” I blurted out.
“Mmmm hmmmmm I bet.”
“Fuck off Brian you jerk.” I laughed.
We spent nearly 3 hours in the mall shopping for things to wear and me listening to him admire every cute boy that we passed. When we finally got back to our hotel I was exhausted. It wasn’t because of the shopping; it was because I had spent most of that time with the image of Brian’s ass in my head and about the breakup between Terrance and I.
Brian
“Hey Brian.” I called out.
“Yeah what’s up?”
“I’m about to go get some rest for tonight. I know it’s going to be a long night and plus I’m drained from the day.”
“I guess with yo tired ass.” He laughed.
“Go to hell tramp.” I said as I was headed to my conjuring room.
“You better not be in there crying about Terrance punk ass either.”
I didn’t reply to him I just closed my door and plopped down on my bed. As I laid there, sleep was out of the equation, from the image of Brian’s ass to Terrance I couldn’t get to sleep. I picked up my phone and thought about texting Terrance but then thought against it even quicker. I slowly began to fall asleep to get ready for the long weekend ahead.
I was so glad to be home after the weekend get away with Brian. It was time to get back to reality, which was running my business and trying to pick up the pieces of my life. I’ve been avoiding Brian and Terrance since returning and spending more at work than at home. I’d met with my last client for the day before leaving my office, and decided to stop at the store to pick up a few things for dinner tonight, while in the meat section I picked up some steak, shrimp, and chicken breast. As I stood there trying to decide on what else I wanted I heard a man’s voice come up behind me, a voice that I’m very familiar with.
“Hey Jake.”
“Hi Terrance.” I said without turning around.
“So you not going to turn around to see me? Damn you must be really mad at me huh?” He asked as he put his hand on my shoulder. I really missed that dudes touch, it seemed like he knew just how to touch me. I pulled away while still having my back turn to him, I slowly turned around to face him. I can’t believe he still look as good as ever.
“What can I help you with Terrance, you stalking me or something?” I frowned “You know I can’t stand yo black ass right about now.” I stared into his hazel eyes and almost choked up.
“Damn Jake, why you gotta be like that, I was hoping that we could talk. I know you been igging the hell out of me.” He said sounding so sure so I admitted.
“Yea I have because I have nothing to say to you at all.”
“Look bae I …………”
“Boy bye I’m not yo fucking bae so you can kill that shit now.”
“Ok Jake ok …………but I was kind of hoping that we could talk about everything now since we here because who knows when I will ever get this chance again.”
Terrance
He was right, I never planned on seeing, let alone talking to his ass again after today. So, I decided to entertain him for a while and get some clarity on things between us. “Ok fine I will entertain you for a little bit because I’m curious about what you possibly have to say to me………. But not in here, I have a few more things to pick up so I will meet you outside by my car when I finish up in here.”
He smiled “Ok cool.” He looked down in my buggy. “So what’s for dinner tonight?”
I looked at him crazy because I knew what he was getting at. He’d told me on many occasions how much he loved my cooking. “Probably steak and shrimp pasta, why? you not invited so it shouldn’t matter anyway.”
“Damn why you gotta be so salty and nasty to me……… I was just asking what you cooking bae………… I mean Jake.”
What the fuck he just said to me? Did he really just say that shit to me? I could’ve slapped hell out him at that moment. “What the hell you expect after the shit you said to me? The Terrance I knew and loved would have never said the things you said or disrespected me the way you did cut the bullshit and stop fucking with me before things get real ugly in here Terrance.” I had to catch myself because I was getting pissed and emotional all at the same time.
“Ok ok ok no need to be all riled up Jake. We can talk outside when you’re done ok. You still have the same car? The BMW?”
“Yea I do……. See you there.” I walked away before he could say anything else to piss me off. I picked up the rest of the things I needed before heading to the counter, when my phone started ringing.
“Hey Jacob.”
“Hey Brian what’s up?”
“Where the hell you been? I haven’t heard from you since we got back.”
“I’ve been a lil busy with my business making a living nigga.”
“Mmmmm so I wanted to tell you about the dude I met in Miami.”
“I can’t right now I’m getting groceries and going outside to meet……… A buddy so I will call you later on ok?”
“A buddy? Who is this buddy?”
“Why you all up in my business?” I asked while putting my things on the counter.
“Really Jacob?” He paused. “Oh now I see……… A buddy name Terrance huh? Damn Jacob really?”
I didn’t answer him right away “Brian do I say anything about all yo lil hoes you be running around with? No I don’t……Terrance and I was together for almost two years so I can at least hear what he has to say…………”
“He left you in a fucking slump and said all kinds of shit to you and you still wanna talk to his punk ass after all that? Wow! Oh and FYI I’m not fucking anybody so for you to say I have hoes and shit is really wrong Jacob DEAD WRONG.”
