shh

[monologuingtomyself]

My heart is heavy and my stomach is in knots 24/7 and I’m so sick of feeling like this

[monologuingtomyself]

I’m having a really hard time dealing with my emotions bc everything feels like The Bell Jar and I just want to float in a body of water looking melancholic

[monologuingtomyself]

Marlboro Reds

Original Poem

[clown-guitar]

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

[monologuingtomyself]

When he takes longer than two seconds to reply to your message so you start listening to How to Save a Life

[monologuingtomyself]

Forgot how much I love shoulder kisses and now I’m literally craving them so badly

[monologuingtomyself]

Thinking of what we did and it’s literally consuming me, all I want is to do it again.

I feel like I’m about to explode with excitement and lust, I need to feel his touch on my skin over and over and over, I want to scratch my nails across his back and dig them into his hips like I’ll never let go

[monologuingtomyself]

Honestly I just want him to be obsessed with me

[monologuingtomyself]

Got what I wanted from him and now I want more 😩😩😩😩😩

[laurawful]

I want you so bad it makes Me look stupid

[monologuingtomyself]

The dumbest part about all of it is how many times I’ve let myself fall for his “charm” over the last 15 years and we’ve never even been in a relationship

[monologuingtomyself]

From the beginning I knew it was a stupid idea. I knew it would backfire somehow but idk if this is what I thought would happen. I kinda figured you’d tire of me eventually but I thought we’d at least fuck

[monologuingtomyself]

I cannot believe I let myself fall for the bullshit, I knew what I was getting myself into yet somehow I convinced myself that maybe it wasn’t like that this time but it turns out I’m a fucking idiot because it was exactly like that this time

[monologuingtomyself]

If you can watch my insta story you can reply to my goddamn message I am losing my goddamn mind over here

[monologuingtomyself]

Imagining scenarios to explain why you haven’t messaged me back and so far the most plausible explanations are either you lost your phone, you are repulsed by my entire existence, or you died.

[monologuingtomyself]

Viewing my own story over and over just to see if you’ve seen it and if you have why haven’t you replied to my message?????

*internet friends by knife party plays*

[venus-kisses]

have u considered developing an all-consuming crush on me