Dumb Bitch Hours

Suicide is Bad Ass

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

[lifeinpoetry]

I wanted to be loved more than I wanted to be alive. For so long

I thought not to be loved is good but to be loved is to be good.

All those years, convinced — surely I must be bad, the way you keep punishing me.

— Leila Chatti, from “Faulty,” published in Prairie Schooner

[whenharrymetsallys]

[weirdcultstuff]

2010s:

A man: my daughter, whom is a growing child and is under intense pressure about marriage and sex and a moral obligation to birth children, and additionally is very isolated and under a strict set of food/work/speech/rest rules made to my whims, and has zero privacy or uninterrupted free time, and is not allowed to have friends or school or attend anything social, and is working far more than 40 hours a week + is generally responsible for a lot of children, is not cheerful and sweet enough imo

Church elders: obviously, she does not have enough faith, have you considered sitting her down and listing out her flaws and asking her questions about them for hours? Or maybe a more strict routine? More rules?? Maybe she’s immodest and that’s inviting demons into her??? Crush the spirit of rebellion 🥊

[modular-mood]

[modular-mood]

[dontfearthereefer]

TO PUNKS/PPL WHO WEAR DOC MARTENS, SPECIFICALLY BLACK ONES: please follow lace code. i don’t care if it’s dead. if you wear red or white laces and you KNOW lace code, it’s your fault if you get punched. we do not tolerate nazis or white supremacists in the punk community. shut up and follow lace code.

[callmebliss]

Just got Daughterchild her first pair of stompies. She's got yellow laces.

[constance-mcentee-deactivated20]

The first time I’d ever heard of anything like the Lace Code was after I added colorful laces to these plain black boots I got (not Docs; I can’t afford those) to give me better ankle support. I felt the black laces on black boots looked too militaristic, so I get green and red laces for starboard (right) and port (left). A friend later warned me to get rid of the red laces before an anti fascist got the wrong idea and attacked me. I thought that it would be pretty messed up to get attacked for wanting a little more color but whatever. 

I was trying NOT to look like a jack-booted thug, and apparently I was doing the opposite. But, how was I supposed to know that bootlaces could be used to make political statements?

I now have glittery gold laces on them, and I’m relieved to learn that gold it probably close enough to yellow to mean anti racist.

For anybody else who doesn’t know the code and doesn’t want to get beaten up for simply wanting a little color in their wardrobe, here’s a link to an article about The Lace Code.

[killerchickadee]

You shouldn't wear red laces even if your boots aren't Docs. Unless, you know, you're ok with marginalized people thinking you want to kill them.

[phoukanamedpookie]

EXACTLY!!!!!

[lilianromantic]

[ellliot-deactivated20151209]

[modular-mood]

[diet-coke-kween]

Iconic Vines: ED Version

Me to my dietician: I think- I think I know more about calories than you do genius

Oh my god I love black coffee, black cofffe is my life

Hey everybody, today I binged so I’m starting a kickstarter to put myself down. the benefits of killing me would be I would eat way less

On all levels except physical, I am a skinny bitch

What up, im Jared, im 19, and I never fuckin’ learned how to eat

There is only one thing worse than eating: BOOM. EATING (disorders)

And they were Ana buddies! Oh my god they were aNa bUdDieS

Two thighs, chillin’ in a bathtub, 5 feet apart cause I don’t eat

Weight loss n death ahead? Uh yeah I sure hope there is

I said, whoever ate my safe foods, your mom’s a hoe

*when my mom asks why I starve* ITS FREE REAL ESTATE

🎹 Is there anything better than starving? Yes some really good bones 🎹

*stomach grumbles* that’s what real skinny sounds like

Don’t fuck with me, I have the power of god and Ana on my side! *screams*

Me:

ED: go back to sleep, and STARVE

[tooskinnynever]

YAS!!!

[modular-mood]

I am so sick of this feeling of nothingness.

I have taken it too literally when people tell me ‘just stop being sad’ ‘there’s no need to be anxious’ ‘you don’t need to be so upset’.

So I listened, I took their advice and now I struggle to feel anything and I want that back for the life of me.

Everything is spiraling around me, and I don’t seem to care.

Hell, I occasionally enjoy watching the chaos spin webs around me.

I can’t keep people happy.

The ones I love, I’ll never be enough to keep them happy even though I know it’s not my job.

It just gets so lonely when nobody reaches out.

Sometimes a listener needs a listener too, and as a society we fail to do anything but talk.

[modular-mood]

[ark-harpy]

desperately crying out for attention like an epic boss good job

[scandiumsky]

I’m such a slut for thunderstorms

[sunsetquotes]

“I opened my mouth, almost said something. Almost. The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had. But I didn’t.”

— Khaled Hosseini

[veryfunnymemes]

[skinnythinner14]

[understands]