“Am I with you day in and day out? I don’t know who you fucking or not fucking, I just said what I said because of all the different niggas you talking to.” I slide my card to pay for my things, what I said must have upset him because he hung up in my face. Out of 10 years of friendship we just had the biggest fight we’d ever had. I gathered my thoughts, grabbed my things, and walked out the store to meet Terrance by my car. When I stepped out the store I saw him standing by his car that he moved over where mine was parked. I wanted to just run into his arms and sob, but that shit wasn’t going to happen at all.
“It sure took you long enough.” He said as I approached him. He then paused and looked at me “Uh oh what happened now?”
“Nothing.” I hit the startup button on my key ring and then opened the trunk.
“You know I know when you lying Jake.” He stepped towards me and started getting my bags and put them in the trunk. “So tell me what’s wrong. “
“I had a fight with Brian.” I finally admitted.
“Why?”
I stood there after closing my trunk “Because of you Terrance.”
“Me?” He asked in shock.
“Yea he told me that I was basically stupid for talking to you.”
He shook his head “Damn I’m sorry boo.”
I put my hand up “Terrance.”
“Ok ok Jake.”
“Look can we stop with all the small talk and you tell me what you wanna talk to me about so I can get home.”
“Sure……… I know I fucked up and I’m sorry, I am truly truly sorry Shawty.”
“That’s it?”
“I know you don’t wanna hear what I have to say but I’m going to say it anyway…………. We been thru some crazy shit together and things turnt bad so quick for us, I began to fall real hard for you and I didn’t know how to handle it. I never had those feelings for any one at all, I mean you have to understand that you were my first boyfriend so that whole thing was new to me.”
“I know that Terrance but the things………………”
“Hold up Shawty let me finish I promise I won’t keep you very much longer…………… I said those things to push you away because of those feelings, I never meant any of it. I never meant to hurt you or disrespect you in that way and I’m truly sorry you have to believe me Jake.”
I stood there and tried to process what he had just said to me. I must admit seeing the sincerity in his eyes and in his tone, was really about to make me melt. He really never showed his vulnerable side to often so it was pretty refreshing to see it. The shit intrigued me to the max but I wasn’t about to give in I couldn’t.
“Ok Terrance…………… I guess I can forgive you…………… but that don’t mean anything is going to change between us. I don’t think things will ever be the same especially since Brian hates you and he probably hates me now as well.”
“I know Shawty………… but can you do me a favor though?”
“You not getting none Terrance.”
He laughed “Nah it ain’t nothing like that…………… although that ass is sitting right in them jeans though damn.” He said licking his lips.
“Boy stop.”
“Ok can you at least think about it and promise to talk to me more?”
“I will think about it but I can’t promise you that I will talk to you more but I will think about it ok?”
“Aight I can respect that Shawty.”
“Ok well I gotta go.” I hit the unlock button and walked towards the door.
“Damn no hug or nothing?” He joked.
I stood by my car door and looked back at him “I’m not waiting all day.”
He walked over to me and put his arms around me, I hugged him back and took in his scent and realized he was wearing the cologne I bought him for his birthday last year, it was Nautica Blue. We hugged for a few minutes and I started to get hard. When he kissed my neck I almost went into ecstasy, damn he still had that effect on me. I stepped away from him, he opened my car door and I stepped in.
“I guess I will talk to you whenever you decide to call me.”
“I’ma call you Terrance just give me some time to think about it ok?” I looked at him and he seemed to be ok with that.
“Ok Jake talk to you soon.” He walked over to his car and got in.
I closed my car door and drove off thinking about what he had told me the whole ride home which was an hour drive from where I worked. When I pulled into my driveway I was shocked to see Brian’s car parked there. I open the garage door on the opposite side and drove in, I turned my car off and popped the trunk. I stepped out the car and walked to the trunk, as I was getting the bags out the trunk Brian got out his car, locked it and walked towards me. “Look I’m not in the mood for your shit right now Brian.” I finished getting the bags out and closed the trunk.
“Really Jacob? You’re not going to hear what I have to say?”
“I don’t feel like fighting with you right now.”
“We not fighting……not yet at least but we will see on how this goes when I see what this meeting was about you had.”
“I’m not talking about that with you Brian so just drop it please.” I went and closed the garage door and started getting dinner ready.
“Why not Jacob………… did he break your heart again huh?”
I didn’t answer him; he went over to my bar and poured himself a drink. I ignored him and kept preparing my dinner. “Why are you here Brian? To drink all my liquor and get on my last nerve about Terrance and your hate for him?”
“Um maybe, maybe not on the liquor but as far as Terrance goes yes I wanna talk to you about Terrance…… the asshole.”
I looked at him and burst out into laughter causing him to laugh. Once we regained our composure, I fixed us dinner and we talked about what Terrance and I talked about earlier and he left it alone for the time being. We went into the den to have drinks and watch tv, I’m glad nothing ugly went down between Brian and I. little did I know… things were about to take a very interesting turn.
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