My (Weight Gain) Story
Here we go! The story of how I got into gaining weight. I’ll explain it all to you in this post! I’m not just sharing this for fun, but also to show everyone out here that you’re not weird for having this fetish, that it’s very possible to be born with it (whether it be nature or nurture) and to break the taboo on fetishes and gaining weight in general! Fetishes should be more normalized!
So basically, I’ve always had this fetish as long as I can remember. As a kid ofcourse it didn’t come paired to a horny feeling because I simply didn’t know that feeling yet. But I always had a funny feeling when watching weight gain episodes on cartoons (Totally Spies I see you!!) and I would stuff pillows in my clothes when playing with friends, made some fat sims characters lmao etc. So this theme of gaining weight had always sparked my interests.
As I got older and connected that sexual feeling to this, it was a blessing and a curse. I was extremely embarassed watching videos of fat girls playing with their bellies, and tried to block out these feelings as much as possible. I was extremely cautious, never even made any accounts on websites, I basically made sure I left NO trace whatsoever on sites related to this. I could NOT handle anyone finding out about this and punished myself for thinking these thoughts. Yet I still always came back to this fetish. After forcing myself to watch ‘normal’ porn, I’d always go back to feederism porn whenever I was horny enough. Immediate regret right after though..
All of that changed when I met my first boyfriend (my first feeder). We had been friends for about 4 years before we started dating. When we’d just started dating, we’d have conversations about our types and stuff like that. And he actually once told me he wouldn’t mind dating a fuller girl, and jokingly said I never had to worry about gaining weight. I didn’t think anything of it because how could a normal guy like him also be into this? impossible. So I decided to keep this secret and take it to the grave. We were dating for about 1,5 years when one day I decided to poke at him a little bit and see if he would be into the idea of me gaining weight, losing weight or whatever he’d be into, I just asked around a bit and tried finding out if maybe what he said waaay back could have been related to this fetish. After that conversation, we decided to get me to gain a liiiittle bit of weight on purpose. Just to get a little butt and bigger boobies. At this point it must have been VERY obvious for my bf that I had this fetish aswell, but we both didn’t dare even think it of eachother. So ofcourse I excitedly said: ‘yay, I’m into this!!’ after deciding to gain a little. To which he responded: ‘wait, you’re INTO this?’. I then just kinda squealed and hid under the covers because I couldn’t believe I was telling anyone this, let alone my Boyfriend (at the time). So eventually I confessed and found out we shared the same fetish that we had been hiding from eachother for aaaages. I realise we’re both so so so lucky and it still feels extremely surreal!! That’s where all the fun started! :)
At first I planned on gaining just a little bit, since weight gain is such a scary and taboo topic and I had always been skinny. As I gained more, I started getting more comfortable with the idea and got less scared of judgment and felt more in control of my OWN life and OWN body. That has been a great realisation in general as I’ve struggled with eating/weight before. Keep in mind I’ve never even had a little bit of a tummy, always been a skinny girl! Gaining weight and taking that control felt good, so now I’m just doing whatever I want with gaining/exploring this fetish as long as I still stay active/somewhat healthy aswell. I’m now the proud owner of this feederism blog, I have the most amazing sex life omg and I speak up about taboos irl aswell, although I’m still not ready to tell everyone about this fetish yet (which is also why I’m not showing my face, together with a fear of being doxxed). I still get insecure from time to time, since our society isn’t as accepting as I’m learning to be, but I’m working on it! And this lovely, supportive community is definitely helping me out a lot.
I don’t currently have a goal weight, as I passed my ‘goal weight’ a few times already oops. Just seeing wherever life takes me, as long as I stay healthy, comfortable and confident! <3
I have a lot more to say about this, but I’ll keep that for future posts, this post is getting so long lol. Don’t be afraid to DM me/send me asks if you have any more questions! I’d love to answer them or just have a nice chat :)
Edit: this is an old post! I'm now single, feederless, and not actively gaining. :)