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You posted! You don't know how happy I was when I saw you posted! Please post part two of "pay the price" (only if you want to of course â€ïž). It was literally so amazing and you're such a great writer! I hope you have a great day and your writers block goes away! â€ïžâ€ïž
aweee omg, i genuinely had no idea ppl missed me posting here but i will try soooo hard to lock in for u guys and finish this part 2 for yâall, i deadass js need to do the smut part and itâll be done so hopefully i can post sooon >.< đ (ily)
hi queen .. not to nag you or anything but could you possibly make a part 2 of pay the price ? ofc you don't have to but ITS SO GOOD UGH
i actually had this part 2 sitting in my drafts for months and i damn near almost finished it but my ass was struggling w writers block FOREVER đđđ
a/n. itâs been a while since i posted smth on this acc so have this late halloween fic as an apology ! *btw, if youâve seen this before i posted a diff version of this on my other acc lol
âi had a lot of fun tonight, y/n.â your date says as he walks you up to your door, hands shoved in his jacket pockets.
âyeah,â you nod, offering a half smile. âyou werenât bad company either.â
and youâre not lying. at least not entirely.
itâs been nearly two years since you packed your shit and ran, left your hometown and him behind. you stopped checking the news every day in fear that another body would show up with your name scribbled somewhere on the scene. christopher bahng, or as the papers notoriously branded him in red block letters: ghostface.
you were finally moving on. this was supposed to be your first real date in years.
there was no pull in your chest or rush of adrenaline. no wondering if you were going to get kissed or carved open. no shadows moving behind you. just⊠normalcy. and you realizeâ chanâs really fucked you up. because youâre standing here, trying to appreciate the gentleness of this boy, yet all you can think about is your ex. your obsessive, twisted, violent ex.
you blink, pulling yourself out of your thoughts when your date steps way too close for comfort.
âmaybe we could do this again sometime?â he asks, his tone is hopeful, laced with a hint of desperation.
you force a nod. âsure, maybe..â
he misreads your hesitation and leans further, aiming for your lips until you dodge at the very last second. he ends up kissing the corner of your jaw instead, letting out an awkward laugh to mask the rejection.
âsorry,â he murmurs. âdidnât mean to be too forward. youâre just⊠really cute.â
âgoodnight,â you say quickly, already shutting the door.
you exhale and lock it behind you with one click. you should lock the others too, but you donât. havenât felt the need to in months.
the moonlight spills softly across your living room floor and you let it guide you upstairs, flipping the light on as you go. everything feels still, quiet, calm.
you peel off your day clothes and start the shower. the water runs hot, steam rising to fog the mirror and ease the tension in your shoulders. half an hour passes. you step out, skin warm and dewy from the heat, and reach to grab your dirty clothes from the floor.
but somethingâs missing.
your panties.
âwhat the hellâŠâ you mutter, checking under the pile. nothing.
âlooking for these?â
your body stiffens.
that voice.
your blood turns to ice as you whip around toward the open door.
heâs standing thereâ chanâ head cocked, clad in black, mask pulled down over his face. he twirls your underwear on the tip of his knife, blade slick with blood, the curve of it catching the bathroom light. his free hand? stained crimson. dripping.
you feel detached from your body, watching yourself from a distance. the towelâs still clutched to your chest, but your arms donât register it. your knees stay locked in place, feet cemented to the floor.
âyâknow,â he drawls, voice gravelly beneath the mask, âfigured youâd keep locking every damn window for at least another year.. twelve months in this new place and you already got too comfortable?â
he lifts the mask just enough to reveal his face. tousled curls damp with sweat. a faint scar beneath his cheekbone. warm brown eyes flickering over your exposed skin with something feral.
chan flicks your panties off the knife and takes a step in.
then another.
you step back until your spine hits the wall.
âyou miss me?â he murmurs, âcâmon. donât lie.â
he grins when your breath catches.
âwho was he?â he asks, tone suddenly colder. âthat guy tonight. the one who walked you home like he had a fuckinâ chance.â
you attempt to speak, but nothing comes out.
âthought youâd learn better by now,â he sneers, leaning closer, âno one touches whatâs mine.â
you flinch as he drags the tip of the knife along your collarbone. it bites just enough to sting, reminding you he could do a whole lot worse. his breath fans your face. thenâ
âyou remember why that is, donât you, doll?â
your body trembles at the sound of the nickname that hasnât been aimed at you in years.
âdoll.â
he used to call you that all the time, usually after heâd already made you cry. or after a fight that ended with you half naked against his chest, his hands still shaking from whatever heâd done. the first time he said it, you were on your second date, laid up together watching some cheesy horror flick with cheap jumpscares. you couldnât take it serious, mouthing off about how dumb the characters were and youâd never die that easily.
âthink you could do better?â heâd asked, smirking, voice deep and mocking.
âduh!â youâd shoot back, kicking your feet up. âiâd get the hell outta there and run as fast as i can.â
ârun, huh?â
heâd laughed back then, the kind of laugh that made your stomach twist.
now that same voice is right in front of you againâ hoarse, older, darker.
âgo on,â chan murmurs, the knife glinting in his hand as he tilts his head. ârun.â
the tip of the blade traces the curve of your cheek, cold steel dragging across hot skin. your breath hitches when you notice the blood streaking down your neck, his or someone elseâs, you canât tell.
âwhoâs blood is that..?â you ask, voice cracking.
he flashes that awful, beautiful smile. âdoes it matter?â
âdrop the towel.â
you blink. âwhat-?â
âdonât make me ask twice.â his voice gets dangerously low, the blade presses to your throat, making your heart pound. âdrop it, doll.â
you let it fall. the towel hits the tile with a wet sound. your nipples tighten from the chill. he watches the goosebumps spread across your chest and smirks.
âshouldâve left that window shut..â you whisper, shaking. but he hears it.
âyeah,â his breath warms your jaw as he spoke, âwouldnâtâve made a difference. i came through the front door.â he sounds almost proud of it âyou really stopped locking your shit, huh? whatâs that about, doll?â
you glare up at him even though your knees feel weak. chan studies your face, eyes heavy with hunger.
he slides the flat of the blade down your collarbone, over your breast, smearing dark red over soft skin. you gasp, a small sound slipping from your throat before you can stop it. his grin widens.
