My last Breath is your Happiness
  There is a girl named Axilla Paulo she has elder sister named Juliana Paulo. Both of them are daughters of Jamaica and Julius Paulo. Axilla is 15 years old and Juliana is 18 years old. They live in the Peace Love village that is far from the city. Axilla is a lonely girl, because she is so different from her sister they are not always together. Axilla is browned-skinned, have a black hair, not so intelligent, she has a nice voice, she also has a good heart, but she is taller than Juliana. Most of the time, she feels insecure of her sister because Juliana has a fair skin, intelligent makes their parents proud. Juliana has a lot of talents and also a kind person.
    At a young age Axilla knows how to live independently because her mother was always angry at her, and his father is always busy at work. She doesnât know the reason why her mother treats her like she is not her daughter, but Axilla still loves her mom and she do anything just to make her mom happy.
    One day it is the distribution of cards in their school and it must be the parents who will get the cards. But Axillaâs mom is only going to Juliana to get the card and she told Axilla that she will be the one to get her card because her mother will go home early. When Axilla went home she gives her card to her mom and Axilla directly went to her room to change her clothes so that she can start her work in their house. But after she put her bag in the bed her mom called her so loud âAxilla? Axilla?â she feels scared thatâs why she runs directly to her mom. When she is near, her mom pulled her hair âis this only the grade that you will give to us? Where is your brain, Axilla? Is the allowance not enought that we give you just to have you a highest grade like Juliana?â Axilla is crying that time not because she feels pain in her hair but because she feels angry to herself why she canât do like Juliana doing. âMom please stop, Iâm hurtâ she said in a low tune voice. âshut up Axilla maybe youâre not going to school every day thatâs why your grade is like that?â after that her mom leave her and scrambled her card and throw to her. Axilla get her card and she went back to her room. âWhy mom is always doing this to me, whatâs wrong with my grades I just only have 2 points lesser from Juliana what does she want me to do just to make her happy. Iâm so useless in this world I canât do anything that is good for herâ Axilla talk to herself while fixing her card, but someone knock the door of her room. She wipes the tears in her eyes âwhoâs that?â she asked before she open it. âItâs Julianaâ Juliana told in a comforting way. Axilla open the door âcome insideâ she said. âI saw you and mom lately; Iâm sorry Axilla I donât know why mom is comparing me to your work I know that you do your best every day. And I know how intelligent you are in our school you are always a winner in every contest that you are joining, please donât mind what mom says about you because she knew nothingâ Juliana comforting Axilla and shows her care as an elder sister. â But sometimes ate I feel that mom doesnât love me, it is always happening and I donât know how to do things that will make her happy, it so hurts that mom cannot appreciate my works. From my childhood until now I didnât hear from her that she loves me, that she is happy even the time that Iâm the top one in my class I feel that is not enough to her. When this end ate?  I cannot be like you because we have different skills. Sometimes I wish that I will be gone because maybe it is the time that no one here in the house will be shouting because of me, no one will be angry and maybe this is the reason to make our mom happy. âAte am I really your sister?â a time of silence in the room. âYes you are my sisterâ Juliana replied âbe strong Axilla I know mom will be happy if we will be professionals in the futureâ Juliana motivates her sister and she leaves Axilla. In that day Axilla feel depressed but itâs gone when her sister advise her. She loves her ate because it is the only person who can understand her. For Axilla, Juliana is not only her sister but also her best friend, even sometimes she feels insecure but it will fade because Juliana has a good heart.
   After 3 years it is a Saturday morning that tomorrow will be the 18 birth day of Axilla. Jamaica gets a call from Juliana âhello mom?â Juliana said. âYes honey! Whatâs the problem?â her mom replied. âWhere is daddy mom?â Juliana asks to her mom. âHe is here honey, why you ask?â her mom reply. âMom please Axilla wants to see dad, we are here in hospital now. Please hurry mom!â Juliana told her mom with the worried voice.  Few minutes later her mom and dad is in the hospital. âDaaâŠ.aadâ Axilla call her dad with the teary eyes and wearing an oxygen. âWhat happen to you dear why you are having that oxygen and a lot of wounds? Why what happened? Her dad was so worried about what happened to her.
