not pro

my other account (thinargo) got terminated lmfao gw- 100 ugw- 90

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u know its getting bad again when u redownload this app😐 im currently in recovery but god i hate the fact that i gained over 15 pounds. i look so disgusting.

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i stg i hit a weight loss plateau every time i lose 3 pounds or so

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the way i thought 800 was the least amount of food ever and now if i go over 150 cals i feel Fat. Why me

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u know ur ill when u eat 2 recees pieces and want to die.

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i be like binge night and then not even finish my burger

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binge night bc it’s the weekend lmfoa

texas roadhouse here i come

ALSO JUST WENT TO DA GAS STATION N BOUGHT HELLA CANDY IDGAF

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shoutout to melatonin it makes me pass out before i wanna binge

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i can’t bring myself to do anything anymore and i know it’s because i’m not eating enough. every little thing pisses me off and makes me wanna cry. i’m so fucking done but i know i won’t stop. i can’t feel like this for the rest of my life. i know i can’t live with this illness forever. and once im at the weight i wanna be i’ll end up gaining it all back no matter what. so what’s the point. there isn’t. except being miserable all the fucking time. and don’t even comment ugh you’ll be skinny tho!! yeah bitch i’m already skinny don’t come at me with that bs

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okay i drank a hella lot of water and im full but still wanna binge. FUCJJJJ it’s gonna happen

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y’all ever just cry bc u feel a binge coming on and you know you won’t be able to stop it

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just bought a fuck ton of fiber one bars bc i need to be able to have a regular bowel movement without taking laxatives

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oh yeah i also hit 99 pounds. i wanna be skinnier but the urge to lose weight so fast anymore. i might increase my caloric intake?? idk i’ll probably feel crappy for eating more

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i haven’t eaten any deserts in Days bruh. im proud of myself bf i literally have the biggest sweet tooth

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okay i know most of us hate eating around people but i also fucking hate making food in front of people. idk it just gives me so much anxiety lmfao

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i feel so out of control

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couldn’t even get out of the car to go to school because i was balling my eyes out from my binge last night.

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i hate this illness. so much.