âmissed me, didnât you,â he says it more as a fact rather than a question.
you shake your head, but he chuckles, low and rough.
âstill lying to me.â he hisses, chest brushing yours, his shirt rough against your skin. the knife drags up again, resting under your chin. his other hand comes up to grip your jaw, thumb pressing into your bottom lip until it parts. âopen.â
you do.
he slides his thumb inside, slow, his eyes on your mouth as you close your lips around it, tasting metal and salt.
âgood girl,â he rasps. âstill know how to listen when you want to.â
you suck on his thumb, hollowing your cheeks, and he groans. the sound rumbles through his chest. your thighs press together instinctively.
âdidnât answer me, though,â he says, withdrawing his thumb with a wet âpopâ. âso iâll answer for you.â
before you can speak, he crushes his mouth against yoursâ violent, desperate. his hand grabs at your throat, forcing your head back as his tongue pushes past your lips. you taste blood, and him, and something that burns like nostalgia. you moan against him, half in fear, half in surrender.
his free hand slips down, fingers tracing your stomach before finding your hip, squeezing hard enough to leave bruises.
you squirm, grinding helplessly against the rough denim of his jeans. his thigh wedges between your legs, and the friction makes your breath hitch. the sound that leaves your throat earns a sharp slap to your ass, his palm rough and punishing.
you whimper. he rubs over the spot immediately after, soothing where he hurt.
âthatâs my girl,â he mutters. âstill soft for me.â
you pant into his mouth, trembling. he tilts your chin up with the edge of the blade again, forcing you to look him in the eye.
âyou wanna know whose blood it is?â he asks.
you nod, small and shaky.
âthat pretty boy who walked you home.â his tone is casual, almost conversational. âyou think iâd let him kiss you?â
your stomach drops. âyou- you killed him?â
chan grins, slow and mean. âhe was in the way.â
your breath catches. âoh my godââ
âdonât act shocked,â he presses the blade flat against your cheek. âyou always wanted me rough. wanted someone whoâd take what he wanted. thatâs what you love about me, isnât it, doll?â
he leans in until his forehead touches yours.
âsay it,â he whispers. âtell me you still love me.â
âfuck you, chan.â you spit, voice shaking.
he laughs, low and genuine, the sound rumbling from his chest. itâs not the unhinged cackle you remember from horror movies; itâs worse. real, lazy, and overly confident.
âyeah?â he tilts his head, smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. âsure thing, doll. but firstâŠâ
he steps back, slowly, like a cat giving its prey a head start. the knife gleams in his hand.
âthink iâm in the mood for a chase.â
your throat tightens. âwhat?â
he slides the mask back over his face, and his voice drops, muffled behind the filter.
âyou heard me.â he grips the knife tighter. ârun, doll.â
you donât move. not until he takes one deliberate step forward.
then instinct kicks inâ you bolt.
the cool air hits against your wet skin as you sprint out of the bathroom, water and blood still dripping off you, feet slapping against the wood stairs. your lungs burn as you reach the bottom, panic clawing at your chest.
the front door. itâs the only thing you can think of. you fling it open, and froze instantly.
your dateâs body is slumped against the porch. or rather whatâs left of it.. his stomachâs split open, his face slack, his insides glistening under the porch light.
you gag, choking on a scream as you slam the door shut and stumble back, tears pricking your eyes.
heavy footsteps creak down the stairs behind you.
slow, steady, controlled.
âstop!â you yell, voice cracking.
chan doesnât answer. the black eyes of his mask stare straight through you as he rounds the corner, blade catching the light in a slow arc.
you dart right, through the hallway. your mind races as you think of all the options. kitchen, guest room, second bath. only one way out that isnât a dead end.
your heartâs hammering as you burst into the kitchen, flinging open a drawer to grab a large steak knife, hands trembling as you head for the back door.
the knob turns and pain slices through your hand before you even register the sound.
a sharp sting. a wet warmth.
you look down, blood seeps between your fingers.
âi wouldnât do that if i were you,â his voice croons from the shadows, that singâsong tone curling into your bones.
you spin around just in time to see his knife lodged deep in the doorframe, the blade still vibrating from the force. your blood paints the white wood.
âlook at that,â he says, stepping closer. âmade me hurt you.â
his voice drips with mock sympathy, and yet his posture says donât you dare move.
you back toward the counter, eyes darting from him to the window.
he watches you, completely still, head tilted slightly. you can feel the amusement behind the mask. heâs letting you think. letting you scramble. because he enjoys it.
then you run.
out the other side of the kitchen, back through the hall, lungs screaming as you tear up the stairs. if you can reach the bedroom, maybe the window, maybe the tree, you might have a chance to make it.
you hear his footsteps follow. slower than yours. heavier.
heâs not chasing. heâs hunting.
you slam the bedroom door and twist the lock. your whole body shakes as you press against it, shoving with your shoulder.
it doesnât matter.
the door crashes inward, throwing you backward. you hit the floor hard, the knife skittering across the wood out of reach.
âfuckââ you scramble for it, fingertips brushing the handle.
chan grabs you by the ankle and in one brutal motion, drags you back, and flips you onto your back. your body slides under his shadow, your breath coming out in ragged gasps.
the mask hits the floor with a dull clatter as he rips it off, revealing his face once again.
sweat. blood. and that same crooked grin etched on his lips.
âstill fast,â he chuckles, breathing steady compared to yours. he braces a hand beside your head, knife glinting in the other. âbut you always forget..â
he presses the blade to your chest, enough to make every nerve in your body go still.
â..i always catch you, doll.â
âs-stop it, ch-chan.â you try to sound firm, but your voice shakes too much. your bodyâs trembling, legs pressed tight together, ignoring the humiliating wetness between your thighs.
âstop me?â he repeats, mockingly calm, head tilting as his massive frame cages you in, âyouâre gonna stop me, doll?â
âgo on then,â he dares. âtake a stab at me.â
he drops his knife at your feet. metal clatters against the hardwood.
your breath hitches, hands shaking as you pick it up slowly, barely having the strength to raise it. he brings his chest closer, giving you the illusion heâs the one whoâs vulnerable. hard abs right underneath his hoodie. so easy to pierce. so easy to end it all.
but his eyes donât flinch. he just stares down at you, brows lifted slightly, amused.
you wonât.
you sob, hand falling, blade slipping from your grasp with a dull thud. you hide your face in your palms, broken down and completely exposed.
chan coos, crouching down, large hand threading through your hair gently. almost lovingly. his lips press to your damp forehead.