     3 years before when Axilla is in her room after Juliana left her. She has heard something in outside and it is the voice of Juliana and her mom itâs like that the two are arguing, so she open slowly and she was shocked with what she heard â Mom please stop doing that thing to Axilla she doesnât have fault with you?â Juliana told to her mom. âWhatâs wrong with you Juliana itâs better to her because she is NOT your real sister and you know thatâ her mom said to Juliana. Axilla cannot take the next words that she hear so she closed the door and nothing she can do but to cry while hugging the teddy bear given by her dad. She decided to leave their house and find a work just to finish her studies. After she left their home every night she is always dreaming about the teddy bear that holding a heart shape with the word love in the center of it that is always beside her, and every time she sees that teddy bear her heart beats so fast and thatâs why she woke up, she being confused because the teddy bear that her dad give her is not holding a heart shape and a word love. Until she never mind about her nightmare because she thinks it doesnât matter at all. Axilla feels the struggle of life, she misses her dad even they are not so close and she wants to know the real story of her life but itâs too late to bond them together for a long time again because Axilla has suffered a heart ailment and her doctor told her that her life is only for 3 years. Until one day Axilla meet her sister again and starting that day they are always together making happy memories. Even they will not go in the same home but Axilla is contented because she can spend her time to her half-sister. Juliana doesnât know the condition of Axilla but she is happy because Axilla is not angry to her. Axilla told Juliana what she heard before she left their home. But she wants only to know the whole story with her dad.
     One day they went to a park, but they need to pass the highway before going there, Juliana is so excited because only that park she never go in her whole life so she run. Juliana doesnât notice that there is a car going to her. Axilla sees the car so she runs directly to Julianaâs direction and she push Juliana to the other side so that Juliana will not be hit by the car without thinking that she will be the one who will be hit. Before Axilla being unconscious she sees again the teddy bear in her dreams. After the accident the driver of the car bring Axilla to the hospital together with Juliana while there is a lot of blood flowing from the head of Axilla. âAxilla please open your eyes, you want to surprise dad in your birth day right daddy miss you so much Axilla. Please open your eyesâ Juliana talking to Axilla while they are in the car going to hospital.
   A Second of silence âDad Can I wish something?â Axilla told to her dad âanything Axilla you can wishâ her dad replied âBefore I will leave this world I want to know my real life story dad, can you tell this to meâ she told with the teary eyes. Her dad starting to tell Axilla about the story of her life while Juliana and Her Mom is only listening and their tears cannot be control even Jamaica that act  as the worst enemy of Axilla in her life was crying. Because Axillaâs mom is Jamaicaâs best friend which is Allixa but in her time she canât understand their situation thatâs why she wants that Axilla will leave their house. Julius and Allixa have a baby and that is Axilla because that time Allixa suffering a heart ailment also and she donât want to leave Jamaica, but nothing she can do because she know that she will be gone soon, thatâs why she wish to Julius that Julius will give her baby so that even she is gone Jamaica still have best friend which is Axilla that is the name of Axilla from the name of her mom. But Jamaica canât understand the explanation of Julius because she thinks that Julius is cheating with their love. Thatâs why she hates Axilla in her whole life.
    âThank you dadâ Axilla hug her dad even if she is struggling to move her body because of injury with the envelope in her hand, until her last breath. Axilla died in the day before she was born, in her wake the teddy bear is also inside in her womb that she. Her dad open the enveloped in the time of her burial but her dad shock the things that inside of it because she thinks that is only a letter but when Julius open it certificate, check that worth a million, and a letter. Julius read the letter in her burial.
    You are the family that molds me how to be strong, how to fight hardships, and how to feel a real love. Even though mom doesnât show her loved to me because Iâ am not her biological daughter but Iâm so thankful that I grow up with the mother figure in a family. Dad I really appreciate your effort that you do all things just make us happy, just to make my mom happy.  I feel your unconditional love dad in every day that I hug your gift. All I wish in my last birth day dad is your hug, and to see mom Jamaica happy. I know mom Jamaica this is your entire wish and I will give it to you just to see you happy. My hard work is useless without you as my family. Juliana be strong sister always make our parents proud of you because I canât do it. Donât give up to every hardship that you may encounter in your life because those hardships will guide you for the better future. Dad sorry because I canât continue my promised to that I will become a civil engineer in the future like what you did now. I canât give you the house that we draw last year. Dad thank you for all the sacrifices that you give to me, you give meaning of my life dad youâre my everything. I wish to have more time with you but I think that time is also limited. I know that God has a purpose in my situation now. Be strong always dad your my best dad ever.
 Always remember that I love you all, and Take care always!!
                                    Your loving daughter,
                                      Axilla Paulo.
        After a year even though they are incomplete but Pauloâs family doesnât forget to put a flower and offer everything in the womb of Axilla. Especially Jamaica because that time she realized that Everything in her life is important even if it can make her day bad, but when she canât feel the presence of Axilla she missed it so much and also this time Julius has always have time in her family so he can always feel the love of each other that will make their day always in hope. Juliana finished the dream that Axillaâs wanted; she is now a graduate of civil engineering that is in a top. Even its hard for them to accept what happen but those things is only part of chapter in their life story, that will help them to be motivated, inspired and to make a new chapter that will be meaningful and challenging to everyone.