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Oblivion

@momimarko

I just me performing for myself

352 posts

Oct 29, 2021

#you know what #Spotify #SoundCloud

Jun 23

#a new space or one that I forgot like a jamais vu #with little peepholes for windows #moments of life 😌 pieces of feeling and glimmers of meaning #if I focus and fold and twist and angle myself exactly right maybe #maybe something will latch on to me and it will be so big and bright that you can see it and you will believe it!

Jun 11

#this state of being reminds me so much of 17/18 yo me but she’s actually gone forever even tho I feel a connection to her #she definitely left something in me like a wind chime or something?#and thats when my inner ear grew inside out and I started hearing echos so maybe its that

Jun 10

#I really can’t say I get it /: the forces within me don’t move me that way #but sometimes when my whole home is such an insurmountable mess I have to just start picking stuff up #and it’s an unfollowable sequence which only I know the order #there will always be pain and there is nothing waiting for me in heaven (I’m pretty sure) but thank you for believing in something good 🩷🩷🩷#I guess to want it is… something?#crying watching orca videos all night long #living on planet earth breaks my heart

Jun 9

#it’s constantly changing like fluid and dynamic and never ever at rest #it’s so beautiful I want to cry: seeing and hearing #rn tho I am completely closed to human connection but totally dtf

Jun 7

#it’s really about awareness of individual circumstances but the universality of that and that it’s a shared experience #not treating other people as if they are part of the environment like how we do with spiders and squirrels #completing my desensitivity training and having girly chats again

Jun 5

#spend the morning looking at worms because the sturgeon ain’t out yet and #as people talk more to me about god I’m feeling more drawn to nature #they attune me 🤔 love an anti- role model

Jun 3

#he’s like ‘but wait b. this is supposed to be all about me and you’re not making me feel the things I want to feel’#these were the exact words #I’m a little late but I understand now that other people are just tools for my own satisfaction #tbh my peak fertility + this realization + my pain all converging is extremely thrilling lol

Jun 3

#am I allowed to wish demise on someone or is that going too far #it just exists in my heart rn based on events leading to now #but this little moth came to me and said plenty of moths fly around during the day #said darkness or light each have a huge range of symbolic meanings depending on culture or context #and then it camouflaged to my shoe 🤍

Jun 3

#mosquitos biting me but I have the amazing privilege of being sexy where no one can see me #me I am just a regular person kind of going with the motions because it might not seem like it but I do trust the motions #I’m kind of like a particle being distributed in my environment #anyway I’m still trying to understand thermodynamics literally before I understand it figuratively

May 31

#as if I don’t know the problem begins with me! as if I don’t know that!

May 29

#excusing myself a little bit because people have been telling me I don’t deserve things and at the same time telling me I have too much #but kinda tired of my woefulness attitude and feeling so grateful and lucky and blessed to have soap that smells like sweet cream #the feeling of terror when something becomes possible #but wanting to be a bit mean and aggressive and you vs me about your la di da financial principles because I think everyone #even prey animals would like to have not just things but nice things #the way that a predator is also a consumer of bodies and wants those bodies to look a certain way #anyway crying in my new car feels a lot better than crying in my old car

May 29

#what can I say like idk what it’s like to be you but I know what it’s like to be me #sigh #I guess based on the data and trends my next meal is coming and perhaps even actually nourish me #but I’m so sentimental about cake 🥺 I love cake #even tho it makes me sick and everyone got a bigger piece than me

May 28

#having to assign myself personality projects and hurrying out of this sticky and gooey shape #lol okay think of it like when the fish tank falls off the shelf and you have to put the fish in a tea cup

May 27

#I’m not gonna say I fell for the gratification pyramid scheme #but I kinda did fall yk #we r all replaceable anyway ig #I guess I am so insignificant that 5-10 of me are needed and kept in individual bubbles #and I’m just laying in my bed half eaten

May 27

So many catbirds ! 🩶🖤

? a male being fluffy for a female (she flew away and he seemed upset)

#I get back in my car and it’s still yapping at me 🙄 telling me what I could have been #I said it’s too late for that and it replied that’s not true #I know I crave simplicity..because…I’m afraid and some other stuff in between #but I have to admit when I’m wrong like some things are just not that simple #yes a monkey brain but also more so okay I was half wrong #the mirror opens but my reflection and me (its reflection)#don’t know which side to step thru

May 27

Driveway bird watching ☺️ a totally chill person just enjoying life and not getting tangled up in emotional perceptions

#woke up to find the energy still inside me but it’s holding my soft tissue hostage and my joints and my tendons and my nerves #are screaming for help #and I’m like omg what do you want from me! I screamed I cried I tore things up like what more can I do #and it spoke thru my car radio and said acknowledge me or 10 years will go by in an instant #I remembered the heat in my thigh and felt disorder increasing with time #idk what this means to ‘process’ or ‘acknowledge’ like what I need is an energy transfer #I’m really not that smart like I don’t know another way

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