âknew you didnât have it in you, doll.â his voice is breathy, cracked with something far more twisted than affection. âbeen watchinâ since the night you ran. wanna know what i figured out?â
you sniffle, wipe your tears, already knowing the answer.
you say it anyway. broken. shameful. âeâeven after everything, i⊠i still need you.â
chan grins. âthatâs my girl. couldnât even let that fucker kiss you, could you?â
you shake your head, tear-stained cheeks burning as his bloodied fingers cradle your face. itâs tacky on your skin, sticky and hot.
âitâs okay, doll. you were good,â he murmurs, petting your cheek with his knuckles. âso i wonât punish you⊠much.â
he leans in closer. his voice drops.
âas for himââ
his chuckle is dark. empty. pure malice. âhe screamed so loud when i carved his throat open.â
then suddenly, youâre weightless.
chan slings you over his shoulder like nothing, one hand gripping your thigh while the other snatches the knife. your shocked gasp turns into a high-pitched yelp when he squeezes your ass, fingers sinking into the plush flesh, admiring the way it jiggles.
âfuckinâ slut,â he mutters under his breath, delivering a harsh smack. you whimper. your hips grind back instinctively.
he laughs. low and condescending.
then heâs tossing you onto the mattress like a ragdoll. you scramble up on your elbows to look at him, heart pounding.
he sets the knife on the nightstand.
his hoodieâs gone. shirt next. and when he shoves down his pants, cock slapping up against his abdomen, you moan. heâs so hard it looks painful.
âmissed this, didnât you, doll?â
you nod quickly, unable to speak. your thighs rub together, pussy already soaked and throbbing from the chaos, the fear, the adrenaline that never really left your system.
âcome.â
you drop to your knees without hesitation. looking up at him with glassy, fucked out eyes. he doesnât say anything, just picks up the knife again and rests the flat of the blade against the back of your neck. cold. sharp. commanding.
ânow suck.â
you obey instantly. tongue out. lips parting to take him in.
your mouth stretches painfully, his cock already too thick, hitting your throat before youâre ready. but you donât stop. gagging, drooling, tears leaking down your cheeks. you stay down, swallowing around him.
his hand fists your hair suddenly, yanking you off with a wet âpopâ. you gasp, coughing.
âdid i say swallow me whole?â he sneers. âdumb fuckinâ whore. suck.â
you nod, apologizing with a soft moan as you lean forward again, this time only wrapping your lips around the tip. gentle, slow, trying to please him.
he bares his teeth, watching you, his pretty little doll with blood on her thighs, on her collarbone, in her hair. trembling on her knees for the man who ruined her life.
god, youâre perfect.
he growls and grabs a tight fistful of your hair, slamming your face into his pelvis. your throat convulses. muffled gags echo through the room as he starts pumping your head along his cock like a fleshlight.
âthatâs it, cry on my dick, doll.â
you moan around him, dizzy from the lack of air, tears and spit soaking your chin. heâs brutal. relentless. fucking your throat with the same violence he used to kill the man you dated.
and your pussyâs dripping.
your scalp burns, lungs aching, body trembling, but you donât want him to stop.
because no one ever made you feel this wanted. this ruined. this his.
and chan knows it.
he always knew.
âalmost forgot what a filthy little slut you were, doll. fuckinâ hellâŠâ
chanâs voice cracks through clenched teeth, that deep growl of his finally giving out as your throat clenches around his cock. it only turns you on more. makes you choke on him harder, swallowing around the girth as he fists your hair tighter, controlling every push, every thrust. heâs so deep it burns.
you try to keep your eyes on him as best you can, tears threatening to spill as spit leaks from the corners of your mouth, but youâre determinedâ licking and suckling in between the brutal thrusts he sets. and then you get an idea. without hesitation, you slide a hand between your thighs, gather a mess of your own slick, and smear it up between his legs. your fingers wrap around his balls, wet and warm, massaging gently while you keep him buried down your throat.
âgoddamn, fuck! thatâs it. fuckinâ knew you were still my little whore,â he snarls, his hips jerking like heâs barely holding himself together. âgo on, choke on it. make yourself useful. make me messy, doll.â
your pussy throbs from the way he talks to you. the stretch in your jaw, the tears clinging to your lashes, the way his rough hand tugs your head down even deeper as if he wants to stay buried there. you rub your clit desperately with your free hand, hips twitching as the pleasure swells sharp and unbearable. your muffled moans echo against his skin, soft and wet, sinful.
âlook at you,â he hisses. âso happy with your mouth full, huh?â
you hum in response, throat tightening instinctively. thatâs all it takes for his rhythm to go frantic. chan hunches over, cock twitching inside your mouth as he fucks deepâ harder, rougherâ his body tensing just before he groans, dark and guttural.
âyou ready for my cum, doll? ready for me to ruin your throat again?â
you try to nod, to say yes, please, but itâs all just whimpers, gargled and needy as he shoves his cock to the back of your throat. he holds it there as he spills, hips locking, jaw clenched as you feel him pulse and flood your mouth with a hot, heavy load. it nearly makes you cum right there, especially when you feel the cold press of his blade drag slowly up the curve of your neck.
your thighs quake, cunt spasming around your fingers as your orgasm crashes down, sharp and shuddering, your body curling in on itself with a broken cry.
chan finally pulls out, his cock glossy with spit and cum, still twitching, still rock hard. he grunts, breath heavy as he lazily strokes himself, unable to stop, mesmerized by the mess dripping down your chin, the spit connecting you to him like a string of silk.
you collapse slightly, trembling, trying to catch your breath. chan smirks down at you, gaze hungry.
âget on the bed, doll. ass up.â
you donât hesitate. your legs are weak, still twitching, but you crawl up like he told you to. he follows behind, gripping your hips when you falter, lifting you into position himself.
âthere we go. look at that fuckinâ pussy⊠goddamn, youâre leaking.â
he spreads your thighs further, hands firm and greedy, letting his eyes roam over your glistening folds. you glance back at him, dazed, drooling, pupils blown wide. your eyes silently beg for more, and he gives it.
âstay just like that,â he mutters, lowering himself. and then you feel itâ his tongue. thick and hot and absolutely filthy as he drags it through your folds, lapping up everything he missed.
