Love Sick INTP

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Almost cried today cos I’m broke

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We’ve been talking for about two months now. It’s like we never broke up. We aren’t dating, we’re distant but we see in a few weeks to talk things out. I don’t know the outcome but I’m okay with anything that comes out of it.

Is he better? Yes

Is my attachment style more secure? Yes

What about his? I haven’t had the time to evaluate

I’m more focused on myself. I started a home improvement blog. I started a diploma in interior design. I write my professional medical exams in July. It’s a busy world, he’s busy in his, it’s best I be busy in mine.

I’m growing as a woman, I’m learning to embrace my energy, manifest good things and work hard for my future.

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We haven’t spoken in 2 weeks. I miss him. I’m going to text him then sleep for 6 hours

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I want to text him

[remanence-of-love]

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I can’t help but wonder what he’s doing

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I’m not even going to count my no contact days cos I know he’s not coming back and I don’t want him to

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It was good today, didn’t think of him majority of the day. The problem comes in the evenings💔

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I’m probably gonna start forgetting his face soon, and the way I called his name. I loved him🥹

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lol. Was trying to delete his contact and mistakenly called. I immediately cut the call though, not sure it went through. Phew

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I love you soooo-

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Uncertainty at its peak

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It’s getting harder and harder

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Always the fool

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Sucks to think about what he’s doing

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Just finding out I have anxious attachment style and he has avoidant attachment 💔 it was never meant to work. I’m grieving a living person, my best friend, it sucks