“well, i couldn’t make up my mind either, so everyone just decided for me. if i follow it then i’m disgusting, and if i don’t then i’m just faking it for publicity. which i usually am, but i don’t need them to call me on it.” miyeon shrugged, finding relief in the sudden light air that took over what was essentially a whining contest between the two of them. “if they like you, you’re in the clear… if they don’t, you’re a raging dyke that needs to be destroyed. or maybe that’s just punishment reserved for career destroyers.” she let out a bitter snort, folding her arms tighter across her chest in an attempt to keep warmth. still, freezing was far better than the suffocating feeling that came from being inside. why did she think this life was for her anymore? “good luck. doesn’t seem too far off for you all,” she replied, unsure of exactly how true her encouragements were. at one point she had tried to keep up with l:oveless to be supportive, but it eventually became a constant reminder of how she’d lost her best friend to her dreams and how their leader would’ve loved to have miyeon’s head delivered on a stick just for her own sick, twisted joy. “better than a pack a day like some people. if you’re really working on quitting.”
[🌙 ] “damned if you do, damned if you don’t.” no need to say anything else. luna was positive that it would transcend the way it was supposed to. “so far so good, i assume. i mean, i do get those antis in the comment section but i haven’t had a negative article about me trend.” however, luna was certain that such articles existed... they just probably didn’t get any traction and she wasn’t the kind to go out and look for them. luna knew her place and she didn’t really care anyways. at the end of the day her career was her own and she was getting paid. “mm, i hope not. we work too hard to blend in with the background.” as long as they kept it up she knew that failure was not in their cards. no, l:oveless was shoved into the spotlight far too often for people to ignore them. almost every offer that came luna’s way was accepted. as long as it benefited her then why wouldn’t she go with it? even if the money was going in her pocket when people read the interviews they would go look up her group and that helped everyone. “yeah... yeah - you make a good point. i just hope i don’t resort to smoking to keep myself from ripping heads off. seems like the only safe solution for me right now.”