âoh- fuck, chan!â
your moan breaks off into a sob. you shouldnât want this. you shouldnât want him. not after everything heâs done and what heâs become. but your body remembers him too well. his mouth, his hands, the way he devours you like itâs been years since heâs eaten.
and in a wayâ it has.
he groans into your pussy, tongue fucking into you with wet, desperate strokes, memorizing the way you taste all over again. he pulls back just enough to suck your clit into his mouth, harsh and tight, and you feel your legs buckle. he grabs your thighs to hold you still, slurping audibly before plunging his tongue back inside you.
âchan- please,â you beg, high and trembling. âplease, please- i need to cumâŠâ
his response is a vicious growl.
âno.â
he says it without lifting his face. he likes denying you. seeing the way your body quivers under him. how youâre already this sensitive, this wrecked, and yet still begging. because you always beg. you always give in.
and he always makes sure you do.
you whimper. you dare to squirm, to defy him, pathetically rolling your hips like youâre not already soaked and overstimulated from the way heâs devouring your pretty cunt.
chan growls low in warning, hand snapping down against your ass without hesitation.
the slap stings. hard. makes your back arch as the sound echoes, your body jolting forward from the sheer force of it. the pain spreads like wildfire across your skin, making your thighs trembleâ and he knows.
he fucking knows how much you liked it.
his smirk presses into your pussy as he groans hungrily, sucking on your clit and dragging his tongue through your mess with no mercy. your hips twitch again, an involuntary reaction, but that doesnât stop him from reacting.
âdidnât fuckinâ say you could move,â he spits, words muffled against your folds before he spanks you again, right over the bruised spot, harder this time. your sob cracks out of your throat and your face drops into the bed as you cry out.
âyouâre a bad fuckinâ girl,â he snarls, pulling away just long enough to shove two fingers deep into your fluttering hole. âcanât even behave for five fuckinâ minutes.â
his fingers curl viciously, thumb punishing your clit while his other hand claws your ass, nails dragging down until your skin burns with faint red marks.
âchan! i-i canâtââ you sob, gasping, overwhelmed and twitching under him.
âyou will, doll. unless you want me to stop right now and leave you cock drunk and empty. is that what you want?â
ân-no! please- need your cock, please, iâll be good, i swear!â your voice breaks as your body bucks into his hand, the sound of your slick squelching echoing lewdly in the room.
âdesperate fucking thing,â he mutters darkly, leaning in to bite your hip before groaning again. âthen cum for me. make a mess. fucking earn it.â
your orgasm rips through you so violently that your vision whitens out at the edges, a deafening ring in your ears as your body locks up and releases all at once. when you come to, youâre already on your backâ drenched in sweat, throat raw, legs limp.
but chanâs still not done.
he lifts your thigh without a word and shoves it over his shoulder, lining himself up as his hand fists his cock, jerking it with slow, messy strokes, using your cum as lube even though itâs still leaking down your thighs.
âchan, waitââ you barely pant, but heâs already pushing in. no warning, no prep, just the sheer force of his cock splitting you open again.
âtoo late now, doll.â his voice is husky, ruined, shaky with restraint. âyou said i could do whatever i want, remember?â
he slams forward, bottoming out with a heavy groan that vibrates through his chest. your cries break into the air as your hands scramble to find purchase, head hitting the headboard from the sheer power behind each brutal thrust.
your pussy canât stop dripping. canât stop clenching. itâs too much.
âmissed this tight little hole. missed wrecking you, stretching you wide until you cry for me.â he laughs darkly, his teeth bared in something far too hungry to be called a smile. âmissed how fucking slutty you get when i ruin you.â
you sob, head thrashing, unable to answer except with the shameless way your cunt tightens around him.
âsay it. say youâre mine. say youâll never run again, bitch.â
âiâm yours!â you cry, the words escaping before you even process them. âiâm your dirty whore, chan, i swear, fuck, iâm yoursâ!â
his mouth crashes to yours, devouring your lips in a kiss that tastes like blood and spit, smearing your tears across your cheeks as he ruts into you faster. deeper. until your pussy flutters wildly around him.
âcum again,â he demands against your mouth. âcum with me. now.â
you scream, high-pitched and broken, when your orgasm hits again, nerves frayed and brain fogged. youâre not even sure if your body can handle it anymore. but chan fucks through it, moaning into your mouth as he chases his own release.
he cums inside you with a strangled groan, cock twitching as his load floods your overstimulated cunt, his hips barely slowing even after. and he doesnât pull out. never lets you go.
just leans in. licks the bite on your shoulder where his teeth sank too deep.
âbit meâŠâ you whimper weakly.
âyou made me,â he rasps, with a sick sort of fondness. âyou always fucking make me lose it, doll.â
his lips kiss over the broken skin sweetly. apologetic. possessive.
âyouâre mine. all mine. no oneâs ever touching you again.â
and when you kiss him back, tasting your own blood on his tongue, you realize you believe every word.
pairing: bf!jisung x virgin!f!reader genre/tags: smut, anal, heavy dubcon, âjust the tipâ trope, piv, whiny and desperate ji, jisungâs lowkey manipulative, brief mentions of religion, corruption kink (??)
minors dni
you never thought youâd get used to the way jisung begged. the way he whined when you tried to pull away or how his voice cracked when he pressed his forehead into your shoulder and mumbled about needing more. it was always the same conversationâ he wanted what you wouldnât give, and you reminded him why.
growing up in a religious household, your parents had drilled it into your head from the moment you were old enough to understand: marriage first, everything else after. and even though you bent the rule for jisung, letting him fuck you in a way theyâd never know, you still clung to that line. your virginity was supposed to remain untouchable.
jisung swore he respected it. heâd kiss your temple and say, âitâs fine, baby, iâll wait.â but every night he pushed a little harder.
