These last few weeks have been a struggle to keep it together. And as holidays approach, it seems this “gloom” cloud gets larger and larger. Today though, I had someone tell me they “love the way I love him”. This isn’t something you usually hear after losing their best friend/husband. It’s the typical sayings, those of us who are walking this journey, tend to hear most. That at times make us cringe on the inside while smiling on the outside. Paco, thank you. If you only knew how much I needed to hear that. Martin, you may not be here physically with me anymore, but just know, I will keep honoring you till we’re reunited in heaven. Love you- Morena ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckpi1NWr5eZcrD9kDr0Pjr5N4ZhH_wBXt9RJ0o0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=