the nitty gritty

this is my personal blog. my name is melissa i'm a 19 year old student. i major in psychology & english with a minor in substance abuse and addictions i'm a proud member of ΦΣΠ

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currently picking out my hairless cats to die alone with!

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collaborating my personal blog with my main blog - it's too hard to keep track of two

if you haven't done so already please follow

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love-till-the-last-one-dies replied to your post: today;

Remember to smile. It’s the biggest insult we can give to those who try to bring us down. :) I’m here for you. :)

thank you so much doll!! i'm trying seriously! it's just getting a little hard lately

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today;

debatably the worst day of my life. but i have cut people out of my life and deactivated my facebook (for now anyways) & i'm changing my number. 

sometimes you need a fresh start. i need one something serious.

i need something good to happen as soon as possible. i don't know how much more i can take.

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Pretty sure you've always wanted to see me naked.. Well.. I'm feeling pretty adventurous today so go to datelink2(dot)com (switch [dot] with .) then sign up and find my profile under the username 'lolsummer69'. I hid my face in the pictures. but I want you to guess who I am and then hit me up on Facebook lol. Good luck.

omg my dream come true

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i'm glad i left my bed today.... oh wait..

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jimmy johns tonight; i'm a happy girl!! mom knows me all too well. nothing better than a pick me up sandwich

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hibdonianmusings replied to your post: tonight;

What happened?

well i went out for a run and it was sooo dark last night! + i was by myself it was just all bad! i'm so scared of the dark!

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honestly;

i thought i was over you. & when we started talking last night it was normal like we were friends. but after stumbling upon some of our old conversations and messages you would send me in the morning i'm heart broken all over again. i wish things didn't turn out the way they did or maybe i wish things never happened at all. 

you were the best and the worst thing to ever happen to me. that's pretty difficult to admit but it's true. to love someone as i have loved you makes it so much harder to lose. when i'm with you it's almost like nothing has changed. you seem to care. our bodies are always so close. the kisses feel just the same. but we have no title. aside from being "just friends". 

how much longer can i take this? this can't be healthy. i've loved you with my whole heart how will i ever move on? what will it be like to date someone and attempt to love someone who is not you? never mind the pain i feel when i think of you being with someone else. 

i wanted a future with you. a future i knew we would never have. it was my prayer, my 11:11 wish. 

i just want to be normal again. i want to feel something aside from sadness.

maybe it is best to sever ties from you. but how can i say goodbye to my best friend and the greatest love i have ever known?

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This is the anonymous revolution! If you want to take part just send this message to the blogs you love. It’s just a little thing that will brighten their day, and hopefully make up for all the anon hate that is everywhere on tumblr. If you love someone’s blog, spread the word. One message at a time we can make tumblr a kinder place.

thanks doll!! 

xx

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tonight;

was literally one of the scariest nights of my life! no good

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