âanal isnât enough,â he muttered one evening, halfway through rutting against you. his face was buried in your neck, damp hair sticking to his forehead. âi want you for real.â
âwe are for real,â you whispered, forcing your body to stay relaxed. âthis way doesnât count.â
he pulled out just enough to look at you, sweat dripping down his jaw. âdoesnât count? youâre still moaning for me. still taking me. howâs that not the same?â
âitâs not.â
jisung groaned, throwing his head back. âthen let me have just the tip, please, just the head, iâll stop there. i swear.â
you shook your head, but his words stuck in your chest. he was always careful, always needy, kissing the side of your face and calling you his good girl. the idea of letting him try, just a little, didnât sound as dangerous as your parents made it out to be.
but you didnât give him that answer. you stayed quiet, and that silence was enough to make him spiral.
over the next week, jisung changed. he pouted when you turned him down, pulled away when you tried to kiss him goodnight, acted like his hands were tied behind his back everytime you climbed into his lap. when you asked if something was wrong, he gave you half-answers. âi dunno, maybe iâm just not enough for you.â
by the time you ended up in his bed again, the air was thick with his sulking. he kissed you harder, gripped your hips tighter, shoved his cock inside your ass with sharp thrusts that made you bite the pillow. you thought he was just frustrated. you didnât realize heâd reached his breaking point.
âi canât fucking do this anymore,â jisung panted, his chest pressed against your back. âitâs not enough. i want your pussy. i want it so bad it hurts.â
âsungieââ
âno, donât âsungieâ me right now.â his hand slid around your waist, pulling you back against him. âyou keep telling me it doesnât count, but it does. it fucking does, and i canât stop thinking about it.â
you turned your head to argue, but he caught your jaw and kissed you messy, his teeth dragging against your lip. âjust the tip. iâll put it in and iâll stop, i promise. just let me feel it.â
your chest was tight, your body trembling. you told yourself maybe it wouldnât be so bad. maybe he really would stop.
jisung lined himself up before you could second guess. the blunt head of his cock pressed against your cunt, hot and slick from how wet you already were. he groaned when he felt you twitch, his voice breaking apart.
âfuck, baby, itâs right there. please, please let me in.â
your breath hitched. âjust the tip.â
âjust the tip,â he echoed, but the moment he pushed past the first resistance, his entire body shuddered. he buried his face in your shoulder, muffling a desperate moan.
you froze, nails digging into the sheets. âjisungââ
âoh my god, youâre so fucking tight,â he whined. âfuck, i canâtââ
he didnât stop. he didnât even try. once he felt you take him, he snapped his hips forward, shoving himself deeper with shaky thrusts. every promise he made crumbled under the sound of your choked moans and his frantic groans.
ââm sorry, i know i said iâd stop, but i canât. i canât, baby. i need you, i need all of you.â
he was rambling, kissing every inch of your skin he could reach, fucking you harder with each apology. âyouâre mine, youâre mine, i canât let this go. iâll never let you go.â
and even though youâd told yourself a hundred times that you wouldnât break, that your parentsâ rule mattered too much, your body betrayed you. you squeezed around him, back arching, mouth falling open around his name.
jisung felt it and lost the last of his control. he clung to you, desperate, muttering in your ear through tears and groans. âyouâre mine now. no one else gets this. no one.â
pairing: neighbor!bang chan x f!reader genre/tags: stalking/obsession, kidnapping, suggestive themes but no explicit smut (still mdni), possessiveness, slight yandere themes
a/n. this is rlly short. but i wanted to get this idea out and maybe expand more if i have the time⊠for now lmk what you think !
chan has always been known as a really nice guy.
thatâs what everyone said, and for the longest time, you believed it too. he was dependable, always ready to lend a hand, never once giving anyone a reason to distrust him. the kind of neighbor who waved when he saw you bringing in groceries, offered to shovel the driveway during harsh winters, and remembered to ask about your classes when you ran into him by the mailbox. youâve never seen him raise his voice or lose his temper, was always kind to your parents and your friends. he blended in so well, it never occurred to anyone that something about him might be wrong.
but chan never felt like he was blending in. in his head, every moment was about you. he memorized your laugh, how often you wore skirts, how sometimes youâd forget to close your curtains all the way before going to bed. he learned that you never locked the back door until right before you went upstairs. heâd catch glimpses of your routines and liked to imagine himself in those empty spaces. slipping into your house before you got home, waiting in your room while you brushed your teeth, standing behind you while you slept. he replayed those thoughts so often they stopped feeling like fantasy and started feeling like plans.
at first, he convinced himself he just wanted to protect you. the outside world was cruel, your friends constantly pulled you into useless drama, men would stare at you hungrily as you walked by, and your parents would sometimes get frustrated and snap at you. you were too good for all of them. too soft and fragile. he told himself that if he didnât step in, someone else would ruin you. so he made himself essential. he made sure you always saw him at his best, the soft-voiced, helpful neighbor who wouldnât hurt a fly. he wanted to be someone you could lean on, let you believe he was safe. and when you did, when you said thank you with that innocent smile of yours, he felt the sickest kind of thrill curl up inside him.
but being near you wasnât the same. watching you wasnât enough. the longer you lived next door, the more unbearable it became. heâd go to bed and lie awake, fists clenched, cock aching at the thought of you just a few feet away. heâd picture you undressing in your room, curled up in bed with your sheets pulled to your chin, your lips parted as you breathed. he would stroke himself quietly, biting his lip to keep from groaning too loud, all while whispering your name into the dark. he hated himself in the morning, but then heâd see you outside, barefoot in the driveway, giggling as you chased after your dog, and he knew he couldnât stop.
the night he finally acted, you didnât even hesitate to let him in. the garage light had gone out, and heâd offered to fix it. you laughed, shaking your head, telling him he didnât have to, but he insisted. you stepped aside, trusting him completely, too trusting, and he knew this was it. he followed you inside, watched as you bent down to grab the toolbox, and he felt his body go still. his thoughts sharpened into one clear line; if he didnât take you now, someone else would.
he gripped the wrench tightly, breath steady, his pulse strangely calm. heâd rehearsed this moment in his head a thousand times, and now it was real. when he swung, it was fast and clean. the sound of the metal connecting with your skull echoed through the garage. your body sagged, and he immediately caught you before you could hit the ground.
âshh,â he whispered, holding you close, his lips brushing your temple. âitâs okay. iâve got you.â
he carried you into his house through the back, careful not to be seen. he had prepared everything. the ropes, the blankets, the dim light in the basement. he laid you down gently, brushing stray hairs from your face, and looked at you the way a man might look at a miracle.
when you finally awoke, your head pounded and your wrists burned. the room was colder than anywhere in your house. you shifted, hissing at the feeling of rope digging into your skin. then you heard himâ his voice, level and composed, the same way it always sounded over the fence.
âyouâre awake,â he said softly. âi was starting to worry.â
your eyes fluttered, adjusting to the pale glow. concrete walls. no windows. his basement. your stomach twisted when you realized. you pulled against the restraints, but it didnât budge.
âchan, what- what is this?â your voice cracked.
he crouched in front of you, setting the wrench down beside him. his expression didnât look angry. if anything, he looked relieved. his hand reached out to touch your face, caressing your cheek with the pad of his thumb.
âdonât be scared,â he murmured. âyouâre safe here. you donât have to go back out there anymore. nobody can hurt you now.â
you shook your head, heart racing. âyou canât do this. people are going toââ
he cut you off with a small smile. âpeople already think youâre gone. do you know what your mom said to me tonight? she was crying so hard she could barely speak. she kept asking if iâd seen you, if i thought maybe you ran away. your dad asked me to help put up flyers tomorrow.â his head cocks sideways, never breaking eye contact. âthey have no idea. no one does. only me.â
the terrifying part wasnât his words, it was how normal he sounded. as if this were simply his role in life. to protect you, keep you hidden, and make sure you never belonged to anyone but him. he seemed proud of it. proud that he could walk into your parentsâ living room, hug them, reassure them, and then come back home to you, hidden just a few feet away.
âplease,â you whispered, eyes brimming with tears. âjust let me go.â
his smile widened, almost affectionate. âwhy would i do that? you belong here. youâve always belonged here, you just didnât know it yet. iâll take care of everything. you wonât have to worry about school or friends or anyone else ever again. just me. thatâs all you need.â
he reached down and untied the rope just enough to bring your hands forward, then pressed something warm into them. a piece of bread, along with a bottle of water.
âeat. youâll feel better. iâll take care of you. iâll take care of everything. you donât have to think about anything anymore.â
you sat frozen, but when you didnât move, his voice hardened.
âdonât make me take it away.â
your hands trembled as you brought the food to your mouth, taking small, hesitant bites. he watched everything, his chest rising and falling with something between relief and desire.
âgood,â he praised sweetly. âthatâs my girl. see how easy it is? just us. this is how it was always supposed to be.â
when he stood to leave, his figure lingered at the top of the stairs, looking back down at you.
âtheyâll keep searching, you know. theyâll keep asking me to help, and i will. iâll stand right beside your parents and tell them how much i hope youâre okay. but weâll know the truth, wonât we? youâre here. with me. and no one will ever take you away.â
the door clicked shut, and above you, the sound of his heavy boots drifted through the ceiling, steady and casual, like nothing had happened.
i was gonna make this a lot more twisted than i initially planned but i was listening to eyes locked, hands locked by red velvet while writing the last half and was feeling too soft đđ but anyway, lmk what you think bc iâm not sure how i feel about this one tbh
pairing: bf!jisung x virgin!f!reader genre/tags: smut, anal, heavy dubcon, âjust the tipâ trope, piv, whiny and desperate ji, jisungâs lowkey manipulative, brief mentions of religion, corruption kink (??)
minors dni
you never thought youâd get used to the way jisung begged. the way he whined when you tried to pull away or how his voice cracked when he pressed his forehead into your shoulder and mumbled about needing more. it was always the same conversationâ he wanted what you wouldnât give, and you reminded him why.
growing up in a religious household, your parents had drilled it into your head from the moment you were old enough to understand: marriage first, everything else after. and even though you bent the rule for jisung, letting him fuck you in a way theyâd never know, you still clung to that line. your virginity was supposed to remain untouchable.
jisung swore he respected it. heâd kiss your temple and say, âitâs fine, baby, iâll wait.â but every night he pushed a little harder.
âanal isnât enough,â he muttered one evening, halfway through rutting against you. his face was buried in your neck, damp hair sticking to his forehead. âi want you for real.â
âwe are for real,â you whispered, forcing your body to stay relaxed. âthis way doesnât count.â
he pulled out just enough to look at you, sweat dripping down his jaw. âdoesnât count? youâre still moaning for me. still taking me. howâs that not the same?â
âitâs not.â
jisung groaned, throwing his head back. âthen let me have just the tip, please, just the head, iâll stop there. i swear.â
you shook your head, but his words stuck in your chest. he was always careful, always needy, kissing the side of your face and calling you his good girl. the idea of letting him try, just a little, didnât sound as dangerous as your parents made it out to be.
but you didnât give him that answer. you stayed quiet, and that silence was enough to make him spiral.
over the next week, jisung changed. he pouted when you turned him down, pulled away when you tried to kiss him goodnight, acted like his hands were tied behind his back everytime you climbed into his lap. when you asked if something was wrong, he gave you half-answers. âi dunno, maybe iâm just not enough for you.â
by the time you ended up in his bed again, the air was thick with his sulking. he kissed you harder, gripped your hips tighter, shoved his cock inside your ass with sharp thrusts that made you bite the pillow. you thought he was just frustrated. you didnât realize heâd reached his breaking point.
âi canât fucking do this anymore,â jisung panted, his chest pressed against your back. âitâs not enough. i want your pussy. i want it so bad it hurts.â
âsungieââ
âno, donât âsungieâ me right now.â his hand slid around your waist, pulling you back against him. âyou keep telling me it doesnât count, but it does. it fucking does, and i canât stop thinking about it.â
you turned your head to argue, but he caught your jaw and kissed you messy, his teeth dragging against your lip. âjust the tip. iâll put it in and iâll stop, i promise. just let me feel it.â
your chest was tight, your body trembling. you told yourself maybe it wouldnât be so bad. maybe he really would stop.
jisung lined himself up before you could second guess. the blunt head of his cock pressed against your cunt, hot and slick from how wet you already were. he groaned when he felt you twitch, his voice breaking apart.
âfuck, baby, itâs right there. please, please let me in.â
your breath hitched. âjust the tip.â
âjust the tip,â he echoed, but the moment he pushed past the first resistance, his entire body shuddered. he buried his face in your shoulder, muffling a desperate moan.
you froze, nails digging into the sheets. âjisungââ
âoh my god, youâre so fucking tight,â he whined. âfuck, i canâtââ
he didnât stop. he didnât even try. once he felt you take him, he snapped his hips forward, shoving himself deeper with shaky thrusts. every promise he made crumbled under the sound of your choked moans and his frantic groans.
