Friends since the beginning, Jimin and Jungkook couldn't comprehend the fact that they both were hopelessly and endlessly in love with each other. But they're both dumbasses so-
Friends since the beginning, Jimin and Jungkook couldn't comprehend the fact that they both were hopelessly and endlessly in love with each other. But they're both dumbasses so-
Friends since the beginning, Jimin and Jungkook couldn't comprehend the fact that they both were hopelessly and endlessly in love with each other. But they're both dumbasses so-
So I changed my upload schedule again to fit in with the aus I am currently doing. I also changed it to be uploaded once a week instead of twice so I will have more time to do the parts.
Monday- Saved🌻 -> Jikook
Wednesday- Sweet Lies -> Jikook (on @mochispotato)
Friday- *•.¸♡Love Again♡¸.•* -> Wonkyun (New AU; Cross posted on Twitter @/jesstaeto)
I AM!!! FOR NOW!! I decided to give you, all of my followers, something special even if it's not much! But I have no idea if I am gonna update next week or not since I'm being lazy (and I made another au on Twitter my bad lol) but I probably will! :D
Friends since the beginning, Jimin and Jungkook couldn't comprehend the fact that they both were hopelessly and endlessly in love with each other. But they're both dumbasses so-
Hello! So lately something had happened with me mentally these past few weeks but I’m better now! I think.. :“) So updates for Saved🌻 and Sweet Lies will be slow… for now (though for sweet lies I’ve been having such a brain fart? Even if I preplanned it kinda??) So I do wanna apologize! But for the Wonkyun Pretty Woman au I’m like halfway and I really want to finish it so I will do that first! Thank you for understanding! Okay love you bye uwu💖💖💖💖💖💖💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💚💚💚💚💙💙💙💙
"The only reason you are here right now is that Taehyung decided to knock some sense into your damn tiny brain of yours. If not you would still be avoiding me like the damn coward you fucking". Well, that hit me hard:) You know, what i learned in 2018 is that if a person knows what he's doing that upsets you but only apologies when you tell them, and they look at u straight in the eye and lie, well..you're better off. We don't need people to give our all and take back crap. I'm still (...)
(...) I'm still working on it, but i think I'm in a good place. Don't trust people who only apologise because you told them what they did wrong! Chances are they don't give a fuck. Well that was a bit dramatic. I'm sorry. 🤐 You know how much i love it when you write a full chapter. It get's to me. So its basically ur fault😂 Just kidding. Love you. 💛🌻✨💜🌷
Aw FanFan I’m sorry that this chapter got to you love... But I hope you are doing way better! People who lie to you even if they know what they are doing are assholes and deserve a smack in the face! Anyways I love you too uwu 💜💜💜💜
So I apologize in advance if this part is bad. I tried my best with this part and tried to convey their feelings but I failed since I sorta wasn’t feeling it at all so that was my bad T^T
Jimin grumbled as he went to the park that was only ten minutes away from his house. At the dead of night, he was wondering why he even loved his best friend and thought how hard he should smack Taehyung when he saw him. Jimin sighed, ruffling his blonde locks, as he made it to the park. As he went deeper before he saw someone sitting at the swing set slowly rocking back and forth. Glaring at the person he began to march towards them as while Jimin snapped, cursing out his friend for being stupid and getting hurt.
“Kim Taehyung you absolute piece of fucking donkey shit! How dare you ignore me for hours upon hours only to fucking message me to come to the damn park at the crack of fucking- Jungkook?” His words got smaller at the sight of his ex-boyfriend, or so he considered him as his ex-boyfriend. Jungkook looked up, making eye contact to Jimin who gasped at the sight of Jungkooks face covered in forming blue and green bruises with a few cuts also decorating his face. “Taehyung did this, didn’t he? And where is that lanky fuck?” he sneered out. “I am going to kill him,” Jimin grunted out as he squatted in front of the sad man. He sighed as he saw how badly hurt Jungkook was and decided to clean up his wounds, smacking his arm when Jungkook began to protest.
Silence took over the two. The only sound that was heard was the wind blowing ever so gently and the hissing that came out of Jungkook's mouth when Jimin dabbed the cotton pad over Jungkooks wounds. ‘Out of everything here I am. I should have just walked away,” Jimin thought. He didn't want to be there but stayed because he wanted answers. Answers only Jungkook would be able to give him.
“Im sorry,” Jungkook whispered as Jimin finished bandaging his cuts looking straight at the blonde who bit his lip, “I’m sorry for being such a hypocritical douchebag and just basically treating you like shit when you needed me. I’m sorry you had to suffer alone and I understand if you hate me because I hate myself for hurting you.”