ââm sorry, i know i said iâd stop, but i canât. i canât, baby. i need you, i need all of you.â
he was rambling, kissing every inch of your skin he could reach, fucking you harder with each apology. âyouâre mine, youâre mine, i canât let this go. iâll never let you go.â
and even though youâd told yourself a hundred times that you wouldnât break, that your parentsâ rule mattered too much, your body betrayed you. you squeezed around him, back arching, mouth falling open around his name.
jisung felt it and lost the last of his control. he clung to you, desperate, muttering in your ear through tears and groans. âyouâre mine now. no one else gets this. no one.â
pairing: religious step-brother!seungmin x f!reader genre/tags: smut, religious themes, slut-shaming, cheating, slight dubcon, blackmail, oral (m. receiving), degradation
minors dni
your momâs been glowing ever since the wedding. she talks about it constantly, how lucky and blessed she is that god finally answered her prayers and gave her the partner sheâs always dreamed of. itâs become her favorite topic, almost like sheâs atoning for all the years sheâs spent chasing after the wrong men. bragging to her friends and colleagues about how she found someone who âshares her valuesâ and knows how to raise a family the âright way.â it makes you want to scream sometimes. youâve never seen her this starry-eyed, not even when you were younger, and now it feels like her whole identity revolves around this new picture perfect life sheâs built.
what all that really means for you is that your freedom has shrunk, life practically turned into a church schedule. sunday mornings arenât optional anymore, even if youâre hungover or buried in schoolwork. dinners are sit-down only, where everyoneâs expected to participate, and every conversation, without fail, ends up circling back to god. your mom says itâs about âfamily valuesâ and âdisciplineâ but to you, it feels like sheâs trying to force you into someone elseâs mold, someone who doesnât even exist in you.
then thereâs seungmin.
your brand new step-brother. the son of the pastor. the one who everyone talks about like heâs some kind of miracle. you couldnât stand him the second you met him. not because he did anything outright wrong at first, but because of the way everyone looked at himâ like he could do no wrong.
at dinner, he sits across from you, posture painfully straight with his hands folded neatly until your stepdad says itâs time to pray. he doesnât fidget or look distracted, doesnât sigh the way you always do. he bows his head immediately, and his voice is calm, perfectly paced.
âthank you, lord, for this meal, and for bringing our families together under your name. thank you for giving me a new sister i can care for and guide. please bless her as she finds her path, and keep her safe.â
your mom squeezes his hand across the table, her eyes practically beaming. âyouâre such a thoughtful boy, seungmin. really, you are.â she says it in that tone that always makes your stomach knot, the one she never uses on you anymore.
you keep your head down, picking away at your food, not trusting yourself to speak.
after the prayer, the questions start the way they always do. your mom and stepdad want updates on his life like theyâve been starving for them. he never stumbles with his answers.
âhow was your exam?â your mom asks, leaning forward like she already knows the answer will be good.
âgood. i think i did well,â seungmin replies, modest as ever, folding his napkin in half before taking a sip of water. âi studied all week for it.â
âof course you did,â your mom gushes. âalways so diligent. i donât even have to ask about your grades, do i?â
seungmin shakes his head, lips curling into a coy smile, pretending heâs embarrassed by the praise. âno, maâam. still straight aâs.â
your stepdad perks up. âand how was choir practice?â
âweâre learning a new hymn for sunday,â he says. âi helped some of the younger kids with their parts. they get nervous, so i try to encourage them. theyâre doing better now.â
your mom claps her hands lightly, delighted. âsee, thatâs exactly what i mean. selfless. kind. always thinking of others, youâre a natural born leader.â
you canât help the eye roll that escapes you, and instantly, your momâs gaze sharpens. âdonât do that, you could learn a lot from seungmin. heâs respectful, focused, devoted. not lazy and distracted all the time!â
âmom,â you mutter, groaning. youâre already tired of this script. âcan we not?â
âno, we can,â she says firmly, tapping her fork against her plate for emphasis. âyou need to hear this, you should be more like him.â
seungmin clears his throat softly, gaze flicking up just long enough to meet yours before dropping again. âitâs okay, donât be too hard on her. everyone has their own pace. sheâll get there.â
your mom melts instantly, touched by his patience. âyouâre too good, seungmin. i really donât know what i did to deserve a son like you.â
your chest burns. you push food around your plate with your utensils, appetite gone. he doesnât even bother looking at you while he chews, but you catch the slight curve of his lips. a smirk so small itâs almost invisible, but you know itâs for you.
later, when your mom asks you to help clear the table, youâre shoulder-to-shoulder with him in the kitchen. he doesnât speak at first, just rinses his plate and stacks it neatly, but the second your momâs footsteps fade down the hall, he leans a little closer.
âbe more like me,â he sings under his breath, mocking. âyou hear that enough yet?â
you slam a dish into the sink harder than necessary, the sound clattering. âfuck you.â
he laughs quietly, rinsing his fork with precision, still looking like the perfect boy in case anyone walked in. âsuch a sweet sister i have now. bet mom would be so proud of your language.â
âdonât call her mom,â you snap, jaw tight. âsheâs my mom. not yours.â
his smile widens, and this time he finally looks you straight in the eyes. âoh, but she loves me. she tells me all the time. itâs almost like iâm the child sheâs always wanted.â
you frown at him, wanting to throw something, but he just pats your shoulder lightly, hand lingering a second too long. when he walks back into the dining room, your mom immediately asks him about school again, to which he answers in that same warm, perfect voice.
you hate him. you hate how he says all the right things, how he never slips, and everyone views him as this golden boy while youâre the disappointment. and worst of all, you hate that when you look at him, when his eyes cut to yours across the table and he smirks for only you to see, you know heâs not perfect at all.
heâs a hypocrite. and youâre the only one who knows it.
+
itâs late enough in the night that the house has gone completely quiet, your momâs already in bed and your stepdad was reading in his study. you move silently in your room, tugging on a denim mini skirt and a pink cropped baby tee that you bought from the mall the other day. the fabric barely covers your chest, and you know one wrong move will have you spilling out, but thatâs the whole point because you know your boyfriend will like it.
standing in front of the full-length mirror, youâre smoothing down the skirt to get rid of wrinkles, touching up your lip gloss, when the door creaks open without a knock.