Jimin scoffed, standing up before trying to walk away. He never made it to five steps before he went back and glared at Jungkook as hard and cold as he could. Jimin was hurt. Hell, he was more than hurt, but he couldn't leave. Not yet.
“You should feel bad!” Jimin shouted, huffing out as he punched the bridge of his nose trying to calm himself, “I waited and waited for days trying to hear back from you only to be shut out Jungkook! As if I was some kind of toy you liked and threw away when you had no reason to play with it anymore. I cried myself to sleep every night because my own boyfriend and best friend decided to not hear me out…” Jimin took a breath in feeling the tears cling to his eyelashes.
“You thought I was a slut. A whore. People at school- who liked me- turned their backs on me and ridiculed me every day for something I used to do. Yes, I slept with men but because I was lonely and tired of being your fucking rebound when you didn't see Yeri. I stayed in the shadows Jungkook and I suffered because I loved you so much! It hurts me to know that you didn't even love me back!”
Jungkook stood up and growled at Jimin words grabbing Jimin’s wrist, “I do love you Jimin! With all my heart I do love you! I'm sorry I was being an asshole to you! I was hurt too because I thought you cheated on me and it's not my fault I thought that way! Those videos and photos look as if they were taken the previous night so can you fucking blame me for being hurt?!” Jungkook roared back, spitting out his words towards the shorter boy in front of him.
“Hurt?! You have no reason to be hurt when you were the one who also cheated on Yeri with me! So who gives you the right to be hurt?” Jimin felt his face flush. He felt angry at how he thought Jungkook played the victim when he knew he shouldn't have. As more excuses came out of Jungkook's mouth Jimin had enough before pulling his still intact wrist away. He didn't wanna hear anything more.
“No, don't walk away from me. This conversation isn't over!” Jungkook yelled at the back of Jimin. Jimin scoffed before flipping Jungkook off, “Oh you know what fuck you! Go open your damn legs for someone fucking cunt-” Jungkook felt a sharp sting on the side of his face moving a bit back by the force. He blinked before he realized what he said and apologized to the angry and panting Jimin.
“No baby, please. Im sorry I didn't mean it.” Jungkook cried out trying to pull as much sorry as he could. Jimin shook his head at the latter.
“Let's take a break. For good.”
“What?” Jungkook uttered out.
Jimin related what he said. His voice tight at the own words that came out of his mouth. Jungkook muttered out ‘no's’ at the tiny blonde grabbing his hand and holding between his own. Jimin snatched his hand out of Jungkook's hand and slapped him once more, the sound resonating around the park, “I am done. I am tired Jungkook! The only reason you are here right now is that Taehyung decided to knock some sense into your damn tiny brain of yours. If not you would still be avoiding me like the damn coward you fucking are!
I wanted an amazing relationship with you. I wanted to be happy and I was because you, my damn first love, gave me your all. I was always happy with you even in the bad times. I was willing to give you everything but I guess not considering I was wasting my time on you when there was someone else who could have freaking loved me for me and won't need to hide me at all! So goodbye Jungkook. I hope you find someone fucking perfect for you and puts up with your damn cunt self!” Jimin panted at the words that came out of his mouth. Jungkook made no move to stop him as his look was pained.
“Okay,” Jimin froze on the spot at the measly easy answer that Jungkook said unknown that it pained Jungkook to say that instead of fighting for their relationship and love, “Okay let's take a break but I promise you one day I'll find show you again and show you how much you mean to me.” Jungkook stepped close to Jimin, bridging away the stray tears that were left on his chubby cheeks. Smiling contentedly Jungkook kissed Jimin one last time before letting go.
“You know,” Jimin whispered, “You're making this really damn hard for me to be angry with you Kook.”
“One last time. Please. And then after tonight, we'll go our separate ways.” Jungkook pleaded. Jimin knew this was a bad idea, considering he should have left by now but the look in Jungkooks eye made him stay and coil at the thought of sleeping together again. Minutes passed and Jimin nodded, giving in to the thought of being with Jungkook one last time before kissing him back.
That night they returned to Jimin's house and for the last time, exploring each other's bodies, marking it- engraving their bodies in their memories. At the end of the night, Jimin held Jungkook's hand before he kissed him one last time. A goodbye kiss that left a hole in Jimin's chest. Readying the bath Jimin frowned wondering what Jungkook meant by finding him again before shrugging it off and relaxed in the tub.
He didn't need to worry anymore. After all, he was the one who decided end it.
I finally finished chapter 22! Yay! And hopefully I will have it edited and posted either by tomorrow or Thursday so thank you for being patient with Me!! I love you all!! Okay bye (*´˘`*)♡