âjesus christ,â seungmin mutters, stepping in like he owns the place. his eyes drag over you, unimpressed. âanother one already? whatâs the count now?â
you whirl around, scowling. âget the fuck out.â
he leans against the doorframe with his arms crossed, a smirk tugging at his lips. âseriously though. do you even remember their names at this point, or do you just cycle through them?â
âshut up,â you snap back, grabbing your purse. âitâs none of your concern.â
he clicks his tongue, tilting his head as he studies every inch of you. âyouâre really going out dressed like that? i can literally see half your tits. no wonder they all line up for you, you donât even have to try.â
your cheeks burn, half out anger and the other from embarrassment. âdonât you have a bible to read or something? mind your own business and stay out of mine.â
âoh, iâll stay out of it,â he says easily, pushing off the doorframe. âbut what about your mom? you want her to know her daughterâs sneaking out again? want her to see how desperate you are for attention?â
your stomach drops. you tighten your grip on your purse strap, forcing your voice to stay steady. âdonât fucking tell her.â
he shrugs, pretending to think about it. âi wonât.â
you exhale, relief flooding you, but he isnât finished.
âbut you owe me.â
your eyes narrow, confused. âowe you what?â
he steps closer, voice dropping dangerously low. âdonât worry about that right now. iâll collect when i feel like it.â
you shove past him, muttering under your breath. âgod, youâre such an asshole.â
he lets you pass, but not before tossing one last jab over his shoulder. âbetter hurry, wouldnât wanna keep tonightâs lucky guy waiting. not that you ever make them wait long.â
your jaw clenches, but you donât look back. you refuse to give him the satisfaction of seeing how much he got under your skin. but you pray to fucking god he actually keeps his word and shuts his mouth for once.
+
itâs past three in the morning when you finally slip back into the house, kitten heels dangling from your fingers as you creep through the front door. youâre moving quiet as a mouse, holding your breath on each step, terrified the wood will creak and wake up your mom. the whole house is dark and the airâs heavy with silence. your momâs door is closed down the hall and your stepdadâs lamp has long been turned off in the study. you breathe out a quite sigh, relieved as ever you made it in without getting caught.
your room feels like a safe little cave when you shut the door behind you, tossing your bag onto the bean bag chair and peel off your denim mini skirt, tugging at the zipper until it falls down your legs. you reach for your pajama shorts, ready to change and collapse into bed, until the sound of your own door cracking open freezes you in place.
âyou reek,â seungminâs voice says casually, like heâs been waiting. he steps inside without a single knock, leaning lazily against the frame with his arms folded. his eyes scan you slowly, taking in the shirt that barely covers your chest. âsmell like alcohol.â
you turn around, shooting daggers at him with your eyes. âi donât. wasnât even drinking.â
he snickers, tilting his head. âright, sure. mustâve just rubbed off on you when he had his hands all over you, hm?â
your stomach twists, not from guilt but from the way he says itâ so confident, so sharp, like he already knows the answer and just wants to dig it out of you.
âcan you get the fuck out? seriously.â you snap, shoving your pajama shorts on, yanking the waistband too hard.
he doesnât move an inch. âdid you fuck him yet?â
you roll your eyes. âiâm not answering that.â
his smirk drops. he steps further into your room, shutting the door behind him. the click makes your chest tighten. âi didnât ask if you wanted to answer,â he says, voice low and clipped. âdid you?â
you cross your arms, chin raised. âgo away.â
his eyes narrow. âso thatâs a yes, figures. youâve known him what, two weeks? you canât keep your legs closed for anyone. embarrassing.â his tone is cruel, every word meant to make your blood boil.
âfuck off, seungmin.â
âdonât forget,â he says suddenly, calmer now, though the edge in his voice makes it worse. âyou still owe me.â
your eyes narrow. âare you blackmailing me right now?â
he chuckles, shaking his head. âdonât phrase it like that, iâm just collecting what you promised.â
you hate the smugness in his face, the way he acts like he already has you cornered, but it wasnât like you had much of a choice anyway. âand what do you want?â
he doesnât bother answering with words at first. instead, his hand slides down casually, brushing over the front of his sweatpants, the outline there clear enough to tell you everything you need to know. his gaze lingers on you, steady, daring.
âyouâre disgusting,â you whisper, even as your throat feels tight.
his smirk widens, âand youâre still on your knees anyway,â he mutters when you finally drop down, glaring up at him while your hands tug at the band of his sweats.
his cock is already thick and heavy in your palm when you wrap your fingers around him, the heat of it startling. he hisses through his teeth, breath catching in his chest. âknew it,â he says, arrogance never fading. âyou act like such a bitch but youâll do whatever i say when it comes down to it.â
you donât give him a chance to say more. you lean forward, lips wrapping around the tip, tongue flattening against the underside as you slowly take him in. his head tips back slightly, an involuntary groan slipping out. his hand immediately finds purchase in your hair, gripping tight, guiding.
âpathetic,â he pants, voice rougher now as his hips move shallowly. âall those guys you sneak around for and here you are, sucking off your step-brother in the middle of the night. bet none of them know how filthy you really are.â
your cheeks hollow as you take him deeper, saliva pooling, dribbling down your chin. he groans again, the sound low and sharp, but his words never soften. âdonât slow down, you donât get to quit âtil i say so. you wanted to run around like a slut, now this is what you get.â
you gag when he thrusts too far, throat tightening, but he only laughs under his breath, tugging your hair tighter. âlook at you, youâre good at this. the perfect sister. maybe thatâs what you were made for, huh?â
your eyes sting, whether from the stretch or his words, but you keep going. your hand works what your mouth canât reach, twisting and stroking, while your tongue drags under the head. his hips jerk harder, his composure slipping.
âfuckââ he grits, voice cracking slightly, though he masks it with more venom. âkeep that tongue there, donât stop. god, youâre even better than i thought. fucking slut.â
you glare up at him through wet lashes, spit dripping down your chest, wetting the fabric of your top, but your mouth stays open, obedient. his breathing turns ragged, his thrusts losing rhythm until finally he holds your head down hard, spilling hot ropes of cum down your throat with a groan.
he lets go of your hair, chest heaving, leaning back against your vanity for support. he looks down at you, lips curved into that same cocky smile.
âdonât forget,â he says, voice hoarse but still cruel. âthis doesnât clear your debt. you still